Do you have the attitude of leading people [e-sports]

Jiang Wan's head buzzed, unable to think.

All he knew was that Lu Shen's fingertips were cold, but his palm was hot.

It was very strange, it was obviously just a small movement of grabbing hands, but it seemed to drain the air around him, and even his language ability was taken away.

Jiang Wan's heart was beating so fast that it was about to pop out of his chest, but he didn't even dare to breathe hard. Now he was clearly awake, but he seemed to be standing in a fantasy dream suspended in time. He was afraid that even a slight gust of wind would shatter this dream.

He didn't speak, and neither did Lu Shen. Lu Shen kept holding his hand, and the two walked forward in silence.

One step, two steps, three steps...

The lights ahead were getting brighter and brighter, Jiang Wan's hand was held by Lu Shen, but he didn't take it back.If it were someone else, he would definitely respond to this mood, this scene, anyway, he would be wrong anyway, and at worst he would block the blacklist and stop contacting him, but the other party was Lu Shen, so he had complicated thoughts.

What if Lu Shen was just supporting him because he was afraid that he would fall?What if Lu Shen didn't have any extra thoughts at all... He was afraid that he would mess it up.

The sudden noise broke the last tranquility before walking into the light and shadow, as if two waves of people who took the number at the crayfish shop were arguing.Jiang Wan's fingers were already tentatively trying to hook the back of Lu Shen's hand, but this quarrel dragged him back from the dream to reality.

His palms were sweating. He didn't know whether it was from nervousness or heat. He didn't dare to immerse himself in his dream any longer. After struggling a little, Lu Shen let go of his hand obediently.

Reality is like fireworks in the wind, spreading suddenly.

The air seemed to go out for a moment.

His hands were suddenly empty, but he didn't know how to end his movements, Jiang Wan was a little at a loss.

Lu Shen was calmer than him, stretched out his hand and asked, "Is there any water?"

"Yes." Jiang Wan hurriedly took out water from the plastic bag and handed it over, and Lu Shen took it.The act of drinking water covered up the embarrassing blankness while walking, and they walked silently all the way to the gate of Jiang Wan's community.

"Be careful on the road." Lu Shen said, "Rest early."

"You too." Jiang Wan looked at the ground uncomfortably, "There will be a training match tomorrow."

"Yes." Lu Shen said, "Goodbye."

"Bye." Jiang Wan said.

No one mentioned the sudden holding hands just now.

Jiang Wan walked up the stairs quickly, and the "thump" sound when he landed with each step was like stepping on his own heartbeat. He was still the same, and when he reached the second floor, he peeked at Lu Shen from the window of the stairs.

Lu Shen was already walking out, his back was very straight, Jiang Wan looked at him, carefully grasping his right hand with his left hand.

It's not that he hasn't imagined what it would be like to hold hands with Lu Shen one day, but he thought that scene must be lingering, ambiguous, and make his heart beat faster, but in reality, this situation called "holding hands" came from Very suddenly, so suddenly that he is still thinking about it in a daze.

Brother Shen really held his hand just now?

Does it feel any different than holding your own?

The fingertips are also a bit cold, but the palm is warm.

Thinking about it carefully, it should be because Lu Shen's action is actually no different from supporting him, so he doesn't feel any ambiguity from this action.

But if there is really no ambiguity, why did Lu Shen grab him and walk for a while?

Thinking of the road where there was no light or language, only the sound of Lu Shen's footsteps and breathing could be heard...

Depend on.

Jiang Wan couldn't help thinking again, what would have happened if he had been bolder to hold back just now, if Lu Shen hadn't let go, would they have really... held hands?

Or is it the kind he imagined, who will be lingering and hold hands ambiguously?

At least thinking about it now, Jiang Wan already felt his heart beating faster.

...Damn so sorry.

Wait a minute.

Brother Shen didn't say anything when he let go, and maybe if he really took it back, Lu Shen would realize that it was wrong to let go, and the scene would become extremely awkward.

That is a Schrödinger's handle, with HE and BE each accounting for [-]/[-] possibilities.

Thinking about it this way, it's good not to move, leaving room for myself to survive.

