[Net King] Cherry Blossom Years

There are always such words in life, tears in your eyes, but you have to listen with a smile;

There are always moments in life when your heart is broken, but you have to live with it.

Rukawa Sakura knew exactly what she was going to endure.

What she wants to forget is not those unpleasant things, but must overcome herself.

She knows too well what kind of cycle she is stuck in, not trusting, not beating people.

She was just too scared, afraid that the final result would not be what she wanted.

She felt that there was no need to degenerate for others, so she made herself better.

That is her own achievement, no one can take it away, she wants to let herself live well.

However, she is always like this, and she also expects more from herself—she will never live up to the expectations of her relatives.

What a ridiculous reason.It turns out that Ninko Rukawa is her relative?

She just doesn't want to be disappointed.

She also looks forward to some people who can make her pay and work hard for it, so that she can become more useful.

Otherwise, she doesn't know where her goal is.

Rukawa Sakura stood in front of Tezuka's room, hesitating.

She has been evading for three days.From the time I escaped that dark and cold night until now.

She's been here with Tezuka for three days now.

She knew she had to go back.She was just running away, scared.But this doesn't solve the problem.

There is no way out.She had to make a decision, to give an answer, and that child was still waiting for her.

No matter what, even if she could let go of Ninko Rukawa, she couldn't let go of that child.She still owes that child a final answer.

Rukawa Sakura knocked on Tezuka's door.

"Please come in."

Rukawa Sakura took a deep breath and walked in the door.

"Sakura?" Tezuka was reading a book, when he saw Rukawa Sakura coming in, he was puzzled.

"Tomorrow...I'm going back."

Tezuka fell silent.He knew this day would come.He won't stop it, and he can't stop it.

"I see."

Rukawa Sakura looked at Tezuka, and suddenly laughed, "It's not going back to Japan. Although... it's coming soon."

Tezuka looked at her, knowing that she had something to say, maybe this was his "explanation".

Rukawa Sakura sat down on Tezuka's meticulously arranged bed, not surprised at all.

"Don't you want to know why I'm in Germany?"

If possible, Tezuka would rather not know.However, reality does not allow.

"My mother... was in a car accident. That night... when you found me, she had just died..."

Tezuka was stunned for a moment, "...sorry..."

"Ah." Rukawa Sakura lowered her head and smiled mockingly, "You know, they are not responsible parents... They were divorced when they left... I was only five years old..."

Tezuka stood up, but didn't know what to do.He clenched his fists and looked at Rukawa Sakura with a forbearing expression.

"I don't know if my father has remarried, but my mother is already married, and the child is almost four years old. If she hadn't had an accident this time, I'm afraid I would never have known about it for the rest of my life. After all— —My relationship and affection with them... is really pitifully weak."

Tezuka stood in front of Rukawa Sakura, looked down at her, and reached out to her.

Sakura Rukawa looked at the hand in front of her with sharp joints and calluses from playing tennis all the year round, and held it without hesitation.

"I'm fine." Rukawa Sakura shook her head to herself, "It's okay. Actually, you know, it's been so many years, my brother and I have been living alone, and their presence or absence doesn't have much influence on me. It's just a moment ...It's a little hard to accept. This lie is too big, isn't it? Since deceit and betrayal have existed from the beginning, why can't you tell us? It's good to completely kill our hope..."

Tezuka held her hand with one hand, and covered the top of her head with the other.Silent comfort is more effective than anything else.

"I hate cheating. No matter how nice it is, my brother and I are just the ones who were abandoned by them. From the beginning. I was only five years old...how could they have the heart to abandon me...no matter what age, they will always abandon Didn’t it just fall away... now even grandpa is gone..."

Tezuka paused, squatted down, half-kneeled on the ground, put his arm around Rukawa Sakura's body, and finally fixed it on her waist, pulling her into his arms.

Rukawa Sakura curled up in Tezuka's arms, gripping his clothes tightly.

"I'll be with you..." Tezuka said softly.

Kunimitsu Tezuka has a convincing power.As if born with such a shining and noble personality.For Rukawa Sakura, this is a supreme sense of security.By Tezuka's side, she felt more at ease than ever.

