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Chapter 103 Guilt

Knowing that Bai Yiyao was taken to Yushi by Bai Li, Mama Bai had mixed feelings of joy and sorrow. During the day, she went to her son's room to help him clean up. She stroked Bai Yiyao's used pillow, showing a faint smile of relief.

When Bai's mother saw Bai Yiyao for the first time, she felt pity. She was also angry that such a small child was stunted and his body was beaten all over by his biological parents. She was also a child, but the gap was so big.

The worst thing is that when his parents learned that someone was willing to adopt Yi Yao, they wished Bai Li to take him away quickly. They used the boy as a motivator.

Mother Bai had the dream of having both children when she was young, but unfortunately, she suffered so much when she was pregnant with Baili. After giving birth to Bai Li, she was unable to conceive again. Paying attention to her body, she was still unable to conceive, until she had Yi Yao before she completely gave up the idea of ​​getting pregnant again.

Bai Su found his wife in Bai Yiyao's room. The moment he walked in the door, he was overwhelmed with guilt. In order for the plan to go smoothly, he had to sacrifice the boy his wife loved for many years.

Hearing her lover's steady footsteps, Bai's mother put away her memories in time. She sat on Bai Yiyao's bed, with a few coats that Bai Yiyao didn't take away scattered around her hand.

"Did you call Li'er?" Mother Bai asked her husband.

"Not yet." Bai Su planned to pretend to be ignorant and call Bai Li.

"Oh, have a better attitude. If you have anything to say, we'll talk about it when Li'er comes back."

The boy's room is more unfamiliar to Bai Su. He has a different attitude from his wife and daughter. He has no way to treat Bai Yiyao as his own son. Bai Su moves a chair and sits in front of Bai's mother. Question: "Qiaoqin, you have to adapt to life without Yi Yao."

Mother Bai was slightly stunned, "Is Yi Yao not coming back?"

After her wife got married, she took care of the entire Bai family. She aged faster than Bai Su, and the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes became more and more obvious. She was hurt by Bai Yiyuan a while ago, but now her hair is full of white silk.

Bai Su felt pain in the center of her puzzled gaze, his words stuck in his throat, and he answered irrelevantly: "I don't know how long Li'er will keep him, even if he comes back, he will go out to work with his brothers, Li'er is as old as him It's time to lead the team independently.

"Asu, can you answer a question for me?"

"To what extent are you willing to recognize your son?"

Bai Su's fatherly love is harsh.

Bai Li has been in charge of the house for 18 years since he was 9 years old. Bai Su has not let her go completely. He retreats behind the scenes and secretly worries about everything. He is afraid that his daughter will offend the Yu family. Not satisfied with my daughter.

He is not a greedy person, he has paved the way for Bai Li, so there is no need to continue to pave the way.

Mother Bai's words were filled with complaints, "Yi Yao has just turned 18, and boys mature late. If you tolerate him, he will naturally appreciate you and work harder."

"Qiaoqin, if you can't cut a jade, you can't make it. You like reading. Don't you understand the meaning of this sentence?" Bai Su shook his head and sighed heavily, "You and Li'er are used to him, and his progress speed is a year old. Slower than a year, if I don't push him to grow up, when will he be able to be alone?"

"He is a man from the Bai family, and a man from the Bai family must stand upright! He can carry the entire Bai family!"

Bai Su didn't want to defend himself, he admitted that he didn't want to see Bai Yiyuan, and he was cruel to Bai Yiyuan.

But he gave Bai Yiyao time before, now it seems that Bai Yiyao has not worked hard to grow up, he is used to relying on Bai Li, without Bai Li, the sky will collapse as fragile.

Mother Bai tightly held Bai Su's big hand full of scars, and said earnestly: "Children and grandchildren have their own blessings, we must learn to let go, your education may not be correct."

"Qiaoqin, I made a vow when I was young not to be a parent hated by my children. My thoughts are good, but look at the environment the Bai family is in." Bai Su laughed at himself, "If I let my children go, the Yu family will scold Bai If I don’t care about the improper education of the family, the Yu family will break the trust of the Bai family, and I will be responsible for the Bai family’s up and down life.”

"Ah Su..." Mama Bai was speechless.

Thanks to Bai Su, the status of the Bai family has changed drastically compared to before.No one is qualified to refute Bai Su's devotion to the Bai family.

