On the New Posture of Being Captive

Of course, Mo Ya doesn't know what Xu Xingxing's mind is full of. He just thinks that Xu Xingxing seems to eat a little fast tonight, and why his face is always red. Could it be that he has a fever?

After dinner, Xu Xingxing went to wash the dishes, but Mo Ya walked over silently, looked at Xu Xingxing and asked, "Do you have a fever?"

"Ah?" Xu Xingxing was puzzled, "Fever? No."

Mo Ya looked at Xu Xingxing's face, he didn't seem to be as red as before, and then walked away in peace, leaving Xu Xingxing wondering.

Xu Xingxing had just taken a shower and was chatting with Mo Ya when he received an inexplicable call.

It turned out that someone lost the game of truth or dare, and then let others pick out a number from the mobile phone, and then call or confess or scold themselves.

"Hey, is that Xu Xingxing?" The girl at the other end said shyly.

"Well, I am," Xu Xingxing said while wiping his hair, "Oh, what's the matter?"

"That's right... I want to say..." The person on the other end of the phone sounded very nervous.

As soon as Xu Xingxing heard his tone, he could probably figure out what it meant. Xu Xingxing immediately became a little embarrassed on the phone side. Although the person on the other end of the phone never said who he was, Xu Xingxing From these few words, it is possible to determine who this is.

Xu Xingxing stopped the movement of his hands in embarrassment, and the hand that wiped his hair stopped. Seeing this, Mo Ya took the towel from Xu Xingxing's hand, and then helped him to wipe it slowly. Xu Xingxing only cared about being nervous and embarrassed. noticed.

"That's right, I want to tell you that I like you, and I've liked you since the first time I saw you," the girl over there seemed to muster up the courage to say it out loud, "I thought you were special the first time I saw you." Handsome, you look good when you smile, and you are nice and have a good personality, anyway, I just like you, I like you very much..." The girl said firmly and loudly, as if expressing her wish for many years, saying He sighed contentedly.

After Xu Xingxing heard what the girl said, he didn't know how to answer for a moment. Mo Ya looked at Xu Xingxing biting his lower lip and his face was a little red. Mo Ya also heard some of the voice on the phone just now, and Mo Ya could tell What did it mean at that time? Mo Ya didn't want to see Xu Xingxing show such embarrassment because of other things.

He likes Xu Xingxing's unscrupulous laugh, likes Xu Xingxing talking next to him, likes Xu Xingxing's noisy playing games, likes Xu Xingxing... But he doesn't like Xu Xingxing doing this in front of him now because of other things and other people .

Mo Ya frowned and unconsciously increased the strength of his hands. Xu Xingxing was disturbed by the big hand on his head, so he couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed looking at Mo Ya.

"Thank you, but..." Xu Xingxing was interrupted by the other end of the phone before he could finish speaking.

"I know," the girl interrupted quickly, "I know, it's okay, I just call to tell you, otherwise I will definitely regret it in the future." The girl's tone was a little choked.

In the end, Xu Xingxing still can't bear it. Someone likes himself is something that deserves to be happy and joyful. After all, it means that he has an excellent side in the eyes of others, so he will let others chase him, but he really can't help but be grateful to others Xu Xingxing felt that he was quite sorry, but he knew very clearly that rejection was the most correct decision.

"Thank you, excuse me, bye." The girl hung up the phone.

Xu Xingxing looked at the phone in a daze, like, what kind of feeling is this?

Xu Xingxing suddenly felt that his relationship history seemed weak and pitiful.

The neighbor who often went to and from school with me in junior high school seemed to say that he liked me, and the parents of the two families were always joking around to make it right, so the two children were chained together for no reason, and the girl would secretly He pulled his hand, and then blushed. At that time, Xu Xingxing felt that the girl's flushed face inspired his masculinity, and secretly thought that he must protect her, but then the neighbor moved away. I don't know if this relationship can be called first love. The relationship ended without a problem.

Now that Xu Xingxing thought about it, it could at best be called a play house for two children, but he didn't have any other thoughts at the time.

Later, when I was in high school, some people chased me, but at that time the school was very strict, especially the class I was in was still an experimental class, and the buds of feelings were killed in the soil by the teacher's stern eyes before they sprouted. The relationship is gone, and in high school, under the influence of a good tutor, Xu Xingxing spent his usual time watching calligraphy, painting and playing the piano, and he didn't feel bored. High school passed like that.

Later, when he came to university, Xu Xingxing's professional coursework was relatively heavy. Xu Xingxing was never the kind of person who would indulge himself in fun. Dedicated to delaying study because of playing, and will not give up playing time because of deliberately learning. Xu Xingxing's four years of university seem ordinary, but in fact, he feels very fulfilling when he thinks about it. Only feelings Something is missing.

Someone in the university showed favor to Xu Xingxing. Of course Xu Xingxing felt it, but he always felt that something was missing, something was wrong, and he didn’t seem to like it that much. Xu Xingxing was very serious about everything, and things like feelings were of course not included. If he didn't like it that much, Xu Xingxing would never be able to convince himself to be with others.

Now that Xu Xingxing thinks about it, it turns out that he has never had a good relationship, so he is really sad and sad.

Mo Ya looked at Xu Xingxing in a daze as if he had fallen into his own world, with an extremely wronged expression on his face, Mo Ya couldn't help but rubbed Xu Xingxing's hair that was almost dry.

Xu Xingxing raised his head and asked Mo Ya, "Tell me, what kind of feeling does it feel like to like?"

Mo Ya was stunned.

