he gave me a candy

In September, Beijing has begun to show the autumnal Tuoda. Sometimes the cloudless blue sky hangs high, and sometimes it is cloudy and rainy, and it cools down a few degrees.

Since her sister left, Nian Sixian has suffered from insomnia for a long time without her closest relative.It's ridiculous to say that he has studied medicine for so many years, but the doctor can't heal himself.The X Hospital he was in was the top tertiary hospital in Beijing. Because of the constant insomnia at night, he could not bear the pressure of his body in the end, so he resigned and left the X Hospital.Afterwards, he took up a second job in Smiling Mouth. After all, it was his own clinic. When he was not in good condition, he could take a vacation at any time.

He goes to the Sleep Department of X Hospital every month.Li Xiang, the attending doctor of sleep department, is his good friend who has known him for many years.

Li Xiang asked him solemnly: "The deceased is dead, and the first anniversary has passed, are you still planning to let yourself go? Are you under a lot of pressure? Is there anything else you can't bear?"

Nian Sixian is usually gentle and gentle, with a cold gentleness, slightly bent the corners of his lips, "No. I don't feel pressured, I can take a vacation anytime. And, hehe, in the words of my grandma, I killed my whole family, and now I have nothing to worry about."

"Bah, bah, bah! You are serious about the old man's nonsense! She is so confused, do you still have to be ordinary?" Li Xiang patted Nian Sixian on the shoulder vigorously, and quickly changed the subject, "Yes yes yes , What Doctor Nian said is. You know if you have troubles. Fortunately, you don’t shy away from medical treatment, and you also know how to register every month to order. Thank you! Please! You are my registration today. Seeing a doctor is the most efficient one!" He pointed at the door, urging Nian Sixian to leave quickly.After all, heart disease needs to be treated with heart medicine. As a sleep doctor, he has seen too many duplicity patients and patients who shy away from medical treatment.

Nian Sixian smiled helplessly, got up and wanted to leave: "After all, your consultation fee is quite expensive, 300 yuan, how many pieces of white rabbit toffee can I buy! I won't come to see you next month, okay?"

Li Xiang raised a question mark on his forehead, "What? Big white rabbit? Toffee?"

Nian Sixian didn't know why he said this sentence. Shouldn't he have said how many flowers and how many catties of rice he bought for 300 yuan?

Li Xiang gouged him out with contempt, raised his hand and opened the drawer beside him, and handed him a card, "I'm a college classmate, a psychotherapist, why don't you go see it? I'm sure I won't prescribe sleeping pills for you. If you have to take medicine, go to the pharmacy and buy melatonin."

Nian Sixian returned home, took the multi-purpose scissors from the knife holder in the kitchen, opened the monthly delivery of fresh flowers on the dining table, and inserted them into a vase.Today's flowers are... He took a look, he had never seen this collage of flowers before, so he quickly took a picture, planning to look up the name later and record it.He sighed, picked up the melatonin on the dining table, and threw it into the trash can.

He tried many methods, such as exercising, running, listening to music, growing flowers, cooking food, and watching soap operas, but insomnia seemed to be a voodoo in his brain, and the more he wanted to throw it away, the more he couldn't let it go.

He once tried to run five kilometers before going to bed, and then he woke up all night, more energetic.

Trying to listen to all kinds of piano pieces and soothing music, I cried and felt even sadder.

He ordered a flower package for a year, received express delivery regularly every week, and forced himself to record the so-called "beautiful life" every day-recording the flowers he saw and interesting things he encountered in a notebook, which is not a diary, but It's just a running account, but the more I remember it, the more I feel that life is so dull.

None of this worked.

The night he slept the best in the past month turned out to be the night when Gao Anhe sent him back when he was drunk.That's why, he agreed with Gao Anhe's suggestion of renting a house. Gao An and such a sunny person, can positive energy really affect the magnetic field?He couldn't help laughing, is this superstition or metaphysics?But after all, get to know one more friend and try one more method to relieve insomnia, why not?

This year, I tried my best to recover from the sadness of my sister's passing, but after a year passed, I still often felt powerless, like falling into an abyss.

He wanted to change, he wanted to climb out of the abyss, he needed a beam of light, a vine to pull him, and it happened that the arrival of Gao Anhe really seemed to give him hope.

"Ding bell!" The sound of the door lock being opened.

"Brother, didn't you go to work today?" Gao Anhe took off his coat, rubbed off his white sneakers, and put on slippers.

"No, I didn't sleep well last night."

"What you do in this job, fishing for three days and drying the net for two days, is really enviable."

Nian Sixian looked up at the clock on the wall, "03:30 in the afternoon, your job is also enviable."

Nian Sixian's phone rang, and it was his uncle. He answered the phone with one hand and opened the refrigerator with the other: "Uncle."

"I heard from Li Xiang that you took the initiative to seek medical treatment from him? Are you sleeping well recently?"

"Well, I can fall asleep for a while every night, which is much better than before. You don't have to worry about me."

