lights out gl

That cold hand was placed on Bai Li's cheek. Bai Li looked at her quietly, took her hand off and wrapped it in her palm for a moment, lowered her head slightly, and said resolutely: "Even in the past four years, you blame me for being cold-blooded. Still won’t take that sentence back.”

Yu Yinwan was shocked.

"Yinyan is dead, and I can't recover. After her death, I can only be thankful that nothing happened to you." Bai Li knew how cruel she was. On the day of the funeral, Yu Yinyan turned into a black and white photo. Playing in my mind like a revolving lantern.

Under the big tree in the Bai family, there was no girl in white clothes playing the guitar anymore. She knew only that song, and she took the trouble to play it to Bai Li. She proudly told Bai Li that this was the song my sister taught me.

Bai Li stood in front of the tombstone and couldn't cry. She was an extremely rational person, but at that moment she naively hoped that the nightmare would wake up soon, and that she could see the living Yu Yinyan again when she woke up.

Yu Yinwan, who was supposed to be in the hospital, came last. Her hair was disheveled and she was thinner, her face was lifeless. The hospital doctor said that she cried until her eyesight blurred, she couldn't eat, and she couldn't drink a drop of water.

Even so, she's still alive... Bai Li thought to herself after all thoughts were lost.

Yinyan's favorite person is still alive.

...

Yu Yinwan's hands were almost cold. She was angry, disappointed, and sad, and several negative emotions burst out of her shell. She pulled her hand away forcefully, lowered her eyebrows and wanted to say something. Bai Li slowly raised her head, blushing. Eyes, a very shallow smile, "I believe that I was the one who died that day, and Yinyan will say the same thing as me."

You are fine.

Friend, confidant, playmate, Yu Yinyan is the person who understands Bai Li best. If she is still around, she will understand everything Bai Li does.

Bai Li put her hands around her waist, buried her on Yu Yinwan's shoulders, closed her eyes and hugged her tightly.

"Yinyan has always wanted you to be happy. After she dies, I will continue to fulfill her wish." She urgently needs to touch Yu Yinwan and feel her warm body for herself.

It was Bai Li who asked Yu Yinyan to go back alone that night.

She was an unknown person, she shouldn't have had contact with Yu Yinyan since she was a child, and she was greedy to become a confidant with her.

For more than 1000 days and nights, Bai Li did not let go of her guilt towards Yu Yinyan. Yu Yinwan lost her favorite sister and walked away for four years, and she lost her favorite person and favorite friend.

Why did Sanjie let her live until she was 27 years old, Bai Li thought about it.

She couldn't die, it must be because of Yu Yinwan.

As early as the first time I heard the words Fang Nianyan, met Zheng Weihe, and the girl Du Simiao, Yu Yinwan tolerated them unconditionally, Bai Li already understood that Yu Yinwan let go of her identity as the eldest lady, and she did not let go of her love for Yu Yinyan. Deep obsession.

Yu Cunyu is critically ill at home, Yu Wu is dead, and sooner or later Yu Cunzhuo will leave, Bai Li will not let Yu Yinwan be alone.

She needs to be loved, and Bai Li is willing to take on all of this and try her best to bring her happiness.

The tears on her shoulders soaked Yu Yinwan's clothes, she couldn't hold it anymore, she reached out her arms to hug Baili back, sobbing silently by Baili's ear, she took the trouble to say sorry to her over and over again.

She shouldn't stab her with a knife like crazy, and cruelly define her as an unintentional person.

At that time, Yu Yinwan simply wanted Bai Li to feel her own pain, but she forgot that Bai Li was also in pain, she was just clumsy and unable to express.

All along, the powerful Yu Yinwan was the one they tolerated unconditionally.

"I want to tell you that as a sister, Yu Yinyan is lucky to be friends with you, and I am happy for her choice." Yu Yinwan patted her thin back, inserted her fingertips into her black hair, and lay down In Bai Li, she cried and said, "Bai Li, let it go... just remember those happy things."

Bai Li clenched her teeth tightly, not wanting to break down and cry bitterly in Yu Yinwan's arms, she buried herself in Yu Yinwan's neck even more greedily, and said hoarsely, "Okay."

The wound in my heart can't be completely healed, at least because of this sentence, it won't bleed anymore.

She knew that Yu Yinwan really forgave her.

