Blooming on the ground

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At the Golden Deer Awards Ceremony, Xuan Nian and Jiang Weixun inevitably staged a long-lost reunion.

As the award presenter, Jiang Weixun slowly opened the card and shouted the word "Xuannian" into the microphone.

After many years, Xuan Nian heard his name again from him.

From the perspective of others, one of them is a cutting-edge director who has won many awards for his new film, and the other is a black and red traffic that dominates the hot search list all year round. It is like the difference between Yangchun Baixue and Xia Libaren.No matter how popular Jiang Weixun is, he is not qualified to present this award to Xuan Nian from a professional point of view.

Xuannian couldn't explain to people that although they were not the same people, they were indeed in the same bed.

He stepped up the steps calmly, walked towards Jiang Weixun step by step, took the trophy for the best original script from the other party, and shook hands politely and restrainedly to thank him.

The camera is fixed on his overly calm face, even a little indifferent from the situation.

Xuan Nian is not a detached person who is indifferent to fame and fortune, but he can see clearly, so he is not very interested in this kind of Vanity Fair game.He makes movies not only to make a living, but also because the audience is there, and his desire to express is there, so he expresses it.

After a moment of silence, he finally spoke, and thanked all those who should be thanked in a few words, with a humble attitude.

At the end of his speech, he was quiet, and quoted a book, saying that ordinary people are not the kind of person they want to be, but the kind of person they have to be, "I am very grateful to Director Peng Wenye and many The love of people along the way has enabled me to preserve the real me. I am not a very strong person, but I am indeed a very lucky person.”

These words were very emotional, and there was a flood of applause from the audience.

Xuan Nian knew that there must be a pair of familiar eyes looking at him from behind, and he also told the owner of those eyes what he said.

In a sense, it is thanks to Jiang Weixun that he can get to where he is today. Without Jiang Weixun, this movie would not exist.

The awards ceremony was followed by a dinner party. Xuan Nian was busy dealing with all kinds of congratulatory people, and he was already a bit smoky after a round of drinking.

No one expected that after the crowd dispersed, Jiang Weixun came to congratulate with a glass of wine.

Zhou Xing, the producer who worked with Xuan Nian, knew Jiang Weixun well. He thought they didn't know each other very well, so he took the initiative to introduce them to each other. He cooperated.

Jiang Weixun smiled and nodded, saying that his acting skills were not good enough for the promotional play, and then turned the subject to Xuan Nian and said, "I like the promotional play very much. I didn't expect that I would personally present the award to you today. Let me toast you."

"Thank you." Xuan Nian also smiled indifferently, clinked glasses with him, and drank it down in one gulp.

Jiang Weixun kept his eyes fixed on Xuan Nian, but his heart was full of twists and turns.After many years in the circle, this person's eyes are still calm and soft, and when he smiles, his eyes will narrow into crescent moons, just like the look he liked at first, he almost has the illusion that all these years in the middle are wasted.

Until he saw the half-worn Longines watch on Xuan Nian's wrist, he woke up instantly.

Xuan Nian also noticed his gaze fixed on his wristwatch, and covered it with his cuff indistinctly.

Before leaving, Jiang Weixun said again: "Congratulations, Xuandao."

Xuan Nian also thanked him politely, then watched him turn around without saying a word, and approached the noisy crowd.

When the person walked away, Zhou Xing sighed beside him, saying that Jiang Weixun was a pity, when he first debuted, he had a good image and aura, but unfortunately he just couldn't sink his heart into becoming an actor, and went to be some kind of top class to make quick money.

"Now the popularity is there, but the acting skills are in a mess." He said.

Xuan Nian took it seriously and said: "But everyone has his own ambitions, and there are so many ways to get along in this circle."

On the way home, Xuan Nian was thinking about Zhou Xing's words, but it was a pity that Jiang Weixun had become the person he hated the most.

If he told Zhou Xing now that Jiang Weixun actually hates this kind of so-called celebrity who spends his days on the red carpet for fame and fortune, the other party would definitely find it incredible and ironic.

I thought that the unexpected encounter with Jiang Weixun would end here, but who knew that a few days later, the other party reserved a screening room for this movie, and invited him to watch the movie together.

Due to its subject matter, this film cannot be released domestically. If you want to watch it in a cinema, you have to watch it abroad, or you can only watch it in a private screening room like this.

The invitation card and the bouquet of yellow roses were casually placed on the sofa by him. Xuan Nian stared at the bouquet in a daze for a while, trying to figure out what Jiang Weixun was up to.

Anything about Jiang Weixun will only make him more tired.

That night, Xuan Nian had an unusually long dream. In the dream, he returned to his favorite place—he and Jiang Weixun kissed in a dark corner of the movie theater, like two people secretly tasting each other. Honey's children, their foreheads pressed against each other, looked at each other and smiled.

On the big screen, Supreme Treasure is having a nonsensical argument with Bodhi.

- Do you need a reason to love someone?

- Don't you need it?

--do you need?

- Don't you need it?

As soon as the screen lights up, the lovers who were once as sweet as honey suddenly become a pair of bitter couples.

