Sinking into the Sea of ​​the Moon[Entertainment]

"What? Who?" Cai Shuyu stood up quickly, as if a spring was placed under his buttocks, and he jumped a bit after getting up, his voice was even louder, "Who is so bold! The assistant doesn't care Is it right? Don’t work for a salary? And what’s wrong with Weng Pinyan? Don’t the artists under him take care of themselves!”

Just listening to Wu Kaiyuan's words, she was so angry that she lost her mind. Now that she heard that there were other people, how could she sit still? Stance.

"No, it's not..." Qiao Yiyue quickly pulled her away to prevent her from getting into trouble again in agitation, pulled her back and held her hand tightly, and then explained, "It has nothing to do with the company. "

"What is that? Who is it?" Cai Shuyu was curious and asked anxiously.

"That's..." Qiao Yiyue lowered his head, his eyelashes trembled, hesitation flashed in his eyes, and he said slowly after a while: "That was in the past, a long time ago, um... yes... ..."

She spoke very softly and slowly, with strong hesitation in every syllable. When she spoke the last few words, her voice was broken and could no longer be coherent. There was also a blank look in her eyes, and a slight frown , as if caught in his own thoughts again, entangled tightly, unable to break free.

Cai Shuyu's face was still full of resentment, but seeing Qiao Yiyue showing such an expression, he calmed down. Qiao Yiyue was exactly what made her feel wrong not long ago, and she suddenly realized that at that time, Qiao Yiyue Perhaps Yiyue's absence was not only because of Wu Kaiyuan, but also because of other things, things she didn't know.

She didn't know what Qiao Yiyue was thinking of, but she could see the pain between her brows, which made her heart feel pricked, causing fine pain. She covered the back of Qiao Yiyue's hand and rubbed it lightly, wanting to She rubbed away the solemnity as much as she could, and then said softly: "Xiao Yue, it's okay, just don't talk if you don't want to say it, and don't think about it if you're not happy."

Qiao Yiyue slowly withdrew her thoughts, and her eyes fell on Cai Shuyu's hands. Those hands were holding her hands in their palms, rubbing them carefully, as if she was dealing with something fragile, and she heard Cai Shuyu's voice again The concern in the heart, without any concealment, held all the thoughtfulness and tenderness in front of her eyes, as long as she wanted to, she could get it with a slight movement of her fingers, as much as she wanted, it was endless and inexhaustible.

"Xiao Yu..." She felt a scalding heat flow from the bottom of her heart, sweeping her whole body, even the corners of her eyes were slightly hot, and she was almost on the verge of tears.

Except for her parents, no one has ever treated her so well like Cai Shuyu. They don't do good deeds aloofly, but they are considerate of her and never want to embarrass her. Touched, and every minute and every second after the relationship made her feel that she was surrounded by endless love. No matter what she did or said, Cai Shuyu would take everything about her seriously and take a good look at it. , will listen well, she doesn't have to worry about being misinterpreted or belittled.

She glanced at Cai Shuyu, and her eyes touched the burning sincerity in those eyes.At that moment, all the hesitation in her heart was dispelled, she took a deep breath, held back the tears that were about to burst out, then sniffled, curled up and got into Cai Shuyu's arms, put her arms around Cai Shuyu's waist, Pillowing on her chest, listening to her heartbeat, whispered: "What can be said, is actually in the past, and I can tell you."

Cai Shuyu gave a soft "hmm", touched the top of her head, then patted her vest, using gentle movements to relieve her tension little by little.

Feeling the comfort from her body, she sighed softly, and then slowly said: "That was when I was a child, um, it's actually not too young, when I was in junior high school..."

That was the past she never mentioned to anyone, and it was also the scar in her heart. She didn't even want to think about it, let alone confide in others. When she died, time had passed, and it was meaningless to say any more. It was not that she had no intention of speaking out. When she was caught in a scandal and faced with those questioning eyes, she wanted to throw out that past desperately, wanting to Ask why the world is so unfair to her.

But in the end, she still kept those words in her heart, and just endured silently until the rain passed and the sky cleared up.

It's useless to say it, maybe it will get a "really pitiful" comment at most, and maybe she will be labeled as a miserable seller. She thinks so, so she keeps silent.

