On the New Posture of Being Captive

The autumn wind is more raging, but the originally obscure weather cleared up during the National Day holiday, as if to let people enjoy the beautiful weather with more peace of mind.

The sun is shining and the time is leisurely, but the sweetheart is not there.

Xu Xingxing was lying on the bay window basking in the sun, thinking of Mo Ya, thinking of their previous days, often thinking about it would inadvertently let out a laugh, and thinking about it would suddenly flood him with thoughts.

Xu Xingxing picked up his mobile phone and sent text messages to Mo Ya's mobile phone. Although Mo Ya's mobile phone was also beside him, he used his mobile phone to send text messages and then used Mo Ya's mobile phone to send text messages back to his own mobile phone, like a naive Children, one person plays two roles and performs his own one-man show.

"I miss your cooking. I eat takeaway every day recently. The takeaway is not as good as your cooking. You have spoiled me so much that my stomach can only like your cooking. You are too bad. It is said that if you want to grab someone's heart, you must first grab someone's stomach, and now you have captured me completely, and I have no way to escape, so you have to be responsible to me to the end."

"I will be responsible to you to the end. This life, the next life, and the next life, I will be responsible to you." Xu Xingxing could imagine how gentle Mo Ya's eyes were when he said these words.

"I will also be responsible for you to the end! You are my beauty, beauty, you are my great treasure, I want to hide you, but I want to tell others how good you are, do you think I am It’s contradictory, but I just really, really like you.”

"I also like you very much, so much that I want to be with you forever."

"Then, beauty, what do you like about me?"

"I like it the most..." Xu Xingxing thought about it for a while and wanted to laugh. He was thinking about what Mo Ya would say, what Mo Ya would do in normal times, what would Mo Ya say, Xu Xingxing began to frown think.

"So nice."

"How can you be so cute."

……

Thinking about Xu Xingxing and remembering that every time Mo Ya called himself "Xing Baobao" or "Baby", his voice was gentle and deep, and Xu Xingxing blushed and shy every time he called him. I was so overwhelmed that I blushed and my heart beat.

The sun shines on Xu Xingxing's face through the large glass of the bay window, a layer of gold borders is glitteringly outlined on the tips of his hair, Xu Xingxing squints lazily, his whole body exudes the clarity and cleanliness of a child.

"Beauty, where are you, young master, I miss you, do you know..." Xu Xingxing muttered to himself.

The cozy and peaceful atmosphere was accidentally broken by a piercing cell phone ringtone. Xu Xingxing reluctantly took the phone with his mouth pursed. It was Qiao Zimei who wanted to ask Xu Xingxing to watch a movie together. It was said that there was a comedy recently that was particularly funny.

Xu Xingxing thought about it, and told Qiao Zimei tactfully that he had something to do, so he couldn't go with her. Qiao Zimei then asked Xu Xingxing when he would be free, and would like to ask him out to play or have dinner, so as to thank him for coming to accompany her that day, Xu Xing Looking at the photo of the two of them on the screen saver of Mo Ya's phone, Xing Xing felt a pain in his heart.

"Actually, it's just a matter of little effort. You don't need to thank me specifically. It would be the same if it were someone else. I'm going out with my friends recently, so I'm sorry."

The sun outside is very warm, as if summer is still dragging its long tail and refuses to leave.

Xu Xingxing looked at the photo of the two of them leaning against each other with their heads tilted on the screen of Mo Ya's mobile phone, and chuckled softly: "It's so stupid." But he didn't want to turn his eyes away.

The wound Mo Ya was bitten by the black snake kept bleeding, and he couldn't stop it, his whole face turned pale, the flower buds couldn't be healed with the flower spirit, and Gao Li couldn't help it by walking back and forth anxiously. Yuan Ze looked at Mo Ya's wound, and shook his head helplessly after using his internal strength to walk around. This is not an ordinary poison at all, as if it was specifically aimed at people like them.

Xiaobudian was also bitten by a black snake, and he still hasn't woken up. If he couldn't feel his pulse, Gao Li would have jumped anxiously.

Mo Ya closed his eyes to rest his mind, then suddenly opened his eyes after a while, a gleam of light flashed in his eyes, Gao Li looked at it and hurriedly asked: "What's the matter, what happened?"

"It seems that I can feel the breath of the busbar." Mo Ya said.

Just when everyone got up, Hua Ya suddenly said, "We seem to have entered a secret passage."

"What do you mean?" Yuan Ze frowned.

Mo Ya looked at Hua Ya and said, "Is there something wrong with the totem of Huabi Mountain?"

Chi Chi swims restlessly in the pool, round and round, with a tense expression on his face. After a while, he holds a small piece of jade uneasily in his hand, and flicks his tail uneasily, splashing circles of ripples. After a while, he jumped out of the water and closed his eyes, the jade in his hand shone slightly.

After a long time, Chi Chi suddenly opened his eyes, and a familiar figure appeared on the clear water.

