On the New Posture of Being Captive

Ever since he knew the attributes of Mo Ya, Xu Xing Xing was very happy every month to the 56th and [-]th, not only because he could go out with Mo Ya without caring about others, but more importantly, he felt that Mo Ya could really feel When he came to this world, Xu Xingxing wanted to show Mo Ya the beautiful side of this world impatiently.

He wanted Mo Ya to like this place, and really felt that he didn't regret coming here.

There are many people in Sisyph almost every day, especially during winter and summer vacations. Xu Xingxing has been influenced by his parents since he was a child and likes to read books. Xu Xingxing likes Sisyph because of his first impression here. Everyone here is quiet. When reading the book, everyone's face was full of devout eyes, which left a deep shock to Xu Xingxing.

Xu Xingxing likes this place, so he also wants Mo Ya to see the places he likes. He wants to take Mo Ya to more places he likes in the future, and wants to have Mo Ya in every place he likes. I want Mo Ya to like it too.

Walking inside, there are soft and dim lights, rows of wooden bookshelves, strange handicrafts around, a comfortable and peaceful atmosphere, accompanied by the aroma of coffee.

Xu Xingxing picked up the book slowly, and Mo Ya always followed Xu Xingxing and picked up the book to read. After a while, Xu Xingxing lay beside Mo Ya's ear and whispered to Mo Ya: "Why don't we go have a cup of coffee and sit for a while?" Sample?"

Mo Ya's ears were a little itchy, he nodded, and said softly, "Yeah."

The two chose a seat by the window, and Mo Ya looked at Xu Xingxing's quiet expression while reading a book, his eyes were soft, there seemed to be something about this person that was always attracting him, he looked very weak, In his heart, he was extremely rich and interesting, and he had never met such an unbelievable person.

Xu Xingxing raised his hand to drink coffee, only to see Mo Ya staring at him, and whispered, "It's not good to read, what are you reading?"

"Look at you." Mo Ya said solemnly.

"What's so interesting about me..." Xu Xingxing muttered embarrassingly, "If you want to see it, I should be the one to see you."

"I think you're pretty." Mo Ya slightly bent the corners of his mouth.

Xu Xingxing picked up the coffee and looked away, just in time to see a familiar figure outside the glass window. Xu Xingxing stopped drinking the coffee, but in the next second, he saw someone tearing the collar of that person, as if to As if punching him, Xu Xingxing's heart tightened, he quickly got up and walked out, and Mo Ya followed.

A slightly older man wearing glasses lifted the collar of the handsome young man and punched him. The handsome young man didn't fight back or speak, but the bruises and blood at the corners of his mouth looked in a state of embarrassment.

"Why don't you fucking say it, do you feel that the dirty things you have done are too embarrassing to show them to others!" The man with glasses looked furious and was about to punch him again.

Xu Xingxing rushed between the two of them and pulled away the handsome young man. Seeing that the falling fist was about to hit Xu Xingxing's head, Mo Ya caught the fist at an extremely strange speed, and then threw it away .

"Han Yang, are you okay? Are you okay?" Xu Xingxing was anxious.

"It's okay," the handsome young man smiled weakly, "Why are you here?"

"We came to Sisyphus to buy books," Xu Xingxing explained, looking at the scar on the corner of Han Yang's mouth and the forced smile on his face, he felt that the wound must be not as simple as it appeared on the surface, "I'll take you to the hospital."

"You still want to leave? You fucking have no shame and give it a try!" the eyed man scolded angrily.

Passers-by around looked sideways.

"You did such a shameless thing, and I haven't let go of my anger yet, so you want to leave?" The man with glasses said jokingly, "Shall I reveal all your good deeds for everyone to hear, how amazing are you? Shameless! A seduction..."

"Enough is enough!" Han Yang shouted coldly, "Enough is enough, Lin Ye!" His eyes were piercingly cold.

The man with glasses named Lin Ye paused, then laughed wildly, like a lunatic who had taken drugs, "Enough, hahaha, how can it be enough! Tell me how it can be enough!" He said North Korea and South Korea are about to fight violently.

