he gave me a candy

At the turn of spring and summer, it rained a few times, and the sky became hot all at once.

In Beijing in June, it was cloudy for half a day, but the rain did not fall.Nian Sixian was waiting in the Smiling Dental Clinic. Bai Xiao pushed open the door of Consulting Room 1 without taking the patient, and said, "Doctor Nian, there is a Mr. Gao looking for you outside. He looks about 50 or [-] years old."

Nian Sixian walked to the lobby of the clinic and saw Mr. Gao with his hands behind his back, and said with a serious face: "I am Gao Anhe's father, let's have a chat."

Nian Sixian took off his white coat, took Gao Shu to a coffee shop near the clinic, and asked, "What do you drink, uncle?"

"casual."

Nian Sixian said to the waiter, "Two cups of vanilla latte with half sugar."

Gao Shu sat on the sofa chair by the coffee table, leaned back, crossed his hands in front of him, and said with a sullen face, "Doctor Nian, I'll get straight to the point."

Nian Sixian probably guessed what he was going to say to him, so he nodded, "Yeah."

"I know the relationship between you and An He. I saw it in the hospital that day."

"I remember when An He was in junior high school, the class teacher came to me and said that he had a tendency to fall in love with puppies and would make little girls laugh every day in the class. He must have no problem. Of course, I am not saying that you have a problem. What I want to express is, An He is only in his early twenties, he is unstable."

"He's just curious, and he's attracted to you. But for a man in his 20s, how long can such curiosity last?"

"Now Anhe's career is at its peak. If the media finds out about your affairs, he will be finished."

"Doctor Nian, you are older than Anhe, and you must be more mature than him. If you want to cut it off, it must be cut off from your end. He is a 3-minute hot temper, you cold him, ignore him, after a while He just forgot about you. Life is still so long, you all still have a lot of possibilities, don't you think?"

"I can see that you are sincere to An He, and you don't want him to be destroyed in your hands, do you?"

Nian Sixian doesn't remember when Papa Gao left, he's full of thoughts, you don't want him to be ruined by you, do you?

You don't want him to be destroyed in your hands either.

He sat there for a while, until the latte on the table was completely cold, he picked up the cup and took a sip. The latte is really amazing, sweet and bitter.

He finally made a decision and picked up the phone, "Are you coming back tonight?"

Gao Anhe's voice sounded from the other end, seeming to be in a good mood, "Brother, do you miss me?"

"Well, I miss you."

"Call work right away. I'm going on a business trip tomorrow, so I'll go back and hug you right away. I have something nice to give you today."

"I also have something to give you." Nian Sixian suddenly felt his nose sore, "Okay, I'll wait for you at home."

When Gao Anhe arrived home, there happened to be a courier from the same city, so he signed it and put it on the table, "Little white rabbit? Doctor Nian?" Seeing no one responded, he undressed and called out, "Brother?"

He turned his head and looked at the kitchen, "Eh? Aunt Zhang didn't come today?"

I saw Nian Sixian came out wearing light gray home clothes, "Well, I didn't ask Aunt Zhang to cook. That... you... unpack the express delivery."

Gao Anhe put down the bag in his hand, took it and quickly opened the express box.He took out the thing, and when he saw what it was, he was obviously taken aback.Busily took back the courier box that was thrown aside and looked at it again, "TA Sex Toys Store".He curiously opened the TT and another bottle of lubricant in the box, and looked at Nian Sixian with a strange expression on his face.

Did he finally allow himself?

Gao Anhe was looking forward to something for a long time, but the sudden arrival made him a little shy.He pursed his lips and gave a smirk: "Brother...Brother. Brother, have you learned badly?"

Nian Sixian had a flat face, and asked in a sexy and low voice: "Do you want to do it?"

The rain that has accumulated for a long, long time has finally fallen at night.

At first, it brought some ticking spring rain that "sneaks into the night with the wind, moistening things silently", and then some thunder and lightning rose in the rain clouds, slowly falling down the fine and continuous summer rain without people noticing.The cumulonimbus clouds are getting thicker and thicker, enveloping the stormy wind and torrential rain, pattering and pattering on Nian Sixian's floor-to-ceiling glass window, where there is no blinds to block, no window screens to block, only the balcony to watch the clouds rising in Wushan Little roses in bloom.

He still remembered that the flower seemed to have not been watered for a long time and was very thirsty.

But the flower waterer was smelling the fragrance of roses.Gao Anhe remembered that he hadn't eaten yet, and he seemed to have been hungry for a long time.With an empty stomach, he is like a glutton, gnawing on delicacies and jade delicacies, eating delicious food, drinking Yulu fine wine, immortal mash and fine wine, without being satisfied.

The kiss lingered on the lips, turned into cotton candy, and entered the throat, full of sweetness.

On the journey of love, there are trains passing through mountains and ridges, going through houses and caves, entering and exiting like the sun, moon and stars. It is long and long, tireless.

……

Gao Anhe hugged the person in his arms, never been so satisfied, and stared at him with good eyes.Seeing that Nian Sixian had slept for a while, he opened his eyes and smiled, "Brother, I'm hungry. When you fell asleep, I ordered takeaway."

The tears in Nian Sixian's eyes hadn't dried yet, and he only let out a "huh".

Gao Anhe took the takeaway and stood in front of the restaurant table, "Brother, come and eat."

"An He." Nian Sixian leaned against the living room wall, looking at him.

"Huh?" Gao Anhe raised his head and looked at him with crooked eyes.

