The villain master dressed as a sick and charming male protagonist

My name is Jun Wushuang, the unparalleled Wushuang in the world.

No one knows my true identity, but I think the General does.

The surname "Jun" is the surname of the emperor in the north.

That's right, I'm the abandoned prince of the northern royal family.

My name was chosen by my mother. My mother was a lady of the family. Later, she was kicked out of the house because she became pregnant out of wedlock, saying that she had lost the face of her natal family.

My mother and I depend on each other for life, and my mother relies on embroidery to help me study.

Everyone outside calls me Wushuang.

No one knows my last name is Jun.

I also grew up to know.

I live at the junction of southern Xinjiang and the northern border. I was fine when I was young, and the two countries were at peace.But when I became an adult, there was a lot of war there.

The female general in southern Xinjiang is very good. I can hear rumors about her almost every day.

For example: General Zhenbei will not abuse even if he captures prisoners.

Or Zhenbei generals are wise and mighty, and so on.

I never thought in my life that I would have anything to do with her.

Later, my mother became seriously ill and passed away.

I know that if I go to Beilin, then I will restore my status as the prince of Beilin, and I will enjoy endless glory.

But I don't want to, my father never knew of my existence.

I'm just a product of my father's fad.

I don't know the meaning of living.

I am living in a daze, and there is almost no hope in life, but...

"General Zhenbei is here! General Zhenbei is here to save us!"

In that fire, I looked up and looked.

An angry horse in fresh clothes, fully armored, came from the air.

I never imagined that General Zhenbei, whom the crowd spoke of, would be so amazing that he couldn't take his eyes off him once he saw it.

Later, I was taken back to the army.

I was good-looking, well-behaved and obedient, and I used some tricks to stay.

Those who stayed were just a handyman in the army.

I have endured all hardships since I was a child, and I can do any dirty work.

My happiest thing every day is to see her.

Peeking seems to have become my habit.

Among thousands of people, I can always lock her in at a glance.

This is the happiest thing I've had since my mother passed away.

I sleep in the Datong bunk, and every night, I can see the stars.

The battle is still raging outside.

I know that the two countries are at war again.

At dawn, she came back.

The military doctor hurried over again, bringing out basins of bloody water.

I am so distressed, but there is nothing I can do.

I started to hate myself for being incompetent.

Finally, I found an opportunity, and I resorted to tricks, went in to serve her tea, and deliberately knocked over the teacup.

The tea is not very hot, but enough to make her notice me.

i made it...

She took me back to the tent.

I remember, she said: "In the future, this kind of method should not be used, I don't like it."

I was very nervous, but I never dared to play tricks again.

I stayed by her side and waited close to her.

I watched her discuss the war with the generals, her expression was so confident and calm, there seemed to be light on her body.

I am satisfied……

I watched her smile when she received Xunli's letter.

I can taste...

In this way, I stayed by her side day after day.

Feelings are becoming more and more difficult to control.

But I know that I am not good enough for her.

The general is so dazzling, but I am such a humble existence.

I looked at her eyebrows and eyes every day. After a year passed, she finally stopped defending me.

I know the story of Zishu.

I am so envious of Zishu, who has been loved and accompanied by her for so many years.

I am so envious of Xunli and Yan Cangming.

I envy them that they are not ordinary people, and they can bravely fight against the sky.

I'm like a beetle hiding in the dark, never seeing the light of day again.

The love is surging, but I forcibly suppress it.

I followed the military medical doctor, and followed her to read military books and learn the art of war.

I'm not greedy, I just want to help her.

I don't have my mother anymore, I can't live without her.

i love the general...

Everything was fine at first, but the general suddenly treated me coldly, and she drove me away.

I was very sad, I almost abandoned my self-esteem and begged her to stay.

This is the first time I have resorted to tricks since I was by her side.

I know that some people in the army have long been dissatisfied with me, so I angered them and let them attack me.

I made it, and she came to me.

I cried, I really love her.

But she thought I was being bullied and cried.

That was our first hug.

It was one of the few hugs I can remember.

Later, after a period of silence, I was no longer satisfied with being her servant.

I actually know that she likes me too.

Because of the way she looked at me, the truth is not innocent.

We started to be ambiguous.

I enjoy this feeling very much.

She is really nice, pampering me, pampering me, and answering me in everything.

only...

don't want me...

I said, "General, let's... try..."

She looked at me coldly: "Wushuang, recognize your identity."

Later, she chased me away again.

I knelt in the torrential rain, unwilling to live or die.

I know that she is afraid that I will get deeper and deeper, and wants me to get out as soon as possible.

But the general doesn't know, I've been stuck in it for a long time, and I never thought about getting out.

She probably still liked me, and took me back to the camp.

But she is still a lot colder to me.

I'm sad, but I'm sane.

But she went out again and was pierced through the shoulder blade by a long sword. It was the first time I faced her wound directly, which was shocking.

My eyes were blurred with tears, and I was suddenly afraid that one day she would really disappear.

I guard her and do everything myself.

I couldn't sleep almost all night.

I'm really afraid she's gone.

Fortunately, she survived.

The days when I was recovering from my injuries were probably the happiest days for me.

I finally got her.

We get along like a normal couple.

At that time, I thought that we could really be together for a lifetime.

But the battle report came from the front, and the Detachment of Women was defeated and suffered heavy losses.

She still has to put on armor.

I know that she is a woman with great ambitions, she is not only my wife, but also the Great General of Zhenbei.

In the face of the righteousness of the family and the country, the love of children seems so insignificant.

Perhaps, she knew that this battle was difficult to fight.

She made me laugh, and I really kept laughing for her.

But she didn't know that when she was looking at me, I was also looking at her deeply. I wanted to keep her appearance deeply in my mind.

Before leaving...

I said, "General, come back safely, I'll wait for you."

She promised me.

She has never made a promise to me, this is the first time.

But she broke her promise.

We won, but she never came back.

I desperately ran out of the city gate, that was the most gut-wrenching moment in my life.

She was still smiling at me.

What a silly girl.

I cried so hard that I hugged her dead body and finally passed out.

When I woke up, it was already three days later.

They told me.

The hero's body has been transported back to the court.

I didn't cry or make a fuss, I took some pancakes and left.

They are in carriages and on horseback.

I walked from the frontier to the capital city of southern Xinjiang.

Eat when you are hungry, and sleep when you are tired.

I went for a year.

I finally found her. I took a jug of wine and drank with her.

Later, I committed suicide in front of her grave.

I don't know if there will be an afterlife, but I know that even if there is an afterlife, she will still choose to defend her family and the country.

I actually don't expect an afterlife.

I always think that her life can be a little longer, a little longer.

A little longer and I'll be able to say the words I've never said in my own mouth.

"General, I love you, you must remember me."

In the end, I couldn't tell.

Forget it, I won't be mad at you.

You wait for me, I come to you to admit my mistake.