small town past events

When I got home, Lin Huarui had already fallen asleep on the sofa.

I squatted aside and looked at her face carefully.

Suddenly, she opened her eyes and looked at me with a smile.

I stood up calmly and asked, "Are you hungry? If I'm hungry, I'll cook."

She stretched out her hand to grab me, took me to sit on her lap, and said with a smile, "I'm quite hungry, how about letting me eat you?" She sniffed in my ear, "It's so pretty and delicious. "

My ears felt hot, and my whole body became limp, and I couldn't help but blame: "Stop making trouble."

"Okay, okay, how dare I disobey my wife's orders, you rest, I'll cook!" She quickly kissed me on the cheek and ran to the kitchen.

At night, the two embraced each other to sleep, and I could clearly feel Xiaorui's body temperature and smell the faint scent of mint on her body.

Such a simple and happy life is what I have been looking forward to for a long time.

When I was young, Xiaorui liked to sleep with me the most, and liked to curl up in my arms, but now she has come here.

It's just that happiness is always accompanied by pain.

Early the next morning, someone knocked heavily on the door of the house.

After the door opened, I never thought that the person outside the door was my uncle.

His hair has turned gray a lot, his face has been vicissitudes, and he looks very haggard, "Xiaoxue, I didn't mean you, I beg you, please let our family, Ruirui, please?"

I felt a pain in my heart, "What does Uncle mean by that?"

"Don't pretend to be stupid with me. Didn't we agree at the beginning, pretend that you like her, let her go to college with peace of mind, and then make a clean break? But what's going on now, Ruirui is a senior, but for you I took a leave of absence from school..."

woohoo-

The uncle's words were interrupted by the sound of the cup falling to the ground.

My uncle and I looked reflexively, but we saw Lin Huarui looking at us with eyes full of pain.

No...Xiaorui...it's not like this...

"Sister...is what my father said true?" Lin Huarui lowered her head, her long black hair slanted down along with her movements.There was a piece of debris at her feet.

"Xiaorui...you..." I felt my heart tremble.

"Tell me! Is it true! Lin Xueli, tell me! Did you never like me from the very beginning, even a little... a little..." Her voice was a little depressed, but it got lower and lower , body trembling slightly.

Turning around, my uncle looked at me with a bad expression...

I bit my lower lip, swallowing my tears, I heard me say.

"Yes, I never liked you... who would like a person who forced himself."

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Days will always go on, no matter how painful it is, it will go on.

Who said that the earth will not keep turning without anyone.

However, without Xiaorui, my world is black and there is no light anymore.

It's raining, and it seems to be crying.

The sky cleared up and seemed to be smiling.

I think about the lives of the four of us.

Lin Fengbai, Lin Huarui, Lin Xueli, Lin Yueqing.

Wind, flowers, snow and moon, our entangled life is finally coming to an end.

Xiaobai entered the drug rehabilitation center.

Xiaorui went to graduate school.

Sister Yueqing is married.

Where should I go.

If this is the end, then so be it.

From that day on, I never saw Xiaorui again.

Three months later, I got a call.

Han Enshui died, and was tested for alcohol poisoning. The drink contained a lot of sleeping pills. What surprised me even more was that Han Enshui was pregnant.

One life and two corpses.

Han Enshui's parents also received a call from the police and burst into tears after receiving the body.

My heart is numb, I was thinking how much pain Han Enshui had endured before he chose to take this extreme path.

Her death left indelible scars on her family.

I hesitated to tell Lin Yueqing the news, I think she has the right to know.

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a long time, and finally she hung up the phone first, but at the last moment, I still heard Lin Yueqing's suppressed cry.

Lin Yueqing came back, but in a very bad state of mind.The whole person is like a walking dead, as if it does not exist in this world.

She said that she was not married, she just wanted to give Han Enshui a reason to let go.

She said that she has always loved Han Enshui.

Now, it is Yin and Yang separated.

All afternoon, I listened to their stories.

Lin Yueqing said that during the years when she was making a living outside, she lived alone in a basement of a few square meters, and it leaked when it rained, and the ground was very humid at night. She had no diploma and could only do some physical work. Later, when Han Enshui came, someone cared about her , take care of her life, no matter how insulting she is, Han Enshui refuses to leave her, just entangled like that...

Their life is so short, so hot, I am just a spectator.

There is no regret medicine in the world.If I knew this earlier, why bother.

Lin Yueqing went to Han Enshui's grave. That was the first time I saw this strong woman cry with my own eyes.

Crying without image, crying in the dark.

It was like crying until the end of the world.

That crying ripped my heart hard.

I was thinking, if one day, the person in this tomb becomes Lin Huarui, what will happen to me.Will I give up everything to die for love?

The last words Xiaorui said before leaving me echoed in my mind.

Lin Xueli, falling in love with you in this life, is it right or wrong?

If possible, I will never let you fall in love with me again, with such a cowardly person.

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