he gave me a candy

In the capital city in early winter, the north wind howls, and there is a sense of vicissitudes of history.

In the restaurant on the 66th floor of the China World Trade Center, the moonlight boy sat nervously at the table by the window.Gao Anhe was wearing a close-fitting white shirt with a dark grid and a dark gray suit over it. He even pushed his hair back to his back paws to expose his forehead, making him look a lot more mature.

Nian Sixian was as usual, wearing a black woolen trench coat over a light blue shirt, just like his impression, plain and well-behaved.

The restaurant is very dimly lit and there are not many people. The table where the two of them sit is close to the floor-to-ceiling windows. Outside the window is the night of Beijing. Thousands of people turn into thousands of lights under the moonlight. At the same night, they take a plane to overlook the capital city. The night scene has the same effect. Nian Sixian looked out of the window sideways and said with emotion: "I like the night in Beijing."

Gao Anhe responded: "I like it." I like you tonight.

Maybe the restaurant was quiet, maybe the two had their own concerns, and the topic came to an abrupt end here, neither of them willing to say another word.

The restaurant is a typical French-style western restaurant. After the appetizer, appetizer, soup, and side dishes are eaten, one is removed. When the main course is served, Nian Sixian is [-]% full.Gao Anhe gave the waiter a wink, and two foreigners in dresses, a man and a woman, came to play the violin.Nian Sixian didn't expect this to happen at all, he felt a little strange, he didn't know if it was because he was not good at such ceremonies, or because of his inner demons.After one song, the blue-eyed female violinist played another birthday song, ending with "Happy Birthday" in Chinese.

No one had ever celebrated his birthday so solemnly. He didn't like to be lively, and he was not good at saying thank you in such an occasion, so he looked at Gao Anhe and nodded and smiled.

The lights in the restaurant were too dim and too gentle, he found that Gao Anhe had been looking at him with affectionate eyes.

He raised his eyes and looked at the dim yellow light on his head, yes, it must be because of this light, why did he have such eyes.He didn't dare to think about it anymore, so he turned his face away and looked out the window.

But his thoughts became even more chaotic, the more Nian Sixian didn't want to think about it, those thoughts and ideas would come out and penetrate into every hole.When did it start?From when we ate together and gave ourselves crayfish?From Tracy telling herself that Gao Anhe specially changed a white dress with the brand to wear white clothes like herself?Since Gao Anhe was afraid of his insomnia, he was on a business trip in the mountains and called himself to listen to the sound of rain?Or from when he made soup for himself?

No, these are the favors of Gao An and Diannian Sixian. I confuse these favors and regard them as the kindness and friendship that should exist under the same roof...

After a meal, the two of them didn't say a word.Gao Anhe's hands were tightly clutching his trousers under the table, his palms were already sweating, and he had a bad feeling.He thought that he hid that thought well, and that his brother shouldn't know it before it's time to show it.Where did I show my feet?

Both of them felt like sitting on pins and needles, eager to end the meal quickly.

Nian Sixian was driving today without drinking, but why did he feel drunk in his head? He didn't even remember what happened afterwards. It seemed that Gao Anhe gave him some presents, and then both of them said they couldn't eat anymore, so they made birthday cakes. Take the cake home.

Gao Anhe has already confirmed that Nian Sixian must have known it, because Nian Sixian's inappropriateness is too obvious. When opening the door, the fingerprint on the door lock should be his right index finger, but he tried again and again with his left hand. Finally, when the door lock prompted for the third time: "password error", Gao Anhe took Nian Sixian's left hand with his left hand.

Nian Sixian looked up at him in bewilderment, Gao Anhe let go of his left hand, took Nian Sixian's right hand again, wrapped his index finger with his palm, and put the fingerprint on the unlocking area of ​​the combination lock.

"Ding dong!" The door lock opened in response.Nian Sixian realized it later and snatched his finger back from his palm.It's messed up, everything is messed up.No, this is wrong.

When Nian Sixian entered the room, he even forgot to change his slippers, and walked directly to his room. "Brother." Gao Anhe stopped him, "Your birthday present." He handed him the cardboard box in his hand.

"Thank you." Nian Sixian took the paper bag perfunctorily, just wanting to run into the house and stay by himself for a while.

