Jinan Sea

"The stars are flat and the fields are wide, and the moon is surging and the river is flowing." In the southwest of the central part of Dazi Kingdom, a Dian River flows around the mountains.The mountain is high and steep, and the top of the mountain is covered with snow all the year round.Like a sharp-edged snow sword.Hence the name "Yuren Snow Mountain".

A thin boy of eight or nine years old found a lost sheep in the mountains and drove it home.There was a sound of fighting in the mountains.There are many bandits in the poor mountains and rivers, and he dare not look closely.Climbing up a big tree from a distance, I saw a group of people besieging a young man.The young man is like the only light source in the dark world, emitting a bright light.His handsome face was smiling, and his actions were ferocious. The crimson light shirt in the simple armor was stained with blood, and he was holding a silver knife like lightning.He slashed and killed the people around him to the ground one after another.Like a little firefly sweeping away the ghosts and ghosts in the dark night.There is a person behind him.

Brother Gou watched the excitement, climbed down the tree and ran away with the lamb in his arms.Go around the hill and go back to the foot of the mountain.Two figures rolled down the hillside.It was the two of them just now.Are they dead?The child ran to take a closer look.The handsome young man opened his eyes suddenly, and the silver knife was pointed at his neck.

"Forgive me, Master Hu Immortal. I have no money."

The young man smiled like a flower blooming.He gasped and said, "Little brother, I'm a human, not a monster, and I'm not robbing you. My friend is seriously ill. Where can I borrow it?" His eyes shifted to the dilapidated mud-walled yard behind the child .

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Brother Gou tried his best to help the seriously injured young man and brought the patient to his home.He and his grandfather, who is deaf and paralyzed, live in a dilapidated single-door courtyard.The broken courtyard is also far away from the main street of Wangjia Town.The main house is intact, but the side house has collapsed with half of the courtyard wall.The children took them in, not because the knife was pointed at the neck, but because the beautiful boy was seriously injured and still protected his companion to the death, it was very righteous and loyal.He admires him a lot.

"Who is outside?" the paralyzed grandfather in the main room asked loudly.

"Borrower. I'll leave at dawn." Brother Gou didn't want to cause trouble.

The handsome young man nodded with a smile.He helped his unconscious companion into the half-collapsed side room.Sweep off the sundries on the wooden bed with a knife and lay the man flat on it.He helped him bandage the wound on his body and poured medicine.The man is still unconscious.

Don't die.Finally got here.

In the dark night, the cold wind poured into the house along the leaky roof.Desolate and deserted.Haoyue looked sadly at the little mirror king who was in a coma.Poison can be cured, but life is hard to save.He had seen this kind of person before.When the most important thing in mind is achieved, he vents his breath and dies.He has no regrets after killing the Zheng family he hated the most for many years.I can't stand it anymore.

He couldn't believe he was really going to die.He is changeable, treacherous, and loves to take advantage of people, but also full of savage and fresh vitality.He said that he never wanted to die, he had to live like a dead skin.Don't people often say that the scourge lasted for thousands of years, and he died of poisoning like this?No.

He was lying unconscious on the only wooden bed in the broken house.Above the head is the roof with a big hole, and you can see the starry Milky Way in the dark blue night sky.He also lay down next to him with his clothes on, and turned to look at him.The wind howls and the moon tilts.His cold hands touched his face, bringing a hint of snow to him who had a high fever.

The beautiful young man said in a young voice: "Lie Fu. I don't want you to die. I don't want you to die whether you achieve your wish or not. If you die, no interesting things will happen again. Laughter, tears, pain, sorrow, love and affection I want you to live, even if you are seriously injured, worry all day long, and live with a ruined reputation. Tell me, how can I keep you alive?"

He leaned over, turned his face, and looked at the dying man with his eyes closed.

Man cannot satisfy everything.

"Is this what I like? There is no reason, I just don't want you to die. I want you to live in more pain with me in this painful world. If this is love, then take it as love." He leaned down/body, Lips pressed heavily against his. "I love you and don't want you to die."