His wife didn't understand, and Bai Su didn't continue talking. He pulled out his hand and got up, and said in an emotionless voice: "I said when you were pregnant with Li'er, it's enough for us to have Li'er, there's no need to force it, now my daughter The wild child you picked up has given you too much thought."

Bai Su walked to the door with his hands behind his back, his guilt towards Bai Yiyuan was exhausted, and he said cruelly: "If you and Li'er were not too stubborn, Bai Yiyuan and I are strangers who have nothing to do with each other, I am kind enough to him .”

His children couldn't fulfill Bai Su's expectations, so Bai Su had no choice but to do it himself.

Everything he did was never to satisfy someone's selfishness or desire.

The overall situation is the most important thing, Bai Li and Bai Yiyao let him down time and again, he wants to lay the bricks and tiles for the next few hundred years of the Bai family in his lifetime.

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rain city.

Waking up in the morning, Bai Yiyao saw the sunny day outside, and he thought to himself, he was surprised, but at the same time he walked to the window curiously to look out.

He didn't go to bed until three o'clock in the morning last night, but he was the first person in the family to wake up, Bai Li and Yu Yinwan were still sleeping in the room.

In Bai Yiyao's life, good things are always short-lived.

Like cherry blossoms in spring, heat waves by the sea in summer, withered maple leaves in autumn, and heavy snow in winter that doesn’t last for a few days.And the sudden sunny day in the rainy city.

The warm sun outside the window shone into the boy's palm, and the boy subconsciously held it with five fingers. The greatest luck in his life was to be picked up by Bai Li, and most of the warmth was also given to him by Bai Li, so he had nothing else to ask for.

Next, Bai Yiyao will make his sister hate him, and even want to kill him.So last night he figured it out thoroughly, he wanted to cherish these few days, what his sister wanted was his approval, and he wanted to pretend to make her happy against his will.

The boy put away his chaotic thoughts, he walked around the living room, and successfully found the house key on the entrance wall, he picked it up lightly and went downstairs to buy breakfast for his sister.

Half an hour later, Bai Li and Yu Yinwan got up one after another. Usually they would be tired of lying in bed for a while, but Yu Yinwan got up in a hurry to make breakfast for Bai Yiyao. She kissed Bai Li and got up to change her clothes.

"You..." Bai Li Youyuan sat up and stopped her changing clothes and said, "Put on underwear!" Her tone could not be refused.

Thanks to Bai Li's reminder, Yu Yinwan almost forgot that there was an adolescent boy living in the living room, so she bent down and kissed Bai Li's lips, and obediently said, "I know."

After getting dressed, Yu Yinwan went to make breakfast, but there was no boy on the sofa, Yu Yinwan was startled, and ran back to wake up Bai Li who was still on the lazy bed, "Xiaobai, Yi Yao is gone!"

Bai Li opened her eyes suddenly, her first reaction was that Bai Yi ran away from home.

She lifted the quilt and dressed indiscriminately and rushed out. Bai Yiyao's cell phone was placed on the coffee table, and Bai Li's brows were completely locked.

"Call the police?" Yu Yinwan said hastily.

"I'll go out and look for him!" Bai Li was furious. Her brother was unfamiliar with Yushi, so how could she run away from home without saying a word?

Yu Yinwan did not neglect, the two hurriedly put on their shoes at the door and prepared to go out, only to find out that the keys to the house were gone, at this moment the door was opened from the outside, and the young man met the two of them with soy milk and fried dough sticks in one hand.

"Sister... Sister Yu, good morning." Bai Yiyuan scratched his head and smiled brightly.

"Where have you been?" Bai Li's mood was ups and downs, and she was about to scold her younger brother. Yu Yinwan pulled the corner of her clothes and quickly smoothed things over: "Next time you go out, remember to bring your mobile phone. Your sister is worried about you."

It was only when Bai Yiyao went out that he realized that he forgot to bring his mobile phone. Thanks to some cash in his pocket, otherwise he would have returned empty-handed.

The man came back, Bai Li's brows were still locked, Yu Yinwan took the breakfast from the boy's hand, and did not forget to praise him for being so good.Bai Li let out a sigh of relief. She couldn't find her brother just now, and the soles of her feet were as anxious as burning.

"Sister, I'm sorry." The boy looked at his sister's ugly face, and honestly lowered his head to apologize.

My sister cares about him.

