After the sick top was forced to marry

"Brother Lin?" Pei Ming realized that something was wrong, and clasped his wrist harder, "Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

After he finished asking, Lin Zijin didn't answer.

For a while, the room was a little too quiet, and only the faint chirping of insects and the rapid breathing of people around could be heard outside the window.

"It's okay, it's just a little uncomfortable."

Lin Zijin's voice sounded softly, mixed with an imperceptible weakness: "Go to sleep."

Pei Ming still held onto his wrist relentlessly: "You lied to me."

"I didn't lie to you," Lin Zijin said, "What did I lie to you for?"

"You are afraid."

As if he didn't want Lin Zijin to make excuses to perfuse himself, Pei Ming said this very firmly: "What are you afraid of? Night? Or darkness?"

"I......"

Lin Zijin leaned on the bed, quietly looking at the blurred silhouette of the person in front of him in the darkness.

At a certain moment, he had the urge to tell everything, but it was only for that moment.

He lowered his eyes and tried his best to bury a certain traumatic past in his memory: "There is nothing to be afraid of, don't ask."

Pei Ming seemed to be still watching him quietly.

Although he knew that he might not be able to see anything in the pitch darkness, Lin Zijin still looked away with some guilt, and took the lead in lying down with his back to Pei Ming.

After a while, he heard a "swish" sound from his side, and then a fiery body slowly pressed against him.

"Brother Lin," Pei Ming said softly, "you are shaking."

Lin Zijin didn't speak, but closed his eyes tightly.

He only felt that the world was spinning, and he was trapped in this chaos. Even if he closed his eyes, he could still imagine that monsters and ghosts might emerge from the boundless darkness to torture him endlessly and swallow him up. eat into the stomach.

Pei Ming stuck to his side again, and hesitantly opened his hand to hug him, but he hesitated after reaching halfway, and finally didn't dare to hug him.

He thought of every night in the past, the bedside lamp near Lin Zijin was almost turned off, and he understood what the man was afraid of like a revelation.

Pei Ming moved his lips, speaking in a soft voice, as if speaking to himself: "When you are at home, you never turn off the bedside lamp, is it also because you are afraid of the dark?"

Lin Zijin's body suddenly stopped.

"I was shaking just now, is it because I turned off the light without telling you?" Pei Ming continued, "Blame me, I should have..."

"you guessed right."

Lin Zijin spoke suddenly, with an abnormally sharp voice: "I'm just afraid of the dark, and I'm afraid now, can you be very good? Can you please stop talking?"

Pei Ming was caught off guard by his sudden anger: "I didn't mean to show off, I just wanted to say that you should not be afraid."

"I don't want to be afraid?" Lin Zijin sneered, "As long as I am not afraid, I won't need you to sign that agreement with me, you know what."

Pei Ming blinked, then suddenly reached out to grab Lin Zijin in his arms.

He clearly felt the body of the person in his arms froze suddenly, and the fear in his voice seemed to be even worse: "Let go."

"I won't let it go."

Pei Ming rested his chin on his shoulder, and stroked his spine with his hands, like soothing a frightened cat.

Lin Zijin originally wanted to push him away, but his body slowly relaxed under his comfort as if he couldn't control it.

"Pei Ming," he said through gritted teeth, "let go, don't force me to beat you."

"You can't beat me."

The always obedient starlet hugged his waist tightly as if he had taken the wrong medicine, and patted his back gently: "Brother Lin, don't be afraid, I'm here."

"I'm not afraid."

Although Lin Zijin was very resistant in his heart, his tense body could not withstand the gentle comfort from his back, and it had gradually softened, and he felt more and more embarrassed: "Be obedient, let me go."

"You said you were afraid just now." Pei Ming put his lips on his shoulder, and gently sniffed the light perfume on his clothes. "It's okay, Brother Lin, I'm here."

"What's the use of you."

Lin Zijin snorted coldly: "You can't keep...forget it."

You can't be there all the time.

It's just a paper agreement relationship, sooner or later they will separate.

Seeing that he no longer resisted like before, Pei Ming boldly moved closer: "Why are you afraid of the dark?"

Lin Zijin moved his lips: "I don't want to say it."

"If you don't want to say it, then don't say it."

Holding him in his arms, Pei Ming felt that his body and mind were filled with happiness: "How useful I am, you won't be afraid if I'm with you."

Lin Zijin sighed, suddenly feeling helpless.

If Pei Ming was also a stickler, the two of them would have quarreled [-] times and parted ways.

But Pei Ming is a talkative and sticky child.

The most soft-tempered person in him has no temper, and he can't deal with children who act like a baby every day, so he has a headache: "I'm fine, let me go."

"I'm not loose."

Pei Ming whispered in his ear: "Just be brave, I won't believe it."

Lin Zijin turned around in his arms, and looked into his eyes silently.

