rainbow love letter

Lu Li and him sat on the sofa shoulder to shoulder, his fingers randomly pressed the remote control, and finally stopped at a variety show at random.

There were smiles on the TV, but Lu Li couldn't laugh at all. He secretly took a look at Lin Siyu, and was caught.

Lu Li blinked guiltyly, and quickly moved away from the staring eyes. Finally, he was mentally prepared and mustered up the courage to ask, "Am I sleepwalking at night?"

As he spoke, his voice became softer: "Otherwise, how could I fall asleep on the bed...Did I squeeze you out of the bed?"

"No."

Lin Siyu really didn't know why he would think about this, he said: "I carried you up, this quilt has never been exposed to the sun, and your skin is prone to allergies."

This is the truth, Lu Li was allergic to the quilt that he slept on before, but he forgot, but Lin Siyu still remembered it.

"Ah..." Lu Li's voice changed, "...that's it."

"What do you usually do here?" Lin Siyu asked him, "Do you just sit like this every day?"

"No."

Lu Li shook his head. He glanced at the clock on the wall and said, "I'm going to make up lessons for the children who live in my aunt's house. My mother rarely comes home, and she often helps my grandparents."

The adults in the neighbor's family have to go to work, so they left an eight-year-old child at home. In the past, they would find someone from the older generation to come and take care of them, but these days when Lu Li is around, he will go to look after the child during the day.

But this child is also considered good, she is a very cute little girl, she is not noisy, she does her homework when she is asked to do it.

Lu Li took Lin Siyu there today, he knocked on the door and said loudly, "Dian Dian, it's me."

After a while, as soon as the door opened, the little girl called Diandian rushed forward. She didn't have a real brother, and she didn't know her cousin very well, so she liked Lu Li very much.

Diandian has a lively and outgoing personality, immediately hugged Lu Li and called him, "Brother!"

The appearance is a bit similar to when Lu Li was the most clingy before. She saw Lin Siyu for the first time, and she was not afraid of strangers when she saw Lin Siyu's habitual cold face. She tugged at the hem of Lu Li's clothes and asked curiously: " Who is this brother?"

Lu Li glanced at Lin Siyu hastily, bent down and said to her, "He is my brother's brother."

"Then can I call him brother too?"

"Of course." Lu Li is very good at coaxing children, and walked inside together holding her hand, "My brother's brother is also my brother."

The little girl's desks are all pink, and Lu Li and her each have a chair and teach her to do her summer homework.

It used to be quite smooth, but today Lin Siyu sat by and watched, he got stuck several times, and after getting better, he could forget about Lin Siyu next to him.

Lu Li wants to take care of the child, and cannot go home after teaching her to finish her homework, so she waits with her for the neighbor's aunt to come back.

Little is very generous. After finishing homework, I brought a pile of ice cream for them to eat: "Brother Xiaolu eat this, this is delicious!"

She hesitated for a moment, then handed Lin Siyu a popsicle: "Here, Brother Xiaolu's brother."

This prefix is ​​a bit complicated and long, Lu Li licked his lower lip, looked at Lin Siyu and thanked him politely, and then took it.

They could only go back in the evening after the neighbor's aunt came back. Lin Siyu thought about the relationship between Lu Li and the children today, and suddenly said: "Lu Lu, you look like a big brother now."

Lu Li has a good personality and is very careful with children. He is also very good at communicating with them in their tone. He pleases children [-] times more than him.

Just like the little girl just now, she looked at him a little timidly, but she obviously liked Lu Li very much.

Lin Siyu's tone seemed to say that he had grown up, Lu Li inexplicably raised his hand and touched his ear and said, "You are more like an older brother than me."

"It's different, Lulu." Lin Siyu said, "I don't know how to coax children, and I don't have the patience to teach children how to do problems. I just became your brother alone."

"I came to see you and I want to ask you a question." Lin Siyu stopped him at the door, "I don't think it's appropriate to ask you on the phone, so I want to ask you face to face."

When Lu Li was nervous, he liked to lick his lips, and when he thought about it again, he quickly licked his lower lip and retracted: "What's the problem?"

"I want to ask you, what university are you planning to take now?"

They stood at the door, and from time to time, a battery car drove past with a burst of noise, Lu Li's throat became more and more dry, and after moving up and down, he spoke out what was in his heart.

"Big A."

Their relationship became less innocent, but he still wanted to go to a university with Lin Siyu.Lu Li didn't want to hide from Lin Siyu, he just didn't know what he was thinking.

After being shocked, he became at a loss. Lu Li couldn't say a firm refusal, but he couldn't agree decisively.He is like a phobic patient with difficult choices, and he has to think for a long time which leg to take.

He wondered blankly, "Am I a born scumbag?"

He was not mentally prepared to be with Lin Siyu at all, but it seemed that because of the accumulated dependence over the years, he did not resist Lin Siyu's approach at all.

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long wait

29 Confirm if you like Linsyu

Lu Li's room in his hometown is too small, the single bed is really inconvenient, and it's not good for Lin Siyu to sleep on the floor all the time.He has lived here for a long time, and there will be business in school in a few days, so he is going to go back.

It took several buses to go home from here, and they were all carrying heavy suitcases in their hands. It was inconvenient to squeeze public transportation, so Lu Li took a taxi directly.

The journey is not particularly far, but there is still a distance.

After getting in the car, Lu Li lowered his head to play with his mobile phone, but he just randomly clicked on the screen. Now as long as Lin Siyu is by his side, it is difficult for him to concentrate on doing things, and he can't help but prick up his ears to listen. The movement next to it.

Regarding yesterday's question of whether he is a scumbag, Lu Li still hasn't figured it out. He was staring at his phone at first, but when he was in a daze, he turned his head unconsciously.

When Lu Li reacted, he had already met Lin Siyu's eyes, his heart skipped a beat, he stiffened his neck and turned his face away again, leaving Lin Siyu with a side face with tightly pursed lips.

It has become a habit for him to avoid Lin Siyu's eyes these days, but today I don't know if it's because of psychological effects. on the back.

Lu Li held the cushion with his hands beside his legs, curled up impatiently, he always felt that Lin Siyu was always looking at him.

When he turned his head, it was as he had guessed.

There was still a driver in the car, Lu Li lowered his voice and said, "Don't, don't keep looking at me..."

"why?"

Lin Siyu's expression was still serious, but the hand on the cushion reached out to touch Lu Li's fingers, and even grabbed his hand before him.

"Can't you watch?" Lin Siyu asked in a normal tone, compared to Lu Li's furtive look, he seemed much more aboveboard, "But I want to see you."

Lu Li: "!!!"

Subconsciously, he held Lin Siyu's hand backhanded, and then pulled hard, pulling Lin Siyu, who was completely off guard, to his side.

Lu Li's face turned red again, it's not a good thing to be thin-skinned, these days almost every time he said a word to Lin Siyu, his face would turn red.

He raised his head to look at the driver, and it happened to meet the gossip eyes in the rearview mirror, and he and the driver awkwardly moved away from the intersecting eyes in sync.

If possible, Lu Li wants to open the car door and jump out right now.Having learned his lesson, he was always worried about what Lin Siyu would say again, so he closed his mouth cautiously and stopped asking questions.

The driver turned up the music silently, took them all the way to the gate of the community, and let them get off the car one after the other.

The suitcases were piled up in the trunk. They were two boys, and the driver was not ready to come down to help them.

Lin Siyu walked quickly, he first brought Lu Li's suitcase down for him, and then his own suitcase.

The car drove away with the exhaust fumes, but Lu Li was still standing on the side of the road with the suitcase, his hand on the handlebar loosened and clenched, his knuckles were slightly red.

Lin Siyu stopped and asked him, "What's wrong?"

Lu Li said slowly, "I have a question..."

"You ask."

Lu Li spoke hesitantly, and asked the question that was on his mind: "Then what is our relationship now?"

Lin Siyu never liked deviousness, he liked to speak out when he liked Lu Li, and he didn't feel ashamed to express his love.

He said bluntly, "I'm chasing you, but you're hiding from me."

Obviously only two years older than Lu Li, but he is much more mature than Lu Li, Lin Siyu can probably guess what Lu Li is thinking, he sighed and continued: "I know you may not be able to accept that I like you It's a thing, but it's true, I can say it again, I like you. I want you to deal with it, but relationships take their time, so I'm not in a rush, I'm doing all this just to make you like me too. "

Lu Li understood Lin Siyu's words with a half-knowledge. When he woke up the next day, his head was still a little dizzy. He had to get up and go to school to get the application form, so he didn't get up late.

He finally told Lin Siyu yesterday what he had always wanted to say - he wanted to be alone and think about it.Lin Siyu agreed, but he was only allowed to rest for two days.

Lin Siyu was very trustworthy, not only didn't send him a message, but he didn't appear in front of him today and said that he would send him to school. When Lu Li went out, he couldn't help but look at the closed opposite door.

He likes to dawdle, and Lin Siyu usually drags him away. When he is alone, he arrives a bit late, and almost everyone in the classroom has arrived.

After graduation, everyone hasn't changed much. At most, girls have dyed their hair and put on delicate makeup.The same is true for Cen Cheng, who added light makeup, but she also looked a lot prettier, which caused Luo Chiming to yell, as if he was learning a monkey.

After receiving the book, those who have a good relationship will choose to get together.Lu Li carried the book and went out with Cen Cheng and Luo Chiming. The three of them played from the first year of high school to the third year of high school, and they are still in contact now.

Walking out of the school gate, Luo Chiming looked around and said in surprise: "Xiaolu, where is your brother, doesn't he like to pick you up the most?"

Hearing someone pulling Lin Siyu suddenly, Lu Li stumbled over his left foot and tripped over his right foot, nearly falling down.

He said uncomfortably, "he's at home."

"Then if your guardian is not here, can you hang out with us?"

"Okay..." Lu Li nodded hesitantly, and explained belatedly, "He is not my guardian."

"It's not important!" Luo Chiming seemed to be a wild horse, dragging Lu Li all the way into the newly opened smoothie shop opposite the school, "Let's have some desserts first!"

The main customer group of this smoothie shop is students. The quality is cheap and the quantity is very large, and the smoothie is really frozen. The three of them ordered a mango smoothie together.

Lu Li absent-mindedly scooped up the smoothie with a spoon, and he needed to keep it in his mouth for a long time to eat a spoonful, waiting for it to melt.

"Xiaolu, do you have something on your mind?" Cen Cheng asked casually, "It looks like you're worried."

Lu Li's hand stopped, he really needed to find someone to talk about, although Cen Cheng and Luo Chiming were both single mothers and children, and had never even talked about a relationship, but as the saying goes, three cobblers are worth one Zhuge Liang, plus he They happen to be the Three Stooges now.

"I……"

As soon as he opened his mouth, Cen Cheng and Luo Chiming sitting opposite stared at him in unison.

Lu Li thought for a long time before he knew where to start: "I have a sister..."

Inexplicably changing Lin Siyu's gender, Lu Li's ears turned red, and he continued to speak calmly, "She is a little older than me, and she has a very good relationship with me, and also takes good care of me."

Luo Chiming interrupted him, and said enviously: "Not only do you have a brother, but you also have a sister who treats you as well as Lin Siyu, is she beautiful?"

He asked twice in a row, sounding extremely eager.

Thinking of Lin Siyu's face, Lu Li nodded guiltily, and said vaguely: "He is pretty."

Luo Chiming grabbed the table and wanted to continue asking, but was slapped on the back of the head by Cen Cheng: "Shut up! Let Xiaolu continue to talk!"

Lu Li cleared his throat, and continued: "That's... that is, he suddenly confessed his love to me a few days ago..."

The two people on the opposite side said in unison: "What?!"

"..." Lu Li said, "You guys are also shocked, right... Anyway, it's like this, I don't know what to do!"

Cen Cheng gradually calmed down, she frowned and asked: "Then do you like her?"

Lu Li blinked: "I don't know."

Cen Cheng asked again: "Then don't you like her?"

Lu Li hesitated for a moment, then shook his head frantically: "I don't hate him at all."

"I know!" Cen Cheng touched his chin and said with certainty, "Then we must first confirm how you feel about her, such as whether you regard her as a sister or whether you like her at all."

Lu Li looked at her expectantly, took the seemingly reliable Cen Cheng as a life-saving straw, and asked, "Then how can I confirm?"

"..." Cen Cheng took a mouthful of smoothie and said honestly, "It's beyond the mark."

Lu Li wanted to escape very much now, but he had reached this point, he bite the bullet and climbed onto Lin Siyu's bed on his knees.

Lin Siyu's sleeping posture is very standard, with his face upright, his sleeping posture upright, and his hands folded on his abdomen, which made Lu Li somehow think of the illustrations in the fairy tales he read when he was a child, in which Snow White slept like this.

... It's just that Lin Siyu seems too big for a princess.

"Gudong."

Lu Li swallowed, his voice was very loud in the silent air, he bent down to find the direction of Lin Siyu's cheek and kissed him quickly.

The speed was too fast, and the contact time didn't even last a second. By the time the relative-stealer realized it, he had already put his hand on his lips in a daze.

"How do you feel?" Lu Li thought while savoring carefully, "I don't seem to feel anything?"

The experiment seemed to be a bit of a failure, Lu Li knelt on the bed, he was still debating whether to try it a second time when his legs were numb.

He thought: "I was kissed three times at that time, it's okay to kiss again now, right?"

Lu Li clenched his fist and made a cheering gesture for himself. His slightly parted lips were always trembling unconsciously, but Lu Li himself didn't feel it, he only knew that he was nervous.

He aimed at Lin Siyu's cheek this time, but when he kissed, Lin Siyu raised his chin slightly, and what he touched were lips that were hotter and softer than his cheeks.

Lu Li was startled by this touch, fell back suddenly, and was about to run in a panic, but was hugged by Lin Siyu who woke up from behind him.

The disparity in power between them was too great, Lu Li's face was flushed, and Lin Siyu pressed him on the bed with his backhand. When the night light above his head was turned on, he closed his eyes, unable to adapt to the sudden light.

After this close, it is very difficult to have the courage to open it again, Lu Li only felt that he had never been so hot, as if he had trekked in the desert for three days, and his throat was terribly dry.

"What are you doing?" Lin Siyu pinched his chin lightly, his voice was slightly hoarse when he just woke up, and sounded a little fiercer than usual, "Open your eyes."

"I heard your voice when I entered the door. At first I thought it was a thief, but Lulu, do you know that your breathing is very loud and obvious?"

Even though Lu Li's eyes are tightly closed now, Lin Siyu can still see that his eyelids are twitching very hard. He stretched out his hand to pinch the tip of Lu Li's nose, and asked, "Too ashamed to speak?"

Lu Li didn't dare to open his mouth, he was afraid that he would say: "You kill me..."

Lin Siyu bowed down, his lips stayed within five centimeters of Lu Li, and began to threaten people: "If you don't open your eyes, I will kiss you."

Lu Li finally opened his eyes, but he still didn't dare to look at Lin Siyu, and even his eyes showed a sense of despair.

"What are you doing?" Lin Siyu laughed at his loveless appearance, "Do you dare to do it or not?"

He glanced at the time on the phone, and continued: "Who came to my room without going to bed at one o'clock in the morning? Who kissed me once was not enough, and kissed twice? Who kissed my face and then kissed... ..."

Before Lin Siyu finished speaking, Lu Li covered his lips with his thin white fingers, and he heard a cowardly pleading voice: "Don't...don't say it."

He grabbed Lu Li's wrist and pulled his hand away, and asked: "I won't talk, but you want to tell me what it means to kiss me?"

Lin Siyu opened and closed his mouth and said the word "kiss", forcing Lu Li to tense his toes, he stammered and said: "I... just... want to try to see if I will feel it when I kiss you... "

His thin eyelids drooped helplessly, and the corners of his eyes were tender red, which was exactly what Lin Siyu said - "I'm ashamed".

Lin Siyu couldn't help laughing at first, the dimples at the corners of his mouth had never been so obvious, he said to himself: "Is there such a good thing?"

The voice was so soft that only he could hear it.

Seeing that Lu Li was about to lose his grip, Lin Siyu stretched out his hand to pinch his chin again, forcing him to look up at himself, and asked seriously, "How does it feel to kiss?"

Lu Li looked dumbfounded and shook his head.

Lin Siyu's expression suddenly became serious: "Did I agree when you kissed me?"

"No." Lu Li said with little confidence, "But, but you didn't ask me to agree when you kissed me."

Lin Siyu originally wanted to tell Lu Li that he can't use this method to confirm whether he likes others, but recalling the soft touch on his lips just now, he changed the direction of his mouth uncontrollably: "But I didn't Kiss your mouth."

"I..." Lu Li lowered his head and whispered with no escape, "I didn't do it on purpose."

"Then let me kiss you back, okay?"

Lu Li's head was already hot, and now he only felt that he heard a loud "boom—" in his ears, and before he could react, he saw Lin Siyu leaning closer.

Lin Siyu seemed to be probing, and approached very slowly, giving Lu Li a chance to dodge.

He subconsciously turned his head first, but for some reason, his drowsy brain controlled his body again, making him turn his face to Lin Siyu, and it happened to touch Lin Siyu's lips.

This is a kiss.

Lin Siyu could feel that Lu Li was very nervous, his legs bent involuntarily, and his knees were touching Lin Siyu's waist, but he couldn't care less, he just held Lu Li's cheek instinctively, The closer you get, the harder you get.

He was also nervous, but when his lips were pressed together, the secretion of dopamine made him more excited than Lu Li.

Lin Siyu kissed very carefully, he had no experience, he was afraid of kissing Lu Li, so he just sucked Lu Li's lips lightly.

But Lu Li still seemed unbearable, his delicate eyebrows were slightly frowned, his fingers grabbed the bed sheet, and wrinkled the flat mattress.

Lin Siyu didn't even stick out his tongue, but Lu Li still felt that his kiss was very heavy. He felt his lips sunken slightly and hit his teeth. There was such a small pain, but not yet. Before I could feel it carefully, I was overwhelmed by the tingling sensation on my lips.

He was pressed on the pillow by Lin Siyu, every piece of his lips was sucked by Lin Siyu earnestly.Lu Li felt a little unfair, he obviously only kissed Lin Siyu for less than a second, but Lin Siyu seemed to have kissed him for almost 10 minutes.

Lu Li can't take a breath, and sometimes even forgets to breathe through his nose, his head is a little dizzy due to lack of oxygen.

He was kissed so softly that he raised his hand tremblingly and tried to push Lin Siyu away, but Lin Siyu grabbed his hand behind his back, as if he couldn't understand his intention.

Lu Li's chest heaved and heaved, he was like the weakest sheep in the flock meeting its natural enemy, or a wolf in sheep's clothing who sneaked into the sheepfold.

What he said last time was not an illusion. After Lin Siyu bit his lips again, he felt that Lin Siyu might really want to eat him.

When it was really over, Lu Li's hands and feet still didn't regain strength. He felt Lin Siyu kiss his forehead, and then heard Lin Siyu say: "Sorry... I can't control it."

Lin Siyu lowered his head and kissed him after saying sorry last time, it was the same after saying sorry this time, but he still seemed a little worried about scaring Lu Li, so he just touched his lips very carefully.

Lu Li's head was still dizzy, Lin Siyu wrapped him in a quilt and hugged him directly.

"Sleep a while."

Kissing will make Lin Siyu excited, but it will make Lu Li fall asleep due to lack of oxygen. His eyelids are heavy, and he fell asleep under such circumstances.

When Lu Li woke up the next day, the first thing Lu Li felt was a slight pain on his lips. It was obviously not very painful, but it might be because he had never experienced it before, so he felt it right away.

"deer deer."

Someone touched his cheek carefully, and when he saw Lin Siyu who was still hugging him, he immediately recalled the memory of last night, the memory of him being kissed by Lin Siyu on the bed.

It was Lin Siyu who took the initiative to kiss him, but he didn't hide.

"Lulu." Lin Siyu stared at his dazed expression, still not willing to let go of his holding hand, he asked in a low voice, "Do you also like me a little bit?"

Lu Li's lips were obviously a little swollen by his kiss, even redder than usual, Lin Siyu couldn't hold back and reached out to touch it gently.

He wanted to ask serious questions, so Kankan put down his hands and continued to ask: "Why didn't you hide when I kissed you?"

Lu Li's thoughts were confused: "Maybe I didn't react?"

"Then why didn't you hit me when I kissed you?" Lin Siyu taught Lu Li many things since he was a child, and now he wants to teach Lu Li how to know if he likes someone, with some private goods, "You can hide, But you didn't hide, you won't feel disgusted after being kissed by a man, and you can sleep peacefully in my arms after the kiss."

"Lulu, dependence and liking are not inseparable."

Because of every word Lin Siyu said, Lu Li's eyelashes trembled rapidly. He was right, Lu Li did not resist his kisses, but as long as he imagined the scene of himself kissing someone else, his scalp would tingle. numb.

He thought for a while, and when he turned his head, he saw Lin Siyu staring at him.

Just when he was about to muster up the courage to speak, the door of the next room opened, and Su Rui came out in neat clothes, wearing a watch on his wrist as he walked.

Seeing Lu Li standing at the door of Lin Siyu's room, she was startled instead.Su Rui raised her eyebrows and asked, "Why is Xiaolu here in pajamas, and when did you come here?"

Lu Li was thrown into disarray by this sudden situation, and said nonsense: "Last night, I woke up from a nightmare... I couldn't sleep, so I came here to find Brother Xiaoyu."

"Why are you still the same as when you were a child?" Su Rui didn't take it seriously, she just teased Lu Li, then put on her bag and walked out the door, "I'm going to work first, remember to eat breakfast, there are dumplings in the refrigerator , If you can’t do it, go out and eat.”

"Huh?" Su Rui exclaimed again, and asked, "Why is your mouth so red, Xiaolu, it seems to be a little swollen, did you get bitten by a bug?"

Those who were about to leave put away their bags worriedly, and those who were about to lift Lu Li moved closer to observe carefully. Lu Li clenched his lips uncomfortably, stepped back nervously with red ears, and his back was already on his back. On the door.

Su Rui's hand was blocked by Lin Siyu, and he even pulled Lu Li behind him, putting himself between the two of them, looking at Lu Li's lips instead of Su Rui.

"Mom, you read it wrong." Lin Siyu was still calm when he should be calm, and said without speeding up his heartbeat, "Lulu's lips are always so red?"

After Su Rui left, Lu Li still couldn't lift his head up, so Lin Siyu patted him on the shoulder lightly to make him look up: "My mother is gone."

Lu Li replied with a voice as loud as a mosquito: "...um."

After a while, in the silence, Lu Li asked Lin Siyu in a low voice for confirmation: "Are my lips really red?"

Lin Siyu was staring at his lips. After staying here for a long time this time, he looked away and avoided talking about Lu Li's question. He just said suddenly: "I won't do it next time. It's so heavy."

Lu Li's eyes were blank, because he was thinking: "Is there a next time?"

He wanted to go home and change clothes, but when he reached the door, Lu Li hesitated, turned his head and asked without confidence: "Is it worth giving me two days as agreed...?"

She secretly went to bed with the person she confessed to, not only that, but also kissed the other person, and now she said to be quiet, how strange it sounded.

But fortunately, Lin Siyu said, "Forget it."

The opposite door was very close, but Lin Siyu still escorted him to the door. Luckily, Lu Fang had already gone to work at home. Otherwise, if she asked a question about lips again, Lu Li might really be unable to answer.

The first thing he did when he got home was to wash his face and look up in the mirror by the way.

Lu Li pressed his face very close, and pulled his lips to look in the mirror. He looked in the mirror for so long that the glass was foggy. After confirming that his lips were indeed a little redder than usual, he stood up straight again.

He wasn't going to get up, so he lay back on his bed, rolled the quilt, let his whole body shrink under the quilt, and then took out his mobile phone.

Lu Li, Luo Chiming, and Cen Cheng formed a small group of three. Although he felt that the two of them were really unreliable, they were the only ones he turned to for help under the current situation.

[Lu Li]: I secretly went to kiss him last night...

Luo Chiming and Cen Cheng should simply think that he made a mistake, but they just sent three question marks in succession.

[Luo Chiming]:? ? ? ?

[Luo Chiming]: I'm just fucking talking, are you really fucking going?

【Lu Li】:...

[Lu Li]: But I really went, what should I do?

Cen Cheng was so anxious that she directly launched a group voice. Seeing Lu Li coming in, she straight to the point and asked, "What happened after you kissed?"

She and Luo Chiming waited anxiously for an answer, but only heard Lu Li's breathing, which was getting heavier and heavier.

After a long time, Lu Li said softly: "I wanted to kiss him secretly, but I was discovered, and then he, he..."

"Just what?!"

"he just……"

Lu Li really didn't know how to say the next words, and he didn't know whether it was because he was stuffy in the quilt or because of something else, he felt like he was sweating.

Luo Chiming and Cen Cheng couldn't help urging in unison: "Just what?!"

The aura of the two of them was too fierce, after Lu Li was startled for a moment, he finally said vaguely: "It's just...he kissed me too..."

Cen Cheng is very good at focusing on the key points, and asked directly: "Where is the kiss this time?"

Lu Li's already low voice dropped even lower: "...mouth."

"Fuck?!" Luo Chiming became more and more envious, he jumped up excitedly, and shouted, "Is that sister so hot?"

"..." Lu Li didn't know which of these words had something to do with Lin Siyu, so he could only respond in a panic, "Ah...um."

Luo Chiming was still a little sleepy at first, but now he was completely excited: "How does it feel when you kiss?"

"……Ma Ma."

"Fuck!" Luo Chiming couldn't help cursing in a low voice, "I doubt you're in Versailles! I grow up so big that I haven't even touched a girl's hand, so you just kissed her? Was it someone else who took the initiative? Or a girl? Beautiful sister?!"

Cen Cheng clenched her fists, she couldn't hit Luo Chiming now, so she could only cover his voice with a loud voice: "Luo Chiming! Shut up!"

After she was quiet, she asked Lu Li in a soft voice: "Then why didn't you hide when she kissed you? You should be able to hide from her as a girl, right? After being kissed, I feel that you shouldn't be particularly angry , I know Xiaolu you have a good temper, but no matter how good-tempered a person is, he will still be angry if he is kissed like this."

What Cen Cheng said was very similar to Lin Siyu's, and even the conclusion he gave was exactly the same.

——"Little Lu, you do seem to like her a little bit."

After hanging up the phone, Lu Li's expression was still a little dazed, and Cen Cheng's voice seemed to be still lingering in his ears.

He lay on the bed all morning, first recalling the feeling of yesterday and today's kiss, and then inexplicably began to fantasize, what would it be like if Lin Siyu kissed someone else?

Lu Li opened his eyes, and suddenly felt that his eye sockets were a little hot. He has always been a crybaby, and this has never changed.

Dependence and liking are indeed not inseparable. He seems to like Lin Siyu a little bit. The tugging these days is like flirting.

Lu Li realized that he couldn't say no because of his soft temper, but because the other party was Lin Siyu. He didn't resist and even liked Lin Siyu's closeness.

He suddenly realized that he wanted to be with Lin Siyu forever in this more intimate way of getting along.

He suddenly remembered his diary, got up and got out of bed to read it, Lu Li hadn't written a diary for a while, and the bookmark was still on the last page he wrote last time.

——"I'm so happy after the college entrance examination. I'm confident that I can go to the same school as brother Xiaoyu, and I can finally be with him again. Brother Xiaoyu came here today and brought me flowers. I'm even happier."

It took Lu Li two days to read his diary from beginning to end, and he suddenly found that nine out of ten of the contents of his diary were related to Lin Siyu.

When he was a child, he opened his mouth and kept his mouth shut as "Brother Xiaoyu". As he grew older, he became shy, so he wrote all his thoughts in his diary.

Lu Li can be sure that as long as he is with Lin Siyu, everything will be very interesting.

When he saw the last page of what he wrote, he heard Lu Fang shout across the room: "Little Lu, Si Yu is here to find you!"

Lu Li didn't respond, he hesitated for a moment, wrote a line at the bottom of the diary, then flipped the notebook over, and hurriedly lay down on the bed and pretended to be asleep.

After a while, Lu Li, holding his breath, heard the sound of the door opening and Lin Siyu's footsteps.

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32 You need to be brave to like someone

Lin Siyu was struggling with himself. Before he could react, his body's reaction led him to move to the desk.

He could recognize Lu Li's open diary on the desk at a glance. The book was beckoning to him like an unlocked treasure box. As long as he lowered his head, Lin Siyu could see the writing on it clearly.

In a way, the diary is also Lu Li’s secret. The last time he wanted to read it, he was stopped by Lu Li. Lin Siyu still remembers that he said very gentlemanly at that time—“I’ll read it when you want to show it to me.” ".

Lin Siyu's thoughts are very small now, he wants to peek at Lu Li's diary while he is sleeping.

"This is Lulu's privacy." Lin Siyu thought again, "I'll just look down and pretend I saw it by accident."

Lin Siyu put his hand on the table, stood still again suddenly, and shouted: "Lulu."

Lu Li on the bed was sleeping, he didn't hear the loud commotion outside just now, let alone his soft cry like this.

Lin Siyu didn't wait for Lu Li's response, and continued, "Let me take a look at your diary."

He turned his gaze to the table again, only then did Lin Siyu realize that Lu Li had almost placed all the diaries on the table, piled up in a thick stack.Lin Siyu's fingers moved slightly, and subconsciously looked at the bed again.

Lu Li's head was covered with a quilt, shrunk into a bulging ball, and it seemed that he was really sound asleep.

Lin Siyu wasn't going to think too much, and didn't get entangled anymore. He lowered his head to look at the page in the diary that was still there.

There is not much content in it, it can be seen that Lu Li was very busy during that time, almost every day his diary consisted of one line of content, and the words were very floating.

"...I'm so tired, I can't learn, but this is wrong!"

"I still can't learn, I miss Brother Xiaoyu a little bit, if he stays with me, I shouldn't be so anxious."