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After Yunchuang successfully completed the second round of financing, the company's development model has undergone some changes, and the content planning department where Li Li works is more affected.

At present, the cloud already has a huge user base, and the content planning department is no longer focused on creating some big V numbers, but on developing and attracting existing organizations and bloggers to settle in, and signing contracts with some bloggers, Help them make money successfully in Yunchuang.

In other words, the main function of Li Li's department has changed from content creation to an "economic company" for cloud bloggers.

Inspired by this working model and based on her work experience in the past few months, Li Li saw a very good opportunity. She wanted to build a platform similar to Yunchuang, but only gathered psychiatric hospitals, experts, and psychological counselors. , social workers and other groups, ordinary people can conduct basic psychiatric diagnosis and treatment through the Internet on the platform, as well as online psychological consultation, learn some daily psychology courses, and help adjust difficulties in life, etc.

Most importantly, Li Li wants to help people who are mentally or psychologically confused like her.

After discussing with Su Cheng, Su Cheng also felt that her idea was very good. It not only filled the gap in the market, but also had considerable public welfare and benefit to the people. Su Cheng must fully support it.

The plan of the two is that Li Li will go to F University to take the postgraduate entrance examination for psychology at the end of the year, to strengthen his professional knowledge, and to better understand and integrate into the spiritual and psychological industries of S City.

In the process of graduate school, they will start a new platform business. Li Li is mainly responsible for the professional content, while Su Cheng is responsible for the overall planning of funds, technology and other aspects.

Life is complicated, but not boring, because the two walk hand in hand.

……

This morning, when Li Li woke up, his eyes were swollen and half of his head was humming and hurting.

Su Cheng knew that Li Li would definitely feel uncomfortable when she woke up this morning, because the first night before going to bed, she half-lyed on the bed and watched a movie. When she saw the scene involving her father in the movie, Li Li couldn't help sobbing , still dreaming in the middle of the night, crying and talking in sleep.

Although Li Li certainly doesn't remember what dream he had, why doesn't Su Cheng understand her mood?

Su Cheng hugged Li Li gently, pinched her swollen eye sockets, rubbed her aching head, and helped her wake up slowly.

Li Li sat on the bed, leaning against Su Cheng's arms, feeling her favorite pair of slender and powerful hands passing through her hair and touching her skin, it was so comfortable and safe.

Suddenly, Li Li felt his body was empty, and Su Cheng's body just left her!

"Where are you going?" Li Li instinctively clasped Su Cheng's waist, grievously refusing to let her go.

Su Cheng smiled, whenever Li Li was not feeling well, or had a nightmare the night before, she would be very clingy to her, she stroked Li Li's head, and comforted her: "Hey, I'll get you a glass of water."

"Then how long will you be back?"

Su Cheng turned to look at the water glass two meters away, squeezed the cute face in his arms and said, "About five seconds."

Oh... Li Li realized that Su Cheng had no intention of leaving, so he obediently let go of his hand.

After drinking a glass of warm water, Li Li was completely awake. Su Cheng held her face, worried, and said fondly, "Baby, let's go out for a visit today, Saturday."

"Okay, where are we going?"

……

Two hours later, Su Cheng's car stopped at the foot of a mountain in the suburbs. Li Li curiously asked her where this place was, and whether she was taking her to climb the mountain. The desolate walls and gates looked exactly the same as the cemetery they frequented in K City.

"This... this is..." Li Li's voice suddenly trembled, as if she had already foreseen something.

"It's Yan Jun's tomb." While speaking, Su Cheng held Li Li's hand tightly and looked into her eyes: "You can go in or not, it's up to you, as long as you know, Whatever you do, I'll be with you, okay?"

In fact, Lin Ru helped to bury Yan Jun's tomb. No matter how much Lin Ru hated him, after all, he left the house to Li Li. All kinds of complicated emotions helped him arrange the funeral.

But since then, no one has come to see him here.

Su Cheng knew Li Li very well. She knew that Yan Jun's sudden appearance and death had a great impact on Li Li. Li Li still had some unresolved emotions towards his biological father.

Sure enough, Li Li chose to go in.

They bought some joss sticks at the entrance of the cemetery, and after walking for a few minutes, they found Yan Jun's tomb.

A photo of him when he was young was pasted on the tombstone. He was in his 30s at the most, with delicate and handsome features, and he looked at least seventy to eighty percent similar to Li Li.In the photo, he was smiling, harmless to humans and animals, completely different from the bearded, emaciated and sickly image when Li Li saw him.

Su Cheng lit the joss sticks with a lighter, and placed them in front of the tomb one by one. Li Li watched from a distance at first, then slowly, slowly approached, and after that, she reached out and tremblingly caressed him. In the photo, tears flowed uncontrollably.

"I hated you for more than 20 years... I hate you for hurting my mother... I hate you for giving me life, but you are irresponsible... I hate you for why you came back to me..."

Yes, how should she describe this father who had disappeared but actually existed. He had brought endless pain to her and mother's life, and he had never fulfilled any responsibilities of a father.

"I really hate you..."

He chose to disappear, to return, and to die in front of her.

With the last bit of conscience, he gave what he could give, the thin love.

Ridiculous?That house was probably the only expression of love in his short life.

However, his self-righteous love is still not enough to dispel any Li Li's hatred for him.

Su Cheng hugged Li Li's shoulders tightly, she knew that these hatreds had been held in Li Li's heart for too long, and she didn't even have a chance to tell Yan Jun to him when he was alive.

"But, I'm sorry... I didn't hold your hand..." I don't remember how long I cried here, and finally, Li Li said the words that have been suppressed in his heart.

For four years, she has buried this guilt, and dare not tell anyone. She understands that everyone will call Yan Jun what he deserves, and her reason also reminds her that she is not worth it.

However, uncontrollable, she still felt very guilty, she rejected this man's request at the last moment of his life.

"Actually, at that time, what I wanted to hold..."

And this is what she has been hiding for four full years. It may be a mistake, but it is the truest innermost thoughts.

Su Cheng hugged this hysterical woman with all her strength and tightly.

"It's okay, it's okay..." Su Cheng comforted him softly.

Su Cheng knew Li Li too well, and understood her kindness, so kind that if someone stabbed her, she would still care about whether others hurt her or not.

Su Cheng knew that her Li Li had never lost her desire for fatherly love.

Rather than saying that it is Yan Jun who she wants to hold, it is better to say that it is the "father" she has been looking forward to.

……

In front of Yan Jun's tomb, after saying everything he wanted to say, Li Li actually felt relaxed, and many, many regrets and obsessions were resolved naturally.

It was so easy, even Li Li found it unbelievable.

The tears gradually dispersed under the blessing of the breeze, replaced by a relieved and shallow smile, Li Li hugged Su Cheng tenderly, this lover who gave her endless love and tolerance.

Li Li recalled that some time ago, she discussed with Su Cheng about the construction of a spiritual and psychological platform. They enjoyed how to help more people with mental illness or psychological distress on this platform.And these are things that Li Li, who was riddled with holes in the past, dared not imagine.

"Su Cheng, it was you who cured me, and I have the power to heal others."

Under the dazzling sunlight, Li Li hugged Su Cheng, smiling relievedly and brightly.

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