sky light

On the day of the sports meeting, the weather was sunny and sunny.

"Damn it, it's fatal, Brother Lin, you are so handsome!"

Bai Xiao whistled casually and called out loudly.He put his elbows on Lin Xing's shoulders naturally, because he was a few centimeters shorter than Lin Xing, his movements seemed a little awkward.

Lin Xing replied with a smile: "Brother Lin has always been handsome."

There was a moment of rejoicing in his heart, he was rejoicing that he didn't have a sudden rapid heartbeat towards Bai Xiao.

He may not have been born gay, but just fell in love with depression.

A familiar voice sounded behind his ears, and when he saw the depression, Lin Xing became abnormal like an electric shock.

The gloomy and wide round neck exposed the collarbone, and the sleeveless vest outlined the smooth lines of his forearm.He wore a black wristband on his wrist, which made his skin, which was originally like beautiful jade, even whiter.

Lin Xing's mind exploded with a "boom", and an unspeakable sadness welled up in his heart. He watched the young man who was even favored by the sun lighten his scorching heat, and his heart was filled with overwhelming sorrow.

This is the best age, but they are not the gender they should be.

"Lin Xing, have you brought water?"

Lin Xing subconsciously took a step away from the depression, and said in a low voice, "Bring it."

"I didn't bring it, can you lend me a drink?"

Logically speaking, he would definitely not refuse to put it on the former Lin Xing, but thinking of his secret and unspoken thoughts, Lin Xing moved his lips, "The school shop sells it, there is still time to go now. "

"Are you with me?"

Lin Xing felt even more ashamed when he said the words in a declarative tone one after another.The unremarkable words reminded him of his hidden feelings all the time.

He felt that the foggy morning had turned gray, and Bai Xiao, who was chatting with others beside him, had turned transparent.Only gloomy, is dazzling golden.

He pinched the bottle cap and handed the unscrewed mineral water to Shen Yu.

Shen Yu touched Lin Xing's fingertips intentionally or unintentionally, felt Lin Xing's fingers shrink, and he held the bottle firmly.The eyelashes swept the shadow of the lower eyelid, and the gloomy eyes could not be seen clearly.

"Thank you."

Lin Xing was short of breath.Almost walked and ran back to the class team.

The fingertips are still cold, which is left by the gloomy, thin and slender fingers.He returned to the crowd, hid the stage fright that only appeared in front of Shen Yu, and became a chatty and laughing boy again.

Gu Miaomiao already knew about Lin Xing's rejection of Ning Xuexue, but she was unwilling for Ning Xuexue.He dragged and dragged Ning Xuexue to Lin Xing, and said nonchalantly, "Brother Lin, how is our Xuexue doing today?"

Seeing Ning Xuexue's embarrassment, Lin Xing felt an emotion called sadness. He was sad that to some extent he and Ning Xuexue were the same kind of person.

"Snow class has always been beautiful."

Lin Xing's calm demeanor extinguished the joy that Ning Xuexue had just given birth to.

Gu Miaomiao asked again: "Don't you like being so beautiful?"

She spoke in a low voice that only the three of them could hear.Lin Xing smiled lightly and remained silent.

Ning Xuexue had a lump in her throat, and forced out a smile that was uglier than crying, "Brother Lin, thank you for my sister's incident last time."

"There is nothing to thank, you also helped me."

Looking at the back of Ning Xuexue running away, Lin Xing laughed at himself.

After the entrance ceremony, the first competition is the 50m sprint for senior one men.

Lin Xing was sitting on a high platform, holding a copy of "May [-]", counting every penny.Bai Xiao sat on his right, played poker with others, and often shouted, "Fuck, your mother has a king bomb, and her mother lost!"

Lin Xing listened to him amusedly.A pair of bony hands and a bottle of steaming mineral water appeared in his eyes.

"I went to buy water."

"Thank you."

Thinking that the person in front of him would leave, Shen Yu sat directly on his left side, pointed to a physics problem, and said with a smile: "Little Toffee, this is wrong."

Lin Xing lowered his eyes, this time it was a fill-in-the-blank question.

The gloomy and pleasant voice sounded like this, and he took the pen in Lin Xing's hand.While speaking, write down a clear process on scratch paper.

Lin Xing didn't listen to a word.He looked at the young man's slender wrist and felt restless.

Until Shen Yu rubbed the top of his hair, his eyes were lost, and his body jumped up involuntarily.

Bai Xiao's exclamation woke him up.

"Damn it, Brother Lin, what are you doing!"

Lin Xing's pupils were focused, and seeing Bai Xiao wipe his new shoes with a piece of paper in pain, he hurriedly said, "Sorry, sorry, I was distracted just now."

Missing the gloomy eyes looking at him, Lin Xing heard the broadcast calling the second man 50m to check, he walked off the stage without thinking.It wasn't until he got off the stands that he remembered that he hadn't reported 50m.

