After the sick top was forced to marry

Pei Ming gently pressed his head on his shoulder, and gently stroked his back: "It's okay, I'm not afraid."

Lin Zijin moved his lips, feeling that his throat was extremely dry: "I..."

He tried to lift his head from Pei Ming's arms, but found that his hands and feet were covered in cold sweat, so soft that he couldn't use any strength at all.

It's not like I haven't met an illegitimate student before.

Especially in the first few years of his debut, the circle has not yet established the specific three views as it is now, and has never even classified illegitimate fans into the ranks of "unforgivable crimes", and they are very conniving to harass them in groups artist.

At that time, the crazy illegitimate student stayed on the plane, stayed in the hotel, and even climbed the window in the middle of the night to pick the lock into the house, and wrote "Love You" on the bathroom mirror with red paint.

But as fans became more and more rational, illegitimate fans gradually became the existence that everyone shouted at, and the company also strengthened the protection of artists. Since then, illegitimate fans are no longer as crazy as before, even if there is no such It turns out that he may have long forgotten the existence of the group of "illegitimate students".

"I'm fine," he said softly, "I've... seen it before."

It's just not as crazy as what I met today.

Pei Ming's hand on the back of his neck seemed to tighten: "That was before."

Lin Zijin noticed that his hands were also very cold, and then remembered that there were also photos of himself and Pei Ming in the box of photos, but Pei Ming's face was scratched, and he seemed to have a bloody hatred for him.

It is estimated that the child has never seen the intimidation of this battle, and he was also frightened.

Thinking of this, he felt distressed for no reason.

It's obviously fine, but because of a marriage contract, she was involved, and she also received an inexplicable threat.

Lin Zijin stretched out his hand lightly, hesitated for a long time, but in the end he didn't have the nerve to hold him back, and only patted Pei Ming's shoulder: "Don't be afraid, he came at me, not you. "

Pei Ming's breathing seemed to be stagnant, and his voice became a little weird: "What do you think I'm afraid of?"

Lin Zijin only thought that the child was trying to be brave, moved his body and came out of his arms, and touched the little star's head: "Maybe he is afraid of being retaliated by that illegitimate fan. It's okay, kid, we're not afraid."

The little star's hair is soft and feels good.

He was about to withdraw his hand, but someone grabbed his wrist halfway.

Pei Ming's eyes darkened, as if they were no different from the dark sky outside, and seemed to be mixed with some other emotions, which made Lin Zijin a little terrified.

"Brother Lin," his voice was hoarse, "I'm not a child anymore."

"But you just..."

The strength in Pei Ming's hands increased a bit: "I'm already 22 years old, and I can protect the people I want to protect."

Lin Zijin looked into his eyes, and his heart skipped a beat.

He had never seen Pei Ming like this before, it seemed to be quite different from the gentle and obedient person in his memory.

"Okay, got it."

Lin Zijin swallowed, "Let go, it hurts."

Pei Ming slowly let go of his hand, and a layer of grievance appeared in his eyes: "Brother Lin, don't call me a child in the future, otherwise I will get angry."

"All right, all right, don't say anything."

After being made such a fuss by him, the original trepidation was almost dispelled.

Lin Zijin pulled a chair in the dining room and sat down: "Then the grown-up student Pei Ming, isn't it tiring to stand?"

"What should I do with this?" Pei Ming glanced at the box, "Do you want to keep it?"

Lin Zijin thought of the condoms in that box, and felt a little nauseous again: "Okay, I'll go to the company tomorrow and discuss with Sister Zeng what to do."

Pei Ming paused while dragging the box: "Why didn't you discuss it with me?"

"You can't do anything," Lin Zijin said, "What's the matter? You want to help me fight the injustice?"

"Why not?"

Lin Zijin looked at Pei Ming and suspected that the one who came back today was a fake golden retriever.

Pei Ming sealed the box again, and straightened his back: "You can discuss with me if you have something to do, after all, I'm by your side now."

Lin Zijin sighed helplessly and turned on the lights in the dining room.

The living room, which had been dim for a long time, finally sprinkled a touch of warm yellow, which slightly relaxed his tense nerves.

"Okay, let's discuss it," he said, "Didn't you eat? I'll make it tonight? Do you want tomato and egg noodles?"

"Lin Zijin."

Pei Ming stood in front of him with frowned eyebrows. For the first time, he didn't call him "Brother Lin" properly, but called him by his first name.

Lin Zijin was stunned for a moment, then raised his head slightly, completely unexpected that Pei Ming would be so abnormal today: "What's wrong with you?"

"You still treat me like a child," Pei Ming stepped forward, put his hands on the edge of the table and the back of the chair, leaned forward slightly, trapping him in a corner, "You didn't... .”

Lin Zijin raised his eyebrows, raised his hand and tapped his forehead: "What are you doing?"

"I didn't make a fuss."

Pei Ming still looked into his eyes seriously: "Brother Lin, I'm serious, I can help you."

"okay, I get it."

Lin Zijin didn't believe that he could help at all, so he sighed: "Even if you can help me, I still have to go to the company, at least let the public relations department know about this matter before it makes a big fuss. good."

Pei Ming suppressed the gloomy eyes, said "Oh" in a low voice, and slowly moved away from the table.

