boy, marry me

It was only after I woke up that I found Lin Chuyan by my side.Seeing that I was fine, Lin Chuyan heaved a sigh of relief. He walked out of the confinement room. He didn't know what he had communicated with the security guards. After a while, I was released.As soon as I went out, my eyes couldn't accept the light outside for a while.

"Brother, what's the matter with you, suddenly someone called me to pick you up at the airport, and I was puzzled, thinking that I had encountered a scam call, but I didn't expect you to be there. How did you do it, so Sloppy, why did you go, where is Tao Siyuan?"

Lin Chuyan was like a noisy duck by my side, my head was about to explode.Looking at the mobile phone he took out of his pocket, it was only two o'clock in the afternoon, and it seemed that he hadn't been in a coma for a long time.

Seeing that my expression was wrong, Lin Chuyan finally stopped talking nonsense and took a taxi and stuffed me in the car.The car started to move, and I finally came to my senses.Looking at the flowing scenery outside the window, I slowly said to Lin Chuyan: "Tao Siyuan is gone."

Through the reflection of the car window, I saw Lin Chuyan's surprised expression, but he opened his mouth wide but didn't ask anything.He must have guessed the reason why I went to the airport, and he also knew where I went when I said I was leaving.

"Then what are you going to do?" Lin Chuyan asked me after a long time.

"What should I do?" I smiled bitterly, what can I do, I am a little teacher who can hardly support myself, what do you think I can do? "Nothing to do, keep working and live my life."

I thought Lin Chuyan would scold me, but I didn't expect that he just looked at me and nodded.When I got home, Lin Chuyan graciously helped me take off my shoes, and went into the house to help me make the bed, "Go to sleep, brother, you'll be fine."

"Feng Shui turns around, I never thought there would be a day when you would comfort me like this." Looking at his dog-legged appearance, I couldn't help but think of the summer when he finished his college entrance examination, I took care of him so carefully.

"Yes, the kindness of a drop of water should be repaid by the spring. I am a gentleman, how could I abandon you? Now that you know your brother is fine, do you regret that you didn't treat me better at the beginning?" Lin Chuyan smiled slyly .

I didn't bother to answer him, and opened the closet to take some clothes to take a shower.As soon as I opened the door, the closet was full of Tao Siyuan's clothes, and a familiar smell hit me, making me think that Tao Siyuan was still in this room.

My hands began to tremble, and my eyes stared at the things in the closet like a demon.Lin Chuyan sensed what was wrong with me, immediately pulled me away, and helped me take out my pajamas from the closet. "Go take a shower, you don't even want me to help you take a shower, do you?"

Lin Chuyan threw the pajamas on me, I turned around stupidly, and walked into the bathroom.I know, I can't cry, I can't cry in front of Lin Chuyan, just like he doesn't want to show his vulnerable side in front of me, and I won't cry to him, both of us brothers are like this.

The shower was turned on, and hot water poured over my head and body.Although the body is warm, the heart is still cold.I covered my face with my hands, but tears leaked from my fingers.What should I do, can anyone tell me what should I do?

There was movement outside the bathroom door, and I didn't know what Lin Chuyan was up to. "Brother, do you know why Gao Yang left at the beginning?"

Lin Chuyan's voice suddenly sounded, but the sound of the water was so loud that it almost overshadowed what he said.I didn't answer, didn't want to answer.Lin Chuyan didn't care whether I could hear clearly or not, he stood outside the door and said, "After the college entrance examination, we didn't go to the same school. We talked on the phone all night, and he cried very sadly. The next day he Only then did he find out that his parents found out. Gao Yang’s father beat him up the next day, leaving no time to breathe, and the family moved out that day. Gao Yang didn’t want to, he was in great pain , his parents locked him up in their new home and didn’t let him go anywhere for a holiday, saying he was crazy and they wanted to hire a psychiatrist for him.”

Listening to Lin Chuyan's monologue, I didn't feel any disturbance in my heart.However, I seem to understand Lin Chuyan's heart-piercing pain.Yes, same-sex love is far from that simple, and it is not easy to accept it. If I were a parent, I would not agree with my children to go on this path.

"Speaking of which, I was the one who led him on this road. If I hadn't harassed him at the beginning, he would have gone to college smoothly, got married and had children like a normal person. I was the one who killed him."

"Brother, I'm also at fault for your affairs. I'm just a cheap talker. I always like to make jokes about you and Tao Siyuan. I know that you are not that kind of person, but I have actually influenced you. If my aunt and uncle find out, I must Beat me to death. In fact, I was the one who committed the most crimes, and I ruined the lives of everyone around me." Lin Chuyan laughed so sadly.

I wrapped up the towel and opened the bathroom door, and slapped Lin Chuyan on the head who was squatting by the door, "I'm starving to death, I want to eat the wontons at the corner of the street, I'll buy it for you in 10 minutes."

Lin Chuyan looked up, and saw me with dripping water on his face. He looked puzzled, and then he opened his mouth and smirked: "Yes, sir!" Seeing him running out, I wiped my hair.Why are you pretending to be pitiful, right now I am the one who needs the most care?Brat, I still want to ask for comfort in front of a dying person like me.

I don't know what Lin Chuyan wanted to express. Did he want to say that if he missed a Gao Yang, he would get a Wen Qi?I lost Tao Siyuan this time, so who will I be waiting for?

Is he a heinous person?Needless to say, I also know that I could have married Lily safely and worked as my elementary school teacher safely, but now I am fine, my lover is gone, and my job is dangerous.The scariest thing is that I have no regrets about what I did.

If I do it again, I will still choose Tao Siyuan between Lily and Tao Siyuan.That child who lacked love finally got what he wanted. Now, who else doesn't like him or care about him?It's just that I gave him all the love I could. After all, I was the one who lost the most money.

He really exists like sunshine to me, warm and indispensable.Even with his eyes closed, his angelic smile is all in front of his eyes.

I won't give up just like that. If Tao Siyuan still remembers me, he will definitely find a way to contact me.I know, this is the last time I'm crazy about love, so I don't care even if I lose everything, because I have nothing to lose.I'm still young, and I can find ways to earn money if I don't have any money, but the destination of my heart doesn't mean that I can just let go of it.