sky light

The gloomy crystal ball shattered, and his dream has not yet woken up.

He felt that as long as he waited where he was feeling, Lin Xing would look back for him.

He spent half a year in a daze, and didn't register for the sports meeting, just sat in the stands holding a big white rabbit toffee in a daze.

The hot day heated up the toffee, and he stared at the toffee without moving. He didn't feel sticky to his hands, but unexpectedly calmed down.

He took a picture towards the runway, and the picture showed the boys running.

Tomato scrambled eggs: Little toffee, they can't run as fast as you.

Shen Yu is used to talking to himself, he no longer expects any reply from Lin Xing.

But he still wanted to say that it would make him feel better.

Shutting down the phone, Shen Yu wrapped up the skin of the toffee, put the unmelted toffee in his mouth, and lightly licked the palm of his hand.

The rich milk scent made him squint his eyes comfortably.A pair of charming peach blossom eyes are like a crescent moon in the sky at this moment, looking charming and affectionate.

Depression leads an unchanging life.Dull, boring, uninteresting, he used all the bad words to describe his days after losing Lin Xing.

After the crystal ball shattered, he did not take the exam, and could sleep for a whole day sitting on his seat in class.

He doesn't go to the cafeteria to eat, instead he goes out of school to buy takoyaki two streets away.

But after eating, he will go back to the dormitory to take a nap.

The teacher turned a blind eye to him, unlike Han Cheng who would force him to talk about his ideals and life.

Shen Yu indulged himself more and more, except for sending Lin Xing WeChat messages, he would only sleep.

He wished he could sleep forever in his dream, but God didn't care for him, he couldn't dream of Lin Xing.

Shen Yu never thought that this state of hers could last for a year.

The school celebration of Nancheng No. [-] Middle School is also at the end of the year.

He felt that all schools in the world like to rush to the end of the year with a school celebration to end.

He thought again: Today is December 12, the 31th day since he and Lin Xing broke up.

He sat in his place, fiddled with his phone with his head down.

Scrambled Eggs with Tomatoes: Little Toffee, you still completely and thoroughly touched my heart.I can not forget you.

The stage play of "Sleeping Beauty" was going on on the stage. The boy naturally lowered his head and kissed the girl's lips. I don't know if it was an excuse or a real kiss.

Shen Yu was suddenly a little envious, he thought of the kiss between him and Lin Xing in the last scene of "Pride and Prejudice".

Lingering, gentle.

It had been a long time since he had kissed that soft lips again.

He unconsciously pressed his slender fingers to his lips.A year ago, there was still Lin Xing's temperature here, but now it is freezing cold.

He is still thinking.The empty seat next to him was taken.

"Senior, I like you very much. Are you planning to fall in love before the college entrance examination?"

Depressed and ignoring people, he stood up from his chair, the aisle was big enough for two people to walk.Before going out, the girl shouted again:

"Senior, don't worry, I won't disturb your study."

Shen Yu didn't even look at the girl, he remained silent.

He never talked too much to people, he gave Lin Xing everything he said.

The girl's bright eyes dimmed, she squinted her mouth, and cried: "Senior, let's try it, in case you fall in love with me in the future. I have been secretly in love with you for a year."

Sullen stopped unexpectedly, he looked at the flawless white bracelet on his wrist with a pair of attractive peach blossom eyes, and touched his thin lips up and down.

"I have someone I like."

From the beginning to the end, Shen Yu didn't even see what the girl looks like.He thought: He will be planted in Lin Xing's hands for the rest of his life.

Coming out of the hall, he went up to the rooftop.

There was a gust of cold wind, and in the dark night, only the cigarette in his hand gave off a faint flame.

He meets someone, someone unexpected.

Jing Xi was wearing bodysuits, revealing her figure comparable to a supermodel.

He also seemed a little surprised when he saw depression.

"Why are you here?"

