crazy for you

Chapter 23 Simple and Happy New Year's Eve

On New Year's Eve, the hospital was deserted. Except for the on-duty doctors and nurses, there were only patients who could not go home for the New Year, and there were far fewer family members visiting the patients.

Su Mubai was a little unaccustomed to no one grabbing the elevator together. He looked at the lunch box in his hand, which contained the dumplings he made.Since Yang's mother fell ill, the Yang family basically didn't fire much, mainly because the patient couldn't eat, and the other two didn't have the heart to cook by themselves.

This was probably the bleakest New Year's Eve in Yang Yi's life.Su Mubai thought, he has always been so happy, pampered by his parents, this winter vacation, he has lost a lot of weight, and his already thin body looks even thinner now.

Su Mubai sent a copy of the dumplings to the doctor's office, and then went to the ward. Yang Yi was talking to Yang's mother, and they both laughed.

"Auntie is in good spirits! It's Chinese New Year today, and I'll bring you dumplings. I just went to ask the doctor, and Auntie can have one." Su Mubai said while putting the bag in his hand on the table, and it was still warm when he took it out. Huge dumplings.

"En! The taste is good, Mu Bai's cooking skills have always been good!" Mother Yang said with a smile.

"Where, I can only make do with it. When Auntie gets well, I have to cook a delicious meal for us. At that time, I will help Auntie. Let's have a good year!" Su Mubai smiled and put the lunch box Pass it to Yang Yi, and signal him to feed Yang's mother one.

"Mom, I'm going to learn how to cook too. When you get better, even if you can't be a chef, you can do it." He said, tasted a dumpling by himself, and praised: "Actually, Mu Bai's cooking skills can also be a chef. , if it’s not time for him to be the chef, I’ll help him, and you and my dad will be waiting to eat.”

"You little bastard! Mu Bai is younger than you, why don't you want to take care of Mu Bai, but always bully him?" Mother Yang scolded with a smile, her face was full of happiness, she seemed very satisfied with her son of.

Su Mubai lowered his head to eat dumplings. Since the winter vacation, he has been very busy and has never been so relaxed.I don't feel it in busy days, but when I relax, I remember that I am alone.

No matter how precocious he is, it cannot be denied that he is still a 20-year-old, and he is still not used to such cold loneliness.

"Mubai, what do you think?" Yang Yi pushed Su Mubai's shoulder and asked, Su Mubai looked at the empty lunch box in front of him, only then realized that he had already finished eating more than a dozen dumplings while he was distracted. And I didn't hear what Yang Yi and Yang's mother said.

He raised his head in a daze, and saw Mother Yang looking at him lovingly, not knowing why.

"My mother said she wanted to recognize you as her son, and I'm asking your opinion!" Yang Yi reminded.

"Ah? Oh, that's good!" Su Mubai said unresponsively, and then added, feeling insincere: "Anyway, I don't have a family, and Auntie doesn't dislike me, I'm very happy!"

"What stupid things do you say? You already regard your aunt's house as your own."

"Don't call me Auntie at this time, Mu Bai, it's time to call you Mom." Yang Yi reminded.

"Mom—" Originally, Su Mubai didn't have a mother since she was a child. She thought it would be difficult to call her a mother, but she didn't expect it to be so logical. Don't worry about it at all. There is even a little throbbing deep in her heart.

If he wanted to call Yang Yi's mother Mom, then he hoped that because he was with Yang Yi, he would become his family and treat his parents as his own parents...

Su Mubai shook his head, feeling that he was asking too much.

"Hey! There will be two sons in the future, and they are still such excellent sons. Ouch, I can wake up with a smile when I sleep!" Mother Yang joked.

On New Year's Eve that day, Su Mubai and Yang Yi stayed in the ward with Mother Yang. In the evening, Father Yang brought a simple dinner.Mother Yang told about recognizing Su Mubai as her son, but Father Yang always felt that his family took advantage of Su Mubai, and finally, he wrapped a big red envelope for Su Mubai as lucky money.

Su Mubai couldn't refuse, but thought that we would be a family in the future, so there was no need to worry about this, so he happily took it.

After the family had dinner, they dressed Mama Yang in new clothes and watched the Spring Festival Gala together. When counting down, they counted down to nineteen eighty-seven together...

It finally arrived at zero o'clock, and the sound of fireworks and firecrackers was everywhere. Father Yang carried Mother Yang to the window to watch the fireworks, and Su Mubai pulled Yang Yi out of the ward quickly.

When the two ran up the stairs to the top floor, they were both out of breath. Su Mubai put his arms around Yang Yi's shoulders, and watched the joy of the city together, looking at the beautiful fireworks that represented prosperity.

I have waited 20 years to stand shoulder to shoulder with you and see the bright lights of this city.

When this literary sentence flashed in his mind, Su Mubai smiled, silly.Before that, they became a family, and then, on New Year's Eve, they stood side by side on a high place overlooking the city where they grew up...

