After awakening the evil god, it was marked

Yan Zhijin's blood rushed to the top of his head.He reflexively denied: "No."

A furry touch landed on his face.Yan Tingxue held the lop-eared rabbit with one hand, pressed the soft rabbit's face to his face, and said with a smile: "You swear to the little rabbit, Shuangshuang, that you won't lie to it."

The little rabbit's eyes are like calm obsidian, and the three-petal mouth is tightly squeezed, looking very serious.

It seems to have the power to see through people's hearts, just like Yan Tingxue.

Yan Zhijin was defeated, covered the rabbit's bright eyes, and said in a low voice, "Yes."

"So, what's it like?" Yan Tingxue's voice was soft and reassuring.

"...Some time ago, I picked up a snake." Yan Zhijin thought for a long time, and said with a difficult voice, "A very beautiful snake, I like him very much. He once did some things that made me angry, and he did Some things that surprised me, in short, our relationship is developing in a good direction."

He unconsciously grabbed the rabbit fur: "He often shows his attachment to me, and I also once felt that he is my favorite snake, the kind that after owning this one, he will not miss other snakes That kind of liking. But I recently discovered..."

Yan Tingxue gently opened his fingers, saved the little rabbit's fur, and said, "You found out that he treats other people like this."

"No." Yan Zhijin frowned, arched his back slightly, and covered his abdomen, as if he had exhausted all his strength before he said, "I found out that he once had a snake that he liked very much. At that time, I suddenly realized that people It’s different from a snake. To him, I may be just a branch that can move. His attachment is only attachment to a safe habitat, and what he’s attracted to as a partner can only be his kind.”

Yan Tingxue thought for a while and asked, "Did he say that?"

Yan Zhijin shook his head.

Yan Tingxue smiled: "He didn't even say..."

"He will not necessarily tell the truth, and he may not even recognize his own thoughts clearly. The snake he pursued before did not agree to his overtures, and he had some unpleasant experiences with him. But those unpleasant experiences may be just misunderstandings, and He gave up on the snake because of a misunderstanding, and now that the misunderstanding is resolved, he will remember his original emotions..."

The furry touch fell on his face again, interrupting his words.

Yan Tingxue kissed him on the cheek with a rabbit, and said in a soft voice, "What you said was all speculation. In fact, he didn't say anything, did he?"

Yan Zhijin had no choice but to nod.

The knot between his brows was still untied.

He argued a little: "However, recently, they met, and I saw him collect the snake's things very preciously."

Yan Tingxue frowned and asked, "Why is he collecting this?"

"...I don't know." Yan Zhijin's eyelashes drooped weakly.

Yan Tingxue asked patiently: "How do you know it belongs to that snake? Also, how do you know they met before?"

"Someone saw them meet. He kept it from me at first, but I asked him to admit it. As for that thing...it's the symbol of the snake, and everyone knows it's his."

Yan Tingxue had always been relaxed and gentle just now, but now she also became nervous.

He reconfirmed: "Did you ask, why did he take that thing? Maybe he just kept it temporarily..."

"He gave that thing to me." Yan Zhijin said, "I didn't want it."

Yan Tingxue was even more surprised: "He gave you something from someone else?"

"Yeah." Yan Zhijin looked at the grains on the wooden floor aimlessly, and said ravingly, "That thing was broken, but he put it together and said he would give it to me. I think, maybe, that snake didn't want it. He took it back to commemorate him. He gave it to me because he didn’t know how to deceive me, and he also hoped that I could be more like the snake in his heart.”

His whole body was filled with sadness, but Yan Tingxue let out a chuckle, and the little rabbit in his hand was so startled that he didn't move.

"You... have you ever thought that maybe it's just a very similar thing. Maybe he didn't care who it was before, but just thought you were very suitable, so he gave it to you. After all, snakes and our thoughts But it's different, he doesn't have new or old ideas." Yan Tingxue laughed so much that she spoke intermittently.

"...I don't think so." Yan Zhijin's expression did not relax.

Yan Tingxue stroked the fur of the rabbit, and asked calmly, "Okay. Then let me ask you, you haven't seen him getting along with that snake, have you? You don't even know if they still have feelings. It's all your speculation."

"..." Yan Zhijin was speechless.

He said stubbornly: "He must still remember that not long ago, he also vaguely told me about their past."

"Concealedly?" Yan Tingxue raised his eyebrows, "So, you still can't be sure if he's still thinking about that snake."

"He told me he didn't, but I, I don't believe it." Yan Zhijin said, "I can't help myself to doubt him."

"Why don't you believe him?" Yan Tingxue asked, "Is he a liar?"

"He is always hesitant, I ask him questions, he always says, I will know later. I know, he tried to tell me, but found that the language of snakes and people is too different, I can't understand what he means .Sometimes I think, there are some things that I can't understand for the time being, but some things, maybe he deliberately hides them from me. I can't feel at ease, I always feel that he is hiding something from me. "

"It's not that I don't believe him," Yan Zhijin lowered his head, looked at the ring on his hand, and said, "I just don't believe in myself."

Yan Tingxue leaned forward, listening intently.

Yan Zhijin spoke very slowly, taking a breath every time he said a word: "I don't think I can compare to the snake he liked before."

"why?"

"There's no reason, it's not as good as it is." Yan Zhijin's mouth curled up in a stiff arc.

How does this compare?That is a great god, the order of the normal operation of the entire universe, possessing unimaginable wisdom and power, the existence that many human beings worship and try to explore, but he is just a small human being.

No matter which aspect, it is a dimensionality reduction blow.

When he was broken and gave up communicating because he couldn't understand Yan Hui's language, the other party could have a good conversation with Yan Hui.

When they were racking their brains to study the venom of Yan Zong, the other party had already mastered all the knowledge in the world.

When he was struggling with the kidnapper, the other party could save the entire orphanage without any effort.

The most important thing is that Yan Zong is of the same kind as the other party, and Yan Zong can do these things too.They have a lot in common and can act side by side, and only they can compete with each other.

Only he is incompetent human being.

Yan Tingxue stroked the rabbit, and said in thought: "When I first met Shen Chengfeng, I thought about it too."

Yan Zhijin's eyelashes trembled.

Yan Tingxue smiled helplessly: "You also know that my family background is completely incomparable with Shen Chengfeng's. Moreover, after my mother passed away, my relationship with my family has deteriorated. I am not a likable character, and my friends only have Qi Yun is the only one. The only degree that is barely available... At that time, Omega had to engage in scientific research, and there were still many invisible barriers. I am not as talented as you, and I am not the most attractive in the laboratory. It can be said that, Whether it is money, background, career, personality, or even appearance, I am completely unworthy of him."

Lost in memory, he slowed down as he caressed the rabbit.

"But as soon as I see him, I won't think about it anymore." A nostalgic smile curled up at the corner of his mouth, "Everything he thinks is written on his face, and I can clearly feel that he doesn't care about those."

"So I don't care. I like him, and he likes me. I live happily with him, and that's enough." Yan Tingxue's eyes closed slightly, "No matter how different the external conditions are, we Personality is equal, there is no unworthy."

"But..." Yan Zhijin's eyes were bloodshot, "No matter how big the gap is, you are all human. Besides, I don't think you are really much worse than him. But humans are different from snakes, which means that we may Couldn't communicate at all. But he and the snake were okay."

Failure to do what others can easily do leads to frustration and self-doubt.

"Well...then have you ever thought that maybe you are that snake?" Yan Tingxue asked.

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The relationship between Yan Zhijin and the original god is just that they are the same person (god) before and after amnesia.