Sinking into the Sea of ​​the Moon[Entertainment]

The sun has just risen, and it is red, and it is painted with brilliant colors at the junction of the sea and the sky. It is similar to the evening, but the color is brighter, which symbolizes a new beginning and is full of vitality.

Qiao Yiyue stood at the stern of the boat, but couldn't see the brighter light, his eyes were gray, as if he was walking in a fog, unable to find a way out.

Her heart almost stopped as she realized what she had done, and the possible consequences.

Immediately afterwards, like falling into an ice cellar, the chill rushed up and spread to her fingertips in an instant. She couldn't help shivering from the cold. By the time she realized it, she had already left the room.

Rather than leaving, it's better to say that he ran away, his face was not washed, his hair was not combed, and he didn't even bother to change his clothes properly. He pulled a coat and put it on, stepped on his slippers and walked out, walking along the corridor. Go up when you encounter the stairs, and then continue, and finally blocked by the guardrail, in front of you is the tumbling sea water, slapping on the hull of the ship, splashing snow-white waves.

She reached the edge of the deck and had nowhere to go. She could only hold onto the railing, clasping her fingers, trying to calm herself down.

The cool sea breeze caressed her, taking away the remaining charming aura on her body, and gradually brushed away the chaos in her heart, and then endless anxiety and regret flooded up.

She shouldn't have come, she thought, she should have refused when she felt the strangeness, when she realized that this trip exceeded the boundaries she had always observed, but she came anyway.

Because of negligence, because of luck, or because——

Cai Shuyu's smile flashed before her eyes, and her heart beat faster for a moment, but soon fell into the abyss of hopelessness.

Yes, she had no way to refuse Cai Shuyu's request, even though she had thought of retreating early in the morning, she still turned a blind eye to the inappropriateness and rushed in.

This probably means liking, she silently read those two words.

Contrary to the outside world's speculation, she has almost no emotional experience, she doesn't want to get too close to anyone, she just wants to stay in her own world, so that it is safe enough.

She once thought that the love for Lin Yu was the best she could do. She agreed to the date and even seriously considered whether to accept it. After the separation, she was sad for several days. She thought this was the best she could do. Feelings that can be felt.

It was all different now, she was getting so close to herself, she could hardly believe it, she just accepted it so easily - but she did.

The picture of last night jumped into my mind again, and my heart beat faster involuntarily.

They were entangled like twin trees, so tightly that they almost merged into one. At that time, although she was a little drunk, she was not completely unconscious.

On the contrary, she remembered very clearly, what Cai Shuyu said to her, how her skin turned from slightly cold to extremely hot, and how panicked she was at first—and also the joy and longing in her heart at the end.

Cai Shuyu was different, although she couldn't tell exactly why it was different, but she knew that Cai Shuyu was different, different from Lin Yu, and different from everyone else she knew.

In fact, she didn't quite understand how they went from strangers to friends and then to what they were now.

In my impression, every day is no different from the previous day, but looking back at the farther past, I find that the changes have been earth-shaking.

When we first met, although Cai Shuyu treated her very warmly, she didn't really care much about it. Even if it was gone, she would not feel a pity, and sometimes even find it troublesome.

But now, she has completely lost the indifference she had at the beginning. She will be curious about Cai Shuyu, and will try her best to meet the other party's expectations, and she does not want to let her down in the slightest.

Probably because Cai Shuyu is a girl and they are always very close, she took these cherished feelings as friendship for granted, so she didn't notice it for a long time.

Cai Shuyu said "like" so many times last night, and asked her so many times, but she still couldn't give a definite answer, probably because she was affected by alcohol and couldn't think well.

Now that the night has passed, the alcohol has passed, and the cold wind has blown for a while, she can finally sort out the thoughts that were tangled up last night.

Like it, she thought, she should like Cai Shuyu.

But so what?

A sad look suddenly appeared on her face.

What do you like to do?Liking can't do anything. For a person like her, liking can only become a stumbling block.

The profession of being an idol—or in other words, her current job is not allowed to fall in love, not to mention that Cai Shuyu is a girl like her.

Although there are always people on the Internet shouting that "same-sex is true love", idol teams often hype same-sex ambiguity as a selling point, such as Cai Shuyu and Zhuang Chutang, their pairing was huge last year and gained a large number of fans , but business is just business after all, ambiguity can only be ambiguity, once it becomes true, it may not be attractive to people.

Although people are no longer shouting slogans against homosexuality publicly, discrimination is still everywhere, like dust, quietly lurking in all directions. The scourge.

Female idols, in particular, are already under extremely harsh scrutiny. If they are found to have a boyfriend, they will lose fans and cause damage to their careers. If it is revealed that they are dating a woman, it will be even worse.

