Paranoid captivity: I was madly criticized by Shao Xie

Xie Jingheng walked over with a damp feeling, got on the bed and stretched out her long arms, pulling Lu Qingxian into her arms.

Lu Qingxian leaned her head against his chest, listening to his heartbeat, her heart was peaceful, "I was wondering why no one from Yuhang and the others answered the video tonight."

"It's okay." Xie Jingheng said calmly, "There should be a mission."

Task?Lu Qingxian was a little puzzled.

Don't they run a company?What company uses the word mission?

"In these years, we are usually in Mangshi, and the headquarters in Kunming is managed by professional managers."

After returning to the place that really belonged to her, Xie Jingheng completely let go of her guard, and prepared to explain the past to Lu Qingxian.

"You also know that the border is not peaceful. I started out as a mercenary."

"The main thing is to protect people so that my employer can trade safely at the border."

"Later, there was a name roll call, and gradually a climate developed, and more and more people came to the door, and one of them was from the police."

"At that time, it was only necessary to hunt down a leader, and it happened that the place where they carried out the surprise arrest operation was a place I had visited many times and was very familiar with."

"They hope that we can act as a dark thread and cooperate secretly to complete their actions."

"I complied, and that operation was completed smoothly and perfectly. So I tacitly had the second, third, and many times of cooperation."

"I'm not a good person, but I'm even more disgusted by those dirty jobs and people. And there is..."

Xie Jingheng paused while speaking, tilted her head to press a kiss on Lu Qingxian's forehead, and chuckled lightly, "You are too clean, I don't want to be too dirty."

"Even if I do that kind of work, I think I have a clear conscience. But outside the border, how can I not have blood on my hands."

"Do something just. On the one hand, I have fulfilled my civic duty, and on the other hand, it seems that when I come back to face you, I will have more confidence."

"You are so kind and full of righteousness. If I and I get along differently, you will only do better and more dedicated than me."

"I don't want to..." He sighed softly, hiding the slight inferiority complex in his heart, "I don't want you to think that I'm not good enough for you."

In an instant, Lu Qingxian's heart was like knocking over a five-flavored bottle, with sour, sweet, bitter, spicy and salty gushing out together.

The sour one made his mouth feel astringent, the sweet one lingered in his heart and became bitter again, the spicy one made him want to cry, and the salty one made his throat choke and he could not speak.

In the end, the five flavors mixed together and became an indescribable taste.

He put his arms around Xie Jingheng's waist, trembling as he choked up, "No, you have never been unworthy of me."

Such a good Xie Jingheng, if he is not worthy, it is because he is not worthy of him.

"Stupid child..." Xie Jingheng patted his back lightly, speaking slowly, "You are pure and kind, and I am dark and dark."

"In front of anyone, I can straighten my back and be full of confidence."

"Only in front of you, I will feel ashamed."

"It's not that you say a word, and I can think so."

"I need a lot of actions to prove that I am worthy of you."

"Then do you think I'm good enough for you?"

Tears fell from the corners of Lu Qingxian's eyes, and he hugged him even tighter, leaning his whole body into his arms.

"You have done so much for me, much more than I imagined, and I have never moved."

"Brother Heng, if you insist on talking about whether you deserve it or not."

"Then it's not that you're not good enough for me, it's that I'm not good enough for you."

Lu Qingxian raised his head in his arms, and stared at him infatuatedly, "Brother Heng, in my heart, you are really good enough."

"So, don't say anything about whether you are worthy or not in the future. I don't want to hear you say such things again."

There were tears and tenderness in his eyes, the bottom of his eyes were as clear as if washed by rain, and there was still a drop of lingering crystal hanging on his eyelashes.

Xie Jingheng's heart felt hot, she lowered her head and kissed his eyes.

These eyes had appeared in his dreams countless times, allowing him to go through countless difficult times.

He had thought about when he would be the only one in these eyes.

At this moment, the question has been answered.

When his kiss fell, Lu Qingxian's eyelashes trembled slightly, he raised his head a little higher, and took the initiative to bear his kiss.

Xie Jingheng's kiss was hot, moved away from his eyes and landed on his cheek again.

Lu Qingxian didn't open his eyes, and let his kisses fall down again and again.

When Xie Jingheng kissed his lips, he completely relaxed himself.

He wants to use actions to give Xie Jingheng a sense of security and the satisfaction of owning him.

In this way, Xie Jingheng will no longer feel inferior.

As the kiss deepened, the breaths of the two became chaotic, and the temperature lingering around them rose.

Xie Jingheng's hand quietly touched his back.

Lu Qingxian felt it and trembled slightly.

Xie Jingheng felt his trembling immediately, stopped his hand on his back, and then took it off.

There was a bit of hoarseness and patience in the voice, "I said, I won't force you."

"I'm not..." Lu Qingxian blushed slightly, pinched the corner of his clothes with his fingers, and wanted to explain to him with his face up.

He didn't resist, but it was the first time he was so intimate with people, and he was a little uncomfortable.

But when the words came to his lips, he was a little speechless.

He bit his lower lip, let go of the corner of Xie Jingheng's clothes, sat upright, and put his hands on the buttons of the pajamas.

Under Xie Jingheng's gaze, at this moment, he seemed to have returned to more than two months ago, the same scene, but a completely different state of mind.

He didn't see that Xie Jingheng's eyes became deep and fiery when he saw his movements.

"I..." He wanted to say, and he was willing, but after trying several times, he still couldn't say it.

Xie Jingheng sighed, and a kiss landed on his shoulder.

Feeling the light kiss on his shoulder, Lu Qingxian subconsciously straightened his back, then relaxed again, and embraced Xie Jingheng with both hands.

Some things don't have to be said.

Xie Jingheng's every kiss was exceptionally gentle and pious, Lu Qingxian was a little embarrassed at first, but she had already thrown them aside later.

He simply didn't think about anything, what he should think about, he thought about it thousands of times on the way back.

Then he really figured out that when he loves someone from the bottom of his heart and decides to spend the rest of his life with this person, he should go all out, without having to set a time or occasion.

How can there be so many most suitable times and occasions in life, the best occasion is where the love comes.

If you always want to be ready for everything, then you will probably never be able to prepare well. It is better to push the boat along the way, and at the most appropriate time, the most suitable thing will happen.

That's fine too, isn't it?