On the New Posture of Being Captive

Xu Xingxing was overwhelmed by the stopped big golden retriever suddenly. He raised his head and saw a big tree in front of him, but it was bare. There was nothing, and he couldn't see anything. Xu Xingxing was very puzzled.

Xu Xingxing knelt down and rubbed the big golden retriever's head, "Son, you let me run for so long just to see this tree?"

The big golden retriever bit Xu Xingxing's trousers, and wanted Xu Xingxing to get closer to the tree. Xu Xingxing looked helplessly at the annoying big golden retriever, so he had no choice but to let him drag him a little closer.

The big golden retriever didn't stop until it was under the big tree. Xu Xingxing was puzzled and smiled helplessly: "Son, what do you want me to see? What's so special about this tree..." Xu Xingxing said and looked up big tree.

The surrounding area was very quiet, it seemed that even the sound of the wind could not be heard, the sunlight filtered through the naked branches of the big tree, and sprinkled on Xu Xingxing's face, making Xu Xingxing's sweaty little face shone with tiny rays of light.

The big tree seemed to move slightly, but it seemed to be very quiet all the time.

The big golden retriever obediently stood beside Xu Xingxing and looked up at the big tree.

Suddenly, a drop of water seemed to be dripping on the tip of Xu Xingxing's hair, shining with crystal light.

Obviously didn't see anything, but Xu Xingxing's heart suddenly jumped wildly, as if out of control, Xu Xingxing covered his chest and squatted down in panic.

The man in black glimpsed on the ancient peach blossom tree.

The men in black with crossed eyes.

The man in black who appeared in his dream.

"Let me lend you this umbrella, or you will get sick..."

"what is your name?"

"Your name sounds really nice..."

"I am my very special friend..."

"Here, here it is for you, do you like it?"

"...I, I like you, I like you very much."

"Beauty, let me give you a kiss~"

"Beauty~ Young master wants to be lucky with you, are you happy?"

"This song is for my boyfriend..."

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"I'll look for you... If I can't find it, I'll wait for you, wait for you to come to me, wait and wait until you find me."

To whom did I say this, why is it so familiar yet so strange, messy thoughts rushing like a flood, messing Xu Xingxing's head into a mess.

Voices kept ringing, and voices kept circling in my mind.

There was a violent churning in his chest, Xu Xingxing held his chest, and big tears rolled down, Xu Xingxing didn't know why his heart hurts like this, as if a big hole had been torn apart, blood kept coming out Come, sadness, sorrow, all of a sudden came out, but it made people feel overwhelmed.

The big golden retriever looked at Xu Xingxing crying helplessly, and gently rubbed against his body, not knowing what to do, sobbing sadly, Xu Xingxing was crying, tears streaming out desperately, but he didn't know why it happened like this cry.

Like a lost child, Xu Xingxing was crying in a daze, when suddenly a voice sounded in his ear, "Hey, don't cry..."

Xu Xingxing was stunned, his voice twitched, he looked up and looked around, but he couldn't see anything, only the big golden retriever was watching him, rubbing his leg lightly, Xu Xingxing thought he was hallucinating.

But suddenly Xu Xingxing felt as if something warmly touched his cheek, with an inexplicably familiar temperature, gently brushed across Xu Xingxing's cheek, and gently wiped away the tears on his face.

Xu Xingxing felt panic and inexplicable discomfort in his heart, and he tried his best to avoid it. After a burst of panic, the big golden retriever looked up at Xu Xingxing, Xu Xingxing kicked the big golden retriever lightly, "Son, let's go." Leaving the big tree, but the big golden retriever bit Xu Xingxing's trousers and refused to let Xu Xingxing leave, as if begging bitterly.

Xing Xing looked at the big golden retriever hesitantly, but there was a voice in his heart telling him not to leave. There was a very strange feeling, just like his own dream, which made people feel unbelievable but at a loss as to what to do.

Xu Xingxing just stood quietly like this. After a while, he raised his head and looked at the bare branches of the big tree. Looking at it, his heart suddenly tightened. He seemed to feel that there was a gaze that was looking at him, very familiar The feeling, as if this kind of eyes were looking at me before.

Xu Xingxing stood and watched for a long time.

He can see him, he can't see him.

"Mo Ya, he..." Gao Li said with difficulty, every word in his throat seemed to become unbearably bitter.

A wide cloak covered the person's face, only a very soft voice came from, "I'm fine, let Kaixin take care of him." The voice was as clear as if flowing from a spring in a deep valley, very lightly Very light, as if it was blown away by the wind with a little force.

"Okay." Gao Li said.

The New Year is approaching, and the sun has become warmer, which seems to have a festive flavor.

Xu Xingxing decided to go out and buy a few books. Xu Xingxing was in a coma for three months, and then went directly to the winter vacation. His tutor went abroad, and he didn't have much contact. He didn't know about Xu Xingxing's situation. Senior sister, Han Yang has already settled everything with the help of Lin Ye, saying that Xu Xingxing has something to do with his family.