Xu Xingxing protected Han Yang and kept the lunatic from approaching, while Mo Ya protected Xu Xingxing and looked at the man with glasses coldly.

Han Yang in Xu Xingxing's arms made him extremely distressed at this moment. He saw the disappointment in Han Yang's eyes, the exhaustion and helplessness in his eyes, and the momentary weakness and helplessness.

That was Han Yang that Xu Xingxing had never seen before. Xu Xingxing admired Han Yang very much because of Han Yang's knowledge of conversation, because of his philosophy of life, and his enthusiasm for life and confidence in pursuing exquisiteness and beauty.

Han Yang shouldn't look like this now, this picture makes people feel depressed and bewildered.

Xu Xingxing hugged Han Yang and shouted angrily: "Why do you say that about him, why do you!" Hugging Han Yang to keep that lunatic from approaching.

The lunatic laughed mockingly, "You won't be hooked by this little boy, are you? Hmph...it's ridiculous, ridiculous, I didn't expect this little boy to be... merciful, hahaha..."

"You lunatic! What are you talking about?" Xu Xingxing shouted angrily, and said to Han Yang, "Let's go, ignore this lunatic, I think he is crazy." As he spoke, he wanted to take a taxi on the side of the road.

The man with glasses suddenly went crazy when he heard that he was going to leave, "It's not so easy to leave, I've been looking for him for a whole month, how can I let him run away in vain!" As he said that, he was about to slap Xu Xingxing and Han Yang arbitrarily. Bump over.

Mo Ya kicked the man away, kicked him directly to the ground, glanced coldly, turned his eyes away in disdain, and looked at Xu Xingxing who was supporting Han Yang.

The man got up and looked at Mo Ya, and was a little stunned by Mo Ya's face under the hat for a moment, then jokingly said: "Are you also with that little boy? It's really..."

Mo Ya didn't look at him at all, his face was still cold.

"Yo, she's still a cold-faced beauty, so you're also attracted to the little boy, right? Then you..." The man with glasses continued to tease, "Who is going to fuck whom? Hahaha... Isn't the little boy's bed skills particularly good? So much so that it can attract people of your level, you don't know, he told Bai..."

"Lin Ye!" Han Yang roared angrily when he heard it in the distance, and the veins on his neck stood up angrily.

In the next second, the man with glasses who was originally standing knelt down in an instant, screaming "Ah—" large beads of sweat fell from his forehead, his whole body trembled, his body trembled, and he fell to the ground. Mo Ya ignored the man and turned to leave.

"Han Yang, you... wait, I will... I will find you!" The man who fell on the ground shouted with all his strength.

Han Yang turned around in disappointment, without looking at him, a car stopped, Xu Xingxing hurriedly pulled Han Yang into the car, Mo Ya also got into the car, and they went to a nearby hospital.

Sure enough, the injury on Han Yang's body was unknown. When the doctor lifted Han Yang's T-shirt, Xu Xingxing was shocked to see the obvious bruise on his abdomen, and Han Yang's head was swollen after pulling away his hair. A piece of it looks creepy.

"Young man, don't beat and kick at every turn, be calm..." The doctor looked at it for a few times and made a diagnosis. Finally, he did a brain supplemental CT. After giving instructions, he left and came back after a while A young doctor in a white coat with eyes, looking very gentle, carefully treated Han Yang's wound.

Xu Xingxing looked at Han Yang worriedly, "How do you feel?"

Han Yang smiled, "It's okay, it's nothing to suffer a few times, but I really didn't expect to meet you today, let me show you a joke."

"How come, everyone has a side that can't be said for outsiders," Xu Xingxing said, "But he treats you like that, why don't you fight back and don't know how to hide, it really pissed me off." Xu Xingxing thought of it Still angry.

"It's just like being bitten by a dog, it's still a mad dog," Han Yang said casually, his eyes fixed on an unknown void, "He can beat me up if he wants to, and this will be the last time."

Xu Xingxing didn't understand what Han Yang said, and didn't ask. He understood that some words were not because he didn't trust the other party, but because there were some things that he really couldn't say.

