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Chapter 26Family

98.

Although they had just confirmed their relationship and really wanted to stay with Wang Qian anytime, Xu Zhixiao still didn't go back to Lingcheng with the big army.

He hasn't been home for a long time, and he just happened to go back and have a look while he was in Yuncheng.

Wang Qian wanted to send him home, but he rejected this suggestion as soon as it was put forward.

They've only been together for the first day, isn't it a bit ridiculously fast to jump straight to the door?

99.

As soon as Xu Zhixiao entered the house, he saw Xu's father and Xu's mother sitting on the sofa with serious expressions, as if they were waiting for him.

He walked over suspiciously, "What happened?"

When Xu's mother saw him, she relaxed her eyebrows and pulled him to sit beside her. Instead of answering his questions, she first asked him a lot of things about life.

Xu Zhixiao responded one by one.

When it came to the company's profitability, Xu's father looked up at him and said nothing.

Xu Zhixiao noticed it, and smiled at him, with a sense of pride in his heart.

When Xu's father saw him, he said unhurriedly, "It's fine for the first year, but it doesn't mean it's fine for the future."

Xu Zhixiao didn't argue with him for a few words.Anyway, he wanted to prove it to his father with facts, and it was meaningless to gain the upper hand with words.

After talking about him, he thought about it again and asked, "What happened just now? Look at your seriousness."

Xu's mother glanced at Xu's father, and finally said: "It's about the Li family, it has nothing to do with us, so don't worry about it."

Xu Zhixiao paused, and suddenly remembered Li Yiyang who he saw at the resort last night.

His expression became a little weird, "What's going on? Did something happen to Li Yiyang?"

When Xu's mother heard it, her expression immediately became vigilant, she stared at him and asked, "How do you know? Have you met him? Did he look for you, or did you look for him?"

Father Xu also looked over with a straight face.

Xu Zhixiao didn't expect her reaction to be so strong, so he hurriedly said, "No, it just happened to happen yesterday."

"Where did you meet? What did he tell you?"

Xu Zhixiao froze for a moment, then faltered and said, "... I didn't say anything, just chatting casually."

Xu's mother suddenly became excited, and patted him vigorously, "You silly boy! Why are you so stubborn! I really taught you for nothing!"

"Okay! What's the fuss!" Father Xu immediately stopped her, but his brows were already tightly wrinkled.

Xu's mother withdrew her hand, sighed, and her hatred for iron and steel was immediately revealed.

Xu Zhixiao didn't react at all, and was still confused, "What's wrong with me? Mom, why did you suddenly hit me?"

Father Xu coughed heavily, and said seriously, "Come up with me, I have something to tell you."

Stand up while speaking.

But Xu's mother held Xu Zhixiao down, patted Xu's father on the armrest of the sofa and shouted: "No! Just say it here! You two don't want to talk about this matter without me!"

Xu Zhixiao looked at his father in a daze, and then at his mother, "Dad, Mom, what's going on? Can any of you explain it to me?"

Father Xu stood for a while, finally sat down again, and sighed softly, "Let your mother tell."

Xu's mother hesitated for a while, then suddenly stretched out her hand to pull Xu Zhixiao's hand over, held it tightly, and looked at him firmly, and said slowly in a very gentle and cautious tone: "Son! , Mom and Dad have been thinking about this matter for a long time, but they still don’t know how to speak. We have been waiting for you to say it first, but you have refused to say it for so long. We are also... We are too worried. You Please understand us."

Xu Zhixiao was chilled by her serious tone, and subconsciously looked at Xu's father, but seeing that he also looked like an enemy, he panicked all of a sudden, "Mom, what do you mean?" ? What are you talking about? Why can't I understand?"

Mother Xu sighed, her eyes filled with pity, "That's right, that's..."

At the most critical point, she couldn't continue.

Father Xu glanced at her and snorted, "Say it straight, what are you afraid of?"

Xu's mother turned her head to stare at him, then turned her head, pondered for a while, and finally said in a low voice, "It's because you like Li Yiyang."

"..."

Xu Zhixiao was dumbfounded, he just felt that an extremely thick sky thunder just hit his sky spirit cap hard.

100.

Xu's mother was half embarrassed, half pity, and slowly talked about it, but Xu Zhixiao was not well.

What do you mean by "the day you started your second year of high school, I woke you up in the morning, only to find that you were calling Li Yiyang's name in a daze—" Attention, Gao Neng is here, "——Dream. Nocturnal"? ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Xu Zhixiao felt that he really needed to go out for a couple of laps to calm down.

