Paranoid captivity: I was madly criticized by Shao Xie

Lu Qingxian still didn't ask in the end.

Xie Jingheng made it clear that he wanted to take advantage, so he wouldn't be fooled by that.

Anyway, seeing that Xie Jingheng was calm and composed, he didn't have to worry too much.

He made up his mind not to ask, Xie Jingheng was very disappointed, "Really not to ask? How about I lower the price and ask three questions in exchange for a kiss?"

Lu Qingxian gave him a sideways glance, "Being beautiful doesn't mean you can think beautiful!"

Xie Jingheng smiled but said nothing.

Does he want to be beautiful, the future will be long, and he will have plenty of time to practice and prove.

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After Yuhang and the others left, not only did the ward become quiet, it seemed that the days also slowed down.

With no one to make trouble, Lu Qingxian asked Cheng Xiaoyun to bring him several books.

He and Xie Jingheng were lying on their own beds, and he was holding a book and reading to Xie Jingheng to pass the time.

He likes this way very much, the feeling of being immersed in the book is very good.

Xie Jingheng doesn't dislike this way of getting along, he needs a good rest and recovery now.

Looking at Lu Qingxian every day, I can't hug her, I can't kiss him, and life is hard.

When Lu Qingxian started to read to him, it got better.

Listening to Lu Qingxian's calm expression, he read the book to him softly and slowly.

Throughout the room, his voice kept echoing.

It made his heart calm down, Lu Qingxian's clear voice was in his ears, and Lu Qingxian's clear face was in his eyes.

He will suddenly feel a sense of tranquility.

It was a beautiful picture that he didn't even dare to think about in the past many times.

From the day he left Xie's house, all he wanted was to come back.

As long as he is not dead, he will never give up on Lu Qingxian.

With this thought in mind, he fought and struggled desperately.

He thinks of Lu Qingxian almost every day, and he thinks back and forth about every bit of their relationship.

But he dared not think about the day Lu Qingxian let him go.

He would often think of what he did to Lu Qingxian with Jiu Jin.

He also asked himself many times, if time could go back and give him another chance to choose, would he still do such a thing?

The initial answer was still yes, but later it became no.

Because it was really stupid, and there was a better way, so he chose the most stupid one.

It hurt Lu Qingxian severely, and made him almost doomed.

If Lu Qingxian hadn't let him go...

He closed his eyes, and for the first time seriously recalled the moment that was firmly engraved in his mind, but he never took it out to recall.

The young man came by the moonlight, and his eyes, which were always warm like the sun, were filled with hatred.

But he opened the lock with trembling hands, and pointed to the door in a low voice to let him roll.

He obediently rolled away, leaving a word that he will definitely come back.

Before leaving, he didn't even dare to look at the boy again.

He thought that even if he came back, his youth would never forgive him again in this lifetime.

He told himself that even if he was not forgiven for the rest of his life, he would never let go.

No matter what despicable means you use, you must keep people by your side.

He did it, and he was ready to torture each other and fight a protracted war with Lu Qingxian.

He didn't expect to hear Lu Qingxian say forgiveness so quickly.

Thinking about the young Lu Qingxian at that time, there was indeed hatred in his eyes.

But when you let him go, what was it that you didn't hesitate to do?

It's a deep love.

It was something they couldn't understand at that time, and they couldn't understand it.

It is until today, after Qian Fan has passed away, all hatred and grievances have been put down, and only when you only ask your heart, can you see the situation clearly.

After missing ten years, let them know how to love and how deep that love is.

If he thinks about it this way, after ten years of separation, he can finally comfort himself, don't be too complacent and regretful, he can force himself to comfort himself by saying that what you gain is what you lose.

"Whoever you become, whatever you turn yourself into, that's who you are."

"It's always in your heart. Going back to BYU, or even going back to that mountain where you came from, doesn't change who you are."

"It may change how others see you, and it may even change how you think about yourself."

"Even gold can look dull in certain lights, but that's just an illusion. Gold has always been gold."

Lu Qingxian finished reading this passage in a clear voice, then raised his face from the book to look at Xie Jingheng, "What do you think of this passage?"

Xie Jingheng nodded, "It seems to be describing you."

"No." Lu Qingxian tilted his head, with a look of thought on his face, "I feel like I'm describing you."

He paused as he spoke, and added, "However, it seems that it can also be used to describe me, and describe anyone."

After finishing speaking, he and Xie Jingheng looked at each other and laughed softly, "But I still firmly believe that this passage fits you very well."

Xie Jingheng looked away a little, glanced at the title of the book in his hand, and read it slowly, "You should fly to your mountain like a bird."

"Yes." Lu Qingxian gently brushed the cover of the book with his fingers, and said softly: "People only see that I am different. A girl from a mountainous country who has never stepped into a classroom before the age of 17 wears a high-educated high school cap. hat, shining brightly."

"Only I know who I really am, and I come from a family that few can imagine."

"My childhood was made of scrap metal in a junkyard, where there was no sound of reading, only the roar of cranes."

"Not going to school, not going to the doctor, is the loyalty and truth that my father wants us to uphold."

"Father does not allow us to have our own voices, our will is the devil in his eyes."

"Harvard, Cambridge, MPhil, PhD in history. I know that an ignorant girl like me who climbed out of the garbage dump should be grateful for what I have achieved."

"But I couldn't get any enthusiasm. I was cowardly, broken, self-doubting, and there was something rotten inside of me, and it stinks."

"Until I escaped from the mountains and opened up another world. That was the new world my education gave me, and that was the infinite possibility of my life."

Lu Qingxian's eyes softened, and he looked at Xie Jingheng with an incomparably gentle gaze, "This is what the author said, and it is her personal experience."

"Although she is talking about education, I still think you are very similar to her."

"Ah Heng, you are the person you are today because you left that day."

"The Xie family will never be able to achieve you, and will never give you the opportunity to soar in the sky."

"If you stay in Xie's house all the time, they will do everything possible to cut off your wings and firmly control the right to kill you."

"The separation at that time made you the best you are now."

"So, don't have any more regrets."

"The rest of our lives are long, and we still have too many years to slowly heal the feelings that are always brooding because of those missed times."

Listening to Lu Qingxian's words, Xie Jingheng had an indescribable emotion in his heart, "Ah Xian..."