After straying into the infinite game

Asuka has a secret.

She has a secret that no one knows, and she hides this secret very well.Except for her younger sister Asuka, no one knows, and even the adults in Tomorrow's family don't know that Asuka actually has an unparalleled talent in Yin and Yang.

When she was born, she could see the "spirits" invisible to ordinary people. She could communicate and drive shikigami. She could see people on the other side of the underworld. She also believed that one day, if possible, she would be able to talk to gods.

From the first time she saw the witch Yamahara Akiko, Asuka looked down on this illusory witch-sama.Asuka's talent in Yin-Yang Dao is unique, but she lost the opportunity to become a witch who practiced Yin-Yang Dao. In this matter, Asuka has complaints about Akiko Yamahara, who randomly unwrapped the lottery.

Akiko Yamahara did not have much momentum in the practice of Onmyodo. Compared with Onmyodo, which exorcises ghosts and shikigami, she prefers waka and priestess dances.It was just because of this that Akiko Yamahara was in a mess in the practice of Yin-Yang Dao, and she had to use expensive magic tools to make a bed to drive out the little ghosts in the upper body, and she was not worried at all about the level of this half-baked child.

Asuka also has her own unique magic weapon, which is the shamisen that she carefully maintains, and this is also her only magic weapon.Because of the unraveling of the lottery, Asuka can't get in touch with the "witch orthodoxy" in the mountain god ancestral hall, so she can only hide her talent and ability to practice yin and yang, and dress herself up as an ordinary girl, naive and ignorant. ignorance.

But she can see people on the other side of Huangquan.

The first time she came to the mountain god ancestral hall, she discovered something. The one enshrined on the altar was a girl who was also young. She sat on the altar and burned her life in a daze.She was awakened by the arrival and appearance of Asuka and Asukahara.

That was her teacher, the former Miko Yamahara Akiko who was wiped out of existence. All her accomplishments in the practice of Yin and Yang were carried out under the guidance of Yamahara Akiko. At the same time, Asuka also tried to leave the imprint of driving the soul With Akiko Yamahara, she failed.

After Akiko Yamahara woke up, she has become no different from ordinary people. Except that other people can't see her existence and can't touch her, her figure is more and more staring.It is so true that sometimes Asuka subconsciously regards Akiko Yamahara as an ordinary girl, after all, she left on her 16th birthday.

Akiko Yamahara didn't mind this, but just laughed at Asuka's clumsy Yin-Yang Dao technique. Her attainments in Yin-Yang Dao are far higher than Asuka's.In front of her, Asuka can't help feeling inferior.

Akiko Yamahara is a very easygoing girl who told the truth about Asuka Priestess and Miko.Akiko Yamahara told Asuka that there are no mountain gods at all, and no matter what, they cannot hear the blessings and divine voices of the gods represented by the mountain gods, and the so-called sacrifice is just a simple process of becoming a Buddha.

The existence of Akiko Yamahara is the most unspeakable secret of Asuka, except for her own sister Asuka, Asuka has never mentioned it to anyone.Fortunately for Asuka, Asuka does not have any talent in the yin and yang path, she is just...an ordinary, innocent child who wants to live.

And she, she will definitely let her sister live, this is the desire buried in her heart.

Asuka often inexplicably dreamed of the scene before her mother's death. Her mother strangled the young her neck and cursed viciously.As the mother's strength continued to increase, as a young child, she had no way to do anything. With the feeling of suffocation coming up, her eyes were blank.

"You are a monster, a monster...you are going to eat my child! You are not my daughter! You are not! A monster!"

"I'm going to kill you! Kill you!" The woman vented her emotions frantically, but she didn't know that there was already an evil spirit lurking behind her, "You monster that shouldn't exist! You took Xiao Yuan's body away. Everything! You owe her all this! You owe her your life! You..."

It was a curse, the worst curse a desperate woman could bestow upon her own flesh and blood.Asuka only felt that her eyes were turning white, and everything began to become blurred. As the feeling of suffocation washed her senses, she readily accepted the most vicious curse of a woman.She was right, this was what she owed her sister Asuka by nature.

