After breaking up with Qing Leng Omega

In Jiang Wei's previous concept, when the other party proposed to break up, he agreed that he was not wrong at all.

Until the reunion with Ye Caize, he didn't think he made any mistakes.

But when the events of seven years ago had new possibilities and made him start to examine himself, was he really right?

Like Liang Zixuan and Chi Mingyu, who regard breaking up as commonplace, if they are like themselves, then there is no such thing as entering the palace of marriage.

Of course, every couple has their own way of getting along. They are different from Liang Zixuan. Ye Caize's breakup made him sad and at a loss. In a state of worrying about gains and losses, so a breakup sentenced this relationship to death.

He couldn't forget the strange eyes others gave him when he learned of his gland defect. He told himself not to care about other people's opinions, but he couldn't tell himself, and couldn't control himself, not to care about his family.

What's more frightening is that at first he thought he didn't care, but he told himself that his parents loved him.So when he wakes up, many things are already irreparable.

At the beginning, he told himself that they demanded more than ordinary people because of love. In their concept, because Omega was born with physical fitness inferior to other genders, it was originally a protected role, and a barren Omega, naturally He lost the greatest value he was protected.

So he has to learn to protect himself, so he has to be better, so everything he does has to meet their wishes, if he resists, he is ashamed and worthless, and in the end he can't even tell whether they are doing it for his own good , or in order not to embarrass them.

Neither physique nor gender was his subjective choice, but in their mouths, all of this seemed to be his own fault.

Jiang Mo couldn't bear this feeling of losing himself, and he couldn't continue to numb himself. It was for his own good, so he learned music despite his family's opposition, and later started dating an "actor" that his father called.

When his father explained the reason for his objection, Jiang Mo finally fully understood that what his father valued more was his identity and his face.

So he could imagine what a son with defective glands was like to him.

In this state of mind, Ye Caize is a proof for Jiang Mo, a kind of redemption, and also the first step for him to try to have a complete self.

The sentence of breaking up destroyed the proof of his being loved and the possibility of his being redeemed, and he chose to give up this step almost at the same time.

He is cowardly and self-protective.

But he thought he was still wrong, he was selfish.

Admitting his own mistakes is not a wonderful process for Jiang Future, but as an adult, he has the responsibility to take responsibility for his actions, especially emotionally.

In this attempt, he has gained a lot, which is a fact, so he doesn't want to owe anything to the other party.

Ye Caize, who was on the opposite side, stared at Jiang Wei's face in a daze after hearing Jiang Wei's words, looking a little surprised.

Jiang Wei took a deep breath and said again: "I'm sorry, because of my previous determination and selfishness, although it's a bit late, but now I want to seriously ask, why did you break up back then?"

Is there something he didn't do well?Do you dislike him?Is there some misunderstanding?Is it not love anymore, or, I have never loved.

He wants to know an answer now.

Staring at Jiang Wei's serious eyes, Ye Caize also took a deep breath and lowered his eyes.

He rubbed the coffee cup in his hand, his expression was rare silence, but his eyes were like a storm, not calm.

This appearance made Jiang Wei feel uneasy in his heart, and various speculations flashed in his mind, until he saw the eyes of the opposite person began to turn red, and even the eyes gleamed with water, he was completely panicked.

"You, don't..." Jiang Weifan grabbed his hand and was at a loss for what to do. He had seen Ye Caize too many appearances. He was used to domineering rascals, coquettish playful, and affectionate talk. Now this appearance , let him not know how to face it.

He suddenly thought of the night when he proposed to break up. It was the first time he showed such a low mood. This person was not so depressed even when he was rejected one after another, but he? Ignore his unusual mood.

This made him realize at the same time that he was more than a little bit selfish. Thinking about it carefully, during the few months together, Ye Caize paid in one direction, and his concern for Ye Caize was dispensable.

In his thoughts, he held his hand tighter, looking at the other party with complicated and confused eyes, apologetic on his lips, but he didn't know how to express it.

Fortunately, Ye Caize's emotions were temporary, and he didn't really shed tears. He also clasped his other hand, and his voice was muffled, with a hint of hoarseness in his originally low voice: "I'm a little excited."

Ye Caize lost control of his emotions.

Jiang Wei's apology was something he didn't expect. Obviously what he wanted to hear the most in the past seven years was Jiang Wei's confession, what he wanted to see the most was his repentance, but he really heard and saw it, but he didn't want to be as imaginative. She laughed and ridiculed like that, but couldn't help the sourness and pain in her heart.

It was as if everything he had done all these years was worth it.

What he wanted was never a wrong sentence, he? He wanted a little response, even if the response was not equivalent.He was humble from the moment he fell in love, and he has experienced so much, the same is true.

He comforted and kissed Jiang Wei's fingertips: "You don't have to say sorry, I'm an asshole, I'll tell you slowly how much an asshole I am."

"After being with you, I realized that I am an insatiable person."

The young one likes to think that the other party is good in everything, but he is not mature enough after all. Considering his own wishful thinking and stalking people, he is so blindly confident that he thinks that if he loves him, he can tolerate everything about him. He loves his coldness and self-control, Love his taciturnity, love his pride and pickiness, and it is these that attract his attention.

But he underestimated his desire. When he took a step closer to him, he couldn't help wanting more, thinking that he was himself in his mouth and eyes, and himself in his body and heart.

The first two months after being together were Ye Caize's happiest days. He moved to Jiang Mo's rented house, saw him every day when he opened his eyes, kissed and hugged him, touched his glands, Even do something more egregious.

Jiang Mo's behavior on the bed was completely different from when he was being pursued. Ye Caize couldn't describe the ecstasy in his heart when someone who cared about him was willing to let him do whatever he wanted, indulged his aggression, and surrendered himself completely with a submissive face.

But after the ecstasy, Jiang Mo, who got out of bed, seemed to be pouring cold water on Ye Caize. He was still not used to his intimate behavior outside, rarely smiled at himself, never asked about his whereabouts, and never even contacted himself. .

The seeds of doubt germinated in his heart. The leap in their relationship started with Jiang Mo's proactive kiss. Could it be that he likes? Has his own body?

"I want to see you smile, I want you to cling to me all the time, I want you to like me like I like you, but I can't help it at all."

The scar on Ye Caize's face made his affectionate look a little funny, but Jiang Wei listened seriously.

"I also advised myself not to think too much. During that time, my family kept urging me to go home. You know my brother is in the army, and my dad always wanted me to go into politics. I'm not interested in those things at all. I quarreled more than once because of this..."

Naturally, Ye Caize and Jiang Mo didn't mention this at all. He didn't want to add unnecessary burdens between the two of them, but his mood inevitably became bad.

He was not very good at controlling his emotions, but Jiang Mo suddenly changed at this time.

The food that he usually eats well, suddenly dislikes the taste of the food. Just because he didn't buy the pastry he wanted to eat, he even flirted with himself. It became more and more difficult to ask him out, and the whole person exuded a lazy and indifferent look , he finally took a day off and came out of the shower excitedly, but the man had already fallen asleep on his own.

Or maybe after he came back from home, he was physically and mentally exhausted? He wanted to sleep, but this person pestered him and kept making troubles. Of course, he himself felt good, but after feeling good, he became more suspicious. He seemed? Multifunctional massage. stick.