Tired from crying, Yu Yinwan lost all strength, she sat slumped on the ground, the two of them didn't speak anymore, they hugged each other tenderly.

Yu Yinyan never left, the bridge existed in a different form, because of her, two scarred women approached again.

Yu Yinwan finally understood why Yu Yinyan was angry at her for not being honest enough.

Because it wasn't the Three Tribulations that hindered their relationship, she and Bai Li were used to hiding too many things in their hearts, if you don't say it, I won't say it.

In the past, Bai Li took the initiative, but now Yu Yinwan wants to try to take the initiative.

"Bai Li." Yu Yinwan wiped away her tears with the back of her hand and called her softly.

"I'm here."

"There are many things about me..." Yu Yinwan bit her lip, her eyes were a bit troubled, "I always force myself to be thoughtful, I used to live for Guangzong Yaozu, until I lost my way after Yinyan died, I was not as strong as I imagined , but I will pick myself up, let go of the past slowly, and start over."

She wiped away the tears from the corners of Bai Li's eyes with her fingertips, and made up her mind to say: "So... we... also get to know each other again, please don't call me Missy again." She wanted to simply get along with Bai Li as an ordinary woman.

Even just once, Yu Yinwan wanted to be a selfish person, maybe she would have the courage to confide her feelings to Bai Li, but Yu Yinwan didn't think about the result.

"I..." After the shock, Bai Li felt guilty and uneasy in her heart, should she tell what she had hidden from Yu Yinwan.

Marriage.. someone you like.

Also, why did she stay in Yushi.

Unknowingly, the lie turned into a balloon that was about to burst. She and Yu Yinwan had just let go, and Yu Yinwan fully tolerated Baili's fragility.

Bai Li didn't want to say it, she didn't dare to say it.

"You...be gentle." Bai Li suddenly hugged her tightly, and Yu Yinwan felt as if Bai Li was going to rub her into her body. She used all her strength and even hurt her a little.

Yu Yinwan didn't know why Bai Li's mood changed, so she could only pat her on the back, trying to calm her down.

"Sleep first, okay?" Yu Yinwan said with difficulty, breathing hard.

Where does this man come from so much strength?

"You really won't leave?" Bai Li frowned uncomfortably.

"will not."

Bai Li relaxed a little, and continued to probe, "Aren't you going to sleep with Du Simiao?"

Yu Yinwan was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and said: "I won't look for it anymore." The little girl must have fallen asleep early.

It was already late at night, Bai Li let go of her completely, leaned on her shoulder slumped, Yu Yinwan's eyes were soft, and she asked her step by step: "What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid you'll snatch the quilt while you're sleeping?"

! !Yu Yinwan pushed her away in a panic, and they both fell to the ground at the same time.

The woman blushed, Yu Yinwan pointed at herself incredulously, and repeated it with difficulty, "I'm going to grab the quilt while I'm sleeping?"

Bai Li rubbed her eyes, then smiled slightly, "Yes." It's not about robbing, but she likes to wrap herself up.

Yu Yinwan, who was still crying before, was extremely embarrassed at the moment, she hesitated and said in shame: "How about I ask the front desk to bring another quilt?"

"No." Bai Li stood up, her legs were weak, and she barely stabilized her figure.

After crying, the two of them were very tired, Bai Li gave her a simple smile, turned around and went to the bathroom to tidy herself up.

Yu Yinwan sat on the ground blankly, she looked at the golden photo frame, it was still like new after several years, Yu Yinwan grabbed it to her chest and hugged it tightly, silently said thank you.

Thank you sister for fueling Yu Yinwan's courage four years later.

She is a failed sister, and she failed to let Yu Yinyan witness her and Bai Li's current breakthrough, but Yu Yinwan believes that her sister's spirit in the sky will always accompany them and bless them with safety and success.

...

The bed was square and square, the two of them lay down separately after turning off the lights, Yu Yinwan purposely let herself stick to the side of the bed in order not to snatch the quilt.

For some reason, the nights in Su City are extraordinarily long, and Bai Li is unwilling to just close her eyes and fall asleep like this.

Yu Yinwan also didn't sleep, "Why didn't you sleep?" Bai Li was looking at herself.

"Aren't you afraid of falling?" Bai Li chuckled in the dark, a little helpless, she groped and found Yu Yinwan's hand that was outside the quilt, and pulled her over slightly.

