Marry Yukimura's 100 Careful Tricks

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Asakawa Xia, who finished the sanitation duty, did not go to the sketching club to participate in club activities. She moved the empty round stool in the classroom to face the direction of the sun, letting the faint light spots drip into her eyes, quietly admiring Yukimura on the display board A painting that I helped draw during the Seiichi Unabara Festival.

It stands to reason that Asakawa Natsu should be indulging in the sound of dry art pencils scratching the paper or scratching her head for sketches instead of sitting leisurely in the classroom and enjoying the paintings.

Not long after the lunch break, Ayako, who learned from the campus forum that Asakawa Xia was haunted by nightmares and had an emotional breakdown, showed her kindness. She directly made a decision to avoid Asakawa Xia's club activities this week and specially came to Group B for the second year:

"Do something fun and don't put too much pressure on yourself."

"The Son of God will be fine, don't worry too much about trusting him."

……

Minister Ayako, I'm sorry.

Asakawa Xia druids her eyes, she didn't take care of her disheveled and chalk-stained hair, but once again put her hand into the pocket of her school uniform to caress the keepsake mentioned in April [-]st - the cherry blossom.

I... I am not the one you see who loves Yukimura deeply and is willing to give everything for him.

Asakawa Natsu opened her mouth and endured the sharp pain in her throat and muttered to herself: "Please don't think of me as someone who regards Yukimura-san as everything, I... I'm just a selfish bastard."

After finally winning three games of shogi in a row and memorizing the game records for the next two weeks, etc., Noko Lily rushed back to the classroom just in time to meet Asakawa Natsu muttering in a low voice: "...I'm just a selfish asshole."

The classroom was cold and lonely during club activity time. The long-haired girl with her back to the blackboard was full of gloom. The slender light beams of warm orange tone elongated her figure, making her extremely lonely, like a lost firefly in the dark night.

Wild Lily: ...

To be honest, if she hadn't been concerned about Asakawa Xia's face, she would have wanted to ignore it, rush in and grab Asakawa Xia's ears and yell:

Are you selfish?You bastard?

So, what is the person who once posted on the campus forum insulting you as a toad for wanting to eat swan meat, and now throws dirty water to blame you for bringing bad luck to Senior Yukimura?

Swearing that no matter what Yukimura-senpai is, he loves and respects his choice but cannot accept that the child of God admires someone other than himself, so what are they?

I call you an idiot, do you really think of yourself as a stupid idiot? !

Yezi Lily cursed in her heart, and after venting her bad emotions, she straightened her facial expression and raised her hand to knock on the door: "Asakawa."

"Bai...Lily mother?"

The astonished Asakawa Natsuya stared blankly at Noko Lily by the door of the classroom: "Why did you go back to the classroom? Did you drop something? Why didn't you call and ask me to send it to you?"

Noko Lily: "Nothing was left behind."

Asakawa Xia was a little puzzled: "Then why...?"

"Why?"

Noko Lily took off the straw from the drink and walked in while puncturing the plastic wrap, "Today the tennis club has a main selection match and Sanada-senpai will also participate, why don't you watch it with me?"

Without waiting for the person in front of her to answer, Noko Lily forced the drink to Asakawa Xia while her organization refused to speak out: "I think Asakawa will agree, right?"

"Mother Lily..." I wasn't in the mood to watch the game, and...

Asakawa Xia hadn't spoken most of the remaining words, Noko Lily's face filled with "I'm worried" suddenly approached, she reached out and brushed off the chalk dust from the end of Asakawa Xia's hair to continue the topic just now: "Just watch it with me if you like it people to compete, okay?"

"..."

"I……"

Asakawa Xia did not respond to Noko Lily's hopeful eyes and gentle and considerate words, she stood up from the round stool in embarrassment, and pressed several small holes in the finger holding the drink in a panic.

The strength between the fingertips is getting stronger and stronger, and the small hole in the plastic cup body is getting deeper and deeper...

The pink translucent liquid slowly flowed along the cracks, and it swept away the warmth of Asakawa Xia's palm bit by bit, wrapping her slender fingers and palms with her sticky and cold body...

"Asakawa."

Yezi Lily grabbed Asakawa Xia's palm holding the drink tightly, and the flowing liquid slipped into the sleeve through the connected skin of the two. She didn't care about the cold and sticky liquid encroaching on her body, and she didn't take the drink away. The warm palm lightly touched the back of Asakawa Xia's hand.

"Let's play a game."

Noko Lily suppressed the sorrow overflowing in her eyes, she liked to look at Asakawa Xia's almond eyes most of the time in her daily relationship, those eyes were always twinkling no matter what kind of difficulties she encountered, they were always bright.

but now.

She moved her gaze away without any trace, and forced herself to fix her eyes on the scenery outside the window immersed in the sun's brilliance.

This is the best consideration I can give Asakawa.

"I... encountered a very sad thing. It was very difficult. I didn't know what to do but had to face it..."

Yezi Lily was unorganized, talking about long-forgotten and overturned old events, she seriously made up a reasonable reason for Asakawa Xia to cry, "Let's cry first, shall we?"

"...What about the prize?"

Asakawa Xia sniffed and lifted her face into Noko Lily's line of sight. The face that was usually white and smiling was covered with traces of tears that had not dried up at the moment. She asked sobbingly, "...does this count as a win?"

"Of course."

