[Comprehensive Master FZ] When Kuroro becomes a Heroic Spirit

Kuroro doesn't understand why Gilgamesh is so obsessed with making himself do what pleases him.

What is the standard of pleasure?To relax the body and mind or to make people feel joyful?

So how can this be achieved?Stupid to make people laugh, or self-struggle into the abyss of pain?But that's what idiots do.

Moreover, Kurolo never thought that his existence was a clown, and he would not be the clown.He doesn't know why Gilgamesh is so interested in him.

Gilgamesh is a breakthrough, but it does not mean that he needs to lose himself.

"Actually, I never thought that you, Kuroro, would become my master." Kotomine Kirei who was looking at something suddenly said.I want to know what kind of parents, what kind of environment, and what kind of world can create such a person, even if standing in a church, it will not make people feel that it is a mask, in the dark, it seems to be able to make people in heaven They all pulled into a hell-like temperament, "No, I don't even think the Holy Grail will choose me as the master at all."

Perhaps, you have a wish that even the Holy Grail likes.Your wish is different from anyone else's, isn't it?

Kuroro appeared and sat on the sofa, the surrounding light was slightly dim. "Maybe it's you, master, an empty person. You don't have a goal that you want to fight for, you can't experience the joy of success, and even your own nature has been suppressed for a long time."

So once it breaks out, once you understand it, what an interesting thing it is.After all, Kotomine Kirei is fundamentally different from ordinary people. If an ordinary person has a correct understanding, he may be a good citizen again, but Kotomine Kirei is different. Knowing that if his own nature is no longer suppressed, the results will be different from ordinary people.

Kotomine Kirei slightly opened his dull eyes without light, and fell silent for a while.

"Ah, indeed, I admit that I am just like what you said, I am a person who is empty and has nothing." Kotomine Kirei chuckled, calmly without a hint of irritability appearing in his eyes, as if everything Emotions are so insignificant in his black eyes that can't even reflect light, "Then what about you! People who understand my existence are the same as me! You are the same kind of person as I am."

"Oh?" Kuroro bent his lips, "What do you think?"

"You are the same as me, right? Like me, you have no desire for the Holy Grail to be fulfilled but you were chosen by the Holy Grail." There was a rare tremor in Kotomine Kirei's voice, or excitement, "So , You can even see the Holy Grail! You will become my servant is the best proof!"

It's like when he killed the teacher, the teacher showed all kinds of flaws, it was like fate made him make such a choice.This Servant, like me, who doesn't need the Holy Grail but is chosen by the Holy Grail, and who doesn't understand the meaning of being in this world, is arranged by fate!

"Am I any different from you?"

"It's not the same." Kuroro stood up, walked in front of Kotomine Kirei, looked down at Kotomine Kirei who was sitting on the chair, raised his chin and moved closer, the breathing of each other was clear enough to hear, " I am fundamentally different from you. You are still confused, you don’t know yourself at all, or you are suppressing your own nature vaguely. It is not others who really suppress your nature, but yourself ah!"

"The biggest difference between me and you is that I don't desire what you desire."

Kotomine Kirei moved his lips, but he didn't say anything.what i long forYes, I am eager to enjoy the joy and happiness that normal people can enjoy, and I am eager to live with goals and pursuits instead of being confused and not understanding the meaning of living.

The one in front of him doesn't desire these things, obviously he doesn't have them like him.

The self who cannot enjoy joy and happiness, the self who lives in confusion,

A hunger that cannot be satisfied, a lack that cannot be filled.

"Do you understand? The meaning of this Holy Grail War?" Kuroro pressed his forehead against his.Eyes locked on his pair of pupils that seemed out of focus.

He thought, maybe he understood the meaning of this war.Even if you are not interested in the Holy Grail, it doesn't matter, even if you don't have the desire to make the Holy Grail come true, it doesn't matter.

Since he can't enjoy joy and happiness, then everyone, the people in this Holy Grail War, must be like him.

In this case, even if it is the Holy Grail that is useless to him, it has the meaning of taking it away.

These years of confusion, enduring the pain of living, now seems to be finally close to the answer,

"Why are you still hesitating?" There seemed to be a bewitching taste in the tone.

"Kirei, try to be happy. When you know what happiness is, then you are the beginning of becoming a strong person."

The golden light particles transformed into a figure, and there is no doubt that this is Gilgamesh.

Kuroro glanced at him, straightened up and sat on the sofa next to him. He brushed the hair on his forehead, and the equal-armed cross on his forehead was looming.

Gilgamesh frowned, walked over and bent over to Kuroro's ear and said, "Didn't I tell you that this is my toy?"

For Kuroro, for the Phantom Troupe, their purpose is to grab what they want, and throw it away if they don't like it.

So, what is not allowed to snatch with a person with such a purpose?

"Don't waste the patience that the king gave you at will." Gilgamesh narrowed his red eyes, "You shouldn't think that the king likes you so much and that the king's tolerance is infinite." Gilgamesh suddenly smiled With a voice, "However, if you make the king feel supremely happy - the glory and brilliance this king will give is also unlimited."

The implication is that if you can please me, then it doesn't matter if I reward you with my own things, if your value is more important than Kotomine Kirei.

Big guy.

He was the first to emphasize this to Kuroro countless times.

"This king feels that you are not of the same kind as him, but—you seem to be the same as me in a certain part." Gilgamesh said suddenly. "I'm sure, if you don't have something outstanding, I won't pay so much attention to it. I think you have some secret. Maybe you haven't discovered what that secret is, but I have vaguely noticed it. Maybe, when this secret When it breaks out, it's time for you to let me enjoy unlimited fun."