When meeting Cheng Di who was a volunteer, Lin Xing squeezed out a smile, Cheng Di frowned and said, "You're not right."

Lin Xing thumped the wall hard, and it took him a long time to say, "Fuck, even you can tell."

Cheng Di has known him for five years, and she rarely sees him swearing in front of a girl, and she has even more doubts in her heart. She asked again: "What's wrong?"

Lin Xing and Cheng Di have a good relationship, but not good enough to tell her that he is gay.

Seeing that Lin Xing didn't speak, Cheng Di asked suspiciously, "Because of your adoptive parents?"

Only a few people know about Lin Xing's life experience, and Cheng Di also heard it by accident.

Three years ago, she and Lin Xing were opposite each other.She always thought that Lin Xing's parents were a pair of successful people, until one day after school.

"Fuck, I really shouldn't be raising your cub with delicious food and drink. Your parents won't give you any money, and you won't ask for it for me. What the hell are you doing raising you!"

Men in smart suits yelled.

Standing on the height of heaven and wearing a fox fur coat, the graceful and luxurious woman also stretched out her newly-made fingers and shouted sharply: "Quickly ask your parents for money! We can't afford you!"

Lin Xing raised his eyes, squeezed his lips and sneered: "Really, then don't raise it."

Then, he glanced at Cheng Di who was at a loss standing in the corridor, and walked away.

After that, Cheng Di began to get acquainted with Lin Xing.

In less than a year, Lin Xing moved.She didn't know where Lin Xing had gone until she bumped into Lin Xing again in No. [-] Middle School.She felt that Lin Xing had changed, he restrained his indifference, and instead became able to chat with anyone.

No one in No. [-] Middle School said that Lin Xing was difficult to get along with, but Cheng Di knew that the former Lin Xing might be more difficult to approach than depression.

While she was thinking about the past, Lin Xing said in a flat tone: "My adoptive father died, and my adoptive mother was imprisoned in a mental hospital. Do you think my emotions will fluctuate because of them?"

"Then what happened to you?"

Cheng Di was wearing an orange volunteer coat, and beads of sweat were rolling down her delicate, white and quiet face. She was at the prime of her life.

"Cheng Di, do you want to fall in love?"

Lin Xing stared at Cheng Di with his dark pupils, "Cheng Di, what if you like someone you can't like?"

Lin Xing is not a person who likes to hide things in his heart, this is the most he can ask others.

Cheng Di was surprised, "Are you so troubled by this matter?"

Seeing Lin Xing's solemn face, after a while, Cheng Di said softly: "Brother Lin, there is no one who cannot be liked."

27: He will marry a wife and have children.

Standing in the shadow, Lin Xing was still thinking about Cheng Di's words in a trance.

Shen Yu was standing in the stands, standing out from the crowd.Lin Xing could catch his figure at a glance.

Several girls surrounded Shen Yu, and Lin Xing knew the leading girl.It is Ning Xuexue's younger sister, who is in the first grade of junior high school.

He couldn't see the expressions of the girls, but he could clearly see that the gloomy faces turned dark.

His gloomy and temperatureless eyes glanced at the girls, and his thin lips parted slightly, as if to say the word "scroll".

The girls were black and black and scattered again, all frightened by the depression.

Lin Xing shook his head. He thought of Baidu saying that the first step is to face up to his feelings, but now he doesn't even dare to face up to his depression.

He feels his morbid liking is a crime, sullen enough to sentence him to life in prison.But in the same way, Shen Yu didn't know his hidden feelings.He can't live in his own fear all the time.

The gentle voice of the announcer sounded from the radio station, "Please come to the check-in office for the contestants who participated in the men's 100m event in the second year of senior high school."

Lin Xing and Shen Yu were not in the same group, which made Lin Xing secretly relieved.

As soon as the whistle sounded, Lin Xing flew No.210m away like an arrow off the string.

The girls in class one shouted like crazy, their gloomy eyes never left Lin Xing from the beginning to the end.

The timing teacher pinched the stopwatch with a complicated expression.

"Lin Xing, ninety-five in ten seconds."

The school record of No. [-] Middle School was broken.

This incident was rumored before the second group started.Ti Tesheng, who were waiting to start the race, talked a lot: "Fuck, Lin Xing really won't let people live, this is what makes us feel so embarrassing!"

"That's right, my girlfriend has to pick me up again to make me look like Lin Xing, so her mother doubts who is her boyfriend."

Sullen in the third group, seeing that Lin Xing was going back to the stands, he walked over to stop him, "Little Toffee, will you run with me?"

His gloomy words had a magical power, and his deep eyes sucked Lin Xing in like a black hole.Lin Xing didn't wait for his brain to react, his body had already acted.

"it is good."

The three groups didn't expect Lin Xing to run again, and the pot exploded again.

"Lin Xing, you still run away! Discuss not to run away, save us some face."

After the boy bowed, he said slowly and gloomyly, "He's with me."

