Who hasn't loved a few scumbags

Returning to Shanghai again, Song Jianian felt as if he had passed away, and missed this city that is cold in winter and hot in summer and extremely crowded and busy all year round.But at this moment, he misses the capital even more and wants to go home.

He came out of the hospital six days ago. Unexpectedly, he re-entered the hospital six days later by coincidence, but the former was a visit and the latter was a patient.

It was a blessing to be able to leave safely, but what I saw when I opened my eyes was the ceiling of the hospital ward, which is still a bit emotional.Looking at the few brothers who were lying on the sofa and chairs in the ward and sleeping in a mess, it would be a lie to say that they were not moved.

Song Jianian didn't know what time it was, but he just guessed that the sun was so big outside that it was around ninety o'clock in the morning.

Not long after he woke up, the door of the ward was pushed open. Song Hanyu brought the doctor in, and was a little surprised to see him awake.The middle-aged bald doctor came over to check Song Jianian's body very kindly, and asked him in a gentle voice if he felt any discomfort or felt any obvious pain.

Song Jianian shook his head.

The doctor checked it carefully, turned around and said to Song Hanyu: "There is nothing serious, but according to his laboratory report, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx is on the high side, you should pay more attention to your eating habits and adjust your daily routine. Don't be too tired."

"I'll watch over him."

"Hey, let me take a look. The bag of glucose will be infused in 10 minutes. Remember to ring the bell beside the bed to call the nurse to change the infusion bag."

"Ah."

After the doctor left, Song Hanyu set up a stool and sat beside Song Jianian's bed. He didn't speak, but just took the fruit and the knife on the bedside table and started peeling.Song Jianian didn't know what to say, and there were still people sleeping in the room, so it wouldn't be good to wake them up.

Song Hanyu peeled and cut the fruit into pieces, put them on a plate, put them on the bedside table, raised his eyes and asked Song Jianian, are you hungry and what do you want to eat.

Song Jianian thought about it, shook his head, there was nothing he wanted to eat.

Let's eat some, light infusion is not good.After saying that, Song Hanyu went out on his own.

Song Jianian didn't resist much, he was used to Song Hanyu's character for a long time, it would be better to say that if Song Hanyu stopped being so self-assertive, he would feel strange instead.

But Song Hanyu's feeling to him recently is already strange enough.

It's really funny to say it, when he was kidnapped for the first time, he belatedly found out that he liked Song Hanyu, and then this feeling lasted for more than ten years.The second kidnapping seems to have made him understand something, and people probably can only think about many things clearly after walking through the gate of hell.Just like him, when he was about to die, he regretted never confessing his love to Song Hanyu.So now he has made up his mind to make it clear to Song Hanyu, even if he is rejected or ordered not to meet again, it doesn't matter.It was time for him to unload the big rock that he had carried on his back for so many years.

But he wasn't stupid enough to say it when his brothers were all there.

Song Jianian's mood was too complicated for Song Hanyu.Now he suddenly understood how normal it was for him to be attracted to Song Hanyu.

No one told him that men and women must be together in this world, and no one told him that it was wrong for men to be together.In their big mountains, not to mention sex education, even normal elementary and early childhood education is lacking.The teachers who would come to teach in that kind of valley either came to support teaching for a period of time, or they really felt sorry for these suffering children and voluntarily stayed.It's just that there are too few such people.

And Song Jianian, in his little head, was thinking about how to eat enough and how to read more textbooks.

He is naturally mild-tempered, and he will not make trouble since he was born in his mother's womb.Most of the time it was managed by Amu Darya elder brother.He is very envious of the kind of person who has a strong character and acts swiftly and decisively.He is lacking in himself, so he is easily attracted.

Later, when he went to Song's house and met Song Hanyu, it was as if he had seen his idol!Song Hanyu is amazing, he is so tall and handsome, just like a star.He has many friends and everyone listens to him!He is also super awesome in school, and gets the first place in age while fighting.Many girls like him.

Song Jianian felt that this was his ideal man, the kind of man he wanted to be but could never achieve.He likes such a man, and is willing to worship him and chase him.

He couldn't control his attention from shifting to people other than Song Hanyu, it was like being addicted to drugs, unable to quit, not seeing his body for a day was like eating by ants.At that time he didn't know what this kind of thing was, but he was careful not to show it.

If it weren't for that kidnapping, he probably wouldn't understand it all his life, and then he would just be the young master of the Song family in such a chaotic way, major in finance, get an MBA, and then join his father's company to manage finances after he came out, and then marry a well-matched man Women, bear children, and finally become a handful of loess.

But some people didn't like him and wanted his life. They threw him in an abandoned factory in the wilderness, tied his hands and feet, and cut his wrists with a sharp knife, letting him enjoy the coming of death slowly.

That knife cut was ruthless, if he used any more strength, the tendon in his hand would be severed.Then the blood kept flowing for a long time, drying up on the dirty ground, it was a horrible black red.

