Enter the red building

Chapter [-] Why

When Xue Qiu rushed back home, he only saw the white cloth on the eaves of the door, this dazzling white made Xue Qiu's heart throb in an instant, mother left?

Wang Fu sadly said: "Master, Ma'am - Ma'am has gone!"

Xue Qiu had a stubble, dry lips, some cracks, hair scattered in front of his forehead, making it difficult to see his eyes clearly, "What - when did it happen?" His voice was hoarse and dull, and it was hard to tell that it was sad. It's joy, but I feel a vicissitudes of life.

Wiping his tears, Wang Fu led Xue Qiu to the mourning hall, and said, "My wife left four days ago, and I kept thinking about my uncle when I went."

Xue Qiu didn't respond, and walked to the mourning hall step by step.Xue Qiu felt very cold, really cold, looking at the white floating in front of his eyes, the cold air surrounded and wrapped him, freezing his blood bit by bit.

Without saying a word, Xue Qiu didn't look at the other people in front of the mourning hall, walked to the futon in front of the mourning hall, knelt down, kowtowed three times, "Mother, my son is back!"

Xue Qiu's eyes were already red, but the tears never shed, and he just knelt like that, as if the only way to atone for his sin was that he was not by his mother's side before she died.But no matter how long Xue Qiu knelt, time could not turn back, and Mrs. Xue could not open her eyes to look at him and call his name anymore!Mother, will you blame your son?

Xue Baoqin's eyes were swollen from crying, she stood aside and watched Xue Qiu pursed her lips and said nothing, just knelt like that, and said, "Brother, mother——mother hopes that we can be well. Don't be too sad."

Xue Qiu still didn't speak, just knelt like that, without tears, looking at the coffin.

Mei Xuan also said: "Brother, look more openly! Life is a matter of life and death, don't let your mother-in-law go unsafely."

Seeing Xue Qiu's silent expression, Xue Baoqin said to the little girl next to her, "Go and get grandma over here!" With his elder brother like this, only his sister-in-law could persuade him.

Xue Baoqin walked up to Xue Qiu and said, "Brother, mother wouldn't want to see you like this!"

Xue Qiu opened his mouth, his voice was very sad, "Did your mother say anything when she left?"

Xue Baoqin looked towards the door, and her sister-in-law had already rushed over, staring at Xue Qiu's face and said: Brother, sister-in-law is pregnant, mother said—"

Xue Qiu suspected for a moment that he seemed to hear something wrong, looked up at Xue Baoqin, frowned and asked: "What did you just say, what happened to your sister-in-law?"

Facing Xue Qiu's gaze, Xue Baoqin's heart trembled, and she felt flustered. She turned her head to avoid Xue Qiu's gaze, and said in a low voice, "Sister-in-law, she is pregnant with twins!"

There was no sound, and the paper was still burning in the brazier, gradually turning into ashes.

Lin Daiyu looked at Xue Qiu's kneeling back, her eyes turned red all of a sudden, and she called softly, "Master, master, are you back?"

Xue Qiu heard the sound and looked back, Lin Daiyu's thin body was covered with white clothes, with white flowers on her hair, her face was pale, her eyes were red, the most conspicuous thing was Lin Daiyu's belly, one could tell she had a body.

Xue Qiu smiled at that moment, very cold, a very cold smile.

Lin Daiyu looked at Xue Qiu's slightly upturned mouth, her helpless expression, and suddenly stopped. Standing there, she couldn't move any further. Let the tears not flow, but just said one sentence, "Yun Xiao——" Two lines of clear tears flowed down slowly.

Xue Qiu looked at Lin Daiyu without saying a word, just staring like that, Xue Qiu really felt as if his strength had been drained and he could no longer hold on.

Under Xue Qiu's gaze, Lin Daiyu was on the verge of falling, even if Qianque was holding her, she seemed about to fall.Lin Daiyu knew why Xue Qiu did this, even though she knew, Lin Daiyu still felt wronged and sad.

"Why? Doctor Liu should have told you." Xue Qiu asked calmly.

Lin Daiyu looked at Xue Qiu's haggard face, tried her best to calm down, and said, "It's because I knew that I made this choice. Otherwise, would you agree?"

A wry smile appeared on the corner of Xue Qiu's mouth, and he asked, "What about me? What should I do?"

Lin Daiyu walked up to Xue Qiu, took out a handkerchief and wiped the sweat off Xue Qiu's head, and said with a smile, "Don't worry! I will be with you, I will!"

Xue Qiu knew that he could no longer change it, just like his mother's life and death, he couldn't change it, so he looked at Lin Daiyu and said, "You promised me! You can't break your promise!"

Lin Daiyu nodded, she will work hard, she will definitely work hard to survive, and live with her children.

Xue Qiu reached out and touched Lin Daiyu's stomach tremblingly, as if he was touching the most precious treasure in the world.Xue Qiu didn't know why his eyes hurt, it really hurt, tears just flowed down like that.