Yu Yinwan didn't have time to exclaim, she was dragged into the middle by Bai Li, and Bai Li leaned over.

She no longer said that Bai Li was thin and weak, and her seemingly thin body was full of strength.

The quilt was clustered between the two of them, Yu Yinwan swallowed in panic, Bai Li was really domineering sometimes, which was completely opposite to her cold appearance.

Bai Li opened her eyes wide, patted the quilt, and saw her outline clearly as she wished, and coaxed her softly, "Go to sleep."

"I can't sleep, how did you and Zou Qian know each other?" Yu Yinwan adjusted her posture, closed her eyes and planned to listen to Bai Li's story, she was concerned about why Zou Qian knew about Bai Li, and how good the relationship between the two was. Don't talk?

"Zou Qian is the cousin of the fourth child. She was targeted by her peers in Sushi the year before last. We happened to be in a nearby city and helped her."

The fourth child is Bai Li's confidant who is always with him. When his family members encounter difficulties, Bai Li will help if he can.

"She..." Yu Yinwan licked her lips, feeling a little sleepy, and asked slowly, "Does she have a family?"

"No, she is unmarried."

"Then she likes you?"

Bai Li quickly vetoed it, "Zou Qian is very grateful to me for taking care of the fourth child, so she treats me very well, and she also knows some things about the Bai family, which doesn't mean she likes me."

After talking about Bai Li's progress, I emphasized again, "She and I are just friends we can chat with."

Yu Yinwan was very upset. Counting it, she had known Bai Li for 17 years. Regardless of her status as master and servant, Bai Li still had reservations when talking to her.

Obviously, Baili is right under her nose, and she still needs to know things that she doesn't know through other people's mouths.

Yu Yinwan sulked, "Bai Li, are you afraid of me?"

"You and Zou Qian can chat unscrupulously, what about you and me?" Yu Yinwan became more and more angry, clutching the quilt with her fingertips, and took a deep breath, "You talk to me like squeezing toothpaste, let me ask you a little a little."

So stingy.

Bai Li frowned and let go, repeated several times, she straightened her words, and began to feel inferior again, she said: "I can see you again in Yushi, I'm afraid you hate me."

It's like this when you like someone, if you give too much, you are afraid that the other person will be annoying, and if you give too little, you will not be satisfied. Bai Li is no longer a child, she has been hurt once, and she knows how to handle it better.

The word hate again, Yu Yinwan's eyes flickered, all the words she wanted to say were blocked in her throat, unable to get up or down.

No matter what she does, will Bai Li think she hates her?

The air was terribly quiet, Bai Li didn't realize that she had said the wrong thing, Yu Yinwan was angry and aggrieved, "Come here."

Bai Li moved.

"Come closer!" Bai Li moved over slowly.

She still didn't cover her with the quilt, Xin's long body was pressed against the quilt, Yu Yinwan moved to her eyes, and obviously felt Bai Li's body tremble, and her breathing gradually became rapid.

"Bai Li, stop saying I hate you." She didn't meet Bai Li's eyes, but stopped in front of her, lowered her head slightly and covered most of her face with the quilt.

"Also, if you don't cover the quilt, go to sleep on the sofa." The soft voice was muffled under the quilt, and the lingering sound was angry with her, and decided not to talk to her anymore.

Yu Yinwan's girlish coquettishness made Bai Li's voice tense, her mind was spinning for a while, and she was almost dazzled by joy. She got out of bed lightly, stood beside the bed with her right hand trembling and lifted the corner of the quilt, her black eyes were bright.

The cold wind whizzed into the bed, Yu Yinwan shrank her neck, and scolded Bai Li in a mess.

She took the initiative to invite, but Bai Li didn't follow?Who has the problem? Could it be that Yu Yinwan wanted to lure her into bed?

Miss Yu has always been active, and was about to crawl out of bed when Bai Li quickly slipped in. She cleared her throat, swallowed hard, and said awkwardly, "Good night."

How can I sleep!Bai Li's hands and feet were stiff, she could clearly hear her own heartbeat, and every breath was filled with the scent of Yu Yinwan's body.

"Good night." Yu Yinwan pursed her lips, deliberately touched her hand under the quilt, and even scratched the back of her hand playfully with her fingers.

Time is a luxury for them, but fortunately there is still time, Yu Yinwan not only doesn't hate her, but her love for her is too deep, it only increases and does not decrease.

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