Jiang Wan stood there in a daze, his mood ebb and flow between crazy regret and rejoicing, the voice-activated lights in the corridor went out because he hadn't moved for a long time, and fell into darkness.

Only the face is still hot.

-

"Brother Shen, what's wrong?" Real asked.

This is the fourth person who came back tonight and asked him this question.

"No." Lu Shen said.

"If you run into trouble when going out on a date, you can ask your brothers, they will definitely give you reliable advice in this regard..." Real said halfway, seeing Lu Shen's face that was as serious as his being killed by a thread at the third level, a Ji Ling didn't dare to speak anymore, "Then I'll go to bed first! Good night, Brother Shen!"

"Good night." Lu Shen replied casually.It's a little funny in my heart.

Dating.

Are you dating someone who sits stupidly from 11:[-] p.m. to [-]:[-] p.m. just to take a short walk together?

Besides, if it's really a date, is it possible for him to hit a wall?

……

The smile on Lu Shen's face gradually disappeared.

It's not as bad as dating a snag.

In fact, what happened tonight was quite confusing to Lu Shen.

All he knew was that when Jiang Wan's hand came up, he caught him in a flash of his brain and was thrown away by him.Before Jiang Wan took the initiative to let go, Lu Shen didn't feel that there was anything wrong with his actions at all. He just thought it was nice for the two of them to walk together like this, and he didn't really want to let go.

But when I think about it now, nothing is right.

Whether it's the feeling of "it would be nice if this road had no end" when he was pulling Jiang Wan, or the slightly tingling electric sensation at the fingertips when he held his hand, or the constant feeling of pain after Jiang Wan let go of his hand. Until now, the depression that everyone who saw him could see.

This doesn't seem to be a normal operation that an idol who goes out with fans should do.

After thinking about it, Lu Shen felt that none of the people around him were reliable candidates for questioning.

After thinking about it, I still opened WeChat.

When I opened WeChat, I recently chatted with the proprietress who sells cats in a pet shop. Lu Shen has already transferred a deposit of 2/3 of the cat's worth. When Jiang Wan wants to pick up the cat, just ask him to pay another 1/3.

Lu Shen grabbed Wang Kuokuo from the friend list.

-Shenn: I took a friend's hand for a walk today.

-KK: When do you want to confess your love?

-Shenn: ?

-KK: ?

-KK: Isn't that what you mean?

Not really.

Lu thought deeply.

At least that's not what he wanted to ask.

Isn't this progress too fast?

-Shenn: ...you know what I'm talking about.

-KK: I know, you are talking, you pulled Jiang Wan's hand.

...I lost it.

It's too scary to chat with big lovers.

Lu Shen's first reaction was to deny it, but he is not a person who will hide when things happen.

Moreover, the word "no" was typed in the chat box, but he clearly knew that it was useless for him to deny such a smart person as Wang Kuokuo.

At the same time, Wang Kuokuo's news is still coming in a steady stream.

-KK: You finally got the hang of it!

-KK: You're in love!

-KK: You fell in love with him!

-KK: No share money!

……

The question Lu Shen wanted was answered by surprise, although it was in a rather simple and rough, even superficial form.But it is because of the randomness that it comes, that the continuous sentences that hit the eyes are particularly impactful.

Lu Shen closed his eyes, and when he saw these words, he didn't even want to struggle.

There is a wonderful feeling in the chest, hot, and a slight electric current passes through the heart, which makes it a little numb.Maybe he already has the answer, just waiting for someone to poke it.

Some chaotic mood came up piecemeal following Wang Kuokuo's sentences.

I want to take care of someone, I want to see him more, and I will be very happy to send him a message. In fact, these feelings have nothing to do with wine, and it has nothing to do with "hitting the big wall".All those identities and fates are just affixes added to the root of the word, just the icing on the cake.He would be what he is now without them.

When we walked together tonight, he wanted to hold someone's hand, and he did the same. He was very happy when holding hands, but he was very disappointed when he was let go. He struggled for a long time, trying to find a reasonable way for this feeling An excuse, but no patch can fill this gap, but it was broken by Wang Kuokuo with one sentence.

It is actually such a simple thing to beat around the bush from beginning to end.

I like him.

Lu thought deeply.

What about... him?

Will he like me?