There is nothing to fear even if she pays with her life, because her life is worthless at all, without any value.

The woman's voice stopped abruptly, and a large amount of blood froth suddenly spit out from her mouth, perhaps her lungs were punctured.Immediately, the woman let go of her grip on Asuka's neck.

Asuka coughed violently, the long-lost air flowed into her nostrils again, and the limbs that had lost strength were injected with life again.Asuka coughed violently, the world in front of her eyes was being reshaped, she curled up subconsciously.

Like a vicious curse, Asuka didn't die.

The woman struggled frantically, but the ghost directly pierced the woman's abdomen and chest without mercy.As the woman gasped violently, she broke the boundary at the end of her life, and she saw the ugly and twisted monster.

The ugly ghost and the heart-piercing perm severely stimulated the woman. She had never wanted to live like this moment.She knew that Asuka was different. Since she was a child, Asuka liked to talk to the air alone, which was one of the reasons why women suspected that she was inhuman.

The woman stretched out her hand, trying to grab Asuka who fell on the ground: "Save..."

The woman's hand stopped there, and she died.

Asuka recovered a little strength, she slowed down and started from the ground.The distorted shikigami who left her with the ghost spell stared at her motionless.

Asuka knows why women die, because she wants to live, even if she's a freak.

Asuka used yin and yang spells to take back the released ghosts.She knew why women hated herself so much, because she was a person who shouldn't exist.

She bears no resemblance to her biological mother.When the mother was pregnant with her and Asuka, she had already found countless doctors to confirm that there was only one child in her horribly swollen belly.

There was supposed to be only one child, and that was Asuka, not her.

But on the day of childbirth, the woman gave birth to twins.As if her horribly swollen belly was an ominous sign to begin with.Of the two children, the first was born with an ominous omen, and the other was dying and his life was hanging by a thread.

Borrowing a belly to give birth to a child.Women are crazy.

The woman always thinks so, she doesn't think Asuka is her own flesh and blood, this ghostly child is a monster, and the weak and sickly Asuka is the child she almost lost her life.

Asuka doesn't hate women, and she never regards women as her biological mother... There is nothing wrong with women, she is indeed the monster that devoured her sister's vitality.At least that's how she sees herself.

The screaming in front of the woman and the strong smell of blood quickly attracted other people, and Asuka's face was covered in blood, which was all spattered by the woman's blood.She lowered her head and looked at the corpse in front of her expressionlessly, even the blood was still warm.

As the sound of clogs gradually approached, Asuka showed a look of panic. Even if she is a cold-blooded monster, it is still very easy to deceive others, after all, she is still so young.Who would believe that a four-year-old girl could kill her biological mother with her own hands?

The woman who opened the sliding door let out a short exclamation. She was obviously frightened by the bloody scene in front of her. The woman came over to check on Asuka's condition and whether she was injured.

Ever since this woman gave birth to Asuka and Asukahara, the former Hana street card quickly lost the favor of men, but both children were expected to succeed the witch, and the man killed the biological mothers of the two daughters. In the main room.

Asuka's mind is not here at all.

She was thinking about one thing, would her sister Asuka be angry because she killed her mother?

Tomorrow has a secret.

This secret is little known, except for her sister Asuka, and those high-ranking Asuka adults who can control her fate, no one knows this secret.

Asahara was congenitally deficient, and she was weak and sickly since she was a child. All the doctors who had diagnosed her had come to the conclusion that no matter how much she took care of her body, it was impossible for Asahihara to live beyond the age of 15.

This also disappointed her father to the extreme, as Asuka had inherited her mother's good looks of street cards, this was not the first time her father planned to find a husband for Asahara. It is not uncommon to get married before the age of 15. Even if he leaves soon after marrying the daimyo, he can still find a "sister from the tomorrow family" for the daimyo in the name of "Asukahara" as a continuation. This is not a loss in any way buy and sell.

In order to make Asukahara's marriage as profitable as possible, her father concealed Asukahara's innate deficiencies.This shrewd man doubts whether the words of his concubine are true, even if Asuka seems too maverick, he also finds a seat for a witch for Asuka, and collects classics at home for Asuka to learn from.