The elk looked at Chi Chi from the shore and let out a low cry, sighing helplessly, trying to stop it but couldn't. Chi Chi looked at the elk, blinked his big eyes, and said with a smile: "It's okay, Xiao Lu, don't worry .”

The elk shook his head and let out a whine.

Mo Ya looked at the complicated totems on the painting wall in front of him and was meditating. The little boy still didn't wake up, and fell asleep like a quiet child. Gao Li was worried about Mo Ya's wound, and at the same time worried that the little boy would not be able to survive if he still couldn't wake up. There will be no accidents, Gao Li clenched his hand holding the fan tightly, and Yuan Ze used his flute to look around.

Hua Ya was worried about Mo Ya's wound, but she had to concentrate more on the totem. Under the tremendous pressure, fine beads of sweat appeared on Hua Ya's forehead, and the broken hair on her temples was also wet. The flower prints in the space flashed strange brilliance from time to time.

After a long time, Hua Ya opened her eyes and looked at Mo Ya with a hesitant expression, as if she had something to hide and didn't know how to say it.

Mo Ya looked at it and said, "United Totem?"

"Yeah." Huaya nodded.

Gao Li asked Mo Ya: "What do you mean?"

Mo Ya said: "Unity totems, in essence, imply the meaning of death and resurrection. Through the process of death, union and regeneration, it expresses the endless continuation of life."

Huaya nodded, "It also means that the totem endows with a powerful ability to resist and destroy death, thereby enhancing the firm belief in the solidity, invincibility and indestructibility of life."

"So, if we want to find the bus, we need to use this totem?" Gao Li asked, "But how do we do it? It's just a totem, not even a secret passage."

Yuan Ze picked up the flute and pointed to a fang in the totem, saying: "Death, union, rebirth."

The eldest disciple was puzzled and said, "Master, what does that mean?"

Yuan Ze tapped the chief disciple's head with his flute, "It means that if you want to be reborn, you must experience death."

The eldest disciple was confused, "Death, how to live after death, what is this?"

Yuan Ze tapped the head disciple on the head, and said helplessly, "Silly city."

"So, if we want to regenerate, we must die?" Gao Li couldn't believe it, "But what's going on?"

Hua Ya's eyes were sad, "Death is the only way to rebirth, but after death, rebirth may not be possible, it's just human nature."

Xu Xingxing lay on the bay window, originally intending to squint his eyes and sleep for a while, but unexpectedly, it was so peaceful and comfortable that he accidentally fell asleep. When he woke up, it was already dusk, and the distant sky was smudged with gold The sunset glow is very comfortable.

Xu Xingxing stretched himself, and was going to make some food by himself, and he couldn't eat takeaway all at once.

"Hey, I've been spoiled by Mo Ya, I used to be able to cook by myself, but now I'm really rusty." Xu Xingxing complained while doing it.

The two figures on the big tree were silently competing, and after a while a frivolous voice said: "Are you really going to look at him as a little lover?" The scar on the face was distorted by the slanted corner of the mouth.

The masked man looked at the lights in the distance and turned on the front window, "What are you thinking?"

Chi Clover glanced at the light from the window, and smiled wickedly, "Mo Ya is very precious to his little lover."

The masked man turned his face to look at Red Clover, with a majestic warning in his rough voice, "You'd better not make any crooked ideas, otherwise..."

"I don't dare to make any crooked ideas, I still want to live," Red Clover said, blowing off a leaf held between his fingers. The leaf fell leisurely, but when it was about to approach the ground, it instantly shattered and fell to the ground. There was dust all over the place, Chi Clover looked into the distance and said, "It's just..."

The masked man turned to look at Chiclover, "I don't care what you want to do, but you'd better not touch him during this period of time, otherwise, I don't care whether you hold it or not..."

"Hahaha..." Red Clover interrupted the masked man with a smile, "Don't worry, I know it well."

The masked man glanced at him, the mask on his face covered his expression, he didn't know what he was thinking.

Mo Ya looked at the totem and pondered, the blood on his face gradually faded, his face was pale and weak, everyone was very anxious but there was nothing they could do, and within a short while everyone's heart changed drastically.

What they have been pursuing for so many years is nothing more than a rebirth, to return to the world they should be in, or to stay here, but the reality tells them that in order to be reborn, they must experience death.

If you want to be reborn, you must first experience death, but death does not necessarily lead to rebirth. If you want to have something, you must first give up what you already have, and no one knows what will be faced after giving up.

Mo Ya remembered what the fishwife said, nothing important can be obtained easily, and if you want to get what you want most, you must endure the greatest pain.

Mo Ya closed his eyes and meditated, his mind gradually calmed down. Xu Xingxing's playfulness, coquettishness, and playfulness all passed through his mind. Mo Ya could feel his own crescent jade as if exuding a warm feeling through the jade body.

Consciousness gradually became lax, and blood flow slowed down.

"Mo Ya, Mo Ya..." A young boy's crisp voice sounded in the quiet cave, one after another, calling eagerly.