Sinking into the Sea of ​​the Moon[Entertainment]

— but not all false.

After hearing this sentence, Qiao Yiyue's face froze, his hands resting on his knees tightened suddenly, and a chill came over his heart.

If it was said that she had no time to react when she first entered the door, then she more or less understood the meaning of Cai Zhengya's words now.

It really is like this... She thought to herself, her heart was sore, and it seemed to be empty again, and the cold wind was blowing, and she couldn't tell what it was like for a while.

In fact, she didn't have any expectations, and she could understand if she thought about it, which parent could tolerate such an unethical relationship?

When tossing and turning last night, she vaccinated herself countless times, telling herself to stay calm and not lose her composure no matter what the situation was. Now that Cai Zhengya spoke to her politely instead of scolding her head and face at the beginning, it was enough for her. He saved face, she should be grateful, but when she heard the objection in the other party's words, even if it was only a faint hint, she still felt uncontrollably disappointed.

Huge disappointment and fear of the future quickly enveloped her heart like a dark cloud.

She didn't know how she should respond at this time. Before she came, she thought about pretending to be stupid or refuting, but at this time, she couldn't say a word.

In fact, in front of people like Cai Zhengya, she is almost like an ignorant child in terms of experience and city government. No matter what she says, it is just futile. Lowering his eyes, he quietly stared at the steaming cup of tea in front of him. At the same time, he tried to sit up straight and pursed his lips so as not to show any timidity, so as to preserve a bit of decency, instead of being crushed at the touch of a finger.

I hear what she says, she thought.

Cai Zhengya's eyes lingered on her face for a while, seeing that she was so calm, there was a bit of novelty in her eyes, but she quickly stopped the playfulness, and continued to speak slowly in a homely tone: "My daughter , I have no brains, no ambitions, and a bad temper, so I must have caused you a lot of trouble."

What does this mean?Qiao Yiyue was confused again.

She thought that Cai Zhengya was going to praise Cai Shuyu next, saying how beautiful and smart she was, and how promising she was, and then the topic of breaking up would naturally be brought up. Unexpectedly, Cai Zhengya changed the subject and made Cai Shuyu worthless.

Qiao Yiyue was prepared to endure to the end, but now the rhythm was disrupted again, she raised her eyes, glanced at Cai Zhengya, and frowned when she saw her talking, not hiding her dislike at all, it didn't look like False and submissive, but sincerely think so, a bit of astonishment suddenly appeared in his eyes.

Are you really Xiaoyu's mother?She muttered in her heart, and then thought: Besides, it's too much to have no brains and no ambitions...

In her opinion, Cai Shuyu is very smart. Cai Shuyu can figure out many things that she can't figure out at a glance, and it's even more impossible to talk about without ambition. Cai Shuyu can eat when he's working. Hard work, enduring tiredness, and doing better than most people.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but defend Cai Shuyu: "She, she's fine, no... She didn't cause me any trouble."

As soon as she opened her mouth, she regretted it. She thought that Cai Zhengya was Cai Shuyu's mother, and it was her turn to speak, but she started impulsively, and couldn't swallow what she said, so she could only bite the bullet and stumble to finish. Afterwards, he tightly closed his mouth and lowered his eyes, not daring to look at Cai Zhengya's expression.

Then she heard Cai Zhengya laugh, very lightly and indifferently, as if she had just told a joke that wasn't funny at all, her eyelashes trembled, but she didn't want to think about what Cai Zhengya's intention was, only getting more and more He pursed his lips tightly, and continued to put on the appearance of being obedient.

"You don't have to hurry to say good things for her. I know all about her bad debts."

I don't know if it's an illusion, but Qiao Yiyue felt that Cai Zhengya's voice gradually became a little cold, "Actually, you don't have to be too nervous. I didn't come here to make things difficult for you today, but just wanted to chat with you and ask a few questions."

"What do you want to ask?" Qiao Yiyue ignored the false politeness in her words and asked directly.

"This kid is impatient, so I won't play around anymore." Cai Zhengya still had an easy-going look, "Are you and my Xiaoyu just for fun, or are you serious? I know you young people are full of tricks, and you are in the entertainment industry. I like to be unconventional, as long as I don’t make too much noise, it’s okay to have fun..."

"I'm not kidding, I'm serious." Qiao Yiyue interrupted her, this time she spoke very smoothly, without stuttering or sloppy, as if she blurted out reflexively, her voice was extraordinarily loud, she didn't expect The voice that was going over my head was so loud that even I was frightened when the words came out, my face turned pale for a while, and my body trembled, I was stunned for a moment and then whispered softly, "I'm not playing..."

Cai Zhengya also seemed to be surprised by her, and after a moment of silence, she continued: "Then do you understand what this means?"

What does it mean?Qiao Yiyue looked at her, and saw that she had suppressed her smile and showed a serious look, and she couldn't help feeling a little flustered.

She suddenly understood why Cai Shuyu was so afraid of her mother.

Cai Shuyu inherited her eyes, the corners of which are raised, and they look sharp when not smiling, but Cai Shuyu's round baby face neutralizes the aggressiveness just right, but Cai Zhengya is not a round face, with narrow cheeks, There is still some kindness when he smiles, but once he straightens his face, he exudes a sense of calm and prestige, which makes people tremble with fear.

"There was a lot of noise about those things a while ago. I think you should have heard about it. Xiaoyu's life experience was originally shady."

Qiao Yiyue already held her breath, wanting to hear what it meant, but for some reason Cai Zhengya brought up these old things again.

