Whale Feeding Guide [Transmigration Book]

Lu Zhiqiao looked at Bai Dong's leaving figure, and he stood there for a long time before turning around and leaving.

He has never regretted doing things, and he has never doubted his own values, because as far as he is concerned, he actually has no so-called values.

He once felt that the word "rebirth" was a joke made by God on him. He had been living in a puddle of mud, and he had never found anything he loved in his life.All people living in this world have their own things they want to do.

Children will write "I want to be a teacher" or "I want to be a doctor" and so on in their compositions.

Adults will spend the night thinking "I have to work hard", "I have to support my parents"...

But what about himself?

He doesn't have any passions.Even after him, he quit the show business circle to do other things, but in the end he still found nothing.

For others, passions are easy to find but hard to find.

But for him, it is easy to get, but hard to find.

He lived too illusory in his previous life, so rebirth is actually a punishment for him.

But he had to admit that he tried hard to break out of this cycle.So he desperately wants to get rid of this so-called childhood, and Lu Fei is his first step to get rid of it.

In his previous life, after Lu Fei called the police, he was sent to the police station. He reported Lu Fei's murder to the police, but when the police dug open the wall according to what he said, there was nothing behind it.Only then did he know that Lu Fei had deliberately dismissed him from filming after he found out, and took the opportunity to dig up the body.

And he ended up in juvenile detention.

He thought, if there are gods in the world, this is probably the punishment given to him by the gods.To punish him for his selfishness, because he wanted to get rid of Lu Fei by himself, he stubbornly refused to call the police, and finally gave Lu Fei time to transfer the body.

It was a not-so-great time.

He stayed in it for a year, and there were all kinds of people in it.

Some were arrested because friends urged them to rob together; some were arrested for inflicting violence on classmates... But none of them were arrested for manslaughter like him.

In the juvenile prison, everyone avoided him.

Even later, he watched the people inside being picked up one by one, and the ones who came to pick them up were their parents, and everyone had smiles on their faces, as if no matter how much wrong the child did, they To tolerate and love him unconditionally.

Finally, when he came out, he also welcomed his family.

His biological father.

However, all the imaginations about family affection that he had looked forward to in the early years were exhausted in the day-to-day disappointment.

Blood or not, it doesn't matter.

"I can live well by myself." When he was 11 years old, he came out of the juvenile prison, feeling the sun on every inch of his skin, greedily sucking the air of freedom, and hearing the man want to take it. After he got home, he said, "I don't want family affection anymore."

Seeing the guilt in the mature and noble man's eyes, he took a step forward and said, "If you really feel guilty and want to do something for me, then erase all the records of this year for me .”

The boy who was easily labeled as a "bad boy" in the juvenile detention center retained the last bit of stubbornness and dignity, and said to his blood father: "It's not mine, I don't want a cent."

In this life, in order to get rid of the prison in his previous life, he designed step by step, informed Bai Dong of the news of his sister's murder, and designed a perfect identity and crime for Bai Dong.He took advantage of Bai Dong's "brother" status, and used him to get rid of those treacherous thoughts that were hidden in the dark.

Lu Zhiqiao walked step by step on the way back, he stretched out his hands, in the dark night, he couldn't see his fingers.But time seemed to coincide with the 11-year-old me who had just come out of the juvenile prison. The 11-year-old boy looked at his hands in the sun, saw the sun shining through his fingers, and then smiled.

And at this moment, I also smiled.

When Lu Zhiqiao returned to the dormitory, he saw Jingjing sleeping on the bed. He climbed onto the bed and lay down next to Jingjing.

He looked at his hands and felt so cold.

Looking at the white face of Jingjing again, Lu Zhiqiao stretched out his hand, wanting to touch or pinch it as usual, but he stopped suddenly.

At this moment, Lu Zhiqiao heard himself saying in his heart, it was too dirty.

Your hands are too dirty.

He moved his eyes to his hands, and the emotions that had been well covered up in the past collapsed instantly at this moment.The two words that he deliberately ignored in the past have made a comeback, despicable.

He murmured: "It's too dirty..." His tone was light and ethereal.

But before he could take back his hands, his cold hands were pinched, Lu Zhiqiao was stunned, he looked at Jing Jing who was pinching his hands, opened his eyes at some point, and suddenly became dumb.

Jingjing looked at Lu Zhiqiao, and said in a sincere and dissatisfied tone: "I have pretended to have slept for a long time, brother, you have never touched my face..." The next moment, Lu Zhiqiao's hand stuck to Jing The face of the whale is very warm.And Lu Zhiqiao heard Jingjing Xiao proudly say, "Then Jingjing can only come by itself!"

"Hey! Brother Nuan Nuan's hands are not cold anymore..."

Lu Zhiqiao's body froze.

He felt the warmth from his fingertips, and asked uncontrollably, "Are you—always awake?"

Whale Whale blinked his eyes smartly: "Brother, you knew when you went out," then squeezed to Lu Zhiqiao's side, and added in a low voice, "But you never want me to know, then I will I just pretended not to know. Well, now that my brother is back, we can sleep together!"

After Jingjing finished speaking, he pulled the quilt under the necks of the two of them, hugged Lu Zhiqiao in satisfaction and was about to go to sleep, but heard Lu Zhiqiao ask in his ear: "Jingbao, brother will be self-willed again, okay?" ?”

Whale Whale let out an "ah", when did my brother become self-willed?Why "again" willful again?

He noticed that his brother was in a bad mood, so he stretched out his hand and patted Lu Zhiqiao's back, and promised him: "That's good, it's okay for brother to be self-willed."