But now, she felt that she could tell Cai Shuyu, not to gain sympathy or anything else, but just to let Cai Shuyu know.

"It should be the second year of junior high school, before the summer vacation..." She closed her eyes, and the scene of that summer day gradually appeared in her mind, and the cicadas from the past seemed to be ringing in her ears.

Taking that summer as the dividing line, her life was divided into two parts. The first half was sunny, while the second half was always covered with a layer of haze. Although the haze gradually faded with age, it always existed. never go away.

When she was 14 years old, it was rumored that she had an affair with a teacher. It spread among the students in a small area at first, and then it became more and more serious until everyone knew about it. For almost a whole year, she was not only isolated and ridiculed at school, but also the whole town. There was a lot of discussion, and it wasn't really over until she was admitted to an art school in another city and moved away with her family.

In fact, she didn't know exactly which day it started. When she found out, many people in the school had frequently cast strange glances at her.

At that time, she was still somewhat delicate. She was the only daughter in the family, and she was beautiful since she was a child. She was loved and pampered for so many years. She argued with those people, and even had conflicts, but no one believed what she said, and no matter what she said, it would be regarded as sophistry.

She didn't understand why those people were so swearing, until she saw a photo. In the photo, she was not wearing a school uniform, but wearing stockings and short skirts, and she was walking into a residential building at night. There is a college student who is going to practice at the school, and the college student is a man, so this becomes conclusive evidence.

"That day I was going to hand in the application materials for the program. On the last day, I forgot during the day and contacted the teacher to make up for it."

Feeling that Cai Shuyu's arm holding her was tightening, she hooked the corners of her lips, said "it's okay", and then continued, but the speed of her speech accelerated a lot, as if she stayed for a second longer As if tormented, "I actually went with another boy. At that time, I had a good relationship with him. We lived in the neighborhood next door. We often went to and from school together on the way. In the end, he took the photo. I don't know why. He would take pictures, maybe casually, and later he wanted me to be his girlfriend, but I didn't agree, so he sent the photo."

The moment she saw the photo, she realized that it was only last semester that she handed in the materials. The intern had already returned to school, and the rumor spread that the boy was tall and handsome shortly after she rejected the boy's confession. , he plays basketball well, has good grades, is very popular in school, has always been the leader of the small group he belongs to, and his parents are quite prestigious in the local area. People believe three points first, plus there is still that photo, this crime seems to be confirmed.

Qiao Yiyue asked him why he wanted to frame him, but he put on an innocent look, and told others that it was because Qiao Yiyue wanted to chase him but was rejected by him, so he poured dirty water on him. In this way, his supporters became more disgusted with Qiao Yiyue, no matter what she said, they would only get ridiculed more violently.

"I've explained it many times, but they don't believe it. I don't know if they really don't believe it or what. It doesn't matter. Anyway, I won't talk about it later."

Qiao Yiyue's voice was tinged with exhaustion, she still remembered the despair of running nowhere.

As more and more people talk about it, things tend to snowball and get bigger and bigger. The small town in her hometown is small, and if something goes wrong, it will become the topic of conversation on the dinner table of every family. There are people talking about it in small supermarkets. In fact, many people don't know the reason. They only know that there is a girl in a certain school who slept with a male teacher. A little bit, it would be said that it was a girl from the Qiao family, and then muttered a few words that her parents are not human, and then shook her head and sighed, looking very regretful, but her eyes were clearly shining with disdain.

After the incident became serious, she was interviewed by the school, and then the school issued a statement, but it was of no use. People with prejudice would only think that the school was putting things aside, or even protecting her.

After the announcement came out, the students were afraid of being caught by the teacher, so they would not openly make fun of her in school, but this did not mean that the gossip had come to an end. The gangster blocked her and asked her how much it was for one night, and someone pointed at her and said yes, saying that she used the old method to get the dean.

One person, two people, she can justify, but rumors come from all directions, even if she wants to speak, she doesn't know where to start, and then she completely gives up, and keeps silent day by day, sometimes for several days not talking.

"I have never talked, and my parents took me to the hospital several times, but there was nothing wrong with me. At that time, my parents were also very hard. They were worried that I would not think about it, and they dared not sleep at night. My mother used to be a teacher. In order to take care of me, I quit my job, and my dad also spent a lot of time with me, and they even took me out on vacation during the holidays."