Lin Zijin stood up and stretched his waist: "Do you want to eat tomato and egg noodles?"

"Eat," Pei Ming said, "I'll eat whatever you want."

Lin Zijin turned and went into the kitchen, and closed the partition door.

And the moment the door closed, he almost staggered to the edge of the pool, retching silently.

I haven't eaten much for a day, and I can't vomit anything, which only makes my stomach more uncomfortable.

Lin Zijin supported the edge of the pool, trying to adjust his disordered breathing evenly, and only realized how pale his face was when he looked up at the glass.

Same as ghosts.

He closed his eyes slightly, and those disgusting things in the past came again with the smell of blood, lingering like a nightmare.

Lin Zijin washed his face with a handful of water, brushed the hair on his forehead aside, took out two eggs and tomatoes from the refrigerator, and made a bowl of noodles for Pei Ming.

It was already past six o'clock in the evening when Pei Ming came back, and the two of them wasted more than an hour at the door. It was almost ten o'clock after he finished eating and taking a shower.

Lin Zijin was leaning on the headboard and looking at his phone, he raised his eyelids and saw him coming in: "Do you want to sleep separately tonight?"

Pei Ming paused while wiping his hair: "Why?"

"Tonight I..."

Lin Zijin thought for a while, and then gave a random reason: "I don't want to sleep."

Pei Ming closed his eyes slightly, tried to suppress the boredom in his chest, and tried to calmly say: "Lie."

Lin Zijin moved his lips and let out a long sigh in his heart.

He generally wouldn't lie, but anyone who lied would be seen out.

Pei Ming acted as if he hadn't said that he would not allow him to sleep on the same bed, and walked over slowly and sat down beside him.

Lin Zijin felt that vague hostility reappeared on his body, subconsciously moved aside, took the medicine box from the bedside table, took out two pills, and ate them with cold water.

Pei Ming glanced at him and lay down on the bed.

Lin Zijin did not lie down.

He thought for a while, and then said, "Do you want to move out temporarily for these two days?"

Pei Ming raised his eyes: "Why?"

"That illegitimate fan seems to have a big opinion on you," he said, "Look at the way he made the photo, it's clear that he's not going to let you go."

"Then shall I go?"

"I can do it alone," Lin Zijin said, "If you're not here, at least he can't..."

Pei Ming stretched out his hand to hold his hand: "You are so afraid, tell me you can do it alone?"

The person who was already cold had very cold hands now, with a thin layer of sweat covering his palms, and even trembling slightly.

"Lin Zijin, sometimes I really want to..."

I really want to press you directly under my body to get used to it, to fuck it, to make you cry, and you can't speak well.

Is it the only way that you won't drive me away, and won't think that I'm a child who can't help?

Pei Ming took a deep breath and tried his best to swallow the second half of the sentence.

"What do you want to do?"

"It's nothing, just sleep."

Seeing that he still wanted to talk, Pei Ming added: "I won't leave."

Lin Zijin didn't speak, just lay down and turned his back to him.

Pei Ming dimmed the lamp by the bed, and after hesitating for a moment, he gently put his arms around his waist.

The body of the person in his arms froze, and subconsciously wanted to hit him, but he stopped after raising his arm halfway: "What are you doing?"

Pei Ming didn't say a word, just tightened his arms, and put his chin on his shoulder and rubbed it lightly.

Lin Zijin suddenly had the illusion that he was hugged by a large breed of dog.

"Don't hug me," he said, "I'm not too hot."

Pei Ming gently kissed the tip of his hair: "Sleep, I won't be afraid if I hold you."

"Who said I was afraid?"

They are all shaking like that, and they are still trying to be brave.

It's just that he didn't say it, he just repeated it stubbornly: "Whether you're afraid or not, I'm here."

Pei Ming's chest was broad and hot, as if it could withstand all dangers lurking in the darkness.

Lin Zijin envied this kind of young life for no reason, like a flower who knows nothing about the world, wanton and brave, and is at the best age of life.

He moved his lips, and suddenly called him softly: "Pei Ming."

"Ok?"

Little Star's voice was a little low, leaning against his back, causing him to tremble along with Pei Ming's chest.

"If a person was hurt because he trusted others too much, it left an unforgettable shadow in his heart, and now he is very vigilant when interacting with others, and he dare not trust anyone anymore."

Lin Zijin took a light breath, feeling a little incoherent.

But maybe it was the generous warmth behind him that inexplicably gave him strength, making him suddenly want to tell all the secrets hidden in his heart on this quiet but not lonely night.

"Is he wrong? Is he punished because he is too kind and bad?"

His voice gradually lowered, and he slowly curled up his body, as if subconsciously protecting himself.

"No," Pei Ming said softly, "A person can be punished for many reasons, but one cannot be punished for kindness."

"Is it?"

Lin Zijin seemed to chuckle slightly, with a hint of helplessness in his tone: "It would be great if... that's really the case."

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We have started online classes in the dormitory. The believer is willing to go home normally during the holidays with meat and vegetables. The shit epidemic is driving me to death QAQ

PS: Along with the epidemic, there is another deadly infectious disease. I seem to be living a college life in a drug circle, and I have lost my temper orz

PPS: There will be a clip tomorrow, so the update will be moved to eleven o'clock in the evening_(:з」∠)_