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"Lin, aren't you happy that you are going back to China!"

The boy with a straight face stared at Lin Xing with round and big almond eyes, and the shallow dimples made him even more cute.

He pulled the suitcase of SpongeBob SquarePants and walked in front of Lin Xing. Fortunately, the suitcase was anti-bump, otherwise it would fall apart before boarding the plane.

"Lou Yuan, why don't you mail the professor's information directly, I don't want to go back."

Lin Xing's black sunglasses completely covered most of his face, only his tall nose and thin red lips could be seen.

Lou Yuan stared wide-eyed, with an expression that you are so ignorant.He originally wanted to put his arm on Lin Xing's shoulder, but Lin Xing was much taller than him, so he had to retract his arm.

His voice is also soft and positive, and with his height of 1.7 meters, Lin Xing has regarded him as a junior high school student too many times.

"Lin, don't you know that the professor is going to accompany his wife on vacation? We are so boring in the laboratory all day long, of course the professor will give us a chance to take a vacation."

Lin Xing twitched the corner of his mouth, as if reluctant.He couldn't help but said, "It's not the same for us to take a vacation in country C."

Lou Yuan looked at him angrily, and he suddenly dropped SpongeBob's suitcase.He put his waist down and glared at Lin Xing, "Lin, do you know how long we haven't been back to China!"

Probably because he was afraid that Lin Xing could not hear clearly, Lou Yuan stretched out three fingers.

"Three years! We haven't been back for three years! The professor wants to let us go back for the New Year."

Lin Xing's Ruifeng's eyes, which were covered by sunglasses, flashed a complex light in an instant.

It turned out that he and Shen Yu had been separated for three years.

Three years ago, when he returned to Jing's house, he locked himself in the room without talking to anyone.

He hated Jing Xiangbei for telling him about the cause of grandma's death, and also hated himself for being so cruel to Shen Yu.

He forcibly imposed the crimes of Shen Yu's mother on Shen Yu.

He does not allow His celestial light, or even anything related to His celestial light, to be stained.

For several days, he was asking himself.

Does he really love depression?

Is it because of his rough life experience since he was a child that he wanted to fight against the world, want to be a deviant crowd, want to crown himself king, or did he really want to be with Shen Yu who ignored the rumors.

He couldn't figure it out, so he simply didn't think about it.

He is busy studying, busy forgetting depression.

He threw the leather bracelet and keychain that Shen Yu paired with to Jing's house.I left the country with nothing but daily necessities.

In the past three years, he was so overwhelmed by his heavy studies that he couldn't remember being depressed, but the moment the professor told them to go back to China, his heart couldn't stop beating wildly.

What is it like?The heart was pulled hard, sore and painful.The brain exploded in an instant, leaving nothing but blankness.The body began to go numb, like an electric shock.

He has hinted countless times that he doesn't like depression anymore, but his body reminds him: he loves it.He couldn't forget it.

But he didn't know how to face the depression, he wanted to be with him, the death of grandma made a natural barrier between them.

Shen Yu didn't know the natural moat, but he did.

Now he just wants to return to country C immediately after delivering the materials. He has no one to celebrate the New Year with, let alone celebrate the New Year.

"Lin, are you listening!"

Lin Xing was brought back to his senses by Lou Yuan's yelling, he took off his sunglasses, revealing a pair of Ruifeng eyes with upturned tails.

He stood there, his whole face making it impossible to take his eyes off him.

He looks better than he did three years ago, and his every move is graceful.

Lin Xing pinched his eyebrows, he felt a little headache.This is the "sequelae" left by thinking of depression in recent years.

Lou Yuan yelled softly. He watched the eyes of the people around him turn towards them, and complained: "Lin, put your sunglasses back on. We're not here to be handsome."

Lin Xing was about to say something when his upper lip just touched his lower lip, and he met the eyes of a long-haired girl.

The girl stood in front of him and asked him directly for his contact information.

Lin Xing silently put on the sunglasses again, said "I don't need a mobile phone", put on the silver-white suitcase and left with Lou Yuan.

After boarding the plane, Lou Yuan chatted excitedly with Lin Xing: "Lin, we are going back to China!"

Lin Xing nodded, asked the flight attendant for a cup of coffee, leaned on the back of the plane seat and looked out the window.

He and Shen Yu are under the same sky, Shen Yu is in the far north, and he is now moving to the north at the fastest speed.

He didn't want to see depression, and he also wanted to see depression.

Like when he left depression three years ago, he wondered whether he loved him or not.

He is always so contradictory.But when depressed by his side, he was never indecisive.

Lou Yuan seemed to have endless words. He asked Lin Xing, "Is there anyone in China who can't be forgotten?" Lin Xing blurted out: "Yes."

Lin Xing was stunned when he said it, his body took another step ahead of his thinking.

Lou Yuan stared at him gossipingly, "Who? Ex-girlfriend!"

Lin Xing didn't speak again, he closed his eyes and prepared to sleep.

He found that he really couldn't think about depression, as long as he thought about it, his suppressed feelings would retreat steadily.

They arrived at Nancheng Airport in the afternoon, took a taxi and went straight to Nancheng Hotel to check in.

After arriving at the room, Lou Yuan took out his mobile phone that he hadn't touched for a long time, connected to the hotel's internet, and began to browse his circle of friends on domestic social platforms.

He didn't know what he got, but he suddenly exclaimed, "Lin, look at this boy!"

Lin Xing looked along Lou Yuan's cell phone, and what caught his eyes was a familiar face that could no longer be familiar.

It's a short video.

A lot of insignificant people and noises were mixed into the camera, and Lin Xing completely ignored them.He quietly looked at the young man in the video, the young man was as dazzling and dazzling as the radiance in the sky.

He couldn't help but adjust the volume keys on the phone far away from the building.The man's cold and magnetic voice reached his ears.

"Simple."

"Little Toffee, I can cook now, can you still like me?"

A strong soreness stimulated Lin Xing's body, his throat was sore and sore, as if something was pressing there.He couldn't speak, his heart was beating desperately.

He couldn't hear the gloomy voice, and couldn't hear Lou Yuan calling him.He slowly put his right hand to his chest, where was the madly beating heart.

His eyes were red, he even felt like tears were coming out of his eyes, his eyes were sore and sore.

He thought it would be much better if he closed his eyes, but found that it still hurt like a needle prick.

How he fell asleep he didn't know.

In his dream, he dreamed of the day when he separated from Shen Yu.

Behind him are colorful fireworks, and countless families in Yuncheng are gathering together.They chatted in the warm house.On this day, they will be the happiest people.

Only he, standing on the deserted street, felt the biting cold wind.He couldn't go back home, and he said something that made both him and Shen Yu miserable.

The stars were brighter than usual that night, too bright for him to ignore.

If only his sky was brighter than those stars, he thought.