"Thank you..." Rukawa Sakura's heart skipped a beat, and finally she could only say "Thank you".

Tezuka lowered his eyes and hugged her.His request is not high, as long as this is fine.As long as she needs him, he will be by her side.

"I've known for a long time... I've known for a long time that the result will be like this... I never expected it, I know..." Rukawa Sakura murmured, "I just can't accept it for a while... It's just..."

Tezuka stroked her back and comforted her, "I know... I know... Sakura, you are doing well..."

"I escaped, Ah Guang..."

"It's normal...no need to blame yourself...you're doing great..."

She's been doing really well, very well.So many years, before they met, to now, ten years after they met.No one does it better than Rukawa Sakura.

Live hard, smile hard, so dazzling, so excellent, as gentle as the sun, warm and intoxicating.

"I should go back..."

Tezuka slowed down for a while before uttering a word, "Okay."

"You go back with me."

"I will send you back."

——At the same time, two people said something with the same meaning.

Rukawa Sakura looked up at Tezuka and smiled.

Tezuka looked at the smiling face in front of him, lost his mind.

"it is good."

"it is good."

——the two replied at the same time.

Rukawa Sakura suddenly felt greedy for this feeling.

At this moment, she forgot that she already had a boyfriend in name, but felt that she seemed to like this person in front of her a little bit.

However, this person is Tezuka Kunimitsu.

I always feel that something is wrong.Tezuka...has a strong sense of responsibility...

No matter who is the same, the promise made will never go back.Whether it is for familiar people or strangers.This is so tiring...

Even Rukawa Sakura couldn't make him stop completely.

Rukawa Sakura fell silent, but Tezuka didn't, and didn't think much about it.

"Let's go back together."

Rukawa Sakura was a little lost, "Okay."

She took Tezuka's hand.At least, for now, this can give her strength.

It belongs to the strength and warmth of Tezuka Kunimitsu, and the sense of security he brings.

Tezuka was waiting in front of Rukawa Sakura's door.

Rukawa Sakura tidied up casually, she didn't bring anything with her.It's just that now, suddenly, I feel a little bit reluctant.

She walked out the door and closed it softly.Some nostalgia.

Turning around and smiling at Tezuka, "Let's go."

Tezuka nodded and followed Rukawa Sakura.

"I sent a message to the entrusted lawyer, and we went directly to Mr. Edwin's house."

"Yeah." Tezuka decided with Rukawa Sakura that he just wanted to be with her.

However, if you want to come and go to your mother's remarried home, even if there is no one there, you will not be happy.What's more, waiting for her is the child of the mother's remarriage.

Even Tezuka didn't know how to face that child.

Originally, that child didn't know anything, and it was said that he was very well-behaved.However, for those of them who have grown up and are no longer innocent, no matter how innocent the child is, it will not make people feel happy.

Tezuka was worried about Rukawa Sakura.He knew that she would not abandon that child.

She herself hates abandonment the most.Moreover, although he is sometimes indifferent, he still has a soft heart after all.She couldn't let go of the child who had no father or mother.They are all in the same situation.

Tezuka grabbed Rukawa Sakura's hand.

Rukawa Sakura paused, clenched tightly, and smiled.

She knew Tezuka was worried about her.Although she wanted to say that it didn't matter, the feeling of being worried was really good.

The mood suddenly became much brighter.

She was fortunate that Tezuka was able to be in Germany.Without him, it would be difficult for her to face herself.At least not so soon to face.For all this, her feelings are complicated after all.If she is alone, she must struggle for a long time.

"Hey, Ah Guang."

Tezuka turned sideways to see Rukawa Sakura's expression.

Rukawa Sakura smiled brightly, "Let's get glasses first."

Tezuka was taken aback.Fingers unconsciously touched the bridge of his nose.

His degree itself is not very high. After losing his eyes that night, he has been busy taking care of Rukawa Sakura, and has no time to get another pair.Because the impact was not too great, he didn't pay much attention to it.

However, after all, it is not very comfortable.

Unexpectedly, Rukawa Sakura brought it up first.

Tezuka smiled lightly, "Okay."

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