All of a sudden, the eyes of the three groups fell on Shen Yu.It turned out that this man provoked Lin Xing, the devil, over here.They said it was for no reason, why did Lin Xing run away twice.

Regardless of the hateful expressions of the boys, he moved his ankle in depression, and smiled at Lin Xing: "You come to run with me, aren't you afraid that I will beat you?"

Lin Xing stabilized his mentality, summoned up his courage, and looked normal, "If you win, you win. Isn't there still a few games left in the bet? I'm a good long-distance runner."

Lin Xing figured it out, in one year he and Shen Yu would go their separate ways.He believed that the brief throbbing would not last long, and time could always smooth everything out.

When the time comes, his liking will be wiped out, he should be unrestrained and unrestrained.In the future, he may meet the next person who makes his heart beat, and he will marry a wife and have children, and live an ordinary life.

Therefore, since the ending is already doomed, it doesn't really matter what the process is.

Shen Yu met Lin Xing's gaze that was no longer evasive, and the corner of his mouth raised an arc. He laughed and said, "Really? Then... we'll wait and see."

Lin Xing's heart still couldn't help beating a few beats faster.

He took a breath, thinking that it would be no big deal to treat himself as a heart patient.

The 100-meter score of the sophomore boy was announced, and this time the announcer was replaced by a boy, and the attractive subwoofer made the girls overwhelmed with excitement.

"Second-year men's 100-meter run No. 1 depressed, 2 seconds 3. No. [-] Lin Xing, [-] seconds [-]. No. [-]..."

Bai Xiao's whole body boiled, and he stopped playing the cards in his hand. The rooster crowed, "Grand sophomore year one is awesome, Brother Lin and Master Shen are awesome!"

Han Cheng was overjoyed, he was really lucky this year, even if the first and second graders were in his class, he even had such a good face in the sports meeting.

Sitting next to him, Qin Xia was really envious, "The two students in your class are really good enough. They can't beat others in everything. They are the first and second in this monthly exam."

Han Cheng said politely: "Don't just talk about them, your class Chengdi also did well in the exam, and you are in the top five of the grade."

Speaking of Cheng Di, Qin Xia was a little proud, "That's not true, Cheng Di is a good kid, she studies hard and looks good. It's not that I brag about her, there are boys who have given her love letters, not forty or fifty."

The two class teachers looked like "my family has a child who is just growing up".I can't wait to say all the advantages of my favorite student.

During the lunch break, the result of the 1000m for the sophomore boy was announced, and the crowd sighed.

"Damn it, Lin Xing is the first, two minutes and 40 seconds? His mother is on stimulants!"

"Your mother, look at No.2, isn't it the one who broke the school's 50 record, two minutes and 45 seconds!"

"The two of them are absolutely crazy. Why can't they go to the sky by running so fast!"

The sophomore one students are like fish in boiling water. Their class actually broke the school records in two events in a row this year!Could it be that they are the legendary body special class!

Han Chengle blossomed, and went to the small shop to buy a large bag of white rabbit milk candy for the students.

Shen Yu took out a towel to wipe off his sweat, and stretched out his hand in front of Lin Xing. On the palm was the big white rabbit toffee that Han Chenggang sent.

"Little toffee, here you are."

Hearing this cute nickname, Lin Xing blushed unnaturally, and he declined, "I have it. You keep it for yourself."

Without saying a word, Shen Yu peeled off the candy wrapper, picked up the pure white toffee, and put it to Lin Xing's mouth.Lin Xing even felt the temperature of the tip of Depressed's hand.

The coolness looks out of place in this sweltering summer.The gloomy and deep voice sounded again, "Open your mouth."

"Shen Yu, don't you think this is too intimate?"

Lin Xing was afraid that Shen Yu would see through his thoughts, so even his voice was tinged with anger.

With gloomy eyes locked on the two girls in the front row, he pretended to be puzzled, "Are you intimate? Everyone does this."

Lin Xing was thinking about how to explain it. He wanted to say that boys and girls were different, but he couldn't tell what the difference was.

"Sorry, I didn't have any friends before, so I don't know it's bad."

As soon as Shen Yu said this, Lin Xing felt that he had gone too far.But he felt uncomfortable, depressed and regarded him as a friend, but he had an extraordinary affection for him.

Lin Xing didn't know how to speak for a while, his expression was gloomy, "Little Toffee, you are my first friend."

Lin Xing was in a mess in his heart, and while scolding himself that her mother was not human, he softened his tone.

"Don't be sad, I don't blame you, I was just taken aback by you."

Before Lin Xing could say the next sentence, Shen Yu threw him the sentence "I throw away the sugar" and walked away briskly.

Walking to a dark corner that Lin Xing couldn't see, he bit down on the place where Lin Xing's lips had touched, gloomy and greedy, his eyes flashed with lust that flickered on and off.

He squeezed the toffee tightly with his fingertips, and his melancholy voice was filled with endless nostalgia, "Little toffee..."