The weak body brings more intense emotions, and the cold wind can't extinguish the passion of the raid.When he was sure of his mind, he was so surprised that he couldn't help himself.How rare it is to fall in love with someone without hesitation in this troubled world.Especially for him it was too extravagant.He was also very surprised, this person is good, bad, sentimental, and all the sins can't stop him from loving him.Feelings germinate, grow, bloom, and burn passionately for no reason.

He knows what he likes best.The most vulgar and frivolous body loves.He is a layman who loves flesh and sensual pleasures.At this time, it became his Dinghai needle and worrying heart.Just give him the only hot "love" among wolves around.There are things in this world that he is greedy for, and a greedy person will keep them.

He was woken up.He looked at the beautiful boy leaning over him in astonishment.In the lingering pain that hit his heart with poison, he didn't understand what he wanted to do.Are you pitying him, or threatening him?The movement brought physical pain, and also enabled him to successfully divert the gradually suffocating sense of death.The physical pleasure temporarily dissipated the mental pain and filled the never-ending hole in his chest.The shadows of the trees whirled.Flowers of darkness bloomed in the dead of night, becoming the only heat in the cold winter.He forgot about poisonous hair, hatred, quackery, and fraud.

He was so crazy that he rushed forward and used his body to prove that he was still alive.Not physically enough, he wished he could fill the void in his heart too.His face was silent and his eyes were dark and calm watching him.Like a true god watching the frenzied demon king.He was drawn to his gaze, and the two fell, staring at each other in the endless darkness.His words were both indifferent and warm: "Lie Fu, I don't want you to die. I want you to live with me in this painful and lightless world. Live together in suffering, pain, madness, love and hatred, and full of sins." .I will not allow you to die."

He was dazed and in pain, and still kept asking for looting.Inadvertently thought in my heart, is he in love with him?This is his love method?How bitter and strange the feeling was.Love brings confidence and unwillingness, and action brings enthusiasm and tenacity.He doesn't want to die, at least he doesn't want to disappear in bliss tonight.

The bright moon is like a silver lake, and the cold wind blows the silver-rimmed earth and rivers, like heaven like hell, like nightmare like ghostland.People are trembling, waking up in this midnight, discovering love, making decisions, seeming to be dead and born again.

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In the early morning of the second day, Brother Gou yawned and walked out of the main house. Beside the stove in the corner of the yard, a handsome young man was lighting a fire to cook porridge and roasted two pheasants.He showed him a charming smile: "little brother, do you want breakfast?"

Brother Gou suddenly forgot that they were leaving today, and ran over to roast a piece of pheasant with great interest.

The young man is amazingly handsome and beautiful.She doesn't talk much, she is docile and shy like a pretty big girl.But very capable.Last night, he killed hundreds of pursuers like a god, and this morning he went to the back mountain to collect medicine, hunt, and cook with barbecue.Also found time to repair the collapsed roof courtyard wall.Brother Gou felt that there was no job he couldn't do. He was a good man who was capable of both civil and military skills.

The friend he was protecting was a terminally ill middle-aged man.heavy sick.Brother Gou saw his terrifying onset process in a short while.High fever, hematemesis, shortness of breath, frantic abuse, complexion darkened, dying.The young man insisted on gulping him two golden-skinned pills that gave off a strange fragrance to relieve his breath.scary.Brother Gou was too embarrassed to urge them to leave.

The young man's surname is Zhang, and the patient's surname is Li.Brother Gou likes Brother Zhang very much, but he doesn't like patients.

The turmoil of the Shenzhou Rebellion stopped.A lot of rumors have also been heard in the southwest town.It is said that two vassal kings, a cult leader, and many high-ranking officials in the capital died in Shenzhou.The Zheng family, a family in Shenzhou, was also wiped out.It was the work of the cult Xinshengjiao. They misunderstood Zheng Jiajun and the Xinyezhou army who came to help, and took the opportunity to attack the city.The last three aspects all died together.The Temple of Sun outside the city collapsed, and the forest of steles of saints collapsed.More than [-] people were killed or injured in the city.The thousand-year-old city was half destroyed.

The Jagged Emperor and the court were extremely furious.The Emperor of Heaven sent an army to clean up the mess.It took many months before order was barely restored.The coming and going of this great disaster in China is very strange.The world was shocked.

