camouflaged green tea

Yu Le suddenly woke up.

She looked at the person below her, her eyes changed from confusion to sobriety, Lu Songyan stared at her tightly, and finally read something similar to emotion from her red eyes.

"stand up!"

"..."

"Did you still wake up from the wine last night?"

"..."

Lu Songyan pushed her away, and Yu Le fell to the center of the sofa. She had no strength and was out of shape.But at least he saw the person in front of him clearly.

Lu Songyan left her in a daze in the living room, and went to the bedroom to change into plain clothes. When she came out, Yu Le had returned to his state and was sitting gracefully on the sofa waiting for her.

Her hand froze to straighten her collar.

Sensing that Lu Songyan had come out, Yu Le slowly turned those eyes over. She watched her walk over and sat down opposite her.

"what happened to your hand?"

Yu Le looked at his blood-stained hand, and said flatly, "I accidentally got stuck by the glass."

Lu Songyan stood up: "I'll go get the medicine kit and bandage it for you."

"Need not."

"..." Lu Songyan stopped her movements and looked at her.

"Should I go back? Seeing you like this... I must have been very tired last night."

"Yu Le!" Lu Songyan yelled, her dark eyes fixed on her, "I don't even..."

"What are you doing? The facts are in front of you, how can you argue?" Yu Le looked at her with no warmth in his sober eyes.

She is not angry, in fact she doesn't care what happens to Lu Songyan's love, she also thinks that she committed a crime today, and went to other people's house inexplicably to go crazy.

She supported her forehead and smiled, and stood up from the sofa, "I lost my composure today, and I didn't realize that you are not my girlfriend for a while, I'm sorry."

She who was just a beast just now looks extremely gentle, and she is abnormally gentle.

"I'm leaving first, so I won't bother you."

"..." Lu Songyan wanted to stop her, but she didn't speak.

Calling or not calling can change anything?Fang Wen was determined not to make her feel better, and she and Yu Le were really fine now, so she didn't need to explain.But, why isn't Yu Le angry? Doesn't it make her angry at all if she did something with Fang Wen?

Did Yu Le not like her a little bit?

This answer kept her silent for a long time. Indeed, Yu Le did not have much enthusiasm for her. If he did, it was just a fresh crush.

When Yu Le walked out of Lu Songyan's house, she didn't know where she should go, and her phone was broken, so it was inconvenient for her to do anything.

In the weather of several months, she felt a little cold.

Yu Le leaned on the overpass and lit a cigarette.The wound was still bleeding, and the smoke pricked his lungs.

Mu Siqi.

She always has her shadow in her mind.

She recalled all the things in the past, recalled that she was unrestrained, Mu Siqi once sat beside her, drinking the orange juice she ordered with a smile.

After drinking for three rounds, she would say that it's almost time and it's time to go home.

All kinds of memories broke through the rope and ran through the whole mind, causing her to drown in the vortex of memories.She thought of Mu Siqi's enthusiasm, Mu Siqi's indifference...

She was enlightened all of a sudden, and it turned out that Mu Siqi had already been involved in her daily life, leaving traces of her existence silently.

She only took her to her studio, as well as the apartment she bought herself, and she even often invited Mu Siqi to come and live with her.

She had also been to Mu Siqi's house. Yu Le remembered the roses in Mu Siqi's house. On her birthday, she ran towards her holding the roses she had planted by herself...

This season, the rose should be blooming, right?

If it's just a lover, why do you do this?

She grew up under violence, and no one has ever really loved her since her mother left.Xiao Keshun lied to her, and her biological father also regarded her as a pawn for his own interests.

She longed to be loved for too long, until finally her throat was thirsty, her voice was hoarse, and she didn't want anyone to extend her arms to her.

Later, Mu Siqi reached out to her, but she flinched.

Yu Le felt that she shouldn't be in love. She greedily hoped that others would love her unilaterally and unconditionally. She didn't want Xiao Keshun to be all she met.

That cigarette had been burned out, Yu Le took out the second one and continued to light it, she felt that she wasn't crazy enough, she wanted to blacken her heart and lungs together.

I want Yu Chengchang to see her ugliness and make her useless.

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She didn't know where to go. The wandering life in the bar had made her numb and disgusting enough. Yu Le threw the cigarette on the ground and stamped it out with the sole of her shoe. After walking two kilometers, she found a payphone.

In this era of frequent online voice messages, Yu Le didn't realize that she had Mu Siqi's call in mind.

Yu Le leaned his head against the glass wall of the phone booth, pressing the number that he didn't dial much one by one.

The call is connected.

Yu Le turned around, looking at the traffic and the starry sky outside the glass, his eyes were dim and confused.

"I'm in the phone booth on Yangbai Street, can you come and pick me up?"

"Phone is broken."

"...the car is also broken."

"Okay, then I'll wait for you."

After more than 40 minutes' drive from Lirong University, Yu Le went out from the phone booth. She leaned outside the booth and lit a cigarette, and the blood on her left hand became more and more conspicuous.

The gauze was already soaked with blood, she was holding a cigarette in her left hand, and every time she sniffed it, she could smell an unpleasant smell of blood.

One, two, three...

Until Mu Siqi rushed over.

