Dressed as a black-bellied actor's little manager

Meng Yunjian: "You say, I promise you^"

Yu Zhile's eyelids are getting heavier and heavier, her voice is low and soft like a newborn kitten: "Can you... can you treat Lu Qingyun well..."

Meng Yunjian was slightly startled.

He thought that at this point, Yu Zhile would at least talk about himself.

Yu Zhile: "No matter who the soul is...I hope this body can be healthy and happy."

Meng Yunjian's heart tightened involuntarily, and his voice was a little hoarse: "I will, Ayun and I will take good care of him and cherish him."

Yu Zhile's eyes were completely closed, but he still smiled softly: "Then I... tell you good news, you must love to hear it..."

"Ok?"

Yu Zhile: "I haven't done it with anyone... Lin Mo hasn't, and neither have anyone else... I'm a virgin..."

Meng Yunjian's heart beat twice again, he thought that Yu Zhile was already gone.

"It's really cheap for you." Yu Zhile seemed to sigh lightly.

He no longer had the strength to sit on the stool, Meng Yunjian stepped forward, gently picked him up, and put him on the bed.

"Yu Zhile." Slowly pressing his palm against his cold forehead, Meng Yunjian was also full of sadness at this moment.

"Actually, you're not that annoying."

Yu Zhile: "Don't comfort me..."

"Really." Meng Yunjian lowered his head and said word by word in his ear: "You said, you don't want people to know you too much, because then others will hate you, but maybe, no one has ever really understood you. You, Lin Mo, too."

He only spent a few days with Yu Zhile, and he knew that he was also a poor person.

Loveless, sensitive.On the surface, he flaunts his teeth and claws, but in his heart he is even more inferior and cowardly than Ayun.

He lacks a man who really understands him and can protect him and accompany him forward.

Yu Zhile muttered something again, but Meng Yunjian could no longer hear clearly.

Meng Yunjian: "Do you want to call your brother?"

Yu Zhile shook his head lightly.

Meng Yunjian didn't speak any more, just sat quietly by the bed, accompanying him.

Just when he was already asleep with Yu Zhile, Yu Zhile suddenly raised his hand and gently tugged at his clothes.

"Meng Yunjian..."

''Um"

Yu Zhile: "Can you hug me, it's between friends...very pure..."

"Don't worry, only the two of us know about this matter. Once I leave, there will be no proof. He won't know..."

He was still in the mood to say this, Meng Yunjian had no choice but to sit on the bed a little bit, and then slowly hugged Yu Zhile in his arms.

Yu Zhile's body was frighteningly cold, still shivering slightly.

Meng Yunjian kept looking down at him, and finally couldn't help asking: "Lele, tell me, you are over there, you have parents, you have a boyfriend, and you are getting married...

is that true? "

Yu Zhile pursed her lips and smiled slightly: "...you guessed it." Don't tell him.

Meng Yun remonstrated: "_There must be."

Yu Zhile finally didn't have the strength to reply anymore, his head rested weakly on Meng Yunjian's chest, and the hand holding Meng Yunjian's clothes slowly drooped.

Meng Yun remonstrated: "Yu Zhile?"

He didn't hear Yu Zhile's response.

Did you leave...

Does that mean that Ah Yun is coming back.

Meng Yunjian slowly laid Yu Zhile flat on the bed, at this moment, he heard Yu Zhile's very small voice, tinged with tears.

"Mom...I will be good...don't fight with my brother...you also hug me..."

Meng Yunjian frowned, and slowly covered him with the quilt.

When Yu Zhile finally fell asleep completely, Meng Yunjian walked to the table and picked up his remaining letters.

There are two letters in total.

One is for Lin Mo.

Inside are crooked characters, but only a few simple sentences.

[I don't want to see you anymore, don't come to me again, this is my own choice, it has nothing to do with Meng Yunjian, and no one else. 】

There was one letter left, which was very long. To Meng Yunjian's surprise, it was not for Yu Jiayang, but for... Lu Qingyun.

The words inside are still like a dog crawling, a lot of scribbled and changed, some are still typos.

Meng Yunjian could almost see him biting the pen holder and writing letters here.

[Hi, Lu Qingyun, hello.

It always feels so magical to write to you in this way.I don't seem to have met you before, maybe somewhere before, but maybe I don't have the impression.I really didn't expect that the two of us were so destined.I don't know what kind of person I am in your eyes, but it doesn't matter, I don't care, and I am not a good person anyway.

