The cold goddess always wants to bend me

Wei Zhi fell to the ground, lowered his head in despair.

The persistence for so long fell apart. She thought she could do it, at least she had the courage to face everything, but she didn't expect it to be like this in the end.

"Stay by my side, only I will accept you without reservation."

Shu Yixin turned her face away and let her look at herself. In her dull eyes were the emptiness and despair she was familiar with. She smiled, gently rubbed her bloodless lips, and slowly moved closer.

The two lips were touching, still as soft as before, and she closed her eyes in satisfaction.

At least, at this moment, she belongs to her.

Wei Zhi looked at the person in front of her quietly, like an unconscious creature letting her do what she did, the floor beneath her was extremely cold, she stared blankly at the pale ceiling, letting tears flow down the corners of her eyes.

"Zhizhi, you are mine, you can only be mine."

The whimpering wind cut through the thick night, and the snowflakes fluttered with coldness, falling into the cold city made of steel.

In a trance, a voice came from the wind and snow, piercing through the thick night from the depths of her memory and rang in her ears, with a little bit of coquettishness and stubbornness, speaking to her in a tone that could not be refuted.

"Anyway, remember, you can only be mine, no one can touch you, except me, no one can touch you."

She pushed away the person who was still moving, sat up in fear, ran to the bathroom without looking back, and rinsed the places that had just been touched over and over again, as if these places were contaminated with deadly germs.

Shu Yixin chased after her, watching her almost paranoid rubbing her flesh over and over again.

"Enough, am I going to make you sick like this?"

Wei Zhi kept moving his hands, and murmured, "Xinxin will get angry, she doesn't like this."

With tears in her eyes, Shu Yixin said dejectedly: "Xinxin, Xinxin, it's her again, and it's her again." Her facial features were ferocious again, with deep unwillingness, "Why can't I if she can?"

She came over, grabbed her hand roughly, and forced her to touch her left eye, "You said you would be responsible for me, my eyes will never get better in this life, and you will never want to leave me in this life."

Her fingertips trembled uncontrollably, she began to struggle, as if she was touching something terrifying, slowly her whole body was shaking, strong guilt and uneasiness dominated her, she dared not look at her, the pain in her heart Once she took control of her consciousness, she was like a small beast under siege, struggling to shake off everything that bound her.

Shu Yixin fell to the ground, clutching the back of her head that had been knocked dizzy, she felt a piercing pain, but she smiled with the corners of her mouth open.

"Look, you haven't changed at all. Are you sure you can really love someone like this?"

The laughter reached her ears, as if mocking her infatuation and delusion.

Yeah, can she really love like a normal person?

She seemed to be caught in a cycle, struggling constantly in the infinite negation, getting deeper and deeper, the familiar darkness hit, pervasive, as if to drown her.

She, slowly sank into hell.

"For the rest of my life, would you like to accompany me?"

"I, I would"

"As long as you love me, I will never leave you, and..."

"I love you."

Heat flowed from her eyes, and the surrounding darkness was hidden in the unknown again in the oath, and she returned to the world again.

No matter how severe the wind and snow is, she still has a safe place—it's good to have her.

She loves her and will always love her so they won't be apart.

And she loves her too.

An urgent thought formed in her mind, occupying all her thoughts at an extremely fast speed, and then began to dominate her actions. She walked out quickly, packed two pieces of clothes in a hurry, and went out with a box.

She was going to find her, desperate to see her.

There was never a moment when she wanted to appear in front of someone so much, hug her, and kiss her.

During this period, Shu Yixin kept provoking her with words, but she just turned a deaf ear to it, as if if she heard one more word, she would fall into the abyss of eternal doom again.

Shu Yixin followed her downstairs, watching her plunge into the wind and snow, her emaciated body exuding a wordless sadness.

She ran two steps, fell to the ground, and grasped the soft snow unwillingly, her face was paler than the snow in the flying snow.

"Wei Zhi, do you want her to become like me?"

The figure in the wind and snow paused, the surroundings were too cold, only a little warmth from the person in her heart, she paused, and started to move forward again, as if she dared not stop again.

The snow in the palm of her hand melted slowly, and the icy snow water penetrated everywhere. Shu Yixin looked at her firmly until she could no longer see her. Those injured eyes became cold and dark again.

"You will definitely come back."

On the eve of the new year, Yu Xinxin got up early in the morning and cleaned the house with Yu's mother. Even Jin Jin was sent to the pet shop for a new bath.

Pressing the dog's head, she spent a long time trying to put the dog's triangle scarf she just bought on Jin Jin's belt. The golden hair flicked, and the words on the triangle scarf also trembled slightly - "This village is super beautiful cub"

I remember that when I first bought it, Mother Yu expressed her strong approval and said bluntly: "Isn't our Jin Zi the most beautiful puppy in our community?"

Jin Zi shook his head and rubbed against her body, Yu Xinxin smiled and patted her head, "Want to go out to play again?"

Jin Zi grinned, his dark eyes were wet, Yu Xinxin couldn't stand it like this the most, her heart softened, and she resigned herself to tying a leash to it.

"Mom, I'll take Jin Jin out for a stroll."

"Okay, come back early, the meal is almost ready."

"understood."

When they got downstairs, Jin Zi ran wildly, Yu Xinxin almost couldn't hold it, and followed her here and there.

While running, the phone in his pocket rang. Yu Xinxin reined in with difficulty, took out the phone, and grinned when he saw the name on the screen.

"Hey, did you miss me?"

"what?"

"Wait a minute, I'll be there right away."

After hanging up the phone, Yu Xinxin clutched her flying heart and ran to the gate of the community with the dog in her hand.

Jin Zi yelled in doubt, but he couldn't resist the master whose strength suddenly increased, so he had to run behind.

The snow on the side of the road has not yet melted, and the bare branches are wrapped in fine pieces, showing a little chill in the winter sun.

Wei Zhi looked at the community in front of him. The blue wall skin showed signs of falling off, a brick was missing at the corner of the flower bed, and there were several cracks in the cement road under his feet. It was an old community, with traces of time everywhere.

This is where Xinxin grew up.

The exhaustion from a sleepless night surged up, she was a little dazed, her fingertips curled up tightly, and there was a slight pain in her palm.

That's it, right or wrong.

Yu Xinxin ran all the way, and when he was about to reach the gate of the community, he saw a long figure standing at the fence gate from a distance, with black hair hanging down to his waist, cool brows and eyes, and his skin under the sun was almost transparent, as if It was a bit colder than Bai Xue, she folded her arms around her chest, as if she felt a little cold, rubbed her arms, and was talking to the uncle in the security room.

Yu Xinxin ran over and tore off the scarf around her neck. Wei Zhi saw that her eyes lit up, and before she could speak, she was tightly wrapped up. The touch of her neck was soft and still carried her warmth.

She smiled, and her body began to warm up.

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