Paranoid captivity: I was madly criticized by Shao Xie

Xie Jingheng's eyes flashed, and he wanted to speak.

Lu Qingxian shook his head lightly at him, "Heng, listen to me."

"For a long, long time in the past, I did hate you to the bone."

"I regard you as the most important person in the world besides your family."

"At that time, you had a more important position in my heart than Amu, because I felt that I had a lot of things in this world, and you seemed to have only me."

"I am the person you trust the most. You have never hidden your true thoughts from me."

"You treat me like this, I just want to be worthy of your trust and return this uniqueness."

"So I opened up a separate place for you in my heart to distinguish you from others."

"I think our relationship is probably closer than brothers and more detached than confidantes."

"These two emotions are also incompatible with love."

"So when you almost succeeded when you tried to force me, it hit me so hard."

"The harm you gave me was not physical, but mental. You destroyed my understanding of our relationship."

"I regard that relationship as too precious and pure, and I cannot allow you to destroy it like that."

"At that time, I was only 16 years old, and I was considered a child. There were too many things I didn't understand."

"Besides, everyone's teenage years have stages of sensitivity and vulnerability, stubbornness and stubbornness."

"At that age, I don't even understand what it means to look away and what it means to reconcile with myself."

As Lu Qingxian spoke, there was a hint of amusedness and sadness in his eyes.

He laughed at his youthfulness and immaturity, as well as the sense of meaninglessness in his bones.

Xie Jingheng couldn't see his dejection and self-sarcasm the most, and raised his hand to catch his hand.

Lu Qingxian looked at his hand with downcast eyes, hesitated for a moment, and still offered to pass it over to him to hold it.

He probably knew in his heart what his proactive gesture would represent in Xie Jingheng's heart.

Sure enough, the moment Xie Jingheng held his hand, Xie Jingheng laughed immediately, his eyes were shining with light.

Lu Qingxian sighed softly and sat down on the side of the bed.

Let Xie Jingheng hold it more comfortably while continuing the topic just now.

"It is precisely because of this that I almost toss myself into a psychopath in the three emotions of hating you deeply, doubting what I did wrong, and heartache after years of separation."

"After I finally came out, the three intertwined emotions were all summarized into one, that is, it's all your fault, and I should hate you."

"And once this kind of concept is planted, it will be deeply rooted under the intentional or unintentional indoctrination of people around you."

"For ten years, I don't want to and I don't want to think about it."

"Occasionally when I dream of you in the middle of the night and wake up, I think you are my nightmare."

"It wasn't until recently that I dared to recall that period of the past again. When A Mu called me cheap, I realized something."

"Actually, what I'm worried about is not your behavior, but because your behavior directly caused me to lose the relationship between us and you."

"That feeling in my heart is more important than I expected, and it is more important than I can understand at that age."

"I am so kind to Amu, I am so kind to Amu, I try my best to be as good as I can, so I am imitating the past when you were kind to me."

"Because I was too reluctant to lose it, I constructed such an illusory fantasy and took it seriously as reality."

"In the subconscious that I didn't realize, I was persistent and trying hard to get back that feeling."

"From another level, I have also succeeded. Every time I see Amu, it is like seeing myself in front of you in the past."

"In short, the reason why I couldn't forgive before was because you ruined that relationship, so I hated you to the bone."

"I can say forgiveness now because you gave it back."

Speaking of the word "forgive", a genuine smile appeared in his eyes, and he looked at Xie Jingheng softly, "I originally thought that I would never be able to reconcile with you in my life."

"But when I finished the analysis, put aside all the chaotic thoughts, and listen to the truest voice in my heart, I realized that I can."

"Xie Jingheng, thank you for coming back, thank you for letting me return to the real world from the illusion."

There were tears in his eyes, but there was a relieved smile from the corner of his lips.

He leaned down and hugged Xie Jingheng lightly, "Ah Heng, let's start over."

When I was a teenager, I was frivolous and high-spirited, proud and conceited, I could only talk about love, but I didn't know how to love.

Now is the age when you will know how to express and how to love.

The edges and corners and fragility of youth have been honed into harmony and strength.

In this way, it will not be easy to get separated, and it will not be easy to stab the other party severely.

When Lu Qingxian softly said the phrase "restart", Xie Jingheng's eyes turned red uncontrollably.

These four words are the best feedback for all his persistence and deep obsession in the past.

He held Lu Qingxian's hand tightly, his voice hoarse, "Okay, let's start over."

Lu Qingxian could hear his choking, and felt mixed feelings in his heart.

Just as he was about to get up, Cheng Xiaoyun's voice came over, "Ah, did I come at the right time!"

"Both of you keep going, just pretend that I don't exist."

"I'm just an on-site observer with no emotion or presence."

"Uh..." Lu Qingxian regretted not taking back the tape that was on Xie Muling's mouth just now.

He really wants to seal Cheng Xiaoyun's mouth now.

Before he could turn his head to look, Fang Su's voice sounded, "Hey, hey, Xiaoyun, get out of the way, I can't see it anymore."

Yu Hang was also very excited, "Oh, it seems that we came back at a very special time."

Song Yuming chuckled, "Brother Heng was thrown down, this is the first time I've seen this scene."

Zheng Yuyang was still gloomy, "Don't rush, Brother Heng will pour it himself."

"Uh..." Lu Qingxian didn't expect that they would all come back, and his face turned red up to his ears.

Even if he thinks he is innocent, he and Xie Jingheng just let go of the entanglement they have had for many years.

Then there was a polite hug, and there was nothing wrong with it.

But being misunderstood by them with that tone and words, why does it feel a little unclear?

Xie Jingheng didn't care about this, but seeing Lu Qingxian's blushing almost bleed.

Glancing at them, he said without smoke, "Shut up..."

Cheng Xiaoyun winked at him, gave him a thumbs up, and said, "I would like to follow the instructions of President Xie."

After finishing speaking, he immediately changed the subject with interest, "Dare to ask Mr. Xie, how will Xie Muling deal with it?"