All things rush through the course of a river like a torrent, and the level of the water drops and hideous stones are revealed.

Winter is coming.

Brother Zhang and his friend Mr. Li are still staying at Brother Gou’s house.They are quiet, like bubbles submerged into the sea.Brother Zhang doesn't go out except to go hunting in the back mountain.Mr. Li even recuperates from illness and rests without leaving the house.No one in the town knew they were staying here.

Nine-year-old Gou Ge's family is very poor, his parents died early, and he only has a grandpa who is deaf and paralyzed.It is a famous dilapidated settlement in Wangjia Town.After brother Zhang helped him repair the courtyard wall and roof, Brother Gou was embarrassed to let them go.He was also very curious about these two.

Young people support their families, hunting and collecting medicines, going to distant towns or county towns to buy medicines, and trying their best to treat men's diseases.Men are spoiled and picky.He ate very little and healed slowly.Brother Gou saw that Brother Zhang was too busy hunting and taking care of the patients alone, so he volunteered to run errands.Cleaning the side room, cooking medicine, washing gauze... The middle-aged man often teased him by giving him snacks, but when he went to get them, he lost them again.Afterwards, I laughed a lot seeing how depressed he was.

Brother Zhang glanced at him a few times: "Don't tease him, Brother Gou has helped us a lot. He just isn't handsome enough."

"I was just playing with him. Not teasing him."

Brother Gou pouted as if he had been insulted.As long as a man can work, it doesn't matter what he looks like.

In the beginning, the patient moaned/groaned, comatose and in pain all day and all night.Brother Zhang stayed with him all night and waited for him to take medicine to cool down.Days passed, autumn and winter came, men got better.I can get up and walk to the yard to bask in the sun.He stood at the door and looked at the distant town, Yuren Snow Mountain and the blue sky with emotion.

The patient is very dependent, and he has to look at the young man every moment to be at ease, and he has to see him lying beside him at night to be at ease.He often smiles, but his eyes are cold, like a knife frozen in snow.Brother Gou shivered from the cold.It was only when it fell back to the young man that there was a little more warmth.Every time the beautiful boy sees him, he smiles and looks even more handsome.They sleep in the same bed at night.Brother Gou can't understand what is the relationship between them.

Brother Zhang finished the meal and brought it in: "Come and eat."

Mr. Li moved lazily to the table and took a few mouthfuls with difficulty.After Brother Gou brought a portion to his grandfather, he was so curious that he sat on the threshold with the bowl and watched them eat.

"It's not delicious, is it? Sorry, I don't know how to cook. I asked Brother Gou to go to the restaurant in the town to buy some."

"It's okay. There are few prey in winter, so the wild boar you hunted a few days ago can't be sold for much. I'm still taking medicine." The patient was worried about money after his life was saved: "Isn't the medicine of the world's genius doctor cheap?"

The two stared at each other.This kind of conversation is going on in the shabby dilapidated house, with simple tables and chairs, and before simple meals.It's like dreaming.

"What did you do? That old man who is a miracle doctor in the world is very bad. What he wants is not money, but to make others suffer, feel sad, and even more resentful."

"The body is his after I die."

Mirror King is silent.He never thought that one day he would fall to such a point that a young handsome man from the former imperial court would rescue him by hunting and selling the corpse.How did he get here, when did his pride disappear?

Haoyue looked at his face worriedly: "There is no money now, but it will be fine in the future. By avoiding this limelight, we can blend in with the crowd. I will earn money so that you can live a good life."

Calm, live, live well?King Jing coughed in a low voice, suppressing the churning emotions in his heart.The toxicity is on the rise again, as long as he is emotional, he will be poisoned.The Zheng family knew him too well.What they gave him was a poison that exacerbated his insanity, destroyed his sanity, and drove him mad.

Haoyue was a little worried.Li Fu showed a smile: "Don't worry, I can endure hardships more than you imagined. I am no longer the mirror king before. When I have money, I have the way of the rich, and when I have no money, I have the way of the poor. My teacher Ai Bai Lian has been a poor scholar all her life, and it's still going on. It's just a pity that you have to live so aggrieved. You are a young hero valued by the court, and Yu Shitai's confidant, you shouldn't live like this."