"Let's break up." Nian Sixian said lightly, as if he was talking about a very ordinary thing.

Gao Anhe felt that his ear must be broken, and he was unpacking the takeaway in his hand, without stopping, he opened the lid of the food box, looked at it, "I made a note not to put coriander, but it's actually in this soup Put chopped green onion, I will definitely complain to this store next time.”

"An He, let's break up." Seeing him, Nian Sixian pretended not to hear, and repeated it again.

Gao Anhe turned around and went to the kitchen, took an empty bowl and a pair of chopsticks, and put the green onions in the takeaway box into the bowl one by one, and saw the mist of hot soup floating in the air, warming a small handful of the warmth at home .He muttered, "My brother doesn't eat chopped green onions."

The two were silent for a long while.One leaned against the wall decadently, and the other picked the chopped green onions in the soup one by one.

Gradually, the heat in the soup dissipated.

But the person holding the chopsticks is still picking it carefully.

Nian Sixian walked to the dining table, pressed Gao Anhe's hand holding the chopsticks, "Don't pick. I don't want to eat."

"Next time, I will make a note that neither coriander nor green onion is required."

"An He," Nian Sixian suppressed his choked voice, "You know, it's not because of this problem."

Gao Anhe stared at him in bewilderment, "I won't order this takeaway again next time. Brother, what do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."

Nian Sixian held Gao Anhe's chin, making them look at each other, "Anhe, you heard what I said, right?"

Gao Anhe's eyes turned red suddenly, and the chopsticks fell on the table with a "slap", and tears fell into Nian Sixian's heart. "What's the meaning?"

Do it all at once, second time tired, third time exhausted.It turned out that the same applies to breaking up, Nian Sixian felt that he had no strength in his body, "Break up."

"why?"

"I don't want to say bad words, let's get together and get away." Nian Sixian endured the pain in his heart, and turned around.He was afraid that if he didn't turn around again, he would rush into Gao Anhe's arms crazily and recklessly.

Gao Anhe hugged his waist from behind, paused every word, and told him clearly: "I didn't hear that. I don't understand."

Nian Sixian tried hard to break away the hand on his waist, but Gao An and Shi refused to let go, they were in a stalemate, pulling each other.The strength is getting stronger and stronger, and I almost want to fight.

Nian Sixian's fingers tightly grabbed Gao Anhe's palm, and the fingertips turned white. He knew Gao Anhe, and he knew Gao Anhe's doting on him for no reason.It was the first time that he wanted to take advantage of this kind of favor and be proud of it, and it should be the last time.He said, "It hurts."

Sure enough, the hand that was tightly bound around the waist was loosened at once.

Nian Sixian didn't want to tell some rotten lies, but at this moment, he knew that there was no turning back, so he took all the mistakes on his body, turned to look at Gao Anhe and said: "I am sorry for you. I want to get married and have children. I want to live a normal life."

There are no worse words in the world.Gao Anhe let go, held his shoulders, wishing to rub his flesh and blood into his belly, he gritted his upper and lower teeth together, trembling with anger, and asked with a wry smile, "What is this, a breakup gun?"

Nian Sixian looked at him, putting all the strength he could pretend into his eyes, he wanted to make himself firm, to make Gao Anhe think that he had made up his mind, "I am the one who suffers."

"But you're happy too, aren't you?" Gao Anhe still tried to coax him, "I like you."

Nian Sixian closed his eyes, he didn't want the person in front of him to see his unstoppable tears.He said he liked me, Gao Anhe said he liked me.He said to his face for the first time that he liked me.But it turned out to be when we broke up.

"Nian Sixian, do you know how much I like you?" I like you so much that I don't want to say it, for fear that even such a blatant confession will be heard and steal away the happiness and satisfaction he never had before.

I know.Nian Sixian dare not say.

That kind of liking doesn't need to be announced, but it is filled with his surroundings.

It was the sound of rain and wind on the phone before he went to bed, the warm embrace around him in his dreams, the soft whispers in his ears when he was sad, the comfort and reassurance on his lips when he felt lonely and afraid.

Nian Sixian knew it, and no one knew it better than him.

Seeing that he was silent, Gao Anhe understood that his brother was telling him, not throwing a tantrum with him.A person like Nian Sixian looks gentle and plain, and can say anything, but once he becomes stubborn and decides something in his heart, even ten cows can't move it.If he hadn't been stubborn, he wouldn't have suffered from insomnia.

Gao Anhe already understood that it was useless to coax him, so he played a rogue: "You slept with me, you must be responsible for me."

"We sleep together every day, aren't you the one who asks for kisses at night? Isn't it you who want me to hug and kiss me? What are those?"

"I had a dream at night, I dreamed of kissing the girl goodbye." Nian Sixian closed his eyes, struggling to speak deceitful words.

Gao Anhe was very sad, but he tried hard to convince himself that these were all angry words. "Don't break up, don't even think about it."

Nian Sixian was exhausted, and he didn't have the strength to persuade Gao Anhe again.That's the end of the conversation, maybe tomorrow morning, he will understand.He stopped struggling, didn't explain, and went to the bedroom and lay down on the bed without saying anything.

There was still a warm embrace hugging me that night, and I kept muttering to myself, "Don't break up, brother, don't break up." I don't know if it was Gao Anhe's sleep talk, or a scene in his dream.Dimly, Nian Sixian told himself, then be more selfish, and get a good night's sleep on the last night.Again, hug one more night.

No matter how reluctant it is, this is the last time.