"Then do you want to eat something?" Xu Xingxing asked.

"Ma La Tang," Han Yang said, "I feel a little bland recently."

The young doctor looked up at Han Yang, "It's best not to eat spicy food these days, and don't drink or smoke." The young doctor's voice was very gentle, with a clear but calm feeling.

Han Yang looked at the doctor's serious expression when he applied the medicine to his abdomen, and suddenly wanted to tease him, "It's better not to mean, in fact, it's okay to take a little bit."

The doctor took a look at Han Yang, "If you're not afraid of getting an infection," he said after a pause, "and it might aggravate your dizziness."

Han Yang was about to open his mouth to tease a few more words, but Xu Xingxing hurriedly said, "Don't eat spicy food, don't worry about it, doctor." Then he looked at Han Yang and said, "Why don't you just drink porridge and buy some buns?"

Han Yang nodded.

Xu Xingxing then turned around and looked at Mo Ya who had been following him all the time, "Mo Ya, go buy some green vegetable porridge or lean meat porridge, and buy a few buns. Yes, do you have money?"

Mo Ya nodded, then looked at Xu Xingxing.

Xu Xingxing: "What's wrong?"

"Aren't you going with me?" Mo Ya asked.

"Um, I'm here to accompany Han Yang, you..." Xu Xingxing said, "If he has something to do later, someone will take care of him."

"I'm fine, you don't have to take care of me like this." Han Yang said.

Mo Ya looked at Han Yang lying on the hospital bed, then at Xu Xingxing, "Okay." Then he left, and the doctor followed after treating the wound.

Seeing Mo Ya's leaving figure, Xu Xingxing suddenly wanted to go with him.

"He is very clingy to you." Han Yang said with a smile.

Xu Xingxing was a little embarrassed, "He... is, he is often with me, and he is used to it."

"He is really stunning. You are not attracted to such a beautiful person by your side?" Han Yang said with squinted eyes.

"Huh? He...he is really good-looking." Xu Xingxing's face was a little hot.

"He was looking at you all the time just now." Han Yang said slowly.

"Ah...he..." Xu Xingxing didn't know what to say.

"He looked at me with cold eyes just now, probably because he felt unhappy that I occupied you." Han Yang took out a small mirror with him and looked at the scars on his face.

"No, he is that kind of person. When I first met him, he also had a cold face and a paralyzed iceberg face." Xu Xingxing said.

Han Yang smiled, looked at Xu Xingxing and said, "Do you like him?"

Xu Xingxing's face flushed red, he lowered his face in bewilderment, and said softly after a while: "Mmm."

"If you like him, you should tell him, tell him clearly that you like him," Han Yang said, "and he seems to be interested in you too."

"You...how did you see it?" Xu Xingxing asked with a blushing face.

"It feels like the eyes and actions you communicate with each other are all telling." Han Yang said.

"All right……"

"Don't wait, you really can't wait for feelings. Maybe some people just want to wait until the other party understands their intentions, wait until both parties agree with each other, and wait until they are absolutely sure that they can be together before confessing their love. But such words may wait. If you wait, you won't be able to wait..." Han Yang's eyes suddenly became moist as he spoke, and his voice choked up.

"I can't wait any longer." Han Yang covered his face and cried.

Xu Xingxing walked over and patted Han Yang's shoulder lightly. He didn't know what happened to Han Yang, and he didn't know how to comfort the painful and desperate young man in front of him. He could only hug his shivering and thin shoulders. into his arms, patted his back lightly, and said: "It will pass."

When Xu Xingxing was bullied or others didn’t understand what he was doing, Xu’s father would always tell his son: “It will pass.” He would not impose any extreme ideas on his son.

Later, when Xu Xingxing read Pushkin's poem "If Life Deceives You", he realized how difficult it is to get this sentence.

"Everything is fleeting, everything will pass, and what has passed will become the most intimate memory."

Han Yang was crying at this moment, as if he had accumulated a heavy burden and collapsed at this moment. The person who had always been strong and brave suddenly couldn't hold on anymore, as fragile as a child.

Obviously such a proud and confident boy.

"I can't wait any longer..."