On the New Posture of Being Captive

The autumn wind is raging, and the dead branches and leaves are rolled up, making it bleak and lonely.

Xu Xingxing was holding the box, staring straight at it but not daring to open it. Han Yang looked at Xu Xingxing's dazed look and was a little worried, "Little Xingxing, you..."

Xu Xingxing suddenly hugged the box tightly, tears streaming down his face.

Han Yang winked at Lin Ye, Han Yang coaxed Xu Xingxing and said, "Little Xingxing, let's go back, it's cold here." Xu Xingxing shook his head desperately, holding the box in his arms, and tears flowed down one by one. out risking.

Seeing that Xu Xingxing finally responded, Han Yang continued, "What is this box for? Do you want to open it?"

Lin also looked at Han Yang who was only wearing a sweater, and took off his coat to Han Yang. Han Yang was taken aback, and Lin also said, "I'm not cold, you should wear it, or you'll catch a cold." Afterwards, Han Yang turned his head and walked back immediately. Han Yang glanced at Lin Ye's leaving figure, thought for a while and put on Lin Ye's clothes.

Han Yang coaxed Xu Xingxing, Xu Xingxing's hand was trembling on the box, hesitating but still dare not open it, the watch he was holding in his hand suddenly stopped beating, Xu Xingxing's face was pale, and he opened the box tremblingly.

The moment Xu Xingxing saw it, his face was terribly pale, without a trace of blood, his whole blood seemed to froze, panic, fear, his whole body froze for a second, and suddenly wept loudly.

The crying pierced through the bleak wind, helpless, pitiful, and tears gushed out crazily.

Han Yang was startled by Xu Xingxing's sudden crying, and hugging Xu Xingxing felt very distressed, "What's wrong, little Xingxing, don't cry, what's wrong?"

Xu Xingxing cried hissingly, holding the box at a loss, like a lost child who can't find his way.

When Lin Ye came up, all he could see was that Han Yang was holding Xu Xingxing with a face full of helplessness. Xu Xingxing was so weak from crying. He watched Xu Xingxing come up on his back, then handed the thermos cup to Han Yang, "Hot water."

Han Yang didn't care about drinking water, and helped Xu Xingxing onto Lin Ye's back. Xu Xingxing kept holding the box in his hand and refused to let go. When he realized that he was going to leave this place, he suddenly struggled, crying and whimpering, " I won't go, I won't go..."

Han Yang said, "Hey, it's cold here, let's go back, shall we..."

"Don't go back, don't go, this box can only be placed here, and I must stay here too." Xu Xingxing said crying.

Han Yang didn't know exactly what happened, but seeing Xu Xingxing being so sad, his heart softened after all, and he coaxed Xu Xingxing patiently and said, "Why don't you go back? What if your beauty can't find you?" ?”

When Xu Xingxing heard about Mo Ya, he cried even more violently, "Mo Ya, Mo Ya..."

"That's right, if Mo Ya came home and saw that you were not there, he would be so sad, and you don't want him to be sad, right?" Han Yang coaxed, "So, you have to go home obediently and wait for Mo Ya to come home and wait for Mo Ya." Ya, right? If Mo Ya knew you were sitting here blowing the cold wind, he would definitely be worried..."

"Mo Ya, Mo Ya..." Xu Xingxing cried and choked up, the name was deeply imprinted in his heart like a mark, and every cut was a bloody wound.

Xu Xingxing hugged the box in his arms, and then carefully put it back on the ground, "Yes, Mo Ya is waiting for me at home, he said he would definitely come back, I'm going to wait for him." Xu Xingxing muttered talking.

"Yes, little Xingxing, let's go back and wait for Moya together." Han Yang coaxed Xu Xingxing, supported Xu Xingxing on Lin Ye's back, and held him up with one hand in case he would fall.

Xu Xingxing was in a daze, lying on Lin Ye's body, his eyes seemed to be staring at some illusory place, his eyes were dazed, and he was at a loss, as if his soul was no longer on his body.

The cold wind on the top of the mountain was blowing, like roars and mournful wailings.

The surroundings were in a chaotic blackness, Chi Chi was lying beside Mo Ya, sleeping peacefully and obediently, not at all noticing that the people around him had already lost any signs of life.

After a while, Chi Chi's brows became tangled and the whole person became uneasy, his fingers moved slightly, and his eyelashes trembled uneasy, as if he was entangled in a nightmare, unable to escape life and death, the arms tied together of the two were shaking slightly. shaking.

Yuan Ze and his first disciples are still guarding. Although they can't feel the slightest sign of activity, as long as they haven't come out, as long as there are people inside, they will keep guarding.

Han Yang took Xu Xingxing back to his home, but Xu Xingxing kept saying that he was going back to Mo Ya's house, so Han Yang had to coax Xu Xingxing that he would be there soon, and then coaxed Xu Xingxing back to his home in a gentle voice.

Xu Xingxing was already exhausted after a day of mental tension. After being coaxed to sleep by Han Yang, he still held the watch in his hand. Han Yang felt distressed when he saw Xu Xingxing's haggard appearance, and then he reacted I wanted to call Xu's mother to talk about it, but Lin who was on the side also said that they had explained to their parents and they would come to pick up Xu Xingxing tomorrow.