The moonlight outside the window happened to split into a bunch, and it fell on Lin Zijin's side impartially, making his pair of peach blossom eyes amazingly bright.

Pei Ming licked his lips subconsciously: "Why, what's wrong?"

"You can't stay with me all the time," Lin Zijin said softly, "so you don't have to give me this false sense of security."

I'm afraid that when I first get used to it, you'll be as tired as everyone else and leave me behind.

It's just that this sentence was too hypocritical, and he didn't have the nerve to say it.

Pei Ming opened his eyes slightly: "Why do you think I won't be with you all the time?"

because......

Didn't you say you have someone you like?

Lin Zijin sighed after being awkward for a while: "Forget it."

"I can't forget it," Pei Ming continued to be relentless, "Why?"

"No why."

Lin Zijin pushed his hand away and stood up: "I'm going to get some air, you go to bed first."

Pei Ming reached out to wrap his arms around his waist, and dragged him back to the bed: "I don't worry if you go out alone, unless I go out with you."

Lin Zijin stared at him incredulously: "Are you crazy, are you today?"

"I do not have."

Pei Ming looked into his eyes seriously, with stubbornness on his face: "Just now you said that you felt uncomfortable because of the darkness, if I let you go out alone at this time, wouldn't I be short-hearted?"

Lin Zijin looked at him for a while, then sneered suddenly, reached out and patted his face: "Aren't you short-hearted?"

Pei Ming tripped over the hole he dug before, and continued to lobby without changing his face: "But I have never been short-hearted about your affairs."

Lin Zijin froze for a moment.

From his position, he could clearly see every clear expression change of the little star, but he could immediately see everything that came out of the show.

But Pei Ming's expression was sincere and stubborn, without any hypocrisy.

Lin Zijin blinked, and said suddenly: "If I hadn't known that we had never met before, I would have thought that the one I liked was me."

Pei Ming's eyes widened suddenly, and he said incoherently, "You, why do you want to say this all of a sudden? Me neither...I'm not, listen to me."

"I know I'm not, I scared you."

Lin Zijin looked at his sincere and undisguised panic, lowered his eyes to cover up the disappointment in his eyes: "So don't be nice to just one person, you know? If the other person likes you, but you don't like him, he will sad."

"Brother Lin, listen to my explanation." Pei Ming's voice was a little hasty, "I didn't mean that, and I didn't treat everyone casually, I was..."

"Okay," Lin Zijin said softly, "I'm just kidding you, silly."

He moved his lips, but he still didn't continue to say anything. He lay down facing Pei Ming, gently put his arms around Pei Ming's waist, and buried himself in Pei Ming's arms.

Immediately afterwards, he noticed that Pei Ming froze immediately.

After being tossed about for so long, the stress response due to the darkness has almost disappeared at first.

Lin Zijin noticed that the little star was unnatural, a little funny and a little sad, and lightly said: "Give me a hug."

"Ah, okay, here, give you a hug."

Pei Ming stuttered into a few words that popped out alone, and then tentatively put his hands on Lin Zijin's back, carefully wrapping him in his arms.

The starlet has a big frame, not only does it not make people feel crowded, but it is more than enough to hug someone.

Lin Zijin moved his nose, but he could smell the aromatherapy he used to use on Pei Ming.

"Lin, Brother Lin, I..."

"Shh."

Listening to his incoherent words, Lin Zijin interrupted with a sense of revenge: "I'm tired, I don't want to listen to you, sleep."

"it is good."

Pei Ming sighed helplessly, and embraced him in his arms: "Is it comfortable to hold him like this?"

Lin Zijin snorted.

Like a cat.

"These are all written in the agreement," he said in Pei Ming's arms, his voice muffled, "You are not allowed to refuse, you are not allowed to resist, you understand?"

"Oh, I see."

For the first time, Lin Zijin felt at ease being hugged like this.

If it was someone else, maybe he wouldn't let go of all his guard so quickly, and even take the initiative to embrace.

But if this person is Pei Ming, maybe he can.

He closed his eyes in Pei Ming's arms, and listening to the powerful heartbeat of the little star, he felt that his heartbeat, which had been disordered just now, had also stabilized.

Pei Ming treats himself like this.

So if he is facing the person he likes?

Will he be more considerate and gentle, and take care of him more meticulously?

Lin Zijin sighed softly, as if his heart had lost a piece of flesh, it felt so empty and uncomfortable.

Show up later.

Somewhat selfishly, he said in his heart to that quasi-"rival in love" whom he had never met.

At least let yourself enjoy the feeling of being taken care of by others, and you can snatch him away again, okay?

He originally thought that he was absolutely free and unrestrained, and he would not be trapped by love like others to die or live.

But now I realize more and more that when people get involved with such things as "emotions", they will never be truly tolerant and unrestrained.