Blooming on the ground

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Yesterday Ling Chuan lowered his head in front of Yan Huanchao, and today he raised his head in front of Fang Mufeng, as if he was afraid of being defeated in front of him.

In the past, he would be scruples about the crowds on the set, and although the other party, Mu Feng, was alienated, he would at least pretend to be polite and decent. Today, he didn't even bother to pretend - his expression was cold, and he looked at the other party's appearance with the most harsh eyes , The hateful eyes showed dissatisfaction.

This kind of emotion was inevitably brought into the play by Ling Chuan. When the two of them acted opposite each other, they were shut down frequently, and the filming stalled for a while.

Fang Mufeng felt that this was boring and a waste of everyone's time, so he explained a few words to Luo Tian during the break at noon, and then knocked on the door of Lingchuan's private dressing room.

Ling Chuan was preparing to eat, probably did not expect that Fang Mufeng would take the initiative to attack, he was taken aback for a moment when he saw someone coming, and then returned to normal, sending his assistant and makeup artist away.

He and Fang Mufeng were the only two left in the dressing room.

Ling Chuan had stopped pretending in front of him, let alone behind him. He didn't even look squarely at Fang Mufeng. While stirring the vegetable salad with a fork, he uttered two words coldly: "What's the matter?"

Fang Mufeng didn't answer in a hurry, he found a chair and sat down with a very relaxed posture.

Ling Chuan felt glaring in his heart and couldn't get used to it anyway, so the corner of his mouth curled up into a sarcastic smile: "If you come to show off that you are favored, you don't have to. As I said before, don't think that Teacher Yan treats you well now that it will be forever. A man loves no one but himself."

Fang Mufeng nodded in approval: "I have always been very clear, so in this relationship, everyone just takes what they need."

"You don't know at all! I've been with him for three years. At the beginning, I thought about it so freely, but in the end, I thought about it more and more. In the end, I even asked for his sincerity." Ling Chuan raised his eyes and looked at him, smiling again , but with a bit of a stern tone, "Emotions are never up to others. You ask yourself, have you really never had even a little sincerity for him?"

Ling Chuan's question seemed to be pierced straight through with a sharp sword, Fang Mufeng frowned, and felt a slight pain in his heart.

He secretly struggled with this, and his heart was moved, and finally found that he didn't like this kind of self, indulged in petty love, petty love, petty grievances, and worried about gains and losses because of whether so-and-so loved him or not.

Obviously the world is so big, there are so many things worthy of his concern and worry, why should he be trapped in the world of feelings?

The lessons of the previous life are vivid in my mind, feelings are like a fever, the truth that the ground is full of chicken feathers after the heat is over, without exception.

He really didn't want to go through another catastrophe.

Fang Mufeng stiffened his neck and straightened his back, denying it flatly: "No."

Ling Chuan was slightly stunned, and looked at Fang Mufeng with a complex expression.

However, Fang Mufeng didn't let him see any clues. He pretended to be rational and said every word: "You said that Yan Huanchao only loves himself, why don't you think that I am also this kind of person? I remember I said it, and I will repeat it now , I don’t need his sincerity, if you like it, ask for it yourself, but don’t hinder my work.”

I don't know whether to say these heartless and heartless words to Ling Chuan or to himself.

Until Fang Mufeng left, Ling Chuan didn't say a word.

Back in the private dressing room, Luo Tian was cooking rice. When he saw him, he put down the boxed lunch in his hand, and came up to him to care about why he had been there for so long.

"It's okay, I chatted with Ling Chuan for a while," Fang Mufeng shook his head at him, and then found several insulated boxes on the table at a glance, so he asked, "Qing Yi has been here?"

"I was just about to talk about this," Luo Tian suddenly became excited, and told him, "Today's meal was delivered by Yan Daying himself, and I told him that you went to find an actor from the same crew to play with, and then he went out I haven't come back since looking for you, did you meet him on the road just now?"

Fang Mufeng calmed down and asked him, "Did you tell him that I went to find Ling Chuan?"

"Yes." Luo Tian replied.

Fang Mufeng didn't mention Yan Huanchao's relationship with Ling Chuan to him, and only said that he went to talk to him about TV dramas, no wonder the other party would tell Yan Huanchao without hesitation.

If Yan Huanchao really listened to Luo Tian and went to him, he might have heard the conversation between him and Ling Chuan.

Fang Mufeng had mixed feelings in his heart, it was one thing for him to be obstinate in front of Ling Chuan, but another for Yan Huanchao to hear it.

But he suddenly wanted to know what Yan Huanchao would think when he heard these words.

Yan Huanchao's performance tonight was more intense and powerful than usual. Fang Mufeng's lips were gnawed red and swollen. After Yan Huanchao's tongue and teeth raged in his mouth, he followed his chin, neck and collarbone, licking* , Sucking and biting, leaving many red marks.

Fang Mufeng couldn't breathe well, trembling all over, his body instinctively didn't cooperate, and he even pushed him away with his hands.

But the more he resisted, the more Yan Huanchao restrained him, and his twitching hands were firmly pressed against the bed.

Fang Mufeng was directly defeated in this outpost battle, and was almost crushed in the raging fire that ensued.

Yan Huanchao never said a word, his emotions left imprints on Fang Mufeng's body surface and heart through a fierce battle.

But even so, he still couldn't see what Yan Huanchao was thinking - Yan Huanchao should be angry, and why he was angry.Is it angry that he doesn't take the relationship between the two seriously in front of people, or is angry that he sees through his true thoughts that he is just playing around, and is not happy.

Even though they are so close, why can't they see through? After all, it's not because they are unequal.He has always looked up to Yan Huanchao from a low place. Yan Huanchao can arrange his acting career path with his own hands, and he is responsible for screaming on the bed and digesting these resources under the bed.

Can healthy love really emerge in this hierarchical, out-of-touch relationship?

For the first time, Fang Mufeng felt so drained and empty.With his back facing Yan Huanchao, he lay on his side on this bed, completely embedded in Yan Huanchao's arms as usual, and they embraced each other to sleep without leaving anything behind.

Even though they fit so closely together, the two share the same bed, have different dreams, and have their own concerns, as if separated by a Milky Way.

His body still longed for Yan Huanchao, but his heart was discouraged.When the relationship between the two exceeds a certain depth, they will suddenly feel scared, and the closer they get, the less clearly they can see.

The two of them clearly knew each other's thoughts to some extent, but they both saw through it by coincidence, and whitewashed the peace there.

So a few more days passed.

After Fang Mufeng finished filming, he returned to his residence. The house was dark and dimly lit. When he turned on the light, it became empty again. He knew that Yan Huanchao had left.

Zhao Qingyi told him that Yan Huanchao had work to do, so he went back first.

Maybe it's an excuse, maybe it's true.Anyway, Yan Huanchao didn't have much contact with him after he left, even if he turned on the electricity, it was just a few words, which was lighter than plain water, and before, he never cared about the closeness and distance between Yan Huanchao and Yan Huanchao.

He knew why he was uneasy. He was uneasy that there was nothing connecting him and Yan Huanchao except his body, and there was no way to keep Yan Huanchao by his side for a long time.

The relationship between people always needs some support to maintain, but there is nothing but sex between him and Yan Huanchao, and it is one-sided sex.If one day Yan Huanchao loses interest in him, no longer wants to touch him, no longer comes to him, they will lose contact completely.

Until he saw an entertainment news, to the effect that Yan Huanchao collaborated with a famous director in a suspense film, and played a villainous gangster with a discredited image. His partner was a rookie actor who was currently in the second year of the acting department of Central Opera.

There are several pictures accompanying the news, one of which is a group photo of the opening ceremony, the new actor and Yan Huanchao standing side by side in the middle of the crew, which is very eye-catching.

The newcomer's eyes are very bright, and when he smiles, there are smiles on the corners of his eyes and brows, and he is really in high spirits.Such a lively young man, less than [-] years old, not yet polluted by the big dye vat of the entertainment industry, pure and bright, even he couldn't help but take a few more glances.

It is human nature to love the new and dislike the old, so the audience will like such lively and fragrant fresh meat. Wouldn't Yan Huanchao feel nothing when facing each other day and night?

Sheng Lan once mentioned the relationship between Ling Chuan and Yan Huanchao, saying that before Yan Huanchao got involved with Ling Chuan, although Ling Chuan was born as a child actor, he was rarely clean, well protected, and had a vigorous and brilliant vitality like a newborn leopard.Who doesn't like such a child.

A few years is enough for Yan Huanchao to completely change his appearance. Ling Chuan's face is still the same, but his eyes and temperament have been completely changed.At that time, many viewers still felt that Ling Chuan was still the carefree child in that sitcom. After watching the new film, they suddenly found that Ling Chuan had grown up suddenly, and became the object of fantasy in the spring dream.

In a sense, most men are extremely confident and narcissistic animals, especially those who are successful and famous.They hope to follow the example of Guangyuan, constantly looking for unpolluted young people, playing so-called nurturing games, and cultivating them into ideal lovers little by little.

The young people who have gone on and on are just the raw materials for them to realize their wishes, and they enjoy the process of shaping their lovers.And this process has nothing to do with loving others, but with loving yourself.

Another news photo recorded Yan Huanchao's private meeting with the new actor. The car in the photo looked familiar, and it was clearly the black Mercedes that was specially used to pick up Fang Mufeng.

Ling Chuan is jealous of Fang Mufeng, and feels that Yan Huanchao treats him differently, but in fact, there is no difference between him and Ling Chuan, they both rely on the interest of Boss Yan to live day by day.

Just like this car can be used to pick him up, it can also pick up others.

He seems to be more favored, maybe because this face reminds the big boss of himself when he was young, so he just put more thought into it.

In the past few days, Fang Mufeng had been thinking wildly from time to time, and even his breathing felt constricted in front of Yan Huanchao, until now he felt that the stone in his heart finally fell to the ground, and he felt an inexplicable sense of relief.

It is his freedom for Yan Dayingdi to accept whoever he wants into his palace to be favored, and Fang Mufeng doesn't even have the stance of thinking wildly.

If Yan Huanchao knows it, he knows it, so what can he do.Even if Yan Huanchao has never been new to him, even if this newcomer actor is not a new favourite, so what.

Jealousy is an expensive and unnecessary emotion for Mu Feng. Anyway, Yan Huanchao's position next to him will never belong to anyone, and he will only look petty if he cares about it, and will miss his business.

It should be said that Yan Huanchao liked him to some extent, otherwise he would not have spent so much effort to pursue and maintain him, but it was just a general liking.Like a plant, if you feel happy, you can touch its leaves and appreciate its flowers, but you will never like its ugly and twisted root system buried in the soil, and Fang Mufeng does not ask anyone to do this for him the point.

Thinking of this, Fang Mufeng got out of the chaotic emotional entanglement and devoted himself to the filming work.

Emotions should not be overpowering, and careers must be done well.

During the filming, he called Sheng Lan and asked her to help find a few rented houses, which were cheaper and better hidden.

Sheng Lan was stunned for a moment, before speaking after a few seconds: "Is something wrong with you and Huan Chao?"

Fang Mufeng denied it, and only said: "It's almost time to prepare."

Sheng Lan believed that Fang Mufeng knew it well, so she agreed without further questioning.

Fang Mufeng didn't like to fight unprepared battles, and in case Yan Huanchao kicked him out one day, he had to find a place for himself.

There is no one who is worthy of a relationship. He does not leave any retreat for himself.

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I feel that everyone may be anxious why the two of them don't hesitate to talk about it and get together quickly.Because Mu Feng had no sense of security in the past, he was prone to mood swings whenever there was a disturbance, so he had to think about it and get out.

Even if you tell him directly that you love him very much, he won't believe it.Because he is struggling with his emotions now, and he doesn't want to admit his feelings, which has little to do with Teacher Yan's performance.

I can't struggle for a long time, and there are only a few chapters left.