"Your sister Si Ke asked, it wasn't me. She asked me about you, and asked me if my brother was in a relationship, and laughed more than before, half a normal person." Si Zhiguo was testing Nian Sixian, both of his parents passed away, his uncle was the eldest, he treated Nian Sixian like a half son, since his sister was gone, he was not normal and often suffered from insomnia.Later, when I came to his house for a surprise inspection and found the sleeping pills on his dining table, I realized that he had suffered from insomnia to this extent.I dragged him to see a doctor.Li Xiang is a classmate of Nian Sixian University and has been to his house before, so Si Zhiguo knew about it, so he would contact Li Xiang every once in a while to ask about Nian Sixian's condition.

"No, no. I just changed my living habits. I have been exercising and relaxing."

"Well, well, that's fine, I said your sister, she is not a normal person, her red hair looks like a lion dancing in the New Year, you have to teach her a lesson, she won't listen to me anyway. "

Gao Anhe went to Nian Sixian's side, and also looked at what food was in the refrigerator. Usually, if Nian Sixian was not at home for work, he would let Aunt Zhang, the part-time worker at home, not come, and he would cook at home by himself.If she goes to work, Aunt Zhang will prepare meals and put them in the kitchen every day when she comes back from get off work.

Nian Sixian hung up the phone and found that the squeezed head almost got into his arms, so he took a carrot and lightly tapped Gao Anhe's head.He suddenly remembered, and asked, "Did you call me Doctor White Rabbit?"

Gao Anhe took the carrot and nodded, "Doctor White Rabbit is suitable for eating carrots."

"Where did you say that?"

Gao Anhe took a step closer, leaned in front of him, lowered his body so that their eyes were on the same level, and they could only see each other. He looked at his own reflection in Nian Sixian's eyes and asked, "You really don't remember me?" gone?"

Nian Sixian also saw himself in his eyes, seeing his serious face, he couldn't help laughing and said: "Okay, my fault, I will definitely watch TV dramas often in the future, only the TV dramas you acted in, okay?"

It turned out that he really didn't remember himself. A trace of disappointment flashed in Gao Anhe's eyes, he stood up straight and said, "Didn't you give me a big white rabbit toffee when we first met? Your savior-like light illuminates me to live At that time, I thought you were as great as a little white rabbit god!" He thought for a while as if there were no rabbit gods, and then said: "Save my fairy brother."

"Huh?" Nian Sixian was amused by him, this person is really poor, "Great? A little white rabbit? A fairy brother?" He didn't mind at all that a man of eight feet was said to be like a little white rabbit, after all, he He is 1.8 meters tall and has no rabbit ears.I just found it interesting, the first time someone said he looked like a rabbit, or a little white rabbit, "Then I'm curious, what kind of animal do you think you look like?"

"Big bad wolf." Gao Anhe opened the freezer door, bent down to get frozen meat from the lower drawer, couldn't help but glimpsed the "melatonin" in the trash can next to the refrigerator, retracted his eyes, and explained: "I just At that time, I took a role to play a villain, the son of the Demon Cult, nicknamed Young Wolf, a vicious boy like a big bad wolf."

"An ancient costume?"

"nature."

"Then it's online later. Tell me what your name is. I'll go and have a look. I'm curious about what you look like in ancient costume."

"It will be online after the new year, remember to become a member to watch!"

"Yeah." Nian Sixian flipped through the dishes in the refrigerator and said, "Stir-fried sweet and sour pork ribs, fried pork with shredded carrots, sliced ​​cucumbers, zucchini and beef cubes? What else do you want to eat?"

"Brother, that's enough, you're raising me like a pig."

Nian Sixian likes to have dinner with Gao Anhe very much recently, and every time he says something, he can make himself laugh for a while. Recently, he is responsible for sleeping well. After all, people are in a better mood, in a better state, and sleep accordingly Some, "No, An He is still growing after all."

Nian Sixian was in charge of cooking and stir-frying, and Gao Anhe was always helping him. He peeled the carrots with a peeler and tried, "Brother, sort the garbage."

"Ah?" Nian Sixian tilted his head, not understanding.

Gao Anhe said: "You threw the medicine in the kitchen waste bin, be careful that the aunt of the neighborhood committee climbs the stairs to find you!"

Nian Sixian just remembered, and forgot about it, so he took a garbage bag over his hand and squeezed out the bottle of melatonin: "I'll take it to the clinic tomorrow to throw it away. There is a yellow trash can in the clinic. For medical waste."

"Brother, does melatonin work?"

"It doesn't work, otherwise it won't work anymore." Nian Sixian turned his head and saw Gao An with his back turned to him and the peeler in his hand stopped, as if looking for words to care about himself, he said: "It's been good recently, After you moved here, for some reason, the quality of sleep has been good recently, and you can always fall asleep for a while."

Gao Anhe rinsed the peeled carrots and put them on the cutting board, "It seems that I have a lot of positive energy, and I will stay at home more in the future."