Bai Li is not good at expressing. After Yu Yinwan's enlightenment last night, she repeated some words in her heart several times but still couldn't say them. She went to the bedroom and got a bank card and handed it to Bai Yiyao, "Here."

The young man was in a daze, not understanding the meaning of the bank card. Bai Li moved his lips, and insisted on handing the bank card to his hand and said in one breath: "You can't live without money in Yushi. This card was issued by you five years ago. If you open an account in your name, you will spend a lot when you grow up, and if you fall in love again, you will have no money."

"I want to tell you that you are my younger brother. I have no regrets for bringing you back to the Bai family. I am very happy that you can grow up safely." Bai Li's words came from the bottom of her heart. She regarded him as her own brother, and her love for him There are no variables.

How much money is on the card is not the focus of Bai Yiyao's concern, the weight of this card is as heavy as a thousand pieces of gold in Bai Yiyao's hands, he grits his teeth and his eyelids feel sour.

Bai Li is used to touching his head, this is her way of loving him.

She said softly: "When I was a child, I always fantasized about having a younger brother or sister to grow up with me. He had better be more cheerful and attractive than me." It is gentle, "You have fulfilled my expectations for my younger siblings."

In the past, Yi Yao liked to hang by Bai Li's legs out of fear, but when he grew up, in order to avoid suspicion, Bai Yi Yao no longer took the initiative to touch his sister's body. He was afraid that if others said he was in love with her, he would ruin Bai Li's reputation.

The emotions in his heart swelled and overflowed, Bai Yiyao opened his hands and threw himself into Baili's arms to hug her.

He didn't cry loudly, he clenched his teeth and wept silently.

No one knew that it was his incompetent self who was crying because he was ashamed of his identity as Bai Li's younger brother.

...

Yu Yinwan, who was busy in the kitchen, silently covered her chest when she heard Bai Li's words.

Bai Li's loneliness in growing up cannot be explained clearly in a few words.

The Yu family regarded her as a disaster, and the Bai family was afraid that she would make any mistakes, so they simply locked Bai Li in the Bai family compound and did not allow Bai Li to go out to play. Bai Li's only friends are the flowers, plants and trees in the Bai family compound every year. .

God was treating her so unfairly, Yu Yinwan took a deep breath to hold back the tears welling up in her eyes.

It's a pity that Yinyan didn't always bring happiness to Bai Li, and so did Yu Yinwan. Bai Li, who has everything after growing up, is still the loneliest individual.

I'm late...Yu Yinwan kept apologizing in her heart.

Thousands of words can't make up for Yu Yinwan's guilt towards Bai Li, what she can do is to love her unswervingly and stay by her side no matter good or bad.

"Xiaobai, Yi Yao, it's time to eat." Yu Yinwan adjusted her posture and called back.

Hearing the sound, the boy fled in embarrassment. He rushed into the bathroom to clean his face covered with tears.

Bai Li stood where she was, and Yu Yinwan put the breakfast on the tea table with the bowl and chopsticks. She wore a pink apron and smiled silly at Bai Li.

"What are you laughing at?" Seeing her happy, Bai Li naturally followed suit.

Yu Yinwan walked up to her and wrapped her arms around her waist, smiled and said, "Bai Li, shall we adopt a child in the future?"

"Yi Yao must be a good uncle."

Yu Yinwan is not a person who particularly likes children.

Her preferences vary from person to person. After the death of her sister, she fears the short start of life and deeply doubts her own inadequacy.

Bai Li lowered her head slightly, their foreheads were pressed together, Bai Li smiled and said, "I don't know how to take care of children."

"Let's study together." Yu Yin smiled brighter than her.

"I don't agree?" Bai Li purposefully kept a straight face, "It's too troublesome to take care of a child." Yi Yao still wet the bed in his teens, crying and crying.

Yu Yinwan closed her eyes and kissed her lips. Bai Li had bad intentions not to allow her to kiss her, and hummed, "Aren't you afraid that I will be jealous of the child?"

"No." Yu Yinwan pinched her angrily, and wanted to kiss her again, but Bai Li dodged a few times, and took the initiative to grab the back of her head and kiss her while she was not paying attention.

Bai Li said she was jealous, but she was full of confidence in her heart.Yu Yinwan's love for her is unique and no one can replace it.

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These chapters are calm on the surface, but they are actually turbulent! !

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