The villain's fast travel: the rebellion starts from picking up trash

[He's a monster that takes everything from me,

And I am a lunatic, and I will play his lunatic to death at all costs!

——Feng Shuo]

I am Feng Shuo, not Feng Shuo.

My surname should be Jun.

The word "shu" should have been my name.

Before he appeared, I was Jun Shu.

I'm the one that everyone cares about and expects, and I'm the one they pamper and protect at the top of their hearts.

They say, I'm a genius, I'm a born experimenter.

They said, I can definitely do for them that experiment they didn't do.

They say I am their child, their continuation.

It's them……

The most caring and most important person.

In order not to disappoint them, they have sent me into the laboratory for as long as I can remember to touch those things.

And everything I have done has really never let them down.

I don't like that cold place.

When they ask me what reward I want, I just say so.

They were very angry, I have never seen them so angry, they locked me in the laboratory for two days and one night...

I dare not say any more words that I don't like.

Still later, he appeared.

That couple, those two nominal parents of mine, said that I was no longer worthy of the word "special".

Because of his existence, I am no longer the most special person.

Thus, he became Jun Jiushu, the Jun Jiushu who is honored by Jiu in ancient books.

They didn't even bother him to use the name I used to have.

As for me, I changed my name and surname, abandoned the name I had used for five years, and became the little-known Feng Shuo.

He took my name, my lab, everything from me...

At that time I didn't understand what I was doing wrong.

Why was everything that was supposed to be me taken away by a "stranger"?

Why, that person took everything from me, and those people who once said that I was the most important told me that I had to take care of him and protect him?

Could it be because of that sentence...

I later learned that they cared about Jun Jiushu not because he liked the laboratory more than I did.

It's just because Jun Jiushu is better than me.

He is a born experimenter.

He is the one who can fulfill their dreams for them.

And me, they don't need it anymore.

They never liked me, they only liked that "genius".

Later, I watched him destroy an experiment that took me three months to make.

But it happened because that person was him, so in the end, I got only one sentence from their mouths, "It was originally a failure. If it is ruined, it will be ruined. Just treat it as unwanted garbage and throw it away."

I thought I wouldn't be uncomfortable, but is it really not?

I don't know, I only know that they treat my things as garbage and throw them away. I'm just thinking, is the failed product and unwanted garbage they said, is it my experimental product...or me?

Also that day, I started planning the layout.

They treat the things I care about as garbage, and I will destroy everything they care about!

When I stood outside the laboratory and watched the fire burn the entire laboratory, including the two people inside, everything was swallowed by the fire, but I was indifferent, and even secretly excited.

It was an accident. I originally wanted to burn that laboratory down, but seeing the two people struggling, I didn't want to correct the accident.

I realize, maybe, I'm crazy?

How could a normal person watch his parents die in front of him without reacting at all.

Since I'm a lunatic, shouldn't I do what a lunatic should do?

Those two people with the same blood as mine disappeared completely from this world after all. I don't know what else I can do after this.

Back in that cold home, I looked at Jun Jiushu who looked indifferent and was holding an assembled weapon as a toy.

It suddenly occurred to me that in this world, there is another person who shed the same blood as me.

I don't know whether I'm torturing Jun Jiushu or myself, but I don't want him to have such a good time.

After all, this is the child they like so much...

Everyone says he is a genius, but I think he is an out-and-out monster.

The things Jun Jiushu made are not like what humans can make. Facing the death of his parents in the laboratory, he is even more indifferent than me. What is it if he is not a monster?

At that time, I thought, it would be great if such a monster could become my toy. Since it destroyed my experimental product, then treat myself as a toy and compensate me.

Later, I managed to trick him into another place, erased all his memories, and started to train him as I planned.

I want him to live like me, I want him to live in more pain than me, this is what I want, only in this way, I can feel that I am still living in this world.

But more than ten years have passed like that, and I've had enough of it and I'm tired of it.

I want to end his life, and let those two people love and care for the child to live under the control of others for the rest of his life, and even die in someone else's plan!

It's just that before such a plan could be implemented, that person completely changed his appearance.

Become strange to me, become out of my control, even become scary to me...

I'm used to being in control and playing with those people and watching them be bewitched by the persona I put on.

However, this person whom I have controlled for the longest has changed so much overnight, and I can't find any reason.

Such an existence beyond my control, I should have terminated him earlier, but although I have been secretly manipulating his life these years, I have never really met him.

When I saw that person for the first time, I just felt like my blood was boiling.

This is the man, the man in front of him.

He is the only person in the world who has the same blood in my body.

We should be the closest people in the world.

But how did we get here?

I don't know, maybe it's because I'm a lunatic, and there's no logic to what a lunatic does.

Later, I watched that boy break through my cognition of him time and time again, and also broke through the line in my heart.

I watched him turn against the whole lab over a subject.

Listen to what he said, his people, others can't touch half of them.

At that moment, I was jealous in my heart, and I never deny these emotions.

It's just that for a moment I didn't know that I was jealous that the experimental product could also be protected in this way.

Still jealous that someone who has been controlled by him as a toy for more than ten years can still say such arrogant words.

I also watched him mess up the entire laboratory, watched him directly broadcast a global live broadcast, and took back everything that belonged to him, and all those people in the laboratory were sent in by him.

But he let me go in the end, I don't know if he remembered something or didn't remember anything.

He said, I am so poor.

I just thought it was funny and I told him you should call me hateful.

Poor?I never need these two words.

It's just that after the global live broadcast that stunned everyone ended, he never appeared in front of the world again.

Later, I watched the experimental subject stand uprightly as a human being.

And what he introduced was exactly what Jun Jiushu had recently researched.

I went back to that place, the place I swore I would never step into in my life, and I could hear about that person almost every once in a while, but I never saw him again.

I used to joke that he changed the world by himself.Today, that statement is no longer a joke.

That person really promoted the development of the entire technological world on his own...

Even, he never appeared in front of the world again.

But do I regret it?

I do not regret……

I don't regret everything I've done, I don't regret treating him as a toy, and I don't regret the fire at the beginning...

Some people say that I have done too many wrong things in my life, and the mistakes are too outrageous.

But, am I really wrong?

So, where am I going wrong?

Is it because I don't like laboratories, or is it because I'm not a genius like him who can turn experimental objects into humans?

I used to always think that he shouldn't exist because he took everything from me.

Later, when I thought about it carefully, maybe the person who should not have existed from the beginning should be me.

After all, the world needs only him, and those people need only him.

And I lost...

I lost this game, completely lost...

On that day when the sun filled all the dark corners, Feng Shuo sat on the swing that he liked the most when he was a child but never sat on it.

Let the sun fall on the whole body, and the breeze blows, blowing the sunflowers in the courtyard.

This sleep was very heavy, and he fell asleep drowsily. He had a dream.

In the dream, he was the main character, the one loved by everyone.

In the dream, Jun Jiushu didn't change at all, he still died as he planned, but he couldn't be happy.

Perhaps it was because, deep down in his heart, he didn't want him to die.

Or maybe it was because that dream was so fake that he even thought it was a little funny.

After all, how could anyone in this world really like him?

But even if it was just a dream, he didn't want to wake up again.

Sunflower, sunflower.

You grow towards the sun, why do you want me to live in the dark.