He looked at the embarrassed mother, then at the embarrassing father who could only pretend to be serious, he was dazed for a long time, and finally found his dry voice, "...so, after all these years, you all thought that I... like... ... Li Yiyang?"

Xu's mother stopped talking, and Xu's father looked at each other for a while, and finally found that her son's reaction was different from what they thought.

Mother Xu asked carefully: "Don't you like him?"

Xu Zhixiao didn't know what expression to make, so he could only shake his head expressionlessly.

Mother Xu was shocked, "Then you..."

In fact, Xu Zhixiao didn't remember that incident for a long time, after all, it was already seven or eight years ago.But suddenly being mentioned by his parents in this way, he was really ashamed, so he didn't take much effort to recall it.

He took a deep breath, managed to maintain his composure and said, "You guys misunderstood, I'm not... because of Li Yiyang..."

He couldn't go on.

Why on earth did he need to seriously explain his wet dream to his parents!

This is simply a disgrace!

Now, Xu's parents were stunned and didn't speak for a while.

After Xu Zhixiao calmed down, he thought about it and suddenly realized something.

He carefully looked at his parents' expressions, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Mom, Dad, do you think it's okay? If... If I really like boys?"

Xu's mother slowly came to her senses, she was quiet for a while, and finally sighed and said: "We couldn't accept it at first, but what can we do? We can't beat you and scold you for no reason, and let you break up with Li Yiyang, right?" ? You played so well at that time, and our two families got close again."

She looked at Xu's father, apparently recalling those conflicting and worrying days, "We thought it was a problem with your education, so we secretly consulted a psychiatrist. But the doctor said it was not a disease, and recommended it to us. We have read a lot of books, and gradually got to know this group... In short, after a long time, we will be able to understand it."

"This kind of thing, after all, is still... We don't know how to ask you, and you don't say it yourself. That brat Li Yiyang, who changes girlfriends all day long, we are afraid that you will feel uncomfortable and suffocate ourselves. A lot of talking with you The same child, because he didn't handle it well, ended up with various problems. We are afraid that you will do the same, so we dare not force you at all."

"We met a boy at the psychiatrist, who was only one year older than you. He also had the same problem. He was pressured by his parents to see the doctor. After a while, we heard that the boy... jumped off a building..." Although It's been a long time, but Xu's mother still lost control of her emotions when she said it, "How should his parents live..."

Xu Zhixiao listened silently, his hands gripping the seam of his trousers tightly, his nails were so painfully worn.

He could imagine the panic, anger, confusion, and worry of his parents at that time, but in order to protect him, they forcibly carried all these pressures.

He suddenly remembered what his parents had always told him in recent years.

Every time they talk about falling in love, they never ask themselves to find a "girlfriend", they just let themselves bring a partner home, and they say they are very open-minded, so they don't worry...

In fact, they are also very disturbed, and they are also afraid that they are under too much pressure, and they will eventually collapse due to depression.

Xu Zhixiao's eyes slowly turned red.

At this time, I heard Mother Xu say half hesitantly and half tentatively: "But... since we misunderstood, then it's okay, you..."

Xu Zhixiao raised his head, met her uneasy eyes, choked up for a moment, and whispered: "Mom, I'm sorry..."

The hope in Xu's mother's eyes collapsed in an instant.

With a slight sway of her body, her eyes immediately turned red, she raised her hand and patted Xu Zhixiao's shoulder vigorously, crying while beating, "You brat... I knew it... I knew it..."

Xu's father, who had been silent all this time, took out a tissue for her, and persuaded her in a low voice, "Okay, don't cry, it's something I expected a long time ago, there's nothing to cry about."

Mother Xu just wept silently and didn't speak.

Xu Zhixiao gritted his teeth, but tears still flowed down his cheeks quickly.

He looked at his father, feeling that the guilt in his heart was too heavy to bear, and it was about to overwhelm him, "I'm sorry, Dad, I'm sorry..."

Xu's father stared at him for a long time, and finally said: "Many man, crying and crying, what do you look like?"

But in the always vicissitudes of life and steady voice, there is clearly a slight tremor hidden.

Xu Zhixiao nodded vigorously, but the tears still couldn't stop for a while.

From the day before the second year of high school, Li Yiyang secretly took a plate to share with him, making him aware of his sexuality for the first time, until now, for seven full years, he has dug a bottomless hole in his body. In the big pit, buried a secret that made him terrified all day long.

Until today, this secret was finally dug out by himself, and it was brought to light again.

He seemed to have unloaded all his burdens in the blink of an eye, and he could finally breathe freely. He no longer had to be afraid of being understood by others, and he didn't have to be afraid of facing doubts and denials from his family.

It was as if suddenly, alive again under the sun.

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