small town past events

Xiaorui left and continued to finish her studies.

Since that day I have cut off all contact with her.

After so many years, I am also tired, so tired, so tired.

After packing my luggage, I called my mother and told her that I was going on a trip with Xi Mu.

After hesitating for a while, my mother agreed, told me to be careful, and finally said to me, "Xiaoxue, you don't like Xi Mu, so mom won't make things difficult for you..."

"Mom, I like Xi Mu, she can give me a sense of security, so don't worry about it." I interrupted her, of course I understand what my mother means, her life is not happy, so I hope I can love myself people get married.

I feel bitter in my heart. Many people complain that the TV dramas are bloody. In fact, life is not very bloody. There are thunder points everywhere. Reality is reality and will never be idealized.

The morning sun is the softest, not glaring or scorching hot, the whole sky seems to have been washed with milk, it is so clean that people will feel blasphemy just by looking at it.

I ended up walking alone. This small town has given me too many painful and happy memories. As long as I stay here, I will be imprisoned by invisible shackles.

I want to go out for a walk and be quiet for a while, so as to settle the feelings in my heart.So, as long as I am alone, it is enough.

In one year, I went to various famous scenic spots in China, took countless moving pictures, and recorded the loneliest time in my life.

See more and your heart will open.

When you stand on the top of the mountain and look down, you will find that all your troubles will disappear, and that feeling is wonderful.

For a year, I thought a lot about it.

In the second year, I went abroad.

In the third year, I returned to China, but stayed in the capital.

In the fourth year, I hadn't decided where to go yet, but I met Lin Yueqing.

Because after I left the small town, I changed my card, and I didn't want to be found out. Even my parents, I just called outside every month to inquire.

After three years of not seeing each other, Lin Yueqing has become more mature. Her whole body exudes an attractive hormone. Regardless of her boyfriend, she can always be attracted by her at a glance.

What's rare is that this goblin-like woman has no makeup today... Even without makeup, her skin is so good that it makes people jealous.

Lin Yueqing leaned halfway on the soft sofa chair, her slender thighs were exposed to the air, and she was placed in the sexiest pose.

I frowned calmly. To be honest, I really want to know what this woman went through to become so seductive.

Lin Yueqing half-closed her long and narrow eyes, and looked at me meaningfully, holding a cigarette in her right hand with clear bones.She lit it skillfully, put the cigarette butt to her mouth and took a puff, and then the light blue smoke rose.

After all, it was she who spoke, "Xiao Xueer is really smart. Once she left, our family is in chaos now." She deliberately put the accent on the word "we", as if she was laughing at herself.

I looked down at the teacup and said with a smile, "I remember my sister was getting married soon. I don't know if it will work out or not. I'll do it anyway. I'm really sorry." My fingers tightly pinched the corner of my clothes. , I still can't calm down.

Seemingly realizing that I was changing the subject, Lin Yueqing finally stopped playing Tai Chi with me, and said softly, "Your parents divorced, and they left after the second year you left. Xiaobai was arrested by the police for buying ice and drugs in a bar." , Oh, my aunt and uncle are dying of grief."

My whole body froze, I didn't expect this to happen in a few years.But, why didn't Lin Yueqing mention herself.

"Little Xue'er, Huarui is out of the closet. She likes you, and has always been you." There was a faint smile in Lin Yueqing's eyes.

My mind has been in a mess for a long time, Xiaorui... came out... She should be a senior this year...

"Xi Mu is married. I have been waiting for you for three years and haven't seen you coming back. I couldn't withstand the pressure of my parents and got married at the end of last year. Lin Xueli, tell me, what do you have left?" She said indifferently, Actually giggled.

I clenched my fists and said, "Sister, tell me, does Xiaobai's drug use have anything to do with you?"

I don't care if she makes fun of me, I just want to know, is it because of her that Han Enshui made Xiaobai addicted to drugs, the relationship between the two is so good...why...I don't understand...

Lin Yueqing's eyes dimmed, and for a moment, I actually saw that look, the way she looked at her father in court back then, there was silence in her eyes, without a trace of life.

Soon, she smiled softly, with a bewitching and charming smile.But it made me worry.

She looked out of the window where people were coming and going, and said: "Back then, when I was alone in that house, my aunt came to me and said that she would pick me up to live with them..." She hugged herself suddenly, " I'm so scared of being alone, so scared..."

"I don't have parents, and many people bullied me. At that time, Xiaobai stood up and said, you are not allowed to bully my sister. At that time, I was really happy. Even without my parents, I still have you... Later, once, I was stopped by Han Enshui on the way from school, she proudly said that she liked me and asked me to be her girlfriend...but Xiaobai likes her..."

"You never knew that the first time Xiaobai fought with someone was not because of Han Enshui, but because of me. Originally, Han Enshui planned a story about a hero saving the beauty, but the protagonist changed from her to Xiaobai by accident. From then on, Xiaobai knew that Han Enshui liked me. Then...the nightmare came..."

"Xiaobai suddenly said to me from time to time, sister, so you like women, but why do you want to fight for Enshui, can you let me, no matter how I explain, he doesn't believe that Enshui and I are innocent, When I was 17 years old, when I was taking the college entrance examination, I overheard my uncle complaining that my aunt had added an extra person to the family, and what would happen to the university tuition fees. I realized how difficult my existence was for my aunt. How embarrassing the position of this family is, so I decided to leave..."

"So you left for eight years as soon as you left." My heart was sour, I always thought I knew everything, but in the end I didn't know anything.

Lin Yueqing put out the cigarette butt, and continued: "I met Enshui occasionally outside, and I stayed with her all the time. She was very kind to me, really nice, but the better she was to me, the more I couldn't breathe. Angry, Xiaobai likes her so much, how can I grab the person Xiaobai likes..."

She sighed faintly.

It was the first time I saw a sad look on her face, and then I realized that this woman had been wrapping herself with a strong shell, and it turned out that her heart was also so soft.

"So, I don't know how Xiaobai became addicted to drugs. As for why Han Enshui and I came back, I can't tell you. I will marry that person and move abroad." She said lightly, as if she wasn't talking about marriage, It's like eating...

You can not believe your eyes, but you must believe your heart.

I thought of what Lin Yueqing said.My mother is so proud that she will never compromise after being quarreled with by my father once. She just delayed the idea because of me.Xiaobai's temperament is unstable, and sooner or later his uncle will see his flaws.As for Xiaorui, that child is so stubborn, the uncle already knew her feelings, so it is not surprising that Xiaorui came out, and Xi Mu...he is older than me, and when he reaches a certain age, the family will definitely urge him, he is a filial person , so sooner or later you will get married...

I closed my eyes to hide all the pain in my eyes. It turned out that I was the most selfish person.Obviously I know everything, but I choose to escape...

The author has something to say: I don’t know what to say~ I hope everyone is happy every day.