You will live with my body in the future, so I want to tell you my story, everything about Yu Zhile. (If you think I am long-winded, you can directly read the last page)

I was born in a well-to-do family. When my mother was pregnant with me, my father was cheating on the outside. The reputation was that my mother could not meet his physical needs, and he was also a normal man.

So when I was still in my mother's womb, my mother blamed me for my husband's cheating. My father was very young at that time, and he didn't understand what family and responsibility were. , the family was always quarreling until my mother became pregnant again with Yang Yang.

Yang Yang is much luckier than me. When he was born, my father had already played enough outside. He began to calm down and miss the warmth of the family. He knew what a father is and what responsibility is. My mother forgave her husband. Naturally, she dotes on this little son who saved her family and her husband's heart.I was the only one left behind.

I can't remember many things when I was a child, or maybe I don't want to recall them anymore, but I always remember those pictures of me waiting for them to pick me up in the kindergarten alone.

I am always forgotten by them in the kindergarten. The teacher can’t leave work until the last child is sent away. I become a burden that delays their work every time, so they let me watch other children play with toys, and they just don’t let me Drinking milk and eating biscuits alone will make other children disagree with me

I was just a child at that time, and when I was wronged, I went back and cried to them. My parents agreed that I was naughty and ignorant in the kindergarten, but I was not naughty, and obviously none of them wanted to pick me up.

When I was in elementary school, my parents opened a shop and the business was busy, so I had to stay at home often to take care of my younger brother.I couldn't go to school, and my grades began to plummet. When Yang Yang also went to school, I was already far behind the children of the same age.

Later, I gradually understood that in this family, I am not as good as my younger brother, and I have to rely on my younger brother's face to live.When he cries, I will be beaten, and when he smiles, I will have chicken legs to eat.I still remember that once he dropped the bowl, he was so frightened that he burst into tears, I was so scared, afraid that my parents would come back and beat me, so I lay down on the ground and let him play as a horse...

My personality has also slowly changed since then.I became more and more silent, cowardly on the surface, but my heart was slowly being eroded like insects and ants.I started to resent, why, why did you do this to me.

Later, I overheard a conversation between my parents. They wanted to buy a house for Yang Yang, which would be used for studying and getting married in the future.My father asked me what to do.I will always remember what my mother said at the time, she said, what the hell, when the time comes, give him tens of thousands of dollars, marry a similar wife, and expect that trash to do great things in the future, Yang Yang can’t, Yang Yang is different from him, we have to plan carefully.

At that moment, I really wanted to rush in and ask them why, why they did that to me.I didn't want to stay in that house anymore, I started smoking and drinking, learned to swear, and threw the rag and broom on the floor when they told me to do the dishes and mop the floor.I started targeting Yangyang secretly, beating him, scolding him, and shutting him in the room on purpose to listen to him cry.

When I was 14, I ran off with a bunch of thugs.They finally realized that they had a son, so they found me and took me home. I was so happy at that time, I thought they still cared about me, and I tried harder to please them, but very Soon, I knew that I was wrong. Once I left, no one would help them with housework and take care of Yangyang. What they needed was not a son, but a free nanny.So I ran again.

This time I never came back again, I started to find a way to make money by myself, I found a car repair shop as an apprentice, I was very smart and learned very quickly, other apprentices bullied me together and pressed my head in the water But I couldn't beat them, so I secretly spit in their cups, threw dead mice under their beds, and spoke ill of them in front of Master.

That's when I started to become a complete rotten person.But I can't help it, I'm only 15 years old, no one can protect me, I can only protect myself.

I am very eager to meet someone who can love me, but no one can bear my badness and ugliness, and I have thought about changing it, but I am used to putting on a show of teeth and claws to protect myself.

I also want to be a good brother, Yang Yang is innocent, I know he has always wanted to help me, but I am hopeless, I have rotted in the mud, rooted and sprouted.I don't deserve to be his brother.

Lu Qingyun, I am willing to give you my body. I only have one wish, to take good care of Yangyang for me.He likes you very much, he wants you to be his elder brother more than me.You have to take good care of him, and you must watch him get married, start a family, have children, and live a happy life.

Finally, please take care of yourself too.With you here, I think Yu Zhile can also be a good person.I envy you very much, there are so many people like you in this world, you have to be good.

Also, let me say something quietly, you can forgive Meng Yunjian, because he really, really loves you. __Yu Zhile] This is the end of the letter.

Meng Yunjian's heart was heavy, and he couldn't help but look back.

And as if sensing something, the person sleeping on the bed moved slightly, as if he was about to wake up.The author has something to say

I have something to do today, so I will update it soon~

I finished writing what Lele wanted to say~