crazy for you

Chapter 51 This Is Love

Later, Yang Yi discussed with his father, and finally decided to tell Yang's mother the truth.

After hearing this, Mama Yang was silent for a while, and then said: "Actually, I guess it's about the same. Mu Bai has already transferred from City A. Alas, people will inevitably come to this point. It's just that you and your father have suffered."

The atmosphere was dignified, Yang Yi's eye circles were already red before Mother Yang cried, Su Mubai was wearing a white coat, still a bit conscious of a doctor, standing there with his head bowed, not speaking.

Later, it was Yang's mother who smiled and said, "Don't be like this. With my disease, I am lucky to be able to live for another year, and I won't be at a disadvantage if I leave now..."

Su Mubai has been paying attention to Yang Yi's expression, seeing the big drops of water falling down, his heart hurts a bit.

"Mom, your mentality will definitely be fine." Su Mubai said, everyone knows that this sentence is empty, but it's better to say it at this time.

Later, Yang Yi resigned from his internship and took care of his mother in the hospital, while Yang's father still had to work, otherwise his family would not be able to afford the huge medical expenses.

Su Mubai occasionally ran down to pay some hospitalization fees, and discussed with the attending doctor to save as much as possible, as his mother was going to be hospitalized for a long time.

The busy days that I want to cherish always pass quickly. Even with good care, Mama Yang is still getting weaker every day. No matter how good her mentality is, she is still no match for the ruthless erosion of the disease.

Sometimes, when Su Mubai was busy late by himself, when he quietly went to the ward to see him, he couldn't help but feel the urge to cry.

The life of the person lying in it is passing away, and that person is his lover's mother, and he is also a half-mother's kind person to him.Even though she prevented them from being together, Su Mubai never blamed her.

The scorching summer passed, and when the weather turned cold, Mama Yang still left.When I left, I was so skinny, the muscles and blood vessels in my hands had shrunk, and it was hard to find the blood vessels. It looked extremely distressing.

Maybe because of the pressure and torture in the past six months, Yang Yi was already numb. He just sat by the bed, waiting for his mother's breathing to gradually stop.

Su Mubai also stood there, feeling dull pain in his heart.

Papa Yang's spirit is not very good, he can't straighten his waist when walking, Su Mubai pulls Yang Yi over and asks him to take good care of Papa Yang, and for other things, it is good to have him around.

There are not many relatives in the Yang family, and the funeral was not held grandly. Yang Long came with his parents and said some comforting words, but finally found it was useless, so he obediently stayed by Yang Yi's side.

Yang Yi, on the other hand, saw that Su Mubai was busy, and he only moved if there was anything he needed, and he was lazy.

The funeral was over and everyone left. On this day, Yang’s father and Yang Long’s parents were talking in the living room. Su Mubai wanted to deliver fruit to Yang Long and Yang Yi who were in the house. When he walked to the door, he heard cry.

It belonged to Yang Yi. Although it was suppressed deliberately, it was still not small.

He didn't cry in front of him, but cried with Yang Long. Su Mubai didn't know what to say, but he felt very uncomfortable.

"Brother, do you think my mother is doing this because of me? She told me not to be with Mu Bai, or she will die a terrible death. It's all because of my disobedience, and now it's retribution!" As she spoke, she started crying again, Su Mu Bai stood at the door and heard it clearly.

Yang Yi really didn't pay much attention to him these days. He thought it was because his mother was sick and depressed, but he didn't expect this relationship.

"Don't think about it, my aunt died because of illness, it has nothing to do with you." Yang Long comforted.

The crying inside continued, but Su Mubai backed out without saying anything.

He told Yang's father who was still talking to Yang Long's parents that something happened at home, so he went back first.

Father Yang was a little puzzled, Su Mubai has been living here these days, why is he going back all of a sudden?But he was not in the mood to pay attention to these, and only asked him to pay attention to safety on the road.