He thought he was going to die, his head drowsily flashed across the faces of many people, and finally stayed on Song Hanyu's expressionless face, without disappearing.

He understood, understood, and cried.

History is always strikingly similar, and it walks in the overlapping bases of time.

What ethics and morality, what secular concepts, go to hell, let him be a free man without restraint today.

Song Hanyu bought porridge and pan-fried buns, and by the way woke up those who were sleeping on the sofa.

"Go back to the hotel and sleep."

Lu Shaoyuan was the first to wake up. The first thing he did when he woke up was to see if Song Jianian woke up. Seeing that Song Jianian woke up, although his complexion was still not very good, but at least his eyes were bright, probably nothing happened, so he put it down immediately Come on.Then shake everyone around you awake.

Last night, when Song Hanyu came back with her in his arms, everyone was taken aback. After leaving a sum of money at the old man's house who kindly took them in, he drove back to Shanghai frantically. In the dim light, everyone was so tired that they didn't even have the strength to go back to the hotel. They turned on the air conditioner in the ward to full capacity, covered their coats and slept on the sofa.I have slept until now.

"Niannian, you're going to scare brother to death!" Chu Wenshan almost threw himself on the hospital bed and cried after waking up: "If something really happens to you, I'll chop off that bastard Wang Shilei's head tomorrow. "

Song Jianian didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so he could only comfort him by patting Chu Wenshan's back with the hand that didn't have the needle for the infusion.

"I'm fine."

"It's all right after being sent to the hospital, so what is it called?"

"Comrade Chu Wenshan, can you change your habit of making your excited voice sound like a loudspeaker for a square dance in a park? This is in a hospital, and you still have infusions every year. What are you yelling about?" Cheng Haoran yawned, and took out his mouth Ear: "A Lin is not here, no one will talk about you."

Chu Wenshan pursed his lips a little guiltily after hearing this, and spoke to Song Jianian in a low decibel.

"How do you feel? I saw that you were almost out of breath yesterday. I was so scared that my heart stopped beating."

"It's okay, Brother Wenshan, you should also have a good rest, I have troubled you for so many naiveties."

"What's the trouble? Is it troublesome? I'm still seeing Brother Wenshan?"

"Since Niannian is awake, and Ayu is here, let's go back to the hotel to tidy up before coming here." Cheng Haoran said.

Both Chu Wenshan and Lu Shaoyuan nodded and invited them to go out.

"Where is Shaoxuan?"

"Damn it, Yin Er is still sleeping. Is he a pig, he hasn't woken up yet."

“……… Just fight him back, it’s a hotel anyway.”

"I count him as the most troublesome every time."

Chu Wenshan fell back to the ward cursing and carried Chu Wenshan out.Only Song Hanyu and Song Jianian were left in the room.

"Eat quickly, it won't taste good when it's cold." Song Hanyu set up the dining table on the hospital bed, put things on it, and then supported Song Jianian to sit on the head of the bed.

"Thank you bro."

"Ah."

Song Hanyu just sat on the stool and watched him eat without any intention of chatting.Song Jianian thought Song Hanyu was angry again, but Song Hanyu just wanted to watch Song Jianian quietly.

"elder brother……"

"Ok?"

Song Jianian glanced at Song Hanyu, and swallowed the words for some reason.Sure enough, he was still scared!

Song Jianian took a deep breath, calmed down, and looked straight at Song Hanyu with firm eyes.

"Brother, I want to tell you one thing. You may be very angry, but I still feel the need to be honest. Listen, I like you very much, and I started to like you a long time ago!"

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The whole ward fell into silence, which made Song Jianian uncomfortable.

Song Hanyu just stood up, stretched out his hand to pick up another pair of chopsticks, picked up a fried bun, dipped it in seasoning, put it on a small plate in front of Song Jianian, and said, "I know."

"...Huh?!" Song Jianian widened his eyes.

"I already knew that."

"...Wait, eh, I..." Song Jianian suddenly became incoherent.

What’s the situation? This is……………

"Originally, I should have spoken about this matter, but I didn't expect you to be more enlightened than me. Now that you have finished what I want to say, then I can only say the rest."

"I'm sorry baby, I'm really, really sorry. I thought I was doing everything right, but I didn't realize I was hurting you. Fourteen years ago, I decided to spend my life with you, and I have been doing it for you. Prepare for this matter." Song Hanyu slowly took his finger: "I know you have suffered a lot, and it is my fault."

Song Jianian was completely dumbfounded, and Song Hanyu still carefully held his fingers.

"I...I don't know..." Song Jianian's voice was trembling.

"It's okay, it's okay, think about it slowly."

"Brother...you mean you like me too?"

"No, I don't like you."

Song Jianian looked up at Song Hanyu, his eyes trembled.Song Hanyu suddenly bent down and kissed Song Jianian's forehead lightly, like a butterfly splashing water.

"I love you, baby, I love you, do you understand."

Not fickle likes.In this world, no one loves you more than me.