The cold goddess always wants to bend me

No wonder she thinks too much, Wei Zhi is really outstanding, with a cool appearance, a gentle and considerate personality, a distinguished family background, and hair that shines from head to toe, such a lover is perfect, and she is ordinary.

People in love always worry about gains and losses, and facing such a perfect lover, this feeling is even worse.

She sighed faintly, and retracted the hand on Wei Zhi's arm. In fact, she didn't know Wei Zhi very well. A woman was too perfect in front of her. Being perfect made her always feel that something was missing. She remembered just now When getting to know her, the other party will always give her an unreal feeling, as if it will be broken with a light touch.

Wei Zhi never mentioned her past in front of her, and never saw her call home, as if she was always alone.

Except that she has a cousin with a delicate relationship and a father who has conflicts, she knows nothing about Wei Zhi's past, and she doesn't even know how many members of Wei Zhi's family there are.

She thought of that night of collapse, and how many times Wei Zhi had unintentionally expressed despair. She was a person who couldn't pick out any flaws, but she was also a fragile and sensitive person who made people feel distressed.

So now, is her pain any better?

Yu Xinxin turned over and shrank her head into the quilt. She felt that this was not good for her, because she was too sentimental.

The quilt was gently pulled away, a chill came in, and then a warm body pressed against her, she unconsciously leaned there, and hugged the man's arm tightly dissatisfied.

"what happened?"

The soft voice floated into the ears, and the owner of the voice deliberately suppressed his throat, so the soft words were a little blurred.

Wei Zhi hugged the man into his arms, raised his hand and pinched her cheek, but felt a wet touch, her heart tightened, and she wiped away the tears on the man's face, she couldn't see clearly in the dark From the appearance of the other party, she could only faintly notice that those beautiful eyes should be red, and she kissed the corners of her eyes distressedly.

"Why are you crying?" She coaxed softly, stroking her back with her thin palm, "Can you tell me about something? Or, what did I do wrong?"

Wei Zhi was wondering if it was too obvious that she didn't want to see Huang Xing recently, that's why the little rabbit was embarrassed.

"Nothing?" Yu Xinxin said with a nasal voice, "It's just my own wild imagination."

"What were you thinking just now?" She softly coaxed her, and tried Yu Xinxin's cheek again, knowing that she did not continue to cry.

"It's just..." She paused, her cheeks felt a little hot, "You are so perfect, I'm afraid that one day you will leave me." She hugged Wei Zhi's arm, her free fingers tightly grasping the fabric, "I A little uneasy..."

No, it should be very disturbing.

Wei Zhi's hands stopped, and the hand on the opponent's back twisted and turned to clasp the back of her neck, rubbing it lightly.

"Actually, I'm not perfect at all."

Her hands are stained with sin...

"It's you, Xinxin, who is perfect. Because of you, I have the courage to face this cold world."

The dormitory was very quiet. Yu Xinxin looked at her in astonishment. Her body, which was a little sore and numb from being pinched by the back of her neck, was instantly cold.

Wei Zhi was silent for a while, she pursed her lips, felt Yu Xinxin's abnormality, and continued to move her hands, those cold eyes in the darkness seemed to have infinite nostalgia, "I can't live without you, so I will never live without you." won't leave you."

She didn't know why it was Yu Xinxin, there were so many people in this world, but when she met her, her world had ripples, looking into her eyes, she seemed to embrace the entire starlight.

In the silent night, Wei Zhi's voice seemed so soft that it didn't exist, but in Yu Xinxin's ears, it hit her heart word by word. She was in pain from being hit, and started to cry again.

What do you mean you won't be able to live without her?

"You..." She hugged Wei Zhi tightly, "What's wrong with you?"

How can there be someone in this world who can't live without one person?

"Since my mother passed away, I actually..." She choked her throat, hesitated for a while, and said with difficulty: "I have been in pain, and I have been receiving treatment from a psychiatrist all these years."

Yu Xinxin was a little shocked, but more distressed, no wonder Wei Zhi was always alone.

She didn't know what to say to comfort her, she groped to find the other person's face and put it against her, kissed her lips lightly, Wei Zhi chuckled lightly with her cautious look.

"It's over, I'm happy now."

In the past, she was most afraid of being alone at night, and the smell of disinfectant in the hospital was everywhere, which made it difficult for her to breathe, and she could always hear some desperate wailing in unknown corners.She woke up from the dream countless times. At that time, the darkness was like icy sea water submerging her. No matter how hard she struggled, it was futile.

Later, she simply stopped struggling and quietly waited for the erosion of the sea water.

Later, Gu Mingxi told her that her mother wanted her to live, and only by living could she atone for her sins.

She also felt that it should be so, so she surfaced, quietly surrounded by darkness.

"Really..." Yu Xinxin choked up: "Is it all over?"

Her heart froze, and the pain from the past seemed to be spreading again.

"it will be pass away."

She should never get her mother's forgiveness again, and she probably won't forgive her either.

Yu Xinxin held her face in distress, she wanted to do something for Wei Zhi, "Can you tell me now? Can I know more about you?" Her voice was trembling, she had been waiting, she There are many doubts in her heart, she doubts Wei Zhi's sensitivity, doubts about Wei Zhi's caution, and even more doubts about Wei Zhi's despair, she is clearly here, but she feels very distressed, but she doesn't know why.

"Can I share your pain?"

The camouflage in the dark night is always fragile, and the secret hidden in the depths of the soul slowly shows signs of loosening in the girl's choked voice.

Wei Zhi looked at Yu Xinxin quietly for a while, she knew that Yu Xinxin was also looking at her, this soft little rabbit must have cried again.

After a long time, she sighed as if in compromise.

She thought, if it was the person in front of her, he would probably hold her tight.

"Things in my family are very complicated." Wei knew.

At this moment, she seemed to have returned to the countless nights of painful struggle in the past. Her heart was still aching. The only difference was that she was no longer alone. There was another person beside her, who was gentle and soft Soft, yet persistent, wanting to share all her pain.

"My parents weren't really in love, their marriage was a sham."

When she was a child, she couldn't understand why her father seldom came home, why other parents loved their children unconditionally, but she only had a mother, and she would never forget the cold and emotionless look in Wei Shenghong's eyes when she was a child. , as if seeing something disgusting.

Sometimes she thinks, she should not be her father's daughter, she is more like her stain.

Later, during a quarrel between her mother and her father, she finally understood.

At that time, the mother was pregnant. Because of the child in the womb, the long-lost smile appeared on the mother's face. She probably felt that the little life in the womb would bring new hope.

But in fact, things always backfire...

"Why? Why did you lie to me?" The woman wept blood, and the tears on her face couldn't flow in the same way. She pulled the man in front of her in pain, with an expression of disbelief.

When Wei Zhi came back from school, what she saw was such a scene. She held the woman up in panic, and looked up at the man in front of her. The man lowered his proud head in a rare way, and there seemed to be pain on his face.

"I do not know what to do."

"You can't help it?" The woman smiled wryly twice with tears in her eyes. Wei Zhi had never seen a woman show such an expression. She panicked and hugged the woman's body tightly. She could feel that the woman had no strength at all. No, the whole body is leaning on her.

"Since you can't fall in love with me, why bother to provoke me?" The woman held her slightly protruding belly, "You just fell in love with the wealth of the Gu family and wanted my dad to give you a hand, but why did you drag me into the water?" , I thought you were just too busy with work, as long as I treat you with all my heart, you will always see it, but I never expected, never expected..." The more the woman spoke, the more excited she became, and her already weak body trembled even more Powerful, as if the next second will be unable to support.

Wei Zhi had never been so panicked before, her eyes were red with anxiety.

"Mom, don't do this, just calm down, okay?" She cried with a trill.

At this time, the woman who was about to collapse seemed to have just discovered her daughter was by her side, and she didn't know where the strength came from. She grabbed Wei Zhi's shoulder, with a crazy expression on her face, "Zhi'er, do you know? You Do you know? Your dad..."

Wei Zhi was in pain from being caught, but she didn't dare to struggle, for fear of hurting the woman.

"That's enough, don't talk nonsense in front of the children." The man who had been silent all this time opened his mouth, his tone was very angry, but his eyes didn't dare to meet people's gaze.

And such a reprimand was undoubtedly extremely ridiculous to the woman's ears. She looked at him with tears streaming down her face, and the resentment in her voice was like substance, "Nonsense? Then look into my eyes and tell me that you don't I like men."