Wang Ruolin is a lesson learned from the past. Originally, the momentum was great, but everything disappeared overnight.

The most ridiculous thing is that the person you want to deal with in those photos is actually Wu Zixuan. Qiao Yiyue heard some rumors from Weng Pinyan. If it's not very good, use this to beat her, no matter what, only Wu Zixuan is targeted, Wang Ruolin is just involved.

Wu Zixuan was indeed affected. She didn't show up in public for several months. It is said that a brand cooperation that she was talking about was also snatched away, but that's all. She announced a new movie yesterday, which means that the turmoil is over. She just After being stumbled, I can continue to walk on the resplendent road.

But Wang Ruolin couldn't go on.

Qiao Yiyue would not be so naive as to think that she could be Wu Zixuan when the accident happened.In fact, she is worse than Wang Ruolin.

When she didn't do anything, countless dirty waters were poured on her. At that time, every step she took was like stepping on a rope bridge beside a cliff, and she would fall to pieces if she was not careful.

Although her situation seems to be much better now, Weng Pinyan paved the way under her feet because of the value she might bring.

Weng Pinyan told her this way: "The most indispensable thing in this circle is people, beautiful, smart, hardworking, everything is available, and the most important thing is to want to be popular. Do you understand what I mean by this? ?

This is to warn you that you have your strengths to stand out.But likewise, there are many substitutes for you, so be careful to be a human being, if you say or do wrong things one day, no one can save you. "

She is on the rise and is constantly occupying other people's positions. The competition with Wu Kaiyuan alone is about to develop to the point of fire and water. Many people are staring at her, waiting for an opportunity to pull her down.

At the beginning, it was just rumors that almost cut off her future. She didn't dare to imagine what the consequences would be if she really had the "black material" that the media called.

And if she is worthless, the road under her feet will be taken away immediately.

She couldn't bear such consequences.

Her career has finally improved, and she has finally touched the corner of her dream, but now nothing is solid, nothing is unstable, everything is shaky, she can't afford to gamble, and she can't afford to lose.

Sunshine, who was gradually brightening, thought that the sea water hit the hull wave after wave, never tired. She stood on the deck, watching the undulating water waves, her thoughts fluctuated accordingly, but her body remained motionless, as if frozen in a frame. up the statue.

After an unknown amount of time, Cai Shuyu's voice suddenly came from behind him.

"Xiao Yue? Why are you here? I've been looking for you." The voice was very soft, with some hesitation and a trace of imperceptible anxiety.

Realizing that she could easily perceive the subtle emotions in that voice, she couldn't help tightening her fingers again, gripping the railing even tighter, took a few deep breaths, and slowly turned around when she thought she had accumulated enough courage. pass away.

But seeing Cai Shuyu's appearance clearly, that self-righteous courage disappeared instantly.

Cai Shuyu seemed to have just woken up, and her face was still a little tired. She was wearing pajamas, and the neckline was a little crooked. She probably went out in a hurry and couldn't take care of tidying up. But those pair of clothes were full of smiles all day yesterday, as if embellished with diamonds and stars. His eyes lost their light and became dim.

She thought that Cai Shuyu probably saw something, Cai Shuyu was always very keen, and could easily see through her thoughts, and even some emotions that she didn't realize had no place in Cai Shuyu's eyes Tibetan.

"Xiao Yue, you..." Cai Shuyu opened his mouth, then paused. After a moment of silence, he suddenly curled the corners of his lips, showing a pretended relaxed smile, "Go back, the sea is cold, blowing wind here, you will I have a cold."

After finishing speaking, she took a few steps forward and stretched out her hand, as if she wanted to help Qiao Yiyue pull up the clothes on her body, but Qiao Yiyue took a few steps back without saying a word, and pulled away from her. distance.

Her hand flew away, and her face lost all color.

"Xiao Yue?" The sweetness in the voice also shattered, with sharp edges and corners that could easily cut people.

Seeing her pale face, disbelief, disappointment and grievance in her eyes, Qiao Yiyue felt as if her heart had been cut severely, bleeding out, and the pain made her almost bow her body.

While breathing heavily, she couldn't help being in a trance.

It must be a very lucky thing for Cai Shuyu to be so kind to her and to be liked by her.

For a moment, the idea of ​​secretly dating without telling everyone crossed her mind, just like many artists do.

But this idea was only a flash in the pan, and she was severely crushed.

Is there any wall in the world that does not leak?Many idols are dating in private. Although they have never made it public publicly, most of them have been spread in the circle long ago. It has not been exposed, but it is not necessary.

After a long silence, she finally spoke, her voice was very soft, but it was clear enough on the deck where there was no one else.

"sorry."

The author has something to say: Ms. Cai, it’s not good that the surname is Wu! !