On the day they broke up, they had a big quarrel. The always gentle Xuan Nian seldom lost his temper. He threw his watch on the ground in front of Jiang Weixun, sat down on the sofa with his back to him, and pointed to the door: "Jiang Weixun, if you take a step out of that door today, I will never see you again, and I will never miss you again!"

He left the harsh words there, thinking that the other party would stay for him.

His answer was a loud slam of the door.

Jiang Weixun didn't take any of the luggage here, and left without nostalgia, completely leaving Xuan Nian behind.

It seemed like half a century had passed before Xuan Nian looked indifferent, squatting mechanically on the ground to pick up the Longines watch he had dropped on the ground, stroking the cracked surface with his thumb, a tear just fell It landed in the middle of the surface, blurring the cracks.

Watches were expensive, at least for them back then.Jiang Weixun spent all the salary he earned in Beicheng to buy it. The two of them ate steamed buns for more than a month because of his impulsive consumption, but the two fools felt that the money was well spent.

For the two young people living in the basement, the watch represents an expectation for the future, which can make them feel that life is not completely rotten, and they will come out of this basement sooner or later.

Jiang Weixun gave this Longines watch to Xuan Nian, put it on for him in a serious manner, and grinned: "Then you are locked up by me."

Xuan Nian chuckled and said angrily, "I'm a dog and I have to wear a collar."

Jiang Weixun raised his hands as a sign of surrender, and put on an innocent face: "I didn't say anything."

Xuan Nian was so angry that he threw himself on him as if to bite him, and the two fell down on the narrow single bed and began to fight.

The happy time was a fleeting thing, but what is said in the book will always make sense.

At dawn, Xuan Nian woke up thirsty, and when he opened his eyes, he saw a young and handsome face. At the same time, a strong and white body was pulling on his body like an octopus, and it was terribly heavy.

It took Xuan Nian a lot of effort to lift the person away, went to the bathroom to wash his face, and changed his clothes on the way. He remembered the watch on the bedside table, picked it up, and saw that the watch had stopped.

——The watch has been idling for several years after Jiang Weixun left, and finally stopped completely on an ordinary morning.

Nothing in the world can escape the deadline.

Xuan Nian weighed the watch in his hand, and after staring at it for a long time, he still didn't throw it away. He just opened the drawer of the bedside table and put it away.

When it's over, it's over, whether it's an object or a person.There is no need to feel sorry or regret about someone or something that is over, and no need to bother to mend it.

In the huge private screening hall, Jiang Weixun sat alone in the center, and he couldn't wait for another person until the movie started.

Long before the filming started, he heard the plot outline from the producer Zhou Xing. At that time, Zhou Xing casually said that you are quite suitable to play Guan Minghang, you two are very similar.

He took a sip of his wine and smiled inexplicably, "Farewell, I can't act."

If Zhou Xing knew the inside story, he would definitely say that he was lying with his eyes open - no matter how poor his acting skills are, he can still act well when he plays his own story.

In fact, Jiang Weixun is not lying, the story is his story, but now he is no longer the person in the story, Jiang Weixun in the past is stranger than a stranger to him now.

People who can't go back to the past can't even perform in their true colors, and naturally they can't play the past self.

So when the movie was released abroad, he always wanted to see the real face, nothing but curiosity about how Xuan Nian remembered him and them.

On the big screen, the sky was covered with heavy snow, and people were coming and going in the film and television city. The down-and-out Guan Minghang was sitting on the steps with his lunch box. Fu Bai walked towards him slowly. This was the beginning of their story.

That's them, but it's not them.

He is not as flamboyant as Guan Minghang, and Xuan Nian is much more likable than Fu Bai.Even Peng Zeyao, a big star with outstanding acting skills, can hardly perform one ten-thousandth of Xuannian in his memory.

As the plot progressed, the movie screen and the memory in his mind gradually overlapped, and Jiang Weixun's memory was blurred for a while, wondering where did his Xuan Nian go?By the way, Xuan Nian, Xuan Nian still seemed to be waiting for him in the film and television city seven years ago. When he saw him, the corners of his mouth twitched, his eyes also curved up, and he gave him an extraordinarily bright smile.

That year when Jiang Weixun first arrived, he was still a foolish young man. He was penniless but his heart was higher than the sky. Without thinking about it, he blended into the wave of dreaming in Beicheng, thinking that he would definitely be the most eye-catching flower. spray.

His family is just an ordinary family, earning only enough to make ends meet throughout the year, there is no money to burn for him to pursue art and go to film and television school, but he has a temper that refuses to give up even when he hits the south wall, clamoring to leave home all day long She left to become an actor in Beicheng, and even tore up her university admission letter.

The father was so angry that he directly sacrificed the feather duster that has been heirloom for many years, and shouted: "If you have the ability, don't come back. From today on, I will treat you as my son to death!"

"If you don't come back, you won't come back, and I won't come back when you invite me!"

Jiang Weixun did what he said, and jumped on the train to Beicheng alone. The money in his pocket was not even enough for him to buy a return ticket. The most valuable thing in his body was the breath he held in his chest. Strong enough to overcome the bitter twists and turns of life.

He made up his mind that he must make a name for himself.