boy, marry me

I was stunned when I heard my mother's question.I don't know how to answer to be more natural, but the trembling voice has already betrayed me, "Mom, what are you talking about, are you kidding, Tao Siyuan is a child, are you awake?"

"...Last Chinese New Year, when you were on the phone in the room, I heard it."

Mom said calmly, but never turned around.I didn't know what her expression was, and I didn't dare to face her. My heart felt as if it had been slammed and almost stopped beating.The two of us were in a stalemate, and neither of us spoke again.

was known.She must have heard me too loudly on the phone last year.What to do, I don't know what she will do.Knowing that his son is gay, but still liking a boy who is so much younger than himself, no one can accept it.

If it was my child, I would definitely go crazy.Mom, please, don't be silent, cry, scold me and hit me, don't be silent.I clenched my fists and couldn't give an explanation.What can I say, even if I deny it, it won't help.

The [-]th year of this year was extremely uncomfortable.

When I was about to leave, my mother came to see me off in person.I knew that she wanted to say something to me, so I followed my mother silently with my luggage.

"Son, go to the city to have a good meal and see how thin you are." My mother stopped in front of the bus and tightened the scarf around my neck.

Looking at my mother's reddish eyes and pale hands with cold, I burst into tears, "Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I held her hand and wept uncontrollably.

"It's nothing to be sorry for, just do what you want to do. Your dad and I are both uneducated and don't understand the thoughts of your young people, but they are not unreasonable people. You decide the way you want to go, although I It may not be acceptable now, but we will support you."

My tears dripped on my mother's hands. She kept her head down, and I didn't dare to look at her. "Son, don't work too hard. Mom won't force you to go on a blind date anymore. You can't force things like fate. I haven't laughed since you came back, and it made me feel really uncomfortable. Well, be happy. It's too hard outside. Just come back, Murakami just needs a teacher, stay closer to Mom, and Mom can still cook for you every day."

My heart was twisted together, and my breathing gradually became difficult.I hugged my mother, my throat seemed to be stuck and I couldn't speak. "It's okay, son. Look at you, how grown up you are, and you still like to act like a baby." "I'm sorry, Mom."

When I got on the bus, I sat quietly on the seat, my eyes were a little swollen, but I didn't dare to look back, I was afraid to see my mother's sad face.

I don't know how much courage my mother mustered up to say these words to me. For such an unspeakable thing, I don't know how many nights she suffered from insomnia before she really decided to support me like this.My heart hurts, and being indecisive is not good for anyone. It's time for me to stop this matter and prepare to go to the UK.

Back in the city, I only stayed for one night when I suddenly received a call from the landlord.When I picked up the phone, I was still a little puzzled, I had already paid the rent in full, and it's just the end of the Chinese New Year, so what could happen?

After the phone call, I smiled.Someone took a fancy to the house I lived in, and was willing to rent it twice as much as I did, and gave me a week to move out.

Tao Tianchen, Tao Tianchen, they all say that there is no business and no adultery, are you trying to put me to death?I laughed at myself, yes, it's time to move out.This suite is neither big nor small.Considering that Lin Chuyan and Lili were both there, I rented this 80-square-meter apartment. Now I live alone, so it is a bit big.Empty, what a waste.

Saving money is the last word. I rented a one-bedroom, one-living room on the edge of the city. The house is not big, but it is more comfortable. In addition, the price is not far away, and it is more convenient to go to the city by bus. Please.

The next step is to start preparing to go abroad.It seems that going abroad is far from as simple as I imagined. It seems that I am not satisfied with the conditions just to apply for a passport.While looking for someone to help me handle it, I moved things into the "new home" bit by bit. After looking at the house I have lived in for so long, I am really a little bit reluctant.

I took out the faulty mobile phone and looked at it, but I was still reluctant to throw it away.On the one hand, it is because of saving, and on the other hand, it is because every message and photo of Tao Siyuan sent with Tao Siyuan is stored on the mobile phone.

After such a long time, I have not received a message or a call from Tao Siyuan, and I am really disappointed to the end.Pull out the phone card, break it in half, wrap the phone and put it in the box.After returning from England this time, let’s be reborn, go to a new city, and start all over again.

Looking at Tao Siyuan's photos on the laptop, every time I look at a picture, my heart hurts.From the fifth grade to the first grade, I have recorded all the good memories.Another three years, I must have a grudge against the number three.No matter which lover they are, they will not be able to pass the hurdle of three years.

I seem to finally understand Lin Chuyan's mood. Looking at the document created on my computer desktop, I can't help but want to see if there are any photos of Gao Yang in Lin Chuyan's computer.Perhaps, it has all become Wen Qi's.

Tao Siyuan, I miss you, I really miss you, I don't want to forget you like this, I don't want you to have another lover, I don't want you to abandon me!

The visa issue has not yet been completed, and life must go on.If I can't be a teacher, I can still be a private tutor, giving the children one-on-one supplementary lessons, and I can't starve to death.No, after I posted job-seeking information online, two parents finally contacted me.Fortunately, Tao Tianchen didn't block my online resume.

Since then, my home has become a supplementary classroom.Looking at a little boy in the sixth grade, I often mistake him for Tao Siyuan.It's just that this kid doesn't like to be clean, and always likes to bite the tip of a pencil, Tao Siyuan would never do that.

On this day, the weather was particularly bad, and it looked like it was going to rain heavily.I collected the clothes on the balcony, closed the windows and stayed at home alone.Just as he was about to cook some noodles for himself, the doorbell rang suddenly.

When he opened the door, he saw a man he didn't know, wearing a black suit and looking serious.There is a familiar feeling, and I am speechless looking at this person.

"Mr. Lin, hello, long time no see, do you have time now?"

A man stood out from behind the man in the suit. His hair was a bit long, he was wearing a casual outfit, and he was wearing a brand-name watch. The most important thing was his face that hadn't changed for thousands of years.This person, I know, is Han Changmin.Hehe, Han Changmin.