"My brother wants to finish telling you the story from last time..." Lu Zhiqiao's deep voice spread in the quiet night accompanied by a little bit of snoring.What is different from the past is that this time, he added a young man who planned the whole incident. After he finished talking about all the incidents, he summed up and said with relief: "Look, he is more demon than the devil. Jing Bao, Whale Treasure..." In the end, he yelled Whale's name twice, desperate and helpless, and tightened his hands.

Jingjing heard the words, but praised: "Wow! This young man is so smart!" As he spoke, he looked at Shang Lu Zhiqiao's unbelievable eyes, and cleverly used himself to quote, "If it was Jingjing, Jingjing would never have thought of it. And just hide and cry! Well, that's it!"

"...Jing Bao, don't you think he is very bad?" Lu Zhiqiao asked this sentence under his throat.

Jingjing looked at Shang Lu Zhiqiao suspiciously, and asked back: "But what is good and what is bad? The devil that my brother said, if he did good things in the past and always does bad things now, is he considered a good person or a bad person? What about the bad guys? If the boy my brother mentioned, if he doesn’t tell Xiaobai that Xixi has been killed, how will Xiaobai’s life go on in the future?” A series of questions like nesting dolls, Jingjing himself has some questions Confused, but he said stubbornly, "Perhaps Xiaobai would rather know about Xixi's death than not know about it?"

Looking at Jingjing's eyes, Lu Zhiqiao was silent for a moment. He couldn't answer Jingjing's question. How can there be a clear dividing line between good and evil?But he couldn't help thinking of Bai Xi's expression when he thanked him.

After a long while, he heard himself answer: "It's probably because it's really hard to make a choice, so everyone has a standard in their hearts. Children think that adults who snatch their toys or don't let them eat candy are too bad. Adults think it's bad to have a boss who makes things difficult for them at work...”

Jingjing listened quietly, he slowly shrunk his body into a ball, then got into Lu Zhiqiao's arms, stretched out again, hugged Lu Zhiqiao tightly with his hands, and moved his head closer, Lu Zhiqiao felt his face The oncoming curly hair was soft and not prickly, and then he heard Jingjing's somewhat lonely tone: "Brother, that Jingjing is not such a treasure..."

Lu Zhiqiao was taken aback for a moment, and met Jingjing's worried eyes.

I saw Jingjing swallowed a mouthful of saliva that didn't exist, and said, "Brother, Jingjing has done bad things too..." Before Lu Zhiqiao could figure it out, he saw the child in front of him as if he was afraid of being heard by others, He said in a low voice, "Hey, Whale Whale has eaten garbage, it's still a plastic bag, it's unpalatable!" He grabbed Lu Zhiqiao's thermal underwear hard, and grabbed a pleat, "Brother, don't dislike Whale Whale's Dirty, Whale Whale. Whales don’t eat trash on purpose!”

Lu Zhiqiao, who was originally in a rush of thoughts, was a little dumbfounded when he heard Jingjing's answer, and asked with some concern: "Why did you think of eating garbage? Have you ever seen a doctor?"

Whale Whale shook his head and said with tears in his eyes: "I'm so hungry, I don't know how to find something to eat, so I ate something that looked so beautiful. When I started eating, it was a bit like fish meat. It was very chewy, but it was a bit stuffy. Gap..."

Lu Zhiqiao automatically completed the following text, Xie Ling withheld Jingbao's money, and was still hungry for Jingbao, Jingbao ate plastic bags.

Well, maybe it doesn't have to be a plastic bag, otherwise, if Jing Bao didn't go to the hospital, he wouldn't be alive and kicking.

Before he could ask, he heard Whale ask: "Then from the perspective of Whale Treasures, Whale Treasures that eat plastic bags are really bad, don't take good care of your life..."

Lu Zhiqiao reasonably suspected that Jingbao had confused the words "bad" and "stupid", but instead of correcting him, he stretched out his hand to touch two small curls of Jingbao, and said in a low voice: "This matter is in the From my brother's point of view, Jingbao is right, not a bad treasure."

When Jingjing heard Lu Zhiqiao's words, there was a sly smile on his face, and he said, "The boy my brother mentioned just now, in Jingbao's opinion, he is not a bad boy either!"

Lu Zhiqiao's hand touching Jingbao's head stopped, he looked at Jingbao, and Jingbao also looked at him.

An emotion rose in Lu Zhiqiao's heart, struggling and sinking, like a big wave, he didn't want to get out of the wave at all.

After a long time, he saw that Whale Whale couldn't hold on any longer and was about to fall asleep.

He said softly, "Go to sleep."

Afterwards, he saw Whale Whale, whose eyes were half-closed, insisted on opening them, leaned over, and kissed him heavily on the chin. He seemed to be asleep, but he seemed to be awake and said, "Brother Rob Jingbao won’t think that brother is a bad person if he bought Jingjing’s biscuits.”

What he said was a little confusing.

But Lu Zhiqiao suddenly understood.

He said that everyone has their own standards of good and evil, and children think that adults who snatch their toys or stop them from eating candy are bad people...

And now Whale Whale said, even if my brother snatched my biscuits (candies), I would not think that my brother is a bad person.

Lu Zhiqiao looked at Jing Bao who was already asleep, and suddenly asked: "...Jing Bao, you know that, right?"

Know that the "boy" in the story is me, right?

But he didn't get an answer, and he didn't seem to want an answer, because he had already confirmed it.

He smiled in satisfaction, stretched out his hand and took Jingjing into his arms. In the darkness, he said, "Jingbao, don't be a family with Xie Ling, and become a family with brother, okay?"

Without waiting for Jingjing to reply, he replied on his own: "Excellent."