When he returned to the empty home, Su Mubai's heart was also empty. It happened that the teacher called him to go to work, so he changed his clothes and went to the hospital.

After staying in the hospital for so long, he could no longer feel the smell of disinfectant, but everywhere he went, there were memories of Yang Yi, which made him even more emotionally unstable.

Fortunately, his current department is not busy, and the teacher also knows that his family has just passed away, so he didn't ask him to do anything, just stay in the hospital.

For several days in a row, he didn't call Yang Yi, and there was no call from there. This day was the night shift again. He sat in front of the computer, bored, holding the phone, and didn't know who to call. His finger rested on Yang Yi's. On the name, but never clicked on it.

When he was bored, he suddenly heard a loud noise outside. When he went over to ask, it turned out that someone jumped from the 25th floor because of his overthinking...

He was the doctor on duty, so even if he was curious, he couldn't leave the ward, so he just listened to gossip on his own floor, saying that he was a college student who was discharged from the Department of Neurology. He didn't know why, so he jumped like that.

The police intervened, the hospital led the investigation, and the hospital was busy all night, but he sat in the office and continued to hold his mobile phone, his heart was in a mess.

Early the next morning, after finishing his shift, he grabbed his phone and went downstairs. Seeing the blood-stained place, it seemed to be a human figure, and he couldn't help but imagine the bloody man when he jumped down.

Suddenly I remembered the Chen Wen who jumped off the building in the school. At that time, he and Yang Yi were going to the library and witnessed the whole process.

Death is so close.

He called Yang Yi, and it was Yang's father who answered. He said that Yang Yi had gone to work and asked Su Mubai to go home when he had time.Su Mubai said that he was wasted a lot before, but now he is busy with work and has a lot to learn...

It means that since he has nothing to do, he won't bother.Over there, Father Yang didn't have any thoughts, so he said: "Mubai, I won't interfere with the matter between you and Xiaoyi, you can stay together if you want."

Su Mubai was taken aback when he heard this, but he still smiled wryly. Now Yang Yi probably doesn't want to be with him.

"Thank you dad!"

This time, it wasn't Yang Yi's fault, of course Su Mubai couldn't just ignore him like this, he couldn't bear it.

It's just that when they went to Yang's house, the atmosphere was deserted, and the father and son didn't seem to have any intention of cooking. The refrigerator at home was empty, and the pots and bowls seemed to have not been touched for a long time.

As soon as Su Mubai's heart softened, he often ran over to help with cooking when he was off work, but Yang Yi's attitude towards him was always cold, neither saying yes nor no bad.

Su Mubai has suffered the blow of the death of his relatives, but he was too wronged to be angered.

The cold war between the two lasted until the winter, and then the Chinese New Year. Su Mubai was busy at first, and it was even more uncomfortable to take over the cooking work of the Yang family.

Unexpectedly, at the end of the year, Yang Yi said that he quit his job and did not spend the New Year at home, so he left with his luggage.

Where he went, Su Mubai didn't know.Then, during the Chinese New Year, only Su Mubai and Papa Yang were left to offer incense to Mama Yang. They ate simple dumplings and had a dismal New Year's Eve.

"Dad, Xiao Yi always thought that the reason mother went was because he didn't keep his promise, which made her sick. I don't know when I will be able to unravel this knot!" The two sat and watched the Spring Festival Gala that they hadn't watched for many years. , the TV is very lively, but the house is very deserted.

Su Mubai knew where Yang Yi's heart knot was, but he was the culprit, and he had no choice but to wait for Yang Yi to figure it out.

"I know, but didn't you try to persuade him?" Papa Yang asked.

Su Mubai shook his head and stopped talking.

At twelve o'clock, Father Yang gave him a red envelope, wishing him success in work and studies in the coming year.

That night, he was lying alone on Yang Yi's bed. He was obviously in good health and full of vigor, but he felt that the night was bitingly cold.

I don't know if Xiao Yi is doing well in the distance, it's hard to get better with his mentality!