Mu Siqi also came in a hurry, she didn't even change into her pajamas, she just put on a coat casually outside, the moment she saw Yu Le, her pupils were surprised and impatient, she looked at Yu Le haggard Looking at her face, she leaned slumped against the edge of the pavilion and smoked.

Then she walked over, summoned up the courage for the first time to smoke Yu Le's cigarette, and threw it into the trash can not far away in front of her.

Yu Le looked at her and smiled: "Are you here?"

"What happened to your hand?"

"It was accidentally tied."

"Accidentally?" Mu Siqi looked at her, eyes full of grief, disappointment, and disbelief.

"What are you doing here? Is there no nearby place to treat the wound?"

"..."

"Do you know it's bleeding?"

Yu Le felt that what Mu Siqi said was right. Although her attitude hadn't softened much from before, she couldn't help but rushed forward and hugged her, buried her face in the crook of her neck, and smelled the smell on her body. shower gel fragrance.

"I know, I'm in pain too. It's not because I have no choice but to call you here. My phone is broken and I have no money in my pocket. How can I go to the hospital to change my medicine..."

Mu Siqi said: "I have money in my pocket, you follow me to the hospital."

"No." Yu Le said, "If you have money, you should send me home first. I have a medicine box at home."

"...Why don't you leave now?"

Yu Le followed her into a taxi, and the driver asked them where they were going, and Mu Siqi skillfully gave Yu Le's home address.

After arriving home, Yu Le was not so easy to talk outside. She pushed Mu Siqi against the wall at once, bowed her head and pressed down amidst her exclamation, and sprayed hot breath, burning Mu Siqi's cheeks.

The two kissed each other, but this time Yu Le kissed very gently.

"you……"

Yu Le gagged her and blocked what she was about to say, and then she untied her ponytail with her right hand, and her waist-length hair fell loose.

Soft and sweet.

Yu Le held her head and kissed her gently.

"Siqi..."

Mu Siqi subconsciously pushed her away, trying to utter a few words, but Yu Le's strength was too great, and she couldn't break free.

"Yu Le...you..."

"your hands."

Yu Le finally let her go after kissing her enough.Due to the excessive lack of oxygen, Mu Siqi's face flushed, she just looked at her with disheveled hair, panting, blushing.

"I'll bandage your wound first."

"..."

She was a little confused by the kiss, and was about to go to the bedroom to find the medicine box. Yu Le stood behind her and kindly reminded, "The medicine box is right over the sofa."

"..."

"see it?"

Before Mu Siqi could move, Yu Le walked over by himself, opened the medicine box, sat on the sofa and waited for her.

"come over."

Mu Siqi walked over and knelt down to prepare to take off her bandage.

"Sit up."

"..."

Yu Le moved to the side to make room for her, "You will be tired from squatting, sit next to me."

Mu Siqi felt that she was a little strange today, but she sat on it anyway.

Yu Le stared at her, watching her lower her head to treat her wound.

Mu Siqi untied the gauze and saw several hideous wounds inside.

It was pierced by glass, but no matter how careless he was, he would not have pierced it to such a degree. Mu Siqi could tell that it was definitely Yu Le's intention.

Why didn't this man just open his own aorta?

She didn't ask Yu Le why he was like this, but she couldn't get an answer anyway. Yu Le had too many secrets, and it was impossible for her to tell her one by one.

"Don't do that next time." But a reminder is always okay.

"Ok?"

"I said don't do it, are you stupid?"

"..." Yu Le was silent for a while and said, "I don't know why, but I suddenly thought of this."

Mu Siqi was applying medicine to her, but she didn't expect that she would take the initiative to say so, so she looked up at her, and then went to get the gauze in the medicine box.

"At that time, I was in a bad mood, so I threw the phone out, and the screen was broken. I went to pick up the pieces, and accidentally stuck my hand."

"You don't think it hurts enough to pierce your heart, so you hold the whole fragment in your hand, hoping that they will all penetrate into your flesh and blood."

"..."

Yu Le looked at Mu Siqi.

She looked at the girl who upset her and often couldn't hold her ground.She was still so gentle and sweet, but it brought her a different feeling in addition to that.

After the wound was bandaged, Mu Siqi packed up the medical waste and said, "I hope you won't be so stupid next time. If you don't love yourself, how can others love you."

"..." The waste was thrown into the trash can, and Yu Le strangled Mu Siqi from behind.

"you……"

"You're right, I'm too stupid and naive." Yu Le leaned on Mu Siqi's shoulder and kissed the tip of her ear, "I was wrong before, and I know what you mean, but now I... I understand now, I want to try with you..."

"..."

try?How to try?

"I'm tired of those people in the bar. I've had enough of that kind of life. I'll try to go as little as possible in the future. I..."

She spoke awkwardly, she had no idea what she was talking about.But instinctively, she told herself to coax Mu Siqi and make her happy.

Because maybe they can only go back to the past if they make her happy.

She also wanted to hear Mu Siqi say that she cared about her.

Yu Le tightened his arms, and hugged Mu Siqi forcefully in his arms, wishing to integrate her whole body into her flesh and blood.

"Don't go, in fact, I am to you..."

"..." The heart beat suddenly.

"It's also different."

The author has something to say: let me be soft-hearted one last time...