"Can the rich and wealthy King Jinanhai Xiaojing also live a life like this?"

The two stared at each other for a long time without speaking.

——There is only true love in the world.This affection made them even more sad.

Brother Gou was so curious that he looked at the two of them in turn, and he didn't quite understand what they were saying.

The tone of the beautiful young man suddenly changed, and he was enthusiastic and clear: "Don't think too much. The days to come will be fine. I used to expect this too. There are two rooms in a small courtyard. There is a kitchen in the corner of the courtyard. .Soup is cooking on the stove, a chicken or sweet potato is roasting on the fire, and some greens and beans on the vine are planted in the vegetable garden behind the house. Another dog..."

The white-clothed boy's eyes were blurred, and the corner of his mouth was smiling.It's breathtakingly beautiful.

Brother Gou, who was burying his head in his meal, thought casually, is this scolding me?

Little Mirror King endured the dizziness caused by the poisonous gas in his head, and smiled softly: "...There are one or two children running around on the ground."

"Don't want children." The boy in white lowered his head and his pupils narrowed a little: "Little children suffer in this world, and I don't want to bring him to suffer together."

"..." The mirror king was silent.

"That's it. Without the turmoil in the rivers and lakes and the court's strife, you can live an ordinary life. This is the life I want. I have wronged King Jing and made you suffer."

"I've been a dead person for a long time, and now I'm living to take advantage of it. I'm two different people from before."

The two stared at each other for a long time, and fell silent again.

If the emotion is too heavy, it will crush people.When did their feelings become so deep?He resigned from office and went into seclusion for his own sake.He endured the poisonous hair for him, gave up his wealth and inner pride and continued to live?The deep affection is scary, if the affection is not there in the future, how will they live?

They are trying their best to resist this too strong emotion.

It will be easier if it is plain, superficial, without so many burdens of life and death.

His face did not change, and there was a kind of moisture in his heart rushing straight to his nose and eye sockets...

The mood was low.The mood is even lower.Haoyue is more guilty than King Jing.He was born as a commoner, and first sought to enter Jinyiwei. Because of his intelligence, he was favored by Yushi Liu Chun and promoted to a confidant.He can live well even if he resigns as a commoner.Little mirror king's gap is much bigger.He was born in a famous family, full of beauty, loyalty and arrogance, and he was born like a group of slaves sitting on a golden mountain.When he stayed in this dilapidated house, he felt a strange sense of disobedience.This sense of inappropriateness is soaked in his bones.Both of them paid a huge price for falling into this situation.It's more like he tricked the pampered young master into sharing hardships with him.He is more uncomfortable.

Isn't it planned to dominate the world together and be proud of the Jianghu?How could it be so embarrassing and sad.

This love is so tragic.

King Jing closed his eyes, trying to shake off this weak feeling.He murmured: "Fortunately, there are still beautiful boys to touch, otherwise life would be too miserable."

Haoyue's cheeks were flushed, and she smiled: "You should eat more, so you have the strength to touch others. I'll wait for you."

Little Mirror King wanted to laugh and coughed again.Brother Gou was so smart that he brought a glass of water, and he took two sips before he recovered: "The worst thing in life is that you have no money when you are young, and you die when you are old. Sometimes it is scary to reverse it. For example, if you lose money , the life is still there. The beautiful boy is still there, but it’s boring to touch.”

Haoyue couldn't help but also laughed.He was still thinking about the beautiful boy and his heart came back to life.He didn't like to talk much at first, but he said a lot of jokes: "For the sake of the beautiful boy, I have to eat more to recover from my illness. Otherwise, it's a pity that I can only watch but not eat."

Mirror King really smiled wryly.The situation changed, the pervert couldn't move, and the beautiful boy took the initiative to tease him.He murmured: "I was in a coma last time. But I'm not so sick that I forgot what I did. Didn't we do it?"

"You are sick and confused. If you can't remember it, it must be gone."

Brother Gou couldn't understand, so he smiled foolishly.

In an unnamed town among the crowds, two people who have abandoned the past have changed their minds, and finally live the peaceful life they have dreamed of for a long time.

(ps: The ancient poem is quoted from Tang Dufu's "Traveling Night Books")