Asuka told the man that Asuka's body would get better, and at the same time, Asuka had an unparalleled talent in Yin and Yang.

The man was skeptical, but Ming Riyuan's body was getting better day by day, and he would no longer suddenly cough up blood when he was exposed to the wind and cold.The man also agreed to the proposal of Asuka and Asuka to go to the mountain god shrine to practice.

Asuka lied.

Their biological mother actually said nothing wrong. She, a monster, deprived Asuka of the possibility of living from the very beginning, just like a dove occupying a magpie's nest, without even giving the chance to live.

Asuka also knows.

Asuka had never hated her. Asahara had only one greatest wish, and that was to live.

This is her greatest desire to live, and she has nothing else to desire.But Asuka couldn't do anything, she could only watch from a distance when Asuka was seriously ill, and went to those adults over and over again to seek doctor's diagnosis and treatment, and then watched from a distance, she couldn't do anything.

She could only say sorry over and over again, the woman was right, it was indeed what she owed her sister from birth.Asuka owes her life to Asukahara.

"This is actually a very simple matter." Akiko Yamahara was sitting on the promenade, beside her lay the huge praying white fox. Akiko Yamahara subconsciously smoothed the fur of the praying white fox, but the witch's hand But it went through the fur of the white fox without touching anything, and the white fox still showed happiness and joy.

Akiko Yamahara looked at the little girl in front of her, the little girl did show the silence and coldness that she shouldn't have at her age.

"What shall I do, sir."

"Do you know what becoming a Buddha is?" Akiko Yamahara said with a smile, "I have already become a Buddha now! But my life is transformed into the glory and wealth of the three great masters. I can help you hang on with Yin and Yang Dao Xiao Yuan took a breath, if you become a Buddha, you can save Xiao Yuan and completely change her fate!"

"Becoming a Buddha..." Asuka murmured.

Asuka, who was sitting next to Asuka, looked up, and suddenly heard sister muttering these two words. She looked at Asuka, and Asuka asked, "Sister, are you talking to Master Yamahara?"

Asuka knew that Asuka did not have any talent in Yin and Yang, she was just an ordinary girl.Asuka had always envied herself, and she also wanted to see so many differences, including her benefactor, Akiko Yamahara, whom she had never met and who could not thank her in person.

"Yeah." Asuka responded, rubbing Asuka's head, "Does Xiaoyuan want to live like an ordinary person forever?"

"Sister! Stop rubbing it!" Asuka asked back, "I want to live, didn't sister always know? Why do you still ask me?"

Become a Buddha... As long as you can become a Buddha, become a so-called mountain god sacrifice, and use your own life to save others... Asuka looked at Akiko Yamahara beside her, becoming a Buddha may not necessarily die... But Asuka has no yin and yang The talent of the Tao, becoming a Buddha means that Asuka will never see Asuka again.And Asuka doesn't know, can Asuka live until then?

"Sister, there is wind."

It was Asukahara's voice.

Asuka stood up subconsciously, all thoughts and thoughts were left behind by her.Asuka said: "You can't blow the wind, you will get sick. I'll get you a fox fur, let's warm up in the house."

"En." Asuka replied obediently, but didn't move.

Asuka left in a hurry.

"She promised to become a Buddha for you." Akiko Yamahara said slowly, "Actually, I still like her very much. She cares about you so much and loves you so much. Are you determined to hide it from her forever?"

"I never cared." Asukahara said, her voice was cold.

"Really? You monster." Yamahara Akiko said, "Poor your sister is still desperate for you."

"So what?" Asahihara's voice was very soft, as if his whole body would be blown away by the wind in an instant, "Didn't you say that? I'm a monster."

"It's really boring." Akiko Yamahara said.

"I've never done anything wrong. As I said, I just want to live," Asunahara said. "Use this body. Live as her."

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The author has something to say:

Asukahara was the monster who gave birth in the belly... Asuka always thought it was herself.

All the interspersed things are the memories of the two sisters.

It hurts to type on the keyboard after my hand is injured qwq