Thinking of his parents, Qiao Yiyue's expression became softer, "After I was admitted to the school, they simply moved in with me, and left behind all the hard work of the previous years, but they are very capable and will live quickly. It’s better than before, and now I can make money, so I can subsidize them more.”

Such a day can be said to be the end of all hardships, Qiao Yiyue pretended to smile relaxedly, but the laughter was quickly interrupted by Cai Shuyu's voice gnashing his teeth.

"Damn him, scum, they all deserve to die, how can this happen?"

The hand she placed on Qiao Yiyue's back unconsciously clenched into a fist. For the first time, she felt the feeling of being torn apart. She needed to work hard to suppress the anger that almost burned her internal organs to ashes.

She had heard of such bullying incidents, and she had criticized a few words for being too much, but when she learned that it happened to Qiao Yiyue, she felt completely different. The Yue people were all picked out one by one, and they responded with color.

Qiao Yiyue raised her head from her arms, looked at her tightly pursed lips and pale face with anger, her heart felt as if something had hit her, arousing lingering throbbing, she stroked Cai Shuyu's brow , wanting to smooth out the wrinkles there, then raised her body, kissed Cai Shuyu, and said softly: "It's all over, it's okay, don't be angry."

How can I not be angry?Cai Shuyu opened his mouth, and was about to blurt out these words, but his eyes fell into Qiao Yiyue's eyes, seeing that those eyes were as gentle as ever, the hostility in his heart was instantly blown away, replaced by sadness, like a tide Yes, it was so menacing that it passed over her head in an instant, making her unable to breathe.

She used to complain that Qiao Yiyue was too soft-tempered, like a bun being kneaded by others. Sometimes she thought she was too bored and could not speak. She thought it was natural, so she had no scruples when talking about it. Just now, Qiao Yiyue She didn't want to argue with Wu Kaiyuan, she was really angry, and felt that Qiao Yiyue was fueling the flames of others, and she was too useless.

But now she finally knows that Qiao Yiyue was not born with taciturnity, nor was she born with a weak temper that would never fight back when hit or scolded. Maybe she used to be no different from other children, lively and active, fond of laughing, and occasionally Some wayward, she should have grown up smoothly under the sun, but in a very good time, all the edges and corners were smoothed by maliciousness, and she became what she is now.

Qiao Yiyue's description did not add too much emotional embellishment, and only explained the whole story in a concise manner. But just such a plain narration, she felt as if she was about to suffocate after thinking about it for a while. She didn't know what Qiao Yiyue was doing. Those who survived it only knew that it must be very difficult, so difficult that they might have to give up many things in order to struggle to climb out of the mud.

But she didn't know anything, yet she was still blaming Qiao Yiyue for not living up to expectations.

But perhaps for Qiao Yiyue, ignoring these things is already instinctive, otherwise he might not be able to persist.

"I'm sorry, I don't know..." Her voice was muffled, her eyes blurred, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be angry..."

Before she could finish her sentence, Qiao Yiyue covered her mouth and shook her head: "You don't need to apologize, it's okay to be angry, even if you will be angry again in the future, it's okay, I know you care about me."

Cai Shuyu blinked a few times, stared at her blankly for a while, then hugged her suddenly, and burst into tears.

"Why are you crying?" Qiao Yiyue patted her on the back dumbfounded, and then heard Cai Shuyu slurring while breathing in: "I will treat you well, I will I am very good to you, no one can bully you, and will not make you sad."

Hot tears fell on his neck, and Qiao Yiyue felt his heart faintly burn.

"Well, I'll be nice to you too." She hugged Cai Shuyu tightly and responded softly.

After many years, recalling that period of the past, she will still be afraid and sad, which will be the shadow of her life, no matter how many years, she can still clearly remember those bloody wounds, but no matter what, it will always get better.

After telling Cai Shuyu, feeling the other party's unreserved feelings, she felt better than before.

Every day is better than the day before, and that's fine.

The author has something to say: Qiao Yiyue's character has been explained clearly, and she will still be like this in the future, but she will continue to move forward