Han Yang was exhausted after such a toss, and Lin also ordered takeaway. After the two had eaten, they realized that there was only one bed at home, and after being occupied by Xu Xingxing, there was only the sofa to sleep on.

Han Yang was so tired that he lay on the sofa and didn't want to move. He said lazily, "Lin Ye, why don't you go to a hotel outside, there is a hotel not far away."

Lin also sat without moving, and said after a while: "It's very late."

Han Yang didn't move, Lin also looked at it for a while and walked over to see that Han Yang had fallen asleep, looking extremely tired, Lin Ye gently laid him flat on the sofa, and then took out the quilt from the bedroom closet with ease Covering Han Yang, staring at Han Yang for a long time.

Xu's mother and Xu's father came to pick them up early the next morning. Xu Xingxing was still asleep. Han Yang explained Xu Xingxing's situation to Xu's father and Xu's mother. He didn't want them to worry too much, so he downplayed it after thinking about it. He said that Xu Xingxing went out to find someone yesterday, and he insisted on letting him accompany him, so the two of them went together.

Xu's mother held Han Yang's hand gratefully as if she was about to cry. Han Yang could understand Xu's mother's feelings, so she told Xu's mother that Xu Xingxing was fine because one of his important friends went out. Xing Xing has been waiting, and he may have heard that something happened to that person recently, so it is inevitable that he will be a little worried.

Xu's mother thought about it, looked at Han Yang and asked earnestly, if she knew that the friend who was very important to Xing'er was called Mo Ya, and what was their relationship.

Han Yang was stunned, panicked and didn't know how to answer, but he didn't know how to explain the reason to the elders, and looking at the current situation of Xu's mother, it is estimated that Xu Xingxing hadn't had time to tell Xu's mother about the relationship between him and Mo Ya. In this way, Han Yang didn't know how to answer.

Lin at the side also saw Han Yang's embarrassed look, and asked aloud, "I wonder if Auntie has seen Mo Ya?"

Xu's mother froze for a moment, then nodded, "Yes, Xing'er took him home. He is a very handsome child. He has a very good relationship with Xing'er. He is also very kind and polite."

Lin also looked at Mother Xu with a calm and indifferent attitude, and said, "Then, what does Auntie think they are related to?"

Xu's mother was stunned, and the atmosphere of silence spread, and no one spoke.

After a while, Mother Xu moved her lips, "They..."

Father Xu looked behind him and called Xing'er, Xu Xingxing had already woken up, walked out of the room in a daze, then looked at the people in the living room in a daze, "What's wrong? Why are you all here?"

When Xu Xingxing was picked up, he was quiet, neither noisy nor noisy, and he was very well-behaved, except... his eyes had no vitality.

The autumn colors are thick, the cold air is gradually getting worse, and the afternoon sun becomes extravagant.

Xu Xingxing sat on a chair and basked in the sun on the balcony. The warm sun shone on Xu Xingxing's body. Xu Xingxing squinted his eyes, rubbed his watch whose hands had stopped beating, and curled up in the chair.

It has been three days, and Xu Xingxing has been like this since he came back, sitting quietly, obediently, without saying a word, there is not much going on in school, Xu Xingxing’s mentor went abroad for exchanges and did not give Xu Xingxing much There are not many courses for graduate students. During the two days when there are classes, Xu Xingxing attends classes normally, and goes to the laboratory to help his brothers and sisters do experiments. I just want to be like this now, staying quietly and basking in the sun.

Xu's mother wanted to communicate with Xu Xingxing, but Xu Xingxing didn't say a word. Seeing that Xu's mother was worried about Xu Xingxing, she would blame herself: "Mom, I'm fine, don't worry." With a forced smile on his face, Mother Xu was so distressed that she shed tears, and couldn't bear to force Xu Xingxing to speak anymore.

"Xing'er, what do you want to eat, mom will make it for you." Xu's mother walked to Xu Xingxing and asked.

Xu Xingxing sat motionless, squinting his eyes as if he was asleep, and was covered with a small blanket. Seeing her son like this, Xu's mother felt that her heart was being pulled, and she felt extremely uncomfortable, so she stretched out her hand and lifted the blanket up.

When Han Yang came, he saw Xu Xingxing like this, sitting quietly on the balcony, as if falling asleep, until Han Yang called several times in a row, Xu Xingxing slowly opened his eyes, and looked at The person in front of him said, "Han Yang, you are here."

Han Yang also felt uncomfortable. Xu Xingxing looked like he did when Mo Ya went out and was not by his side, as if he had lost his soul.

Han Yang squeezed Xu Xingxing's face, and said with a smile: "Little slacker, you're still sleeping, why don't you go out to get some fresh air? The weather is fine today."

Xu Xingxing glanced outside, yes, the sun is dazzling, "Okay." Xu Xingxing nodded.

The sun outside the window was shining warmly on the earth, a gust of cold wind passed by, and the leaves fell quietly.