Maybe you are happy!Xue Qiu couldn't help thinking this way in his heart, but in the future, what will happen in the future?

Xue Baoqin looked at Xue Qiu and Lin Daiyu, and heaved a sigh of relief. My brother cared about my sister-in-law, even if my sister-in-law forced him like this, I still forgave my sister-in-law.Xue Baoqin didn't dare to imagine what would happen to his brother if something happened to his sister-in-law, and he didn't want to think about it.

She knows everything is fine now.Xue Baoqin looked at the coffin in the mourning hall, mother, you can rest assured, brother is fine.Mother, you must keep your sister-in-law and nephew safe!

After Mrs. Xue's July [-]th, she should go back to Jinling and be buried in the ancestral grave.Xue Qiu also wants to relieve Ding You now. His mother has been mourning for three years and is not allowed to be an official.

The emperor originally wanted to reward Xue Qiu, and Xue Qiu's matter in the southwest was settled very well, but he didn't expect that with the death of Mrs. Xue, Xue Qiu would have to leave his post for three years.The emperor felt a little displeased, it was not easy for Xue Qiu to gain momentum again, and with this merit, Xue Qiu was reused again, so the ministers would not say anything.But no matter how filial piety is, the emperor cannot disobey it. It is quite an honor to decree to posthumously confer Mrs. Xue as Mrs. Huguo.

Everyone in the capital knew that Xue Qiu would be reused by the emperor again, but it was a pity that it would take Ding You three years now.The changes in the officialdom in three years are unknown, and they all sighed and regretted a few words.But how many people really felt sorry for Xue Qiu?

Many people came to pay respects to Mrs. Xue. Xue Qiu is currently busy with his mother's funeral, and at the same time he has to prepare for his return to Jinling. In addition, Lin Daiyu has to worry about his body. It can be said that he is physically and mentally exhausted.

Lin Daiyu seldom comes out again, and has been raising her baby in the yard all the time.Rather than raising a fetus, it is better to say it is taking care of one's own body.Naturally, Lin Daiyu couldn't go back to Jinling together. Since Xue Qiu came back, Lin Daiyu has slept more peacefully, and her spirit is slightly better than before, but that is only a little bit. Now Lin Daiyu is like a lonely boat drifting in the wind and rain. Will it capsize like that in a moment?

All the servants in the East courtyard were very energetic, but they didn't dare to let anything happen to the eldest grandma, especially the close maids were walking on thin ice, and they didn't dare to make any mistakes.In fact, everyone knew that it was Lin Daiyu who was most likely to have an accident, and they didn't know whether to be happy or worried.

But even if you are so cautious, some things are like fate, and no one can change it.Before Xue Qiu set off for Jinling, something happened to Lin Daiyu.

Although the month is shallow, Lin Daiyu's twins may be born prematurely. The midwife has already been found, and there are two of them, just in case.

Lin Daiyu doesn't know what's wrong, it's only been seven months, it seems to be activated.Physician Liu also panicked. Although he knew that it would be difficult to keep the child with Lin Daiyu's physique, he unexpectedly showed signs of miscarriage.

Doctor Liu looked at Lin Daiyu's pained appearance, and finally said: "Let's induce labor!"

Xue Qiu stood aside, he began to panic, he began to be afraid.Xue Qiu clenched his fists and asked in a trembling voice, "Is your lord going to be all right?"

Doctor Liu shook his head.This is already the answer for Xue Qiu.

In the east courtyard, there are people walking non-stop. After Lin Daiyu took the labor-inducing medicine, Lin Daiyu felt throbbing pains, and sweat dripped from her forehead. She clutched the mattress with her right hand, desperately enduring the mortal pain.

Seeing that Xue Qiu was still staying in the room, Mother Li didn't intend to go out, and said, "Master, men in this delivery room cannot come in, it's unlucky!"

Xue Qiu knelt by the bed and held Lin Daiyu's left hand tightly with both hands, as if possessed by a demon, and kept saying, "I'll be by your side! I'll be by your side! I'll be by your side! I'll be by your side!"

Wang Momo also persuaded: "Master, there is blood in this delivery room, it is really unlucky. You should hurry out, Mr.!"

"Get out!" Xue Qiu roared at Wang Momo like an angry lion.

Nanny Li knew at a glance that Xue Qiu was not going out, she tugged at Nanny Wang's clothes, shook her head lightly, and signaled not to persuade the uncle any more.

Frightened by Xue Qiu's angry roar, Wang Momo's expression changed. She didn't dare to persuade any more, and followed Li Momo to urge those little maids to prepare hot water. The midwife was already taking care of her. One's surname is Huang and the other's surname is Zhou. They are both very experienced midwives, and they have known about Lin Daiyu's situation for a long time, so they dare not be careless. You must know that she is pregnant with twins or premature.