"Brother, change your shoes." Gao Anhe saw his panic.

"Leave me alone!" Nian Sixian shouted as he stood five steps away from the door.He was angry at himself who was so restless, and he didn't know why he lost his temper suddenly.These years, he lived like an ascetic monk, and he was also surprised——that he would lose his temper.The gift and coat were thrown on the sofa together, Nian Sixian stretched out his palm and rubbed his head, rubbed his feet, took off his shoes, threw them on the ground, and walked into his room wearing only socks .

Gao Anhe already knew clearly that Nian Sixian had seen through his intentions, so he calmed down a lot.He put the cake in the refrigerator, then walked back to the door, knelt down, picked up Nian Sixian's shoes lying on the ground one by one, put them in the shoe cabinet, and took out Nian Sixian's pair of light gray shoes Slippers, quietly placed at the door of Nian Sixian's bedroom.

Nian Sixian entered the bedroom, closed the door, leaned against the door, and slowly slid to the ground. He sat on the floor and was stunned for a long time. When he heard Gao Anhe's footsteps, his heart suddenly jumped violently. He understood the meaning of the little deer's slamming, and put his ear on the door, thinking that Gao Anhe was going to turn the doorknob and push the door open to enter.

Suddenly he was at a loss, expecting him to open the door, and wishing him to stay away from him.The footsteps stopped at the door for a while, and Gao Anhe's hand could be heard on the doorknob.After an unknown period of time, there was no sound of the door lock turning.A deep sigh came from outside the door, Gao Anhe's footsteps sounded again, and he left.

"Aren't you..." This unexpected voice frightened him, Nian Sixian could hardly believe that these words came from his own mouth.Reason occupies the high ground, and when he approached the abyss, he reined in the precipice and swallowed the second half of the sentence.He was just glad that Gao Anhe answered him when he didn't say anything.

"Yes." Gao Anhe said, yes.

what is itNian Sixian didn't dare to ask, as if he didn't need to.

Gao Anhe retreated to Nian Sixian's gate.He couldn't see Nian Sixian, but he had already seen through this door.He knew that his elder brother must be leaning against the door with his back facing each other, so he also leaned on the other side of the door, as if they were talking back to back.He didn't continue to speak, he waited for the person in his heart to ask him.Ask, do you like boys?Ask, do you like me?

No matter what he asked, as long as he asked, Gao Anhe would answer, yes.

But Nian Sixian already had the answer in his heart, so he didn't say anything more.He knew that if he opened this door, he would be able to have the sunshine and warmth outside the door, but this door was locked in his heart, and he was not sure for a while whether he had the ability to open this heart door.He stood up, walked to the bed step by step, closed his eyes, and fell on the bed.

Nian Sixian suffered from insomnia again, and in the early morning, the magpies in the community kept calling.He heard the sound of Gao Anhe getting up and washing up in the bathroom, he heard Gao Anhe asking "Brother, are you awake", but he didn't answer.He heard the sound of Gao Anhe changing shoes, and the sound of the door closing with a "click".

He heard it all, but he dared not come out the door.

He never thought of this possibility, but this "possibility" happened.He felt that he should give himself some time to think about it.

When I opened the door, I found the paper bag of yesterday's birthday present at the door, with a note paper full of words on it: Happy birthday.The SIM card has been replaced.

In the paper bag were the latest mobile phone and his original one. Only then did he realize that he put the mobile phone in his coat pocket last night and threw it on the sofa together.The birthday gift Gao Anhe gave him was a mobile phone, two mobile phones with exactly the same color and style, and they replaced the old mobile phones that were exactly the same.

He thought that if he returned it, he would have to explain to Gao Anhe that it was not an expensive gift, so he accepted it. He had never touched Gao Anhe's salary card, and he would return it to him sooner or later.The most important thing for adults to socialize is not to be in arrears with each other. If one day he wants to move out, this mobile phone can be used as rent for these times.

That's right, this thought reminded him that the answer he was looking for was to make peace with Gao An, without delay or arrears.

The mobile phone opened the high-speed rail booking page, and he did not hesitate to book the high-speed rail from Beijing to Suzhou. The schedule at noon will arrive at night, and he needs to be alone.