Su Mubai had to rush back to the hospital to be on duty the next day. Although there were no patients, there would be accidents if they couldn't hold on to the Chinese New Year, so the doctors didn't have a holiday.

Until the end of the internship in February, Su Mubai did not receive any news from Yang Yi.

His internship results were excellent. After returning to school, the school had agreed to provide him with postgraduate insurance, but he finally refused. The hospital in N City wanted him, but he also refused. He packed up his things and ate with his classmates. After the breakup meal, I went to the mountain alone.

When returning to school, he hugged the volunteers who went to the west to teach.

When he was a freshman, he thought, if he and Yang Yi couldn't be together, he would either join the army or teach, and now, it really came.

The conditions in the mountains were worse than expected. The school had no electricity, no windows, and the dormitory was small, damp and cold.

The school is far away from the town, and even farther away from the county seat, but he enjoys life here as if he is masochistic.

Go to class during the day, accompany the children, code words or read books alone at night, think about that person again, touch that necklace and the ring that I have been wearing all the time...

Sometimes, I really think about it too much, so I turn out the photos at that time one by one, look at them, sometimes laugh, sometimes cry.

I don't know how Fang Ling found his place. I came to see it once, but the mother and son didn't say anything.But after Fang Ling went back, the school received a sum of money, which was said to be used for the construction of the school building.

Su Mubai was also unceremonious, and made the best use of what was received, repaired the school building, and gave subsidies to those students for the rest.

When I saw Yang Yi again, it was three years later.

Fang Ling got a foundation, and just happened to come to the mountains to pick up children, so he brought Su Muliang, who had already graduated, with him, and Lin Qingxue's family also belonged to the foundation, so he came with him.

These Su Mubai were not surprised, but unexpectedly, Yang Yi also came, following behind Su Muliang, his figure was still tight, his face was very calm, no sadness or joy could be seen.

The moment Su Mubai saw him, his eyes lit up, but he turned his attention to other aspects.

He is the representative of the school responsible for receiving Fang Ling and others, but in fact, he feels that this group of people does not need him to receive them. They have clear goals and don't need to do any superficial work at all.

After a tiring day, at night, they ate meals cooked by farmers on the mountain. Fang Ling and the others ate by themselves. Finally, Su Mubai had the opportunity to sit beside Yang Yi. Yang Yi smiled at him and ate his own food. .

Su Mubai thought to himself, he would laugh, and what did he want to do this time?Untie the knot?We can finally be together?

It's a pity that Su Mubai has been staying for the past three years, so he has become timid and dare not ask.

After dinner, Fang Ling pulled Su Mubai and said, "Seize the opportunity." Then he took Su Muliang and Lin Qingxue to talk to the old principal, and he and Yang Yi unconsciously walked to the mountain behind the school.

The sky in the mountains is far away, and there are various vegetation on the mountains, which looks very relaxing.

"I didn't expect you to come here to teach." Yang Yi said, and Su Mubai also said, "I didn't expect you to come with Fang Ling."

"..."

After a long silence, Yang Yi said again: "Aren't you a medical student? Why are you here to teach? In fact, you can still support medicine."

"En." Su Mubai nodded. In fact, these years, he occasionally went to check up on the elderly in the mountains. When he went to the city, he had to bring a large amount of medicine into the mountain, which was similar to that of a doctor.

"Your column has been updated, and you don't talk about the current situation. I always think you are doing well." Yang Yi stopped, looking at the tanned, thinner, and wearing old clothes, feeling a little bit uneasy taste.

This person was handsome in the past, with a face that captivated countless boys and girls, but now that he looks down and out, he really can't see the beauty of the past.However, it has more flavor.

"It's really a good life." Su Mubai thought about it, here, away from the hustle and bustle of the world, it really took his pen name: Chuchen.

Yang Yi looked at him for a long time, finally grabbed his hand and clenched it, and said seriously: "Go back, I was the one who couldn't get out back then, and I have troubled you for so many years."

Su Mubai: "OK."

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