Xu Xingxing's contact information has changed. Except for these familiar people, no one else has contacted Xu Xingxing. Xu Xingxing also feels quiet. Anyway, it will not be too late to talk about it until the next semester.

Xu Xingxing followed a big golden retriever, and the people in the bookstore refused to let him in, so Xu Xingxing had no choice but to comfort the big golden retriever, "Son, you wait here obediently, I will come out in a while, and go back to buy you sausage~ "Xu Xingxing touched the big golden retriever's ears, and the big golden retriever rubbed Xu Xingxing's palm obediently.

Xu Xingxing walked into the bookstore, but unexpectedly met a classmate in the bookstore.

After seeing Xu Xingxing, Qiao Momei leaned over in surprise, "Long time no see..." A big exclamation made people around look at him, Xu Xingxing walked out in embarrassment, and Qiao Momei followed behind him. Get out and apologize to those around you.

Seeing Xu Xingxing, Qiao Momei didn't know how to ask, "Well, I heard that your family...is it resolved now?"

Xu Xingxing realized it all at once. Han Yang mentioned it to him, saying that he told his classmates that he asked for leave because of family problems. Xu Xingxing realized it now, and said with a light smile, "Well, it's resolved."

Qiao Momei breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good, you will come next semester, right?" Probing with anticipation.

The big golden retriever was lying on the side of the wall basking in the sun, but when he saw Xu Xingxing coming out, he couldn't wait to come over and rubbed against him lightly. The corners of Xu Xingxing's mouth curled up.

"How are you doing recently?" Qiao Momei asked.

"It's okay, but it seems to be the same..." Xu Xingxing smiled.

In a hidden corner in the distance, two black shadows have been watching the two people in front of the bookstore, watching the two talking, watching the girl blushing because she secretly saw Xu Xingxing's smile, looking at Xu Xingxing He was smiling and rubbing the big golden retriever's head casually, watching the big golden retriever staying beside Xu Xingxing quietly.

"Why don't you go there?" Gao Li asked suspiciously, "You can now..."

Mo Ya was silent and didn't speak, but looked at the people in the distance gently with deep eyes.

The moonlight gradually sinks, and everything seems to have entered dreamland.

Xu Xingxing dreamed of that dream again, and recently he was often haunted by this dream, as if everything was trapped in the dream, everything was familiar as if he had experienced it before, but everything seemed strange and suspicious.

"Baby Star..." A familiar voice called him in his dream, softly and with a slight smile.

"Good boy..." Xu Xingxing's heart trembled unceasingly at this doting word.

Everything was blurry and hazy, but it made Xu Xingxing's heart beat wildly.

In the dream, there was a familiar house with a big bay window, a cute and cuddly big dog, and a person who moved his heart very much. That person hugged him, kissed him, and hugged him.

Xu Xingxing was panicked by the huge and real feelings in the dream, and woke up from the big dream, but found that he didn't know who that person was at all, like a dream or a fantasy.

Xu Xingxing began to feel a little strange, the little lies revealed in life made Xu Xingxing have to think about it.

He was told that he had been in a coma for nearly three months, but he also felt strange why his guitar was missing, why his parents told him that he lived in school before, but he had no memory of living in school at all, why? My parents never mentioned what happened before I fell into a coma, and my parents rarely mentioned what happened during this period, as if they were carefully avoiding something.

For a moment, Xu Xingxing seemed to remember that he used to live in a big house with a big bay window, and he seemed to often lie on the bay window, and felt like he was playing the guitar in a trance, like a dream. It seems like I have experienced it, but I can't tell the difference.

Xu Xingxing wondered who the person he often dreamed of was, and also wondered why he always dreamed about things in that big house. He tried desperately to see clearly in his dreams, but he couldn't see clearly, as if It's like a layer of fog.

Xu Xingxing talked to Han Yang about his doubts, and Han Yang hesitated and said that maybe he had dreamed too much, dreaming day and night, maybe it was because you wanted to have such a big house, I hope there is such a person, that's why I dreamed of it.

Xu Xingxing was puzzled, so I like men?

Han Yang was stunned for a moment, and said with a wry smile, maybe, but the distress and faint worry in his eyes did not escape Xu Xingxing's eyes. Xu Xingxing knew that Han Yang was not telling the truth, and neither were his parents.

But why they didn't tell the truth, Xu Xingxing didn't know, but he knew that it must be related to his illness and hospitalization. They were all for their own good. He could feel his parents' worry and Han Yang's nervousness.

But Xu Xingxing was very confused, his heart was empty, as if a piece was missing.

Xu Xingxing didn't want his parents to worry, but he wanted to figure it out, he wanted to know what happened, but every time he tried to figure it out, the dream became different again.

Occasionally, the dream seems like a continuous story, and it seems to be in a state of chaos. When Xu Xingxing tried to clear his mind, he found that he couldn't remember the specific details at all, and the clear dream became fragmented. Only the familiar figure in the dream The voice, the familiar embrace, the familiar kiss... Xu Xingxing will never forget it, as if it was real.