After a while, Xu Xingxing laughed at himself again: "Oh, when did I become so hypocritical, I'm so sour."

The moonlight was cold, and the night quietly covered up some subtle secrets.

Mo Ya looked at Xu Xingxing's sleeping face for a long, long time.

What do you like?

Mo Ya didn't know that when he was a killer before, he didn't seem to have these two words in his life.

But what about now?

Mo Ya watched Xu Xingxing roll to his side, and then put his legs on his body habitually, Mo Ya remained motionless, letting Xu Xingxing's familiar aura surround him.

Mo Ya reached out and touched Xu Xingxing's cheek, it was warm, and his fingertips were a little greedy.

Everything seems to be clear, but...

Xu Xingxing saw Mo Ya casually tucking up his loose hair into a bun early in the morning, and suddenly his hands were itchy and wanted to play, so under Xu Xingxing's stalking, Mo Ya followed Xu Xingxing.

Xu Xingxing happily sat on the sofa, holding a comb in his hand and wanted to "dress up" Mo Ya.

"Mo Ya, your hair is really pretty." Xu Xingxing looked at this ink-like hair and praised sincerely.

Sitting with his back to Xu Xingxing, Mo Ya couldn't see the corners of Xu Xingxing's mouth, but he could feel Xu Xingxing's smile from his words.

It was also the first time for Xu Xingxing to comb such long hair for others, and he was a little bit at a loss for a while. After thinking about it, he held the hair in his hand and looked at the back of Mo Ya who was sitting upright. Suddenly, some evil little thoughts slowly emerged. out.

"Mo Ya, are you busy today? Do you need to go out?" Xu Xing Xing asked for words to distract Mo Ya's attention, while dividing the hair in his hand into two strands, secretly wanting to braid Mo Ya's two braids. Just imagining Mo Ya's appearance makes me feel funny.

"It's okay, don't go out." Mo Ya said

"Oh, what are you going to cook for lunch today?" Xu Xingxing persistently struggled with Mo Ya's hair.

Mo Ya felt Xu Xingxing's hands making trouble behind him, and Mo Ya wanted to turn his head to have a look, but Xu Xingxing interrupted him and led him away.

After Xu Xingxing finally succeeded after going through untold hardships, Xu Xingxing was very satisfied with the results he made and secretly broke himself in his heart.

"Ahem..." Xu Xingxing cleared his throat and patted Mo Ya's shoulder, "Okay! It's done!"

Xu Xingxing put the messy two-strand braid in front of Mo Ya, and Mo Ya looked at Xu Xingxing's masterpiece with a paralyzed face and frowned, a little helpless.

Xu Xingxing held back a smile and looked at the paralyzed Mo Ya, "Mo Ya, you are so beautiful, really, I must record this exciting picture, this is the first time I have braided someone else's hair... "

Xu Xingxing took out his mobile phone to take a few pictures of Mo Ya, Mo Ya's calm look seemed to have a special charm, his already delicate and beautiful face was inexplicably childish and cute because of the two braids, and the faint helplessness between his eyebrows seemed The whole face was a little aggrieved.

Xu Xingxing finally couldn't help laughing, "Only your face can afford such a hairstyle."

Black lines appeared on Mo Ya's forehead, and blue veins twitched.

"Mo Ya, why don't you smile," Xu Xingxing stepped forward and said with a smile, "I think you must look really good when you smile."

Mo Ya was a little helpless about this problem, the corners of his mouth moved, but he still couldn't make a suitable movement.

"Look at me, just like this, laugh." Xu Xingxing pointed to his face and said, the corners of his mouth raised a very cheerful arc, full of youth, and his face was full of sunshine.

Mo Ya looked at the face of Xu Xingxing, who was very close to him, and saw the smile on his face, all of which melted into his pair of star-like eyes, shining brightly, making people feel warm in their hearts. I think life can be beautiful.

Mo Ya couldn't help reaching out and touching the corner of Xu Xingxing's mouth.

Xu Xingxing was surprised that Mo Ya suddenly touched his cheek, but the deep and beautiful eyes of Mo Ya in front of him seemed to be a little different from usual, a little probing, a little dazed, a little... nostalgic .

Xu Xingxing's cheeks were burning hot from such eyes, but he never thought of pushing Mo Ya's hand away, Xu Xingxing blushed slightly, wondering what happened to Mo Ya all of a sudden.

The cold fingertips, the slightly hot cheeks, the place where they touched seemed to be a little itchy, a little strange.

After just a few seconds, Mo Ya put down his hand with a natural expression, but Xu Xingxing's face turned red slightly, Xu Xingxing cleared his throat a little uncomfortably, then took a few sips of water from the cup on the coffee table , Only then slowly calmed down the strange feeling rising in my heart.

Under Mo Ya's paralyzed expression, his heart was fluctuating. He actually didn't know why he suddenly stretched out his hand just now. It seemed that since he lived with Xu Xingxing and came into contact with this person, his heart became more and more lost. In the calmness of the past, this person can always make himself feel unprecedented feelings, surprised and unbelievable again and again.

"This jasmine is so beautiful, why hasn't it bloomed yet? It's so amazing!" Xu Xingxing stood beside the flower stand and exclaimed. You must know that they brought it back when they went to play the day before yesterday, and it is still blooming well.

"Well, it's pretty," Mo Ya said, "Do you like it?"

"Well, I like it," Xu Xingxing smiled, "everyone loves beautiful flowers."

pretty?Xu Xingxing seemed to say the same thing about himself.

and so……