Standing beside Lin Daiyu, Huang Momo said, "Grandma, don't worry! It's not there yet, it's just the beginning of pain. Grandma, wait until I say use your strength!"

Nanny Zhou stayed on the other side of the bed, tearing off the clothes underneath with scissors.

Xue Qiu watched Lin Daiyu grit her teeth and endure the pain, her face turned pale, and she felt the pain in her heart.Xue Qiu knew that giving birth in ancient times was already very dangerous, not to mention Lin Daiyu's situation is even worse now.

Lin Daiyu turned her head to look at Xue Qiu, tried to squeeze out a smile, and said, "I will - I will be fine! Don't worry! If there is anything, please -"

"Shut up!" Xue Qiu looked at Lin Daiyu with red eyes, but felt sad.

Lin Daiyu smiled again, the smile was very ugly on that pale face, and said: "This - this is the first time you have attacked me! I don't know if it will be the last -"

Xue Qiu didn't speak, just lowered his head and said: "You promised me! You promised me!"

Lin Daiyu shed tears and said: "I promise you! I promise - you! Yes, I will be fine!"

......

"Ah!" A shrill cry came out.

"Big*grandmother! Harder! Big*grandmother!" Nanny Zhou kept shouting, "Big*grandmother, hard!"

Xue Qiu looked at Lin Daiyu enduring the mortal pain, and didn't speak, but let Lin Daiyu hold his hand tightly, and the blood slowly flowed down Xue Qiu's hand like that.

Xue Qiu didn't move at all, this pain was one-tenth of what Shang Yu'er suffered, why didn't he suffer this pain instead of Yu'er?

"Yun Xiao! Yun Xiao! - Yun Xiao!" Lin Daiyu screamed in pain.

Xue Qiu attached Lin Daiyu's ear and said in a warm voice: "I am here! I am here! I am with you! I will be with you! I will always be with you!"

"Big*grandmother, try harder! Try harder! I can see the baby's head, big*grandmother, work harder! The baby will come out soon" Zhou Nanny kept shouting.

The maids kept running in and out, holding basins of bloody water, it made one's scalp tingle just looking at them.

"I can't do it! Grandma, the blood is bursting! Hurry up! Hurry up! Take Zhixue powder! Zhixue powder!" Huang Momo saw a large piece of blood soaked the quilt red.

Xue Qiu looked at the bright and dazzling blood and took a deep breath. He felt very cold and shivered all over. Only by holding that hand tightly could he feel a little warmth.

Imperial Physician Liu was in the yard, afraid that something might happen, so he could be cured. Hearing Mammy Huang's voice, he closed his eyes. The result was like this. I don't know if the child will survive?

Both Li Momo and Wang Momo were in great grief, weeping while helping the two midwifery mothers.

Xueyan had long been frightened and crying by the scene in front of her. She didn't know what to do, so she just knelt on the ground and kowtowed vigorously, praying to God to bless the grandma and the young master!

Qianque held back her grief, not letting herself panic, and urged the little girl to hurry up.

Xue Baoqin also received a letter that Lin Daiyu had given birth prematurely. Mrs. Mei did not want Xue Baoqin to go there at this time, because she herself was growing up, and she would not be of much help if she went there. Accident.But Xue Baoqin insisted, so Mei Xuan had no choice but to bring Xue Baoqin here.Naturally, they couldn't enter the delivery room, they just waited in the yard.

Hearing the painful cries inside, Xue Baoqin and the others felt chills in their hearts!Listening to let people know that the situation is probably very bad, very bad!

.....

"Yun Xiao! Child! - Child! Yun Xiao!" Lin Daiyu kept shouting, crying out in pain, "Child! My child! Yun Xiao—"

"Big*grandmother, the head of the first one is out! It's come out! Work harder! Big*grandmother!" Nanny Zhou could only urge Lin Daiyu to use her strength over and over again.

"Yun Xiao! Yun Xiao! Yun Xiao! Yun—"

The voice stopped suddenly, and Xue Qiu held Lin Daiyu's hand for a while.

When Nanny Zhou saw it, she directly pulled the child out with her hands. No one could tell that it was a newborn in that bloody mess.

Grandma Huang's heart sank, the one inside was going to die.

Xue Qiu stared blankly at Lin Daiyu's eyes that had not been closed yet. Is she dead?

Die like this?How can it be, she promised me, she will be fine!How could this be?This is not possible, absolutely not!

Could it be that you are going to leave me alone in this world from the very beginning?

Why are you lying to me?Why are you lying to me?Why?

don't want!please!Yu'er, please!

No tears, no sound, Xue Qiu just looked at Lin Daiyu emptily, looking, just looking, maybe she will wake up in the next second.

Will do!She will definitely wake up!

All the people around him disappeared at this moment, leaving him alone!