"This is the happiest New Year's Eve I've ever had!" Su Mubai hugged Yang Yi's shoulders and said, surrounded by the person he loves, if he loves him too, then Su Mubai's life will never be the same. There is nothing left to ask for.

"It's also my happiest New Year's Eve!" Yang Yi laughed, his smile was pure and beautiful, Su Mubai looked at his side face from the side, and felt that it was shockingly beautiful, so he wanted to kiss him.

He obeyed his inner drive, slowly approached, only five centimeters away from that beautiful face, if he wanted to, just lower his head again, and he could kiss her.

But he didn't move anymore, and he didn't dare to move, because he saw Yang Yi's stiffened face and body.If he kisses at this time, he will definitely not refuse, but it's not because he likes it, but because Yang Yi feels that he owes him a lot.

With a secret sigh, Su Mubai turned his face sideways, looked at the fireworks in the sky, and said nothing more.

"Mubai, if you want, I can..."

"Don't think about it, you can't afford it!" Su Mubai interrupted him before he finished speaking, then turned and went downstairs.

He sat on the rest chair outside the ward for a long time, full of thoughts, which gave him a headache.But he didn't see Yang Yi come down either, so it can be seen that he was not feeling well.

Su Mubai patted himself on the head hard, it was all himself, why would he have such thoughts about his best friend?If he has no unreasonable thoughts about Yang Yi, then they will be the best brothers and the closest relatives!

In the end, before Yang Yi came, Su Mubai went to see Yang's mother's ward, and saw that Yang's mother was already asleep, and Yang's father was watching over there.

He felt a little sour in his heart. He just wanted a home, but because he loved the wrong person, he left the concept of home indefinitely.

Later, he was really bored, so he ran to the nurse station to talk to the nurse on duty. The ward was empty, and the doctor on duty had already gone to rest. Only the computer at the nurse station was still on, with a faint light, which made people feel cold.

It's not easy for everyone.Looking at the thin figure, dressed in white, even though he exerted himself hard, he couldn't hide his tiredness, his clean face was morbidly pale, Su Mubai felt a faint distress in his heart.

So, in such a late night, he accompanied the nurse who had just worked for a few years on duty. When the sky was slightly bright, he went to Yang Yi and wanted to tell him that he was going home today.

"Why don't I go with you!" Yang Yi asked cautiously. Every day on the first day of the Lunar New Year, Su Mubai would go to the cemetery to report to his father the gains and losses of the year.

"No, I want to be alone, and you have to stay with Auntie in the hospital, oh no, it's our mother!" Su Mubai had a big smile on his face, and there was no hidden pain at all.

In the first year of junior high school, the flowers in the flower shop were very expensive, so Su Mubai bought a bouquet of roses, the fiery red color was much more beautiful than those chrysanthemums placed in the cemetery.

When they arrived at the cemetery, the faint sunlight hit Su Mubai's body and the tombstone, casting a golden halo.

Su Mubai put the bouquet of fiery red roses in front of the tombstone, looked at the man with a refined smile on the tombstone, and felt a burst of warmth in his heart.

"Dad, I found a daughter-in-law for you, but he still doesn't seem to accept me, which confuses me!" His father has been away for many years, but in Su Mubai's heart, he is always regarded as the closest person, Tell him your deepest secrets.

He has always longed for someone who can listen to him, understand his obsessions, and understand his struggles, but in reality, there is no such a person, so he imagines that his late father is such a person.

My father is a very tolerant person. He is cheerful, optimistic, thoughtful, and very individual. Unfortunately, his fortune is not enough.

When he was young, many people would adore his father, and Su Mubai also adored his father.So far, his father has been away for many years, and he is still fascinated by his father's attitude of wanton life back then, and he is also moved and proud of his father's attitude of being indifferent to life and death.

During the time he stayed in the hospital, he deeply felt the despair that his life was threatened.However, in his life, his closest relatives accepted death rationally and optimistically.

"However, I will not give up. I have identified him in this life, so I will not let go." Su Mubai stroked the tombstone, whispered but firmly.

Yang Yi is his only warmth in this world, he can't lose him.

What you want, you have to fight for it with your own hands.This is what his father taught him back then, and he always remembers it deeply.

He has been practicing it all these years.

There are many people coming and going in the cemetery, some with their families and lovely children. Although they came to pay homage, the brimming happiness makes Su Mubai yearn for it.

In the past, Yang Yi also came with him, and the two put down the flowers silently, and left after talking.

"Dad, when we are together in the future, I will adopt a grandson for you, a lively and lovely grandson, and bring Xiaoyi and him to see you." Su Mubai laughed at his whim, but felt that it was not wrong Maybe, it’s good to look forward to a better future once in a while.

"I want to take Xiaoyi out to play during the summer vacation this year. I will be an intern at the end of the year, so I may not come back to see you." Su Mubai continued, putting his hands on his chest, "But it doesn't matter if I come with you or not." Don't come, you are all in my heart, um, the deepest place."

The author has something to say: I am homesick, woo woo, please collect and comment~