Cai Shuyu had told her about those things, and she knew that Cai Shuyu's birth once caused her grandparents to treat her like a scourge, but she felt that those were the grievances of the previous generation and had nothing to do with Cai Shuyu, so she heard Seeing that Cai Zhengya referred to her birth as "unsightly", she retorted without thinking, "That's not because of being unsightly."

Cai Zhengya waved her hand disapprovingly: "The key is not the matter itself, but how other people see it."

She paused for a moment, glanced at Qiao Yiyue who was showing a puzzled expression, took a sip of tea and continued: "In other people's eyes, her origin is unknown, and my parents also think so, they want to send her away, Or hide it and act like nothing happened, they all thought it was a scandal. But I told everyone she was my daughter."

Speaking of this, she stopped, and Qiao Yiyue finally understood what she wanted to say.

"It's the same with your relationship. It may be a little offensive, but at the moment, in the eyes of others, it's just invisible. At that time, what will you do?"

"I..." Qiao Yiyue found that he couldn't answer, even though the answer was on his lips, it was far from easy to say lightly.

Could she, like Cai Zhengya, openly announce her relationship with Cai Shuyu to the world?

For a moment, she suddenly felt that the sun seemed out of reach.

While she was in a daze, Cai Zhengya stood up, opened the door and left, she didn't seem to care about her answer, and just said before leaving: "Oh, by the way, Xiaoyu didn't know about this meeting, I'm afraid she'll be fooling around, so I can save some trouble."

And when she finally recovered from her emptiness, she was the only one left in the tea room, and the cup of tea in front of her was already cold.

It turned out that she wanted to say this, but she couldn't even force a wry smile out of her lips.

The two didn't talk for a long time, but such a short conversation exhausted her energy. She looked at the grass and trees outside the window, trying to relax herself, but what came to her heart was only endless exhaustion, but she couldn't even rest. There was no room for her to leave. Not long after, the assistant called and asked when she could leave.

"Now, wait for a while." She said, then wiped her eyes, and stood up with the table.

On the way to Luoyang, she had a bad complexion. The assistant asked her if she was not feeling well. She made up an excuse and said she wanted to rest, so she put on the noise-canceling headphones and closed her eyes, but she didn’t feel sleepy at all. Thinking about Cai Zhengya's words over and over again, the more I thought about it, the heavier my heart became.

It would be fine if Cai Zhengya objected directly, it was all in her expectation, even if she felt sad, she wouldn't lose her footing, but Cai Zhengya didn't explicitly object, she just told her the reality and asked her a question that was not easy to answer.

Of course she wanted to give a clear and decisive answer. Of course she didn't want their feelings to be hidden in the dark, but she wanted to stand in the sun without covering up or concealing. easy.

Even if she said it, can she guarantee that she can actually do it?

For her work, even being in love is a huge drag, let alone being in love with a homosexual.

She put in so much hard work and endured so many injustices and ups and downs before she ushered in a turning point in her career. She wanted to continue to move up and become a person in the spotlight, and she was determined not to ruin all her hard work— —

Besides, even if she wanted to, the company didn't want to. With the contract on her back, she was doomed to be limited by the rules and regulations written in black and white.

It's not that she hasn't thought about these questions, but she can't answer them. She can only push these extremely realistic questions to a long time in the future, thinking about it later, but she didn't expect Cai Zhengya to bring these questions to her without warning today. She couldn't give a definite answer.

This is also reasonable, there are not only love in life, but also many other important things, but she can't help but start to doubt whether she has the courage to bear it.

And the more she thought about it, the deeper she sank into the mist, and she couldn't find a way out no matter how hard she went around, so she could only let her guilty conscience and fear turn into a nightmare, bit by bit engulfing her heart.

She is not in good condition, and it is difficult to concentrate during the recording, and she often falls into a trance. Fortunately, all the past guests were invited in the last episode, so there is very little time allocated to everyone, and she will not be noticed when she is in a daze in the corner It turned out that the two-day recording was completed smoothly, but there was a small mistake at the end. When handling the props, she lost her frame and almost hit her foot.

Afterwards, as expected, she was trained by Weng Pinyan, and she still admitted her mistakes obediently as usual, but her tone was not as open-minded as before, but rather perfunctory, Weng Pinyan naturally heard it, and was so angry that she dropped the phone.

She didn't even feel scared, and thought: This is much better than Xiao Yu's mother.

Fortunately among the misfortunes, after this small accident reached Cai Shuyu's ears, the five-day cold war between the two finally came to an end. Cai Shuyu called to ask if she was injured, and it was hard to hide his concern over there. She finally felt better about her voice, but when she thought of Cai Zhengya's words, she couldn't help but feel a little ashamed. She didn't know how to face Cai Shuyu. Every day she pushed that she had a job, and ended the call hastily.

After leaving Luoyang, she went to Hangzhou, attended a party there, and stayed there for two days. She originally wanted to find time to go to Hengdian before returning to Beijing, but at this time, she was not even in the mood to go out for a stroll. , I went back to my room as soon as the party was over, lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling in a daze.

In the middle of the night, the doorbell rang suddenly. She looked out through the peephole and saw the assistant outside, so she opened the door. As soon as the door opened, before she could speak, she saw a tall figure approaching the assistant, with her hand in front of her. With a touch on her shoulder, she pushed her back into the room, raised her foot to close the door, and then pinched her face with both hands.

She stared helplessly, and Cai Shuyu's angry look was reflected in her eyes.At the same time, a sharp voice sounded in my ear:

"Little bastard, have you done something wrong again, why are you avoiding me?"