The dumbfounded Yezi Lily patted the back of Asakawa Xia's hand, she took out the handkerchief she carried with her and said softly, "As for the prize... I didn't think about it because you won too fast, how about paying the interest first and wiping your hands?"

"Mother Lily, thank you." Asakawa Xia took the initiative to pull away her dirty and sticky right hand. She took a deep breath to hold back the sobbing after crying, and said slowly: "But no, it's not that I want to watch Sanada-senpai's competition ?"

There was a slight smile on the girl's tense face. She picked up the drink that was nearly half spilled and drank it in one gulp: "I accepted the bribe. If you don't mind it, let's go to the game together."

"Okay." Noko Lily did not refuse.

Compared with treating Asakawa Natsu with a cautious attitude that is completely opposite to the usual, she thinks that the girl in front of her likes natural communication more.

After thinking about it, Yezi Lily swallowed back "what's the matter" and replaced it with: "Go and wash your face before you go, otherwise the campus forum will start a bloodbath again."

"Ah...?" Asakawa Xia, who hadn't logged on to the campus forum for a long time, blinked blankly. For the first time in her life, she didn't understand the hint of Noko Lily, which was obviously a hint of gossip.

"Go home and see for yourself."

Asakawa Natsu: ...

"Mother Lily, I suspect that you don't love me."

"Now you can remove your doubts."

"what the hell!"

……

The warm orange sunlight splashing through the window dispelled the remaining bad emotions in the air. Asakawa Xia, who was pressed by Noko Lily on the seat and asked to clean herself up, quietly looked up at Noko Lily who wiped the floor for herself.

Although I don't want to meet everyone in the tennis club before making a decision, especially Sanada-senpai.

Their grateful eyes made their despicableness invisible.

but……

Asakawa Xia paused, and said without thinking: "Mother Lily, when listening to the radio, the radio host said, 'During the youthful years, many people had difficulty distinguishing what they wanted, and they were always shackled by emotions. Looking back, I left behind many irreparable regrets.’”

She rolled up the wet tissue after wiping her face, and asked, "How can you tell what you want?"

"Ask your heart."

"Inner heart?" Asakawa Xia continued to ask: "What if the inner heart is like a garbage dump, so messy and messy that there is no way to distinguish it?"

Noko Lily, who thought that Asakawa Xia was struggling with whether to participate in the exchange student, said bluntly: "That's easier. Ideals and the future will always surpass love. No matter how skilled the gambling skills are, no one can win a person's heart. None of us I know what it would be like to lose my ideals and a better future.”

"Anything?"

"In any case." Noko Yuri pointed to the painting on the display board: "Give me a cruel example: you think it is more unacceptable to lose tennis or love, which senior Yukimura."

"tennis."

"so……"

Noko Lily tapped Asakawa Xia's forehead: "Let's go, or we won't be able to catch up with the game."

"it is good."

When leaving the classroom and walking outside, Asakawa Xia looked back at the hanging paintings several times, and a definite answer gradually emerged in her originally entangled heart.

Just a little bit, the key point.she thinks.

When they arrived at the tennis court, the match between Genichiro Sanada and Renji Yanagi entered into a heated stage. Masaharu Nio, who was acting as the referee, announced the score and took time to supervise Akaya Kirihara and Buntaki Marui to recite English vocabulary.

"Mother Lily." Asakawa Natsu turned to look at Noko Lily: "Did Kirihara fail the exam?"

In the previous impression, Akari Kirihara took tennis far more seriously than studying. Even if he was punished by Genichiro Sanada to write a topic, he never gave up the precious opportunity to watch the games of his seniors.

"Almost forgot, you haven't been to the stadium for a long time."

Noko Yuri, who confirmed that Genichiro Sanada is currently in an advantageous state, felt relieved, and she spoke solemnly after a little thought:

"During the absence of Senior Yukimura, all members of the tennis club worked harder, whether it was studies or training."

"They know very well that the only way for Senior Yukimura to treat him with peace of mind is to train seriously and not let anything interfere with the upcoming competition."

"Is that so..."

Unaware of Noko Lily's voice-over, Asakawa Natsu clasped the dark green fence net with one hand, and she swept past the tennis club members who had never left after training and practiced spontaneously.

Everyone wants to greet Yukimura-san with the best appearance. They are all waiting for Yukimura-san to lead the tennis club to continue the winning streak passed down by the predecessors, and then create a more brilliant record with their own hands——

"National Tournament Three in a Row"

The scales used in her heart silently add weight, and Xia Chuanxia has never realized the selfishness hidden in her bones so thoroughly.

Asakawa Xia, you see, even in this situation, even with so many expectations, even...

You look, you look, you still can't choose the best result, just make a wish: let Yukimura-san get better.

Is it hard to say?

——It’s hard, it’s really hard.

Don't you think you are selfish, Minister Ayako, Mama Lily... Aren't you ashamed when they mistakenly think that you are crying because of Yukimura-san?

She kept questioning and blaming herself repeatedly, trying to convince herself to make a wish in this way.

however--

There is a voice in my heart, twittering and screaming: how many people in the world are not selfish, why should I give up myself to pursue fate, can't I be selfish once?

Just once, just once.

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The author has something to say:

Really good cards! !

Wake up during the day and come to revise again, gently kneel down

Promised to write love words to Wu Hua

If possible, I would like to be a cloud.

Source: Xu Zhimo's "Occasionally"

Original sentence: I am a cloud in the sky, and occasionally throw into your wave heart.