The cold goddess always wants to bend me

"She can't eat anything recently, can you try to persuade her?"

When they came to the third floor, they happened to meet a servant coming out with a plate full of porridge, as if it had not been touched by anyone.

Yu Xinxin reached out to take it, touched the porridge bowl, it was warm and still usable, then turned to Gu Mingxi and said, "I'll try."

"Okay." Gu Mingxi smiled at her, the nerves that had been tense for so long relaxed, and she helped someone send the girlfriend here, Wei Zhi should be obedient now.

"My company still has a meeting, I have to hurry back, and I will ask Uncle Zhou to help you clean up the room later, you can stay here for the time being." After she finished speaking, she went downstairs without giving Yu Xinxin a chance to react Find Uncle Zhou.

Yu Xinxin stood where she was, her ears were red, and she slowly tightened her hand holding the dinner plate.

Live, live here?

She took a few breaths to slow down her beating heart, pushed open the door, and walked in.

The last ray of sunset in the sky was hidden on the horizon, and the sky that was still dark at night was a little gloomy. Yu Xinxin suddenly didn't dare to look at Wei Zhi. Her eyes wandered around the wall for a moment, and when she saw a switch, she raised her hand and hesitated for a moment. , Press it down, the light came on, she closed the door, turned her eyes around, and landed on the big bed a few meters away, there was a person lying there, his complexion was very white, very thin, and he looked very fragile, like a foam, and he would touch it when he touched it. Broken, her eyelids are thin and hollow, she has no strength, her eyes are very dark, she stares at the window sill through the slits, wondering what she is thinking.

In an instant, Yu Xinxin's eyes became moist.

How did Wei Zhi become like this?This is still the cold, noble and graceful person in her impression.

She walked over quickly, put the dinner plate on the bedside table, and called her softly, "Wei Zhi."

The eyelashes of the person on the bed trembled, as if he didn't hear it, he stared at the direction of the window sill, where the orange-red clouds could still be vaguely seen.

"Wei Zhi, I'm here." She choked up, stretched out her hand to touch her cheek, but stopped in mid-air.

After a while, Wei Zhi's eyes staring at the window sill trembled slightly, and she turned her head slightly. She raised her eyes, her pale skin was transparent, and her eyes were pitch black, like a dry well, lifeless. When Xinxin moved her lips, she closed her eyes and frowned slightly, as if she was very tired.

Yu Xinxin was stabbed in the heart, the pain was abnormal, tears rolled down her eyes, "Why don't you look at me, I'm here to find you."

The soft crying continued in her ears, and Wei Zhi's heart ached. She thought, the recent hallucinations have become more and more real, and she can still hear the voice?Then she thought again, luckily it was just an illusion, if she really cried like this, how sad would Xinxin be?

Yu Xinxin cried for a while, Wei Zhi was lying down, as if falling asleep, she sniffled and wiped away her tears, remembering what Gu Mingxi said, Wei Zhi hadn't eaten much recently, she looked over carefully, Wei Zhi was thin The stork bone was protruding, the lip color was very pale, her body was skinny, and there was not much flesh left. Her heart ached again. She picked up the porridge bowl and tried the temperature. It was still hot. She scooped up a spoonful of porridge and handed it to the Wei Zhi said softly, "Have some porridge, okay?"

The tip of the spoon was pressed against her lips, and the aroma of the food penetrated into her nostrils. The irritated brain felt pain after burst of pain. Wei Zhi covered her mouth and stood up, retching into the trash can under the bed. The air in her chest was squeezed violently, and her stomach began to Convulsions, Wei Zhi was so painful that tears came out, and she heard soft crying in her ears, she was more and more puzzled, why did the hallucination last so long this time?

She raised her head, and the pear blossom in front of her was patted on her back lightly, her white and tender cheeks were full of tears, her eyes were red, her heart suddenly tightened, and the pain was severe, she raised her hand and touched the soft and tender The skin froze.

It feels warm and tactile, isn't it a hallucination?

She withdrew her hand tremblingly, and instinctively got into the quilt, her body trembling with panic.

Seeing her like this, Yu Xinxin didn't care to cry anymore, Wei Zhi in the quilt was shaking violently, as if she was enduring great pain, was she uncomfortable somewhere?

"What's wrong with you?" Yu Xinxin gently tugged at the corner of the quilt, trying to pull him out.

Unmoved, Wei Zhi shrank his body into a ball.

"Is it uncomfortable?" Yu Xinxin was very worried. Through the thin quilt, Wei Zhi huddled into a ball. She didn't know if it was the pain in her body, or she was deliberately avoiding it.

"I was wrong, don't scare me, okay?"

She really knew she was wrong, she was wrong outrageously, how could she start to doubt Wei Zhi's feelings just because of two or three words from others?She is so kind and treats her so kindly, she is really unforgivable, will Wei Zhi ignore her again?

Wei Zhi was disturbed by her crying thoughts, and his heart was so soft that he couldn't help but come out to coax her a few times, but how could she see Xinxin in this state?Or maybe Xinxin didn't want to see her at all?

"Don't ignore me." Yu Xinxin hugged her through the quilt, put her arms around her shoulders, and begged in a low voice: "Are you angry with me? I was wrong, please don't ignore me, okay?" Okay? I'll never leave you behind again."

Wei Zhi's heart was about to break, she couldn't bear it anymore, she lifted the quilt and hugged him, she hugged him so tightly, exhausted her strength, "I didn't ignore you, it was you who wanted to leave me."

Yu Xinxin's heart was tightly held by someone. She remembered that the night she was found by Wei Zhi, the two had different dreams in the same bed, and Wei Zhi also hugged her like this. It's a pity that she was self-righteous at the time and wanted to give her freedom. She didn't know , What she gave was not freedom, but pushing people into the abyss, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm back, and I will never leave you again." Yu Xinxin hugged her tightly, crying in her arms.

Wei Zhi's tears rolled down, and he asked in disbelief, "Really?" His throat was dry, with a distressing hoarseness.

"Really, I won't leave you again." Yu Xinxin raised her head and put her forehead against her forehead, crying and said: "What I said before was a lie to you, I can't leave you at all."

Yu Xinxin looked at her with focused eyes, "Wei Zhi, I love you."

"Are you not angry anymore? I left you before and left you alone in the hospital." Wei Zhi's eyes were tearful, his fingers gently brushed his skin to wipe away the tears for her, and then he hugged him even tighter.

"No, I'm not angry. On the contrary, I miss you every day and want to see you every day. You are so nice, how could I be angry with you."

"But you..." Wei Zhi remembered what Yu Xinxin said before, and her heart began to ache again. Her throat seemed to be stuffed with cotton, and there were needles hidden in the cotton, which made her speechless. Find a boyfriend." With a pale face, she spat out the words that were hoarse in her throat.

If what Xinxin needs is a normal and secular relationship, how can she bear to keep her by her side? It was so painful that she even wanted to lock her by her side for the rest of her life.

"I only have you in my heart. I can't let others go. I will only choose you in this life." When Wei Zhi spoke, his expression was very painful. Yu Xinxin saw it and wanted to slap herself twice. How could she say that to her That kind of words?

"You didn't lie to me?" Wei Zhi asked her with trembling lips, tears glistened in her eyes, she had dreamed of this scene countless times, in her dreams she tried her best to catch her, but every time it was at the last moment When she woke up, the dream was empty, and there was nothing around her, and she couldn't grasp anything.

Yu Xinxin did not speak, and gave the answer in a more direct way. She propped up her upper body with her elbows to ensure that she would not press Wei Zhi, then lowered her head and kissed him. She rarely made such an active gesture. In the past, When the two were close, she was always the passive side. She took the initiative a few times, and was bullied by Wei Zhi. The most recent time was at home during the Chinese New Year. It was just a failed attempt, so she felt that she was here. There is no talent in this area, but now, her lover needs her to prove her love. No matter how many words, how can it be worth a sincere and passionate kiss.

She kissed very seriously, exhausted all her tenderness, and melted all her deeply buried feelings into this long and tight kiss. The tip of her entwined tongue was expressing her longing, and her tightly knit heart beat close to Wei Zhi's heart to express her feelings. She longed for her, loved her, and besides her, she would no longer have such ardent and sincere feelings for anyone else.

Wei Zhi felt it, hot tears fell from the corners of her eyes, and her heart couldn't stop trembling.

Everything in front of her eyes is too beautiful, Xinxin loves her and will not leave her. In a trance, her consciousness becomes more and more blurred. She is like falling into a dream, unable to distinguish reality from illusion. how?Even if it's just a sweet dream, she's happy with it.

After the long kiss, Yu Xinxin let go of her lips. Wei Zhi's lips were slightly red and swollen from too much force, and her eyes were filled with mist. She kissed away the tears from the corners of her eyes and asked, "What are you thinking?"

Hearing this, Wei Zhi looked at her deeply, "I wondered if all this was a dream, and wondered if I woke up from the dream and you disappeared again." There was reluctance on her face, and the light in her eyes faded, as if she was hiding a dark secret. abyss.

"No, I'm real, I'm here for you, let me touch me, I'm here, I'm not going anywhere." Yu Xinxin took her hand and put it on her cheek, her eyes were streaming Tears, continued: "I was kissing you just now, did you feel it? I love you, and I can't live without you."

The warm touch, the soft voice, and the hot tears hitting the face, everything is so real, everything is so beautiful, but is it really her?Are you sure it's not another fantasy of hers?

"Are you really here? Did you kiss me just now? Do you love me?" Wei Zhi caressed her cheek affectionately, pinching her cheek lightly from time to time. The real touch, the real temperature, is she really back?Did he really come back to her?

"Yes, I am here, I am real." After Yu Xinxin finished speaking, she kissed her again, kissed her forehead, kissed the corners of her eyes, kissed the tip of her nose, kissed the corners of her lips, and kissed everything about her, " Wei Zhi, I'm kissing you, I love you, do you feel it?"

There were various itchy sensations on her face, which spread out one after another, like tiny electric currents gathering in her heart over and over again. She felt a special feeling, like spring wind turning into rain, everything comes alive in spring, and she With tears in my eyes, I confirmed: "You love me, don't you?"

"Yes, I love you, I only love you." All thoughts, all emotions melted in this gentle and long kiss, they were like two fish leaving the water, entangled and admiring each other.

Outside the window, the stars are rising, the wind is blowing, and the birds are returning to their nests. Everything is still too late, and everything is just right.

Concerned about Wei Zhi's body, Yu Xinxin raised her upper body when she was about to shoot off, forcing herself to regain her sanity from the indulgent emotions. She lay beside Wei Zhi, panting lightly, suppressing the desire in her heart.

Wei Zhi naturally felt her forbearance, she couldn't bear it, leaned over, leaned against her body, and said, "Don't hold back, I can do it."

Yu Xinxin blushed slightly, her cheeks were moist and tender, and her clear eyes glistened with water. She covered her face and whispered: "No, you are still very weak, wait, wait until you recover."

Wei Zhi chuckled, leaned close to her ear, and said in a breathy voice, "When I'm ready, you won't have a chance."

The numb itching rubbed against the pinnae of the ears and rushed into the brain. Yu Xinxin's scalp was numb, her heart was beating uncontrollably, and the tips of her ears seemed to be on fire, hot. She was a little unwilling. Wei Zhi was telling the truth. , she really has no chance at all, but she can't help it. After all, Wei Zhi is still sick. If she takes advantage of others, she will really be worse than a beast.

Wei Zhi looked at the little rabbit in front of her so tangled up that she was about to cry. She suddenly felt a little thirsty and swallowed, as if she hadn't eaten a rabbit for a long time.

Yu Xinxin peeked at her, Wei Zhi was very weak, his skin was white and glowing under the light, because of the intimacy just now, his cheeks were a little flushed, and his thin lips were covered with a layer of water, because of his weakness, he lost a little of his usual coldness, more A bit sickly and soft, her eyes were slightly squinted, she didn't know what to think of, a light flashed, Yu Xinxin's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, she turned her head, took a few deep breaths, and stopped the thought of turning into a beast just now.

"You, are you hungry? I'll get you something to eat." She got up, and glanced at the porridge bowl on the bedside table out of the corner of her eye.

"I'm not hungry, come here and let me hug you again." Wei Zhi propped himself up, sat up, and pulled the hem of her clothes.

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