Shen Yu pointed to the school uniform of Nancheng No. [-] Middle School on his body, and exhaled a mouthful of smoke.In the smog, Jing Xi couldn't really see the gloomy face, he heard a gloomy and deep voice: "What about you?"

Jing Xi didn't answer him, he asked, "Where's my cousin?"

Shen Yu raised her eyebrows, as if she didn't expect that Jing Xi would not know about the matter between him and Lin Xing.

After taking two puffs, he stubbed out the cigarette butt.

Depressed doesn't like smoking, at most, he has a mouth addiction once in a while.

"It was divided a year ago."

Jing Xi looked at the tiredness in the gloomy eyebrows and eyes, he should be happy, but he couldn't help feeling melancholy.

He knew how much his cousin liked depression.

At least a year ago, he looked at the gloomy expression as if he was looking at his whole world.

He couldn't imagine what his cousin would look like now.

He looked gloomy, as if he was looking at his cousin.

He has no position to blame Shen Yu, he is not optimistic about them.He just said, "Why?"

Shen Yu tore open his neckline to reveal his eye-catching collarbone, he was lazily leaning on the guardrail of the roof, as long as the guardrail was loosened, he would fall from the roof.After that, there was no possibility of seeing Lin Xing again.

But sometimes, he really wants to jump down in one step.

He lives in the world like a lonely ghost.But the lonely ghost can float very far, so he can only wait for Lin Xing to come back in Nancheng.

"do not know."

Jing Xi glared at him, her voice full of sullenness.

"If you break up, you won't know the reason!"

Sullen felt the bitterness in his heart gradually spread, spreading from the atrium to the whole body.

He also wondered why.

Why throw him at home so that he can't wait for him.

Why broke up with him for no reason.

Why let him spend his days alone counting the time they spent apart.

Shen Yu's response made Jing Xi even more angry, but when he saw the strong despair in Shen Yu's eyes, he was stunned, and he couldn't help swallowing what he wanted to say.

Shen Yu asked him:

"Jingxi, can you... contact Lin Xing?"

When Shen Yu mentioned this, Jing Xi realized that she and her cousin hadn't spoken for a long time.

Since 17, he and his agent have been flying all over the country to participate in various activities. The full schedule made him forget the existence of WeChat.

He took out his phone, flipped through it twice, and found Lin Xing's chat bar.

The most recent news was on January 17, 1.

"Sy": Xixi, I'm going abroad.Don't go to Yuncheng to look for me.

Shen Yu didn't want to spy on Jing Xi's cell phone, he smiled lightly when he saw Jing Xi's flash of astonishment.

"Look, he will still send you a message."

Jing Xi pressed a few times on the keyboard.

King Jing: Cousin, what's going on with you and Shen Yu?

He had just typed the word "depressed" and realized something was wrong.He raised his head suddenly and opened his mouth to shout, "Are you from Nancheng?"

Glancing at Jing Xi with gloomy eyes, he rubbed his temples, trying to wake himself up a little.The wind tonight was obviously cool enough, but he couldn't help feeling drowsy.

"Ah."

Hearing the gloomy and lazy voice, Jing Xi was a little dazed.

He always thought that Shen Yu was just an ordinary high school student in Yuncheng. After all, there were countless people with the surname Shen in the world, and it was impossible for the young master of the Shen family to go to Yuncheng.In the end, he was really the young master of the Shen family in Nancheng?

Nancheng is a city that attaches great importance to the distribution of surnames, each surname represents a family, big or small.

Many years ago, the Shen and Jing families were not incompatible, but they were good family friends.

But eight years ago, the relationship suddenly changed drastically.No one except the older generation knows why.

Intuition tells Jingxi that the cousin's departure has absolutely something to do with that secret.

He wanted to ask Shen Yu, but he was afraid that Shen Yu would have traces to find out the reason for the breakup.

He couldn't allow depression to pull Lin Xing